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Coming to Life Between                                                                                                INSIDE
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Orthodoxy and Heterodoxy:                                                                                              ISSUE
A Candidate’s Journey
Eli Diamond
  Candidates are not a homogenous                             orthodoxy furnishes a raft in a chaotic
group, and each has a very different,                         and stormy sea. However, orthodoxies                  Dear Candidate
idiosyncratic hero’s journey and struggle.                    risk becoming stale, overly concrete, and               Fred Busch
According to the writer Joseph Campbell,                      deadening in their efforts to keep
myths—and perhaps biblical narratives                         everything safe and well understood.
—are not stories that never happened                             At Columbia University, I fell in love        Reflections in the Wake of
but are, in fact, stories that always                         with astronomy: the celestial, the               the Atlanta Shootings and
happen. My psychoanalytic birth story                         ineffable, the numinous, the mysterious,       a Year of Anti-Asian American
and its associated labor pains speak to                       the wondrous, all bounded by                        Pacific Islander Hate
something more universal as well.                             calculations,     measurements,       and
  I attended a religious high school,
                                                                                                                   Meredith J. Wong
                                                              attempts to engage with amazing
which was progressive in some ways. For                       unanswered questions and discover
instance, we learned Greek mythology,                         new frontiers. Astronomy strives toward
took Advanced Placement courses, and                                                                           The Intersection of Gender,
                                                              that which is not yet conscious. I was
were academically well prepared for                           assured that the department was
                                                                                                            Sexuality, and Our Current Crises
university. However, we did not learn                         exclusively populated with atheists. No                Paula L. Ellman
“heretical” subjects such as evolutionary                     one was so silly as to believe in God. I           Margarita Cereijido
biology, other than a cursory explanation                     wasn’t quite sure what to do with that              Hilli Dagony-Clark
to satisfy state requirements, paired with                    as an Orthodox Jewish girl still trying
theological apologetics. The primacy of                       to hold on to my Orthodox values as I
the Orthodox perspective was obvious                          ventured further into the world. I               APsaA 2021–22 Elections:
and, in some ways, comforting. I was                          discovered astronomy as an upper                   Campaign Statements
swaddled within a community that                              junior, too late to pursue it as either a
provided a manual to life, cradle to
                                                              minor or major. But I’m also not sure
grave, a place to belong, and a clear
                                                              what I would have done in that world                Psychoanalysis and
blueprint for thinking and approaching
                                                              that had clearly no use for a god that I       Psychoanalytic Psychotherapy:
the unknown. Identification with an
                                                              had been raised to believe was                     What’s the Difference?
                                                              omnipresent,        omniscient,       and
Elizabeth Diamond, Ph.D., is a                                                                                   Ralph H. Beaumont
                                                              omnipotent. It was the first time but
perpetual scholar and explorer trained on                     certainly not the last that I found myself
both the East and West Coasts. She is                         inhabiting two worlds that had very little
currently a child and adult psychoanalytic
                                                                                                                 Six Hard-Won Lessons
                                                              use for each other. Two realms that
candidate in Los Angeles. Eli treats                                                                                David E. Scharff
                                                              dismiss and deny the power of each other.
children, adolescents, adults, and couples                       While in graduate school, I availed
in her private practice.                                      myself of the inexpensive day passes
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                                                                                       THE AMERICAN
                                                                                 PSYCHOANALYTIC ASSOCIATION
                                                                                            President:          Bill Glover
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       Education: Coming to Life Between Orthodoxy and Heterodoxy:                   President-Elect:
                                                                                           Secretary:
                                                                                                                Kerry Sulkowicz
                                                                                                                Bonnie Buchele
         A Candidate’s Journey Eli Diamond
                                                                                            Treasurer:          Julio G. Calderon
                                                                                   Executive Director:          Thomas H. Newman
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       From the Presidents: Local Discussions
         Bill Glover and Kerry Sulkowicz
                                                                                 THE AMERICAN PSYCHOANALYST
                                                                                               Magazine of The
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       Dear Candidate: Analysts from Around the World Offer Personal                 American Psychoanalytic Association
         Reflections on Psychoanalytic Training, Education, and the Profession                             Editor
                                                                                                        Lyn Yonack
         Fred Busch
                                                                                                 Book Review Editors
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     9	Reflections in the Wake of the Atlanta Shootings and                                      Arnold Richards

         a Year of Anti-Asian American Pacific Islander (AAPI) Hate                                 Candidate Editor
                                                                                                   Sheryl Silverstein
         Meredith J. Wong
                                                                                              Child and Adolescent Editor
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 14	The Intersection of Gender, Sexuality, and Our Current Crises:                                    Diversity Editor
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FROM THE PRESIDENTS

Local Discussions
Bill Glover and Kerry Sulkowicz
                                                              developments “inside the beltway” of           the basic didactic curriculum of
                                                              APsaA. Although our new structures—            psychoanalytic training.
