Poems of Faith by the parishioners of Trinity Episcopal Church Concord, Massachusetts
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“…and the Spirit gave them utterance.” ACTS 2:4 Poems of Faith by the parishioners of Trinity Episcopal Church Concord, Massachusetts September, 2007
INTRODUCTION We are thrilled to present this collection of poetry from parishioners of Trinity Episcopal Church in Concord, Massachusetts. We are grateful to the authors here represented for their honesty and daring to allow us to include their work. We are thankful to the parishioners of Trinity for funding this project and to the staff for its completion and support. In particular, great thanks are due to Susan MacDonald for her work with design and publication. It is with many voices that we praise God. The idea for this publication first came to me (Brian) while traveling by airplane in February 2007 to Oregon to celebrate my father’s retirement. Although I had been an avid writer of poetry in an earlier phase of life, it had been sixteen years since I had been able to compose anything even approaching a poem worth sharing – a long writers block indeed. While flying somewhere over New York the poem, “Flight School” emerged from the clouds in that fast and furious, better-write-it-down-before-it-vanishes kind of way. Without knowing where the poem was going, I committed it to paper. When it was finished, it was followed quickly by the idea to create an opportunity at Trinity to find out what others were writing and to work out a way to share our poetry. As this project has moved forward, we have continued to have the strong sense that God is calling something forward, into our midst. Ellie Morris graciously agreed to collaborate on this project as co-editor. A longtime poet herself, she has contributed poetry to this collection and has helped greatly both in shepherding this project along and in working directly with the poems and their presentation. The poetry in this collection was solicited over three months in the spring of 2007. We published an advertisement for the project in the Sunday bulletin and on the church’s website that invited parishioners to contribute their original poetry in response to the question, “Where do you find God?” The poetry that we received addresses this question in myriad ways. In this collection you will find poems from a wide range of experience, representing diverse perspectives on faith and God. There are poems herein that speak of our shared worship life and also of the most private and intimate moments when we feel the presence of God with us. It is our hope that this amalgam of voices mirrors the diversity of our collective experience of the presence of the Spirit. It is our hope that through sharing these voices with you we have created an opportunity for enrichment for the reader and provided, for the authors, a new avenue at Trinity for the expression of the Holy Spirit. As we continue to grow together in faith, we pray that we may continue to gain a sense of God’s purpose for us and action in our lives. Brian Litzenberger and Ellie Morris 3
ABC’s FOR LIVING A is for God ALMIGHTY B each day is a BLESSING C doing acts of CHARITY D stands for the DEITY E “Deliver us from EVIL” F that we all may have FAITH G to others showing GOODNESS H having and giving HOPE I in others stimulating INSPIRATION J to all showing JUSTICE K doing acts of KINDNESS L “the greatest of these is LOVE” M to others being MINDFUL N being a bearer of glad NEWS O at all times showing OBEDIENCE P stands for PEACE Q may seeking God be your QUEST R treating all with RESPECT S praising Jesus our SAVIOUR T to all people and creation being THOUGHTFUL U at all times trying to be USEFUL V holding high your beliefs so you will be a VICTOR W the road to religion is WORSHIP X your goal in life is to eXCEL Y stands for encouraging our YOUTH Z doing everything with ZEAL As you go through life, Here are some ABC’s to keep in mind But the greatest thing to remember is That Jesus said, “LOVE one another.” -- Trinity Think Tank 2007 4