                                                              the Department of Education (DPE) and
                                                                                                            ·L
                                                                                                              ocal governance structures vary
                                                              the Board of Directors—are working
                                                              effectively, they are still growing into       greatly, from the traditional Society
                                                              their roles and uncertainty exists. The        & Institute to the newer model of
                                                              tensions at the national level are manifest    psychoanalytic       centers.      Some
                                                              in local groups. There is anxiety about        societies and institutes are well
        Bill Glover                         Kerry Sulkowicz
                                                              APsaA becoming either too radical or           integrated, while others function
                                                              not radical enough. The national               quite separately.
  Following the February 2021 National                        organization has an important function
Meeting, Bill and Kerry have been                             to contain and provide a model for            · There is enthusiasm for expanding
holding local discussions over Zoom                           addressing and resolving these tensions.      membership but also concern about
with APsaA centers, institutes, and                             We will share some observations from        the potential loss of analytic identity
societies to listen to their views on                         these discussions:                            and professional legitimacy.
current issues: Covid; diversity;
                                                              · We can be proud of how APsaA and           ·T
                                                                                                              here is general agreement that
expanded membership; the TA function;
                                                                 its local groups have met the               analyzing, supervising, and teaching
advocacy; our listservs; and the future
of APsaA. We describe current initiatives                        challenges of the past year in              candidates should be functions of
but mainly listen to what’s most                                 adapting psychoanalytic education
                                                                                                             psychoanalytic education rather
important to local groups. New                                   during Covid and providing
                                                                                                             than markers of status. Our local
technology enables us to meet with                               resources to their members and
                                                                                                             groups     vary     in   their   TA/SA
members on their home ground and                                 the public. The resources provided
                                                                 by our Covid Advisory Team, the             appointment procedures, but all
include many who don’t attend our
                                                                 Town Halls, peer consultation               value local option. We find that this
meet ings. We’ve made ourselves
available to join whatever forum works                           groups, and DPE support for virtual         feedback correlates with the findings
for them, including Town Halls,                                  learning have been invaluable.              of the TA survey.
meetings with faculty and boards, etc.                        · Each local group is addressing r ac ia l   · W hile the Members List is a valuable
  As of this writing, Bill, Kerry, and                           i ne qu a l it y, a nd t he y appreciate    means of communication, many
other APsaA Board members have met                               the leadership of APsaA and the
                                                                                                             members      complain      about      the
with 15 local groups: Atlanta, Boston,                           Holmes Commission.
Contemporary Freudians in APsaA,                                                                             contentious exchanges, and tune out
                                                              · Local members were enthusiastic
Dallas, Denver, Florida, Houston, Kansas                                                                     or unsubscribe.
                                                                 about enhancing advocacy and
City, Oregon, PANY (Psychoanalytic                                                                          · S ome groups have existential issues
                                                                 branding efforts to support analytic
Association of New York), St. Louis, San                                                                     that     include    difficulty     filling
                                                                 practice, particularly for candidates
Diego, San Francisco, Tampa Bay, and
                                                                 and recent graduates. Extending             leadership, faculty, and TA/SA roles.
Wisconsin. More visits are planned and
                                                                 legality and insurance coverage for
will continue through the fall.                                                                               The world is in a time of momentous
                                                                 telehealth is a priority.
  It has been an eye-opening and
                                                              · Many groups have psychotherapy             change. As the pandemic passes, we will
inspiring experience to learn firsthand
about the dedication and creativity of                           members with voting rights who             all be assessing its impact on our
our local groups, how widely we vary                             are active participants, some in           societies and on ourselves. APsaA’s
yet how much we have in common.                                  leadership roles. In many places,          future is cast in a new light as we grapple
We’ve also been struck by how little                             these members are vital to the             with the challenges and welcome the
these groups know about each other.                              success of the local institution.
                                                                                                            opportunities of a changed world. The
For most of our members, their primary                           Psychotherapy training programs
                                                                                                            ways we have met the crises bode well
affiliation is with their local group, and                       abound and are found to support,
                                                                 not dilute, the psychoanalytic             for our ability to adapt and advance
they don’t closely follow national
                                                                 mission. Several local groups are          psychoanalytic thought and practice.
Bill Glover, Ph.D., is president of APsaA.                       successfully integrating                   We look forward to working together to
Kerry Sulkowicz, M.D., is president-elect.                       psychotherapists and academics in          build our future.

Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3   •   F a l l 2 0 21                                                                                                            3
EDUCATION

Between Orthodoxy                                  belong. You’re my people, you’re not my      between an orthodoxy
                                                   people. Stimulated by my internal            inherited from my
and Heterodoxy                                     orthodoxy, I split faculty and potential     family and a self-
Continued from page 1                              supervisors into buckets: my kind of         generated heterodoxy.
offered to students to attend APsaA’s              analyst…or not. My father is prone to        I brought this into
winter meetings. At a discussion group             saying that anyone to the right of him       my training, and it
on eating disorders, Dr. Kathryn Zerbe             is a zealot and anyone to the left of him    guided how I
spoke about navigating two worlds that             is an apostate. Internally, I established    ap p r o a c he d a nd
rejected each other: the analytic world,           my psychoanalytic camp and started           interacted with my           Eli Diamond
which used to dismiss patients with                inviting some to my tent and dismissing      personal struggles
such concrete somatic symptoms as                  others. I disowned my internal zealots       and the Institute. I unconsciously
eating disorders, and the eating disorder          and apostates as well as the profound        safeguarded my family; that’s been my
world, which dismissed psychoanalysis              concomitant struggle that needed to be       role. Orthodoxies and families provide
as an inappropriate form of treatment,             articulated rather than banished and         a place to belong. Yet, we must belong
preferring instead such “evidence-                 denied. By not informing my family           to ourselves before we can belong to
based” treatments as DBT and the                   about my training, I protected my            anyone or anything else.
Maudsley method. I was drawn to the                internal families from each other for          I used to jest that I had three major
way Dr. Zerbe lived on the bridge                  reasons I’m still trying to fully            inabilities: I couldn’t hail a cab in New
between two worlds that had little                 understand. I also sheltered the ideal       York City, crochet a yarmulke (the
regard for each other. I came to believe
that we might nimbly navigate different
worlds or models, and in so doing,                            Psychoanalysis belongs to the in-between, on the bridge,
create new worlds and new models.                        in the emergent. To that which is growing and not deadened
Perhaps I could shift from a domain of
established rules to a domain guided by                                   or stale. To that which is alive and enervating.
negotiations. However, new models
often cling to the orthodoxies of each
                                                   from my ambivalence, thereby creating        traditional head covering worn by
contributing tradition. I craved the
                                                   a hole inside. What can’t be known           Orthodox Jewish men), or see the
security of a mainstream approach even
                                                   creates an abyss. We can fall into these     hidden picture in a Magic Eye poster. I
as I chafed against it. Tenets provide a
                                                   chasms or be blinded as we attempt to        couldn’t relax my eyes and attention
tether, an anchor, but can also quickly
                                                   repudiate them.                              enough to discern the floating shape. I
become a straitjacket and a bind. Ties
                                                     In analytic training, we play out our      wonder whether five years into analysis,
that contain also constrain.
                                                   own family dynamics in spaces that           and after three years of training, I might
   During my psychoanaly tic
psychotherapy post-doctoral training at            have their own existing familial             be more successful. Have I begun to
the Wright Institute, Los Angeles, a               dynamics. We, candidates and faculty,        develop more of a capacity for Keats’s
classmate inquired about the place of the          assume roles that we are accustomed to       negative capability or Bion’s maternal
soul in psychoanalysis. I immediately              from our family systems. We recapitulate     reverie? Will I meet an emergent bud
responded that it was the unconscious. I           well-known battles, even as we come to       with the gentle and insatiable
needed psychoanalysis to be able to hold           training in search of new families and       inquisitiveness a curious child brings to
everything, and I needed to step in and            hope that, within our new families, we       the wild rather than the zeal of a
defend it from any perceived deficiencies          can do things differently. If we are         Japanese Ikebana master curating the
or attacks. It was imperative that it retain       loathe to assert ourselves within our        perfect floral arrangement? Shall I
its prestige and myth of exceptionalism,           families of origin, we will likely have      embrace the tendrils of incipient growth
even as it was clearly in decline. I had           similar troubles in our institutes. We       with compassion and interest as I watch
been bred on a steady diet of Jewish               m ay bla me t he institute for not           them break through the concrete? Shall
exceptionalism, even though religious              being dissimilar enough to our               I inculcate a willingness to let the
observance was hardly in fashion.                  families, but perhaps we have not grown      solidity of orthodoxy crumble and
   A s I n av i g ate d p s yc ho a n a l y t ic   enough—yet. If we needed to rebel to         break so that new life can germinate?