THE BOOK Pages bright, Pages yellow Pages with color spreads, Pages that mellow With age. Books are friends we've yet to discover Thin books with promises of a new lover Or Sage. Big books with stories of madness and fevers Turn out to be butchers emboldened with cleavers. Out rage. I like a good book, with romance believing Passionate heaving, practically leaving The page. -- Ruth Eifert A CINQUAIN- TRINITY WINDOW Renewal of the Word Green grows from central circle Touching light of life Christ’s promise, life eternal He Lives! Done is death -- Wini Ferguson DAYBREAK Waking early prayer time I take For one more day of life My thanks to make. For family, friends and this embattled world I pray, Silently and resting in His love I start my day. -- Dean Hall 5
DE PROFUNDIS (Mixed metaphors from the summer of 1974, after contemplating the Georgi Kepes stained glass window in Trinity Church, Concord, and discovering a monkey wrench in its center.) Amos, Amos, come down from the hills once more and bring your wrench. The Carpenter has been and long since gone. The house is sound but the plumbing’s full of bugs Wretched we are, we retch and choke, dry-heaving. The pipes are clogged. The water, the cleansing flow, the flood flush out, release. Open the watergates. For three transgressions of Israel and for four the hand of judgement struck. Today again for silver righteous are sold and the heads of the poor are trod. I hate, I despise their feasts, their parades, their pride in prisoners freed. Pry loose the blockage, pray let gush justice like waters, righteousness like a stream. Oh, throw your wrench in the works and make things work. Monkey with their business, screw it and thread it right. Amos, come down. The plumb line must hang anew. -- Nancy B. Beecher 6
EQUINOX They were still pirates. I thought, That fall day In the park. A perfect day For the dogs As the smells, the scent Of animals And dying vegetation, Reached a peak Before it became too Cold. It was still warm enough For the light jackets They wore as the three of them Rode two bikes Up And over The bark mulch pile Waiting to protect Or adorn the plantings Around the memorial For those Who had died And now were casually Ignored As these boys Discovered their day And it was midday, Still early enough To allow for the comfort Of casual affection, Not yet clouded or Prevented By the demands of Evening. -- Brian Litzenberger 7
EVENSONG The quiet restful service Evensong Is sung throughout the world at close of day The sound of prayer and praises heard ‘ere long Invite us with the reverent to pray. My soul doth magnify the Lord And my spirit hath rejoiced In God my Savior. The Magnificat is sung with voices bright The Psalms are heard, the prayers of people read The litany of Evensong, a rite The words we use engage our heart and head. Lord, now let thou thy servant depart in peace According to thy word For mine eyes have seen thy salvation. The night descends, we hear the evening bell Our final prayers to end the day we led The Gloria resounds our thoughts to dwell On all that we have heard, felt, sung and said. -- Ruth Eifert 8
EXERCISES Ballykissangel Sympathetic, poor, without Car, with only bus or slower Bike, young priest befriended man, Got four wheels in compensation. Cartoons Brothers, sister, cousins, friends – Watching, reading, chanting, singing; Mice were jumping, rabbits hiding, Pigs pursuing; sailor swam. Quatrains The elegiac brings the greatest balm: It soothes both grief and outrage; and can bring To shock and awe, delight and order; stand Up with Pity; release it; make it sing. More The Venus and Adonis stanza’s six- line rhyme-scheme came to Wordsworth in the Lakes: Ababcc: this formal fix can lead one into sonnetry; it takes an octave, then; but first, another rhyme to close each stanza ‘ere the longer climb. Untitled You: always near when I remember You: despite night blear; You: always near: Your presence comes anew on highway or in pew; You: always near when I remember You. Two Quarters Autumn moments: Fall to darkest day, longest night: incomplete progress. Winter fragments: dance of lightness, light of sunshine; light flakes of feathers. And finally A dove of peace? No: a tiny crane, folded, then: delivered – by whom? -- Anne Colman 9