training, I began to suspect that I had            differentiate in our family, that might be      I have been wildly compelled by
traded one orthodoxy for another. I left           the template we adhere to within             assertions that analysis can save lives.
one     beloved,      well-respected       but     institute life. Or perhaps we lean the       My husband insists that vaccines save
problematic family for another one.                other way—compelled to try on a role         lives; but analysis saves souls. But what
Orthodoxies delineate in-groups and                that was denied within our original          does that mean? In what ways does
out-groups. You belong, you don’t                  family. I carried an internal conflict       analysis conserve and regenerate? How
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4                                                                                                          T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
Dear Candidate: Analysts from Around the
World Offer Personal Reflections on
Psychoanalytic Training, Education,
and the Profession
Fred Busch
   Candidates have always been our future.       profession. Although the difficulties of         tolerate that “not knowing.” Not
They are our legacy. However, there is           their training have not been forgotten,          knowing what your analyst really thinks
little in our literature that might h e l p      these senior analysts have, for the most         of you. Not knowing how you will pay
y o u n g e r clinicians reflect u p o n         part, worked through these issues without        off your educational loans. Not knowing
what        it    means       to     be   a      losing their enthusiasm for being analysts.      whether you will have an analytic
psychoanalytic candidate and its role in         They offer ways of thinking about training       practice after so much effort, an effort
the professional life they are about to          to help candidates deal with their own           that leaves you wondering if you should
enter. In a first-of-kind book, I attempted      experiences. For most, the conclusion is:        be at home with your family instead of at
to speak to these issues by inviting senior      It was worth it.                                 seminars. Uncertainty is the rule of
psychoanalysts from around the world to                                                           candidacy. Competing psychoanalytic
                                                 Arthur Leonoff (Canada)
write personal letters to candidates that                                                         theories can also confuse as much as they
                                                   As much as I have felt the need at
include memories of their own training,                                                           clarify. And how about the lack of clarity
                                                 various points to reflect on my analytic
what it was like to become a psychoanalyst,                                                       as a beginner in how to analyze? How
                                                 training, to revisit its valuable teachings,
and what they would like most to convey                                                           does one even get to do analysis, find a
                                                 I have also had to work through
to the candidate of today.
                                                 experiences of disillusionment.                  patient who is willing to undergo
   The request to write something for this
                                                   I also understand better now why               intensive treatment?
book was met with great enthusiasm, and
                                                 analysts work well into their old age and
it shows. In these rich letters one finds                                                         Heribert Blass (Germany)
                                                 sometimes through it. There is the
insights that can help analysts in training                                                          This leads me to the question of anxiety
                                                 excitement in being an analyst—the
and those recently entering the profession                                                        in psychoanalytic education. I think
                                                 capacity to help people deeply, to inch
reflect upon what it means to be a                                                                anxiety is unavoidable. Of course, I was
                                                 them toward deeper change, to learn what
psychoanalytic candidate and what it’s                                                            also anxious about how I and my
                                                 has been previously unknowable, all the
like to begin a life as a psychoanalyst.                                                          psychoanalytic work would be assessed by
                                                 while further refining one’s analytic
Sharing their own experiences, these                                                              my supervisors and my fellow candidates.
                                                 capacity that continues to grow. It is hard
analysts demonstrate a vital commitment                                                           And I was also worried if I could
                                                 for me to imagine giving this up as long as
to psychoanalysis and give lively                                                                 understand my patients well enough. I
                                                 there are patients willing and eager to
descriptions of how each became and                                                               still have this worry every day. But I would
                                                 work with me and profit from what we as
remained a psychoanalyst. They write
                                                 a group of committed clinicians have             like to distinguish between anxiety as a
candidly about the enduring satisfactions
                                                 to offer.                                        helpful signal of never being too sure and
of being an analyst and about the
                                                                                                  anxiety as a fear of disapproval and
anxieties,      ambiguities,     and    the      Claudio Eizirik (Brazil)
                                                                                                  exclusion. The latter paralyzes one’s own
complications they faced in training and            A suggestion to you: Try to participate
                                                 in the meetings of your institute and            feelings and thoughts. So, I would like to
entering the profession. Many offer ways
                                                 society, dare to ask questions and make          encourage you to be anxious in a caring
to think about dealing with these hurdles.