FLIGHT SCHOOL Flight attendants please prepare for take-off, He said, As if I were not also Attending: Aware of falling – I mean flying – Or its potential. But it was also to me He spoke, Though he pretended Not to, Letting me know, As if on the sly, To prepare. But it was a little late for that, Buckled in as I was, Having prepared – Although not enough so that I didn’t fumble as I showed the boarding pass to the security guard at the check point. But it was for take-off. He said, Prepare for take-off. It almost looks Japanese as I write it: Take off – Here in international air space, Reminding me of the other times I have flown Alone. But it wasn’t about that. He did not warn me about Flying: Flight attendants prepare for Flight – I mean – How could you Prepare To be Hurtled 10
At that Speed At that Height Except Through Prayer. -- Brian Litzenberger FOR TERRY MCCALL After we had sailed with Reepicheep To the Utmost East Where the water under our boat Turned into lilies We emerged from the story, Made paper filters into white lilies And brought them with us Into the sanctuary Where Without artifice With only love and hope You led us, young and old, In laying them on the altar. You came into our lives Like the white lilies, Approaching each of us Without pretense, lifegiving In your support. The spirit shone in you Listening to our stories, Reaching out, Encouraging And always helping us To grow… -- Liela Rea 11
HAIKU TRINITY WINDOW ADVENT Gathered by Trinity Minute Diverse particles Gathered for power ~ The trumpets praise Him Beneath the dazzling golden Light of Trinity ~ The Light of the world Cornerstone of Trinity Shines eternally CHRISTMAS EVE All life is shattered Born again in splintered light That will not expire ~ Christmas Eve, central fusion of light eternal Christ is born again ~ Father, Son, Spirit Golden pyramid of light Reaches and saves the earth ~ 12
Trinity crowned with Diamonds, kindled fire below Spirit spread o’er all GOOD FRIDAY Four blood red nails Drilled into our hearts, hands, feet His death for our life ~ God’s tears and Christ’s Blood The water and Word made flesh Such love tears the heart AT NIGHT Web of life, grey roots Reach out to gather our hearts Through the cross of Love ~ The hand of God whose Boney fingers grasp our lives Through faith, hope, Love EASTER—RESURRECTION Crown of victory Blazes forth above thy cross Death holds no dominion ~ White blossoms reach heav’nward Seeking Trinity’s golden light Christ is Risen indeed! PENTECOST The hand of God beckons Reaching out from Trinity ‘Spirit’s flame descends ~ Palm facing heavenward Makes us channels of thy peace Thy Power, our power! -- Wini Ferguson 13
JOY Sunday, December 31, 2006 To Nick Even in bareness Spring’s buds are in the boughs Happiness in things may be dead But joy bursts into song In deep places where Jesus is That is why I live beyond mere functioning: Jesus is real And I dwell in his heart -- Ellie Morris HANDCRAFTS We come together to knit shawls and blankets, hats and sweaters, But leave having knit together those parts of us which have begun to unravel. We come together to weave in the unfinished ends of these, our expressions of love, But leave having rewoven those parts of us which have become thread bare. We come together to stitch a flower or a dove, But leave having stitched together the very fabric of another's life. In connecting we create, In connecting we sustain, In connecting we repair, In connecting we see God. -- Barbara Carvey 14
I AM I am the wall, low and crumbing, that you rest on, when you visit my pasture. I am the grass you walk on, lifting every step you take. I am the wind, curling and sweeping, but on my moodier days I am harsh and brittle. I am the oak, tall and majestic, worn by weather and age, yet I stand. I am earth, in endless supply; time has no meaning to me, I am you, the one who does, the one who moves, stands and sits; the one who is . I am never alone, for I am in everything. -- Calvin Coffin THE KISS The look The smile The touch The lips The sigh The arms The back The neck The nape The need Caress, embrace, a touch of heat, desire The kiss of love becomes a passion pyre. -- Ruth Eifert 15
LENTEN RETREAT Emerging from my cave of cold winter, I blink in the strong sun. The field before me is hollow stubble of burnt umber. Birds appear, only to seek cover in meager, brittle branches. Are you here, Lord, here in this quiet place? I imagine flocks of birds slicing through the sky. I fly with them, first straining then sailing. I continue staring, imagining. I want to keep flying. I am flying to you, Lord. Thank you. -- Candace Temple 16