                                                 comments at the seminars, don’t accept           sense but not anxious in the form of
Some suggest it is useful to realize one is
always in the process of becoming a              anything without raising your doubts             submission. Be open to your teachers but
psychoanalyst. To do so is to be open to a       when it’s the case. If you think a concept       do not follow them blindly. Rather, dare
life-long process of learning and testing        is strange, unjustifiable, or even ridiculous,   to discuss difficult analytical processes
one’s ideas.                                     share your ideas and ask for clarification.      with them and hopefully find common
   Below are edited excerpts from these                                                           solutions instead of either submitting or
letters that give an idea of the authors’        Daniel Jacobs (U.S.)                             superficially agreeing and then doing
joys and disappointments they’ve                   Your analytic education is an exercise         something else. This includes dealing
experienced in analytic training and the         in uncertainty—and in learning to                with mistakes.

Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3   •   F a l l 2 0 21                                                                                              5
DEAR CANDIDATE

Roosevelt Cassorla (Brazil)                                  sentence in “Creative Writers and Day-          conflicts          and
  The other day, you told me euphorically                    Dreaming” about phantasy, or daydreams,         beliefs that are at
that one of the assessors of your clinical                   and the function of a child’s play. “Thus       its     root        will
report said: “Your text is perfect. I have no                past, present and future are strung             enlighten both of
questions to ask and nothing to add.” You                    together, as it were,” Freud writes, “on the    you with pleasure.
were proud, and I know that you wanted                       thread of the wish that runs through            And not to forget:
to share your happiness with me. You                         them” (1908).                                   Which          other
found it strange that I didn’t seem pleased,                                                                 profession would
                                                             Otto Kernberg (U.S.)
and since we have a close relationship you
                                                                Not knowing you only permits me to           allow       you       to
asked me, “What was the matter?” I am                                                                                                               Fred Busch
                                                             answer some of the many questions you           linger on dreams,
initiating this dialogue in writing, but I
                                                             may have at this point and to be cautious       to look at their intricate layers of meaning,
am sure that we will address this in greater
                                                             about unsolicited advice. To begin: It is       and enjoy the beauty, wit, and even the
depth when we meet.
                                                             well worth it to become a psychoanalyst         archaic bluntness of their imagery? Since
  Your perception was correct. I felt
                                                             at this time when psychoanalysis is widely      this     complexity             is     what         makes
affected and ill-at-ease and was unable,
                                                             being questioned and criticized—                psychoanalysis             such       an      intriguing
at that point in time, to put my
                                                             sometimes        with      good     reason.     profession, it is obviously a daunting task
thoughts into words. I shall explain: A
                                                             Psychoanalysis, I believe is the most           to study it.
“perfect” work of psychoanalysis, one
                                                             profound and comprehensive theory about
which doesn’t raise any questions or                                                                         Stefano Bolognini (Italy)
                                                             the functions, structure, development, and
problems, cannot be good work. Flawless                                                                         In short, if I compare my early situation
                                                             pathology of the human mind. It also
analytical sessions and texts do not exist. I                                                                as a candidate with yours, I would say we
                                                             provides a spectrum of psychoanalytically
have encountered situations before when I                                                                    had probably more grandiose, idealizing
                                                             based psychotherapies, including the
have thought that the presenter has glossed                                                                  illusions (such as being somehow
                                                             classical or standard psychoanalytic
over their own interventions. This gloss                                                                     “pioneers,” easily recruiting needy
                                                             treatment and several derived,
conceals, yet it also reveals. The                                                                           patients asking to be rescued via
                                                             empirically validated psychotherapies.
psychoanalytically trained listener doubts                                                                   classical treatment, dealing with a
                                                             And it is a unique potential instrument for
the truthfulness of the account.                                                                             univocal, indisputable, all-explaining
                                                             research on the mind.
Ellen Pinsky (U.S.)