MIGRATION Squinting, then blinking north, I see the cormorants' black silhouettes traverse the clear autumn air in sloppy V formation. One flock, two, five, rowing the air. Another day: Mount Watatic, hiking to the top. Again, specks appear and my eyes enter the whorl of broad-winged hawks settling into kettles then gliding on-- a graceful ballet southward as the wind hands them over to another continent and we lose them for a time. And at night, lying in bed, I sense them moving-- silhouettes lit only by the moon; wings creaking or fluttering high above me, moving as the earth breathes. -- Candace Temple 17
MY GRACIOUS LORD My lovely My lively My gracious Lord Jesus You hover around me You hold me up You always keep me safe Where could I go without you? When I am sick You soothe me When hysteria hits You calm me When my memory fails me You pick up the pieces And then I remember Just enough to get by When I am lost You always find me Even when I don’t know it You are with me always, To the end of the world My dear Lord Jesus What would I do without you? A question I don’t need to answer Because you are with me And I thank you From the bottom of my heart and soul My dear Lord Jesus -- Ellie Morris ON HOLDING HURT, ONCE SPOKEN Let it go, let it go, Let it be, Let it be – Let the small, pesky bird Fly off from the tree – 18
So the nest Doesn’t form And the gripe Doesn’t stay; Let the tree stand in peace While the bird Flies Away… --Liela Rea PENTECOST Pascha rosatum A mighty wind Doves, fiery tongues, Paraclete Church’s birthday -- Barbara Carvey PRAYER Lord, let your Spirit fall gently on me like red maple wings settling to earth on a clear autumn day. -- Candace Temple 19
PROMISE, O PROMISE Spring bud swells and brave bird breasts pulse. Dawn chorus serenades the red gold sun. Foretells…. The leaf unfurls and all of nature waits, prepared to bud forth spring. -- Eleanor Spinney SIGNS OF SPRING Snow has melted down to the ground And is dimpled with little holes Which look up like eyes. New spring grass pokes up through them As if the snow-eyes were growing lashes. I look, I look, I feast with my eyes On these tiny traces of green, On the promise held in each new blade of grass, On the promise pulling it upward, even as it pushes toward the sky, So tentatively, so steadily. Its growth could be so easily twisted by ice, So easily blocked by just one grain of sand. Yet it grows – -- Ellie Morris 20
SINGING I like to sing a litany, I like to sing a song I like to sing at Epiphany, I like to sing, is it wrong? To want to sing, from the bottom of your heart, From within your soul, just to grab a part Whether soprano, tenor or alto? I could even sing a bit of contralto! If forced. But don't make me sing, with a soundtrack No. Please, Just an organ and nice choir around me I could sing through the night, I don't even need sight Just teach me the tune and I'll wing it 'Cause I like to sing, And I'm going to sing And when age takes my teeth I'll just Thing it! -- Ruth Eifert THE SOUND OF BELLS On a crystal clear Sunday morn A new beginning comes to be born. The stillness in the land Is broken by something grand. It is the sound of the church bell Telling the world all is well. At the ringing of the bell’s sound It tells the people to gather around. With each bell ringer’s mighty lurch The peal says it is time for church. Following the service our spirits are lifted And now we all feel greatly gifted. The time has come to look at each other And to consider one’s neighbor as his brother. Just think what the sound of a bell can do Our lives are beautiful and this is so true. -- Currier Smith 21
STAY NEAR Be near to me, dear Lord, I pray And when I stray lead me back to you and to your Way. -- Dean Hall SUNDAY The church, the pew, the mind in inner sight The altar bathed with pure white candle light The penitent on bended knee begin The music soars, the voices joining in Our litany of prayer and praise to Thee The body politic an offering Ourselves to God the Father, Triune King Receive the Peace, given by one to one We seek the comfort from His only Son The people greet and sing with happy voice God’s Peace to you, and with us all rejoice We are renewed, behold the transformation God has given us a new creation. -- Ruth Eifert THANK YOU For the quietness of trees Even in pain As bark peals and leaves turn brown… (My loved apple tree, My driad!) For grass growing stubbornly Through cracks in the pavement. For cricket-song That drove me crazy But now that it’s suddenly stopped 22
(I saw one fall, dead, off our roof last week. Connection?) I miss them… For my eyes, mind and heart Opening today Like a recalcitrant flower, Finally hearing Your Word, Finally feeling part Of Your whole Wonder-filled Sevenday Creation! -- Liela Rea A TOUCH OF GRACE Phone call comes at midnight Doctor's telling me she's dead Lying frozen in darkness Sleep impossible Black dissolves in blue Cerulean light suffuses night. I fed her rice pudding for lunch It was her favorite. Touching her hand Grasping at straws Grateful a smile's trace Made me think she knew me. Loss of even that frail shell Of what she once had been Came hard. Wrapping me in misty blue Archangels' light a mother's spirit Comforted till dawn. -- Shirley Blancke 23
TRANSFIGURATION In darkness we sat After the fire And the light And I waited And prayed And waited And watched For something Miraculous. Because there have been Moments when Something happened That changed everything. Maybe I was Working too hard at it And I gave up And expected The familiar Dullness Boredom A critiquing mind. And in that moment, In that moment, There you were: Two people Telling a story That we all knew. And In this pew, In these words, In his body, Among these friends; I thought, And thinking 24
Stopped To know: The truth. This truth was simple Without preoccupation, This work was effortless, This knowing, known: That you are not a stranger, As I have never been. So I could stop looking And know that We were here together As we turned on the lights And sang. -- Brian Litzenberger TRIPTYCH I. GOOD FRIDAY Son of Man – son of woman – whom do we turn to now we many Marys? Mary your mother Parthenogenita Joseph had put her privily away save for the spirit’s speaking – Holy Mary wholly submerged in mothering Yet: “Who is my mother? I have come to set child against parent” – martyr Mary waits weeping under the cross. 25
Magdalen profligate Mary – she of doubtful virtue worthy to be stoned maudlin who squandered precious oil on your feet – unmarried Mary, marry she is homeless hapless, hopeless Mary the zero the nonentity. Geminae Mary and Martha ministers sister of mercy soldiers deriding nailed you down at last. Jesus, Jesus you have betrayed us there – “Father” you said, “forgive them for they do not know what they are doing” – they who nourish body and process seen but not heard the drones marred, atrophied unselfish, selfless without self to know or to become – shadows who only shone reflecting your light. And the other Marys in the crowd – 26
Miriam singer of sagas celebrant of power – Ruth and Naomi who dared to love each other Jezebel who ruled and Deborah who judged – women who defined themselves and named their own becoming – marvelling hoped we all might be again persons in God’s good time. Son of woman – the men of Caiphas and Pilate have managed to manipulate your friend Judas – to manhandle you mandate your dying barter Barabbas manacled to the mob – Peter petrified fled – respectable gentlemen rebuked you as a rabble rouser – but we know what they are doing so we shall not be forgiven – Son of Man. 27
II. DESCENT INTO HELL How do you handle sorrow without a Word? The shipwrecked traveller thrashes in the sea grasping for flotsam, gasping for a breath fingers closing on spume, mouth upon foam. This is the dreaded black night of the soul – to know your need and not to know the Noun. Father we have not, Master we will not have. “Lord, thou has been our dwelling-place in all generations” but thou art no more. Yahweh would not be named, but it was done and those who name seize power from the named. God cannot help us now for he is theirs. In the beginning, they will tell us, was the Word – oh, neuter Word, how ardently we reached to share you ere they shaped you, made you Man! but you became flesh, they only-begotten Son and we have lost not only you but speech not only speech but concept, for the mind fumbles in vain to shape a thought the tongue twisting within the closed mouth cannot form. For we are Eve, even now unredeemed, evil so long ascribed us we believe it, and by the waters of Babylon we babble – we who have no Jerusalem, Old or New. III. EASTER Sisters, come, run to the tomb (the sun is about to rise) the child of woman leaps in the womb (the sun is about to rise) Sun in the East, Moon in the West (the stone has been rolled away) darkness behind us, daylight ahead (the stone has been rolled away) 28