    When I was a candidate, my friends and
                                                                           Which other profession would allow you to linger on dreams,
I used to play a game that goes like this:
Imagine that the entire psychoanalytic                                        to look at their intricate layers of meaning, and enjoy the
l i t e r a t u r e i s d e s t r o y e d t o m o r r o w.                 beauty, wit, and even the archaic bluntness of their imagery?
Psychoanalysis vanishes, but you can bury
a time capsule to be dug up after a few
                                                             Cordelia Schmidt-Hellerau                       theory, etc.) to be progressively reduced
hundred years. Into that capsule you can
                                                             (U.S., Switzerland)                             and      realistically  proportioned     by
put some papers—a handful of short
                                                               You’ve made a great choice when you           experience; while you can have today
works, or excerpts from longer works, ten
                                                             decide to go for psychoanalytic training!       more consistent and refined analytic
or twelve brief pieces at most that people
                                                             To work with the human mind is endlessly        instruments, a more advanced professional
of the future might use to reconstruct
                                                             fascinating. No two patients are the same,      community, and a different awareness of
psychoanalysis.
    What do you put in the imaginary                         even if they carry the same diagnosis. To       the contemporary psychoanalyst on how
capsule?                                                     trace the particular defense strategies of      the human mentality uses interior
    In the process of creating and re-creating               your patient’s ego when faced with              organization and availability to invest are
your capsule, you are not only tracking                      challenge    and    opportunity,    and   to    rapidly changing in the relational attitude
your own development as a psychoanalyst,                     experience    the      emergence   of   their   of the subject toward the object.
you are also preserving the discipline.                      unconscious     fantasies    and    infantile     What instead remains substantially
Perhaps most important, you are writing a                    theories, will always reward you with awe       unchanged, in my opinion, is that analysts
letter you would send to future generations                  and amazement. As much suffering as a           are, in fact, the only owners of the keys to
of aspiring psychoanalytic students, in                      patient may put on your couch or chair, to      the door to the unconscious, and the only
this way connecting you to past and to                       eventually    access     and       resolve      possible guides for patients needing deep
future. I think here of Freud’s melodic                      together       the       unconscious    core-   and stable changes in their lives.

6                                                                                                                             T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
DEAR CANDIDATE

  Isn’t this enough for motivating you to                         Eric Marcus (U.S.)                               your work, often in great inner solitude.
become such a specialist?                                           Training is not easy. It is time intensive.    Despite the intimacy within analytic space,
Jane Kite (U.S.)                                                  It is financially difficult. It is emotionally   we are unutterably alone in the deepest
   And then there’s the central importance                        demanding. It is self-confronting. It helps      and most important aspects of our work.
of your own analysis in this process. I                           if you want it very badly, if your interest is   Your solitude as an analyst must become
firmly believe, based on experience, that                         compelling, if you love patient care, if you     an anchor where you can eventually find
in order to be deeply interested as an                            need to think deeply about the mind. In          your way, often amid turbulent and
analyst in someone else’s story, someone                          training, you learn difficult theory, treat      unfamiliar conditions that candidacy can
else has to have been deeply interested in                        challenging patients, are supervised in          help you learn to accept and even bear
you. Some of us have had parents who
were interested in us, and others haven’t.
                                                                                   ...to be an analyst, as I see it, is not to seek the best ways
For those of us who haven’t, in particular,
the analyst’s interest is crucial. And by
                                                                                      toward symptom relief but to be part of a search for the
“deeply interested,” I don’t mean just                                                  deepest integration of the patient’s unconscious mind,
liking; I mean being interested in raising                                                    of the truths with which at bottom he struggles.
the wreck—getting to the bottom of it.
This is the job description for being an                          uncomfortably personal ways, and read an         with curiosity. One way of maintaining its
analyst. It is a form of commitment unlike                        exciting but seemingly endless and dense         vitality is, in my opinion, to encourage
any other. It is a process that is never                          literature. Because the study is so personally   ourselves to rethink, to question each and
complete, but having some idea that it’s                          demanding, you meet many puffed up               every one of its concepts in light of the
possible, and how to do it, is essential.
                                                                  egos, one adaptation to the humbling of          epochal changes as well as contributions
Your own experience in analysis is crucial
                                                                  grandiosity. Ignore the ego aggrandizement.      from other disciplines.
to becoming an analyst yourself, with
                                                                  The field is riven theoretically, as all
supervision a close second. It has been                                                                            Rachel Blass (Israel)
                                                                  growing fields tend to be, and you see
said that every supervision is the chance                                                                            While     psychoanalysis     offers    an
                                                                  many heated arguments. Enjoy the show
for another analysis. The presence of the                                                                          understanding of the person that falls
                                                                  and don’t confuse truth with the theoretical     into the field of psychology and a practice
supervisor as a third term in your work
                                                                  sturm und drang. Do not click on the             that could be considered a form of therapy,
with patients, and often in your own
                                                                  emotional click bait of pedagogy. Focus on       the unique nature of the psychological
analysis, is vital.