the voice of the turtledove sings the dawn (jesus the lord is gone) the lilies smile out of black decay (jesus the lord is gone) Sisters, circle, join your hands (the veil of the temple is torn) raise the song of the great We Are (the veil of the temple is torn) Sisters and Brothers, the Spirit lives (and death and life are one) -- Nancy Beecher TRUST, THANKS AND LOVE Lord, I trust you. You healed my mind, You lead me through the dark, Lord, I trust you. Lord, I thank you, For answered prayers, For giving back my life, Lord, I thank you. Lord, I love you, And resting in your love for me, I put my heart. Lord, I love you. -- Dean Hall 29
UN-TITLED In my need He is love to my response. He is Yes! and waits for mine. Is it possible that my Yes! won’t always slip around? Won’t always be tembered with - too hard - ask someone else! -- Eleanor Spinney UPRISING At 4:27 a.m. precisely, in the midst of the deepest silence of the night, an unknown robin down in Petersen’s orchard takes it upon himself to proclaim the light. Who does he think he is to wake the world with those insistent hymnings of his own? Before you know it, some other rabble-rouser will take up the insurrectionist song he’s sown. And not just robins: shafted flickers will mutter; the redwing blackbirds will start to remonstrate. A phoebe will protest, a pheasant will beat her breast, mourningdoves keen and meadowlarks berate. Then some bright oriole will raise a shout, Until – Good God! – all Heaven might break out. -- Nancy Beecher 30
WHERE HAVE I FOUND GOD? I found God in the eyes of others. Here are four of them: Maureen, Michelle, Tony and Ken Marriner. They are doing God’s work here. -- Frank Bradshaw WINDOW OVER THE CHAPEL ALTAR I watch the sun creep down the shimmering window until it hits Your face. Transfigured…. …comes forth a blessing. Then I remember. There are others who have seen it and felt as I and come no more. -- Eleanor Spinney 31
WORK Springtime attraction Sunshine distraction We have work to do. Outside activities Inside facsimiles Plenty of work to do. Who needs to be adult? Let's go and join a cult No thought, but more work to do! Hey, shall we read a book, Give magazines a look, It's not work, but what can you do? Springtime has come at last Summer will be a blast Let's skip work and visit the zoo. -- Ruth Eifert 32
WHAT A WONDERFUL SIGHT I start my morning with a river view. This day I was startled with something new. There in the early morning light, Were two beautiful swans, what a wonderful sight. This was a first for me, And was such a delight to see. Swans the purest of white Wow, what a wonderful sight. The beaks of the swans were pure gold And their coal black eyes, a sight to behold. This contrast with their bodies white, Sure made a dazzling sight. Needed a photographer who was as keene as me To drop everything just for this sight to see. Such a one was Sally by name. I hope her pictures and this poem bring her fame. This had to be recorded for all to view For such a scene was really new. And I knew the swans would soon take flight. Wow what a wonderful sight. -- Francis Currier 33
WORRY Worry does not help, I know, She comes unbidden Like the snow, Heavy on the heart She lies, Until dissolving In God’s love She dies. -- Dean Hall YES, LORD The silent church, deep in shadow, pews lined like pilgrims, waiting. For what? I come. Yes Lord, I come. Drawn, like a scrap of metal to a magnet, to the cross. It hangs, still, over the gleam of marble. It draws forth from me two words. “Yes, Lord.” How often have I come to stand just here, in awe of what you did for me. There is a covenant between us made so long ago it’s part of life. No – life itself. Yes, Lord. The cross hangs still and a spark of light shows red in the great window; a fugitive, perhaps, from life outside or a reminder of your blood. 34
Which? The shadows hang about my shoulders and the stillness asks a question. And then… I walk slowly past the silence of the pews. Back… to the life I live out there. But leaving self behind – just for a little. -- Eleanor Spinney 35
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