   The       combination                 of      analysis   and   your learning. Learn from all.                   understanding and therapeutic practice
                                                                    Integrating theory and developing              that it offers also shapes a profound
supervision offers (or should offer) infinite
                                                                  your clinical working style are lifelong         ethical vision. We can and should, in my
ways of refracting your own experience of
                                                                  developments.                                    view, be motivated by this vision. I
being a person and an analyst, something
                                                                                                                   consider this vision to be one regarding
that just doesn’t happen in “real life.” If                       Michael Diamond (U.S.)
                                                                                                                   the power of truth and of love. It proposes
you read the psychoanalytic literature                              What begins in candidacy will hopefully        that failure to know oneself, one’s inner
carefully, you’ll find that the trajectory of                     grow into a career-long project to develop       truths, is what lies at the foundation of
any one analyst’s writing—in addition to
                                                                  your capacity to work with unconscious           psychic disorder, and analytic cure is to
its subject—maps the course of that
                                                                  material and appreciate the life of the          allow the patient to come to know these
analyst’s personal development. It is also
                                                                  psyche. Yet, this will invariably test your      previously unknown, unconscious truths.
helpful to go back into analysis with                                                                              Coming to know truth in this context is
                                                                  ability to tolerate uncertainty, confusion,
another as needed. You are never done,                                                                             not simply an intellectual matter but
                                                                  insecurity, and intense feelings, often in
and there is always more to learn. I’ve                                                                            rather involves the integration of parts of
                                                                  ways that entail considerable vulnerability.
always found this point to be uniquely                                                                             ourselves; it means a lived experience of
reassuring. I think it’s safe to say that my                      Additionally, particularly through helpful
                                                                                                                   these parts. And it is also a motivated act,
interest       in     psychoanalysis                could    be   supervisory experiences and your personal        as is the failure to come to know. That is,
described as a love affair. It has to start                       analysis, you must reckon with your ability      we in a sense “choose” to know and
with an other but, with luck, it will                             to tolerate disappointment, responsibility,      “choose” to deny, and in this sense we
continue privately for the rest of your life.                     and manage narcissistic investment in            are also responsible for our psychic

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DEAR CANDIDATE

suffering and the suffering we cause             Virginia Ungar (Argentina)                       and openness to new thinking and
others as a result.                                Just one personal point: I started to attend   willingness to face challenges without
  In other words, what I’m emphasizing           local, regional, and international scientific    excessive fear.
here is that psychoanalysis provides the         meetings early on, and this opened up my            Dear Candidate, we need your help in
person with a way to know and be                 mind in a way that only recently, in the         exploring the pros and cons of flexibility
                                                 position that I now occupy in the IPA, I         in the goals and standards for analytic
oneself—to choose to live truthfully, to
                                                 realize was the start of the journey that        training. Please be an active participant in
take responsibility for who one is and
                                                 brought me to where I am today.                  the conversations at your institute while
what one does. This is an ethical aim, and
                                                   I don’t want to give an idealized picture      you live through the process! Also,
to become an analyst is to embrace it.           of my training, however. Again, I say that       participate     in   the    national    and
Therapeutic relief through analysis, in          there was a lot of effort and dedication in      international conversations, now so much
this context, is only a derivative of striving   those years, and time scraped from               easier    thanks      to   communication
toward this analytic aim—one of its              wherever possible, especially family life. I     technology. An open and transparent
important benefits. That is, to be an            had excellent teachers, and some not so. I       educational system promises to allow
analyst, as I see it, is not to seek the best    had wonderful supervisors who were as            greater emphasis on scholarship, research,
ways toward symptom relief but to be part        generous as they were demanding. My              and collaborative thinking, all good for
of a search for the deepest integration of       colleagues said that I chose the most            the future of psychoanalysis.
the patient’s unconscious mind, of the           difficult ones, but from them I learned
                                                                                                  Alan Sugarman (U.S.)
truths with which at bottom he struggles.        during my clinical experience so much
                                                                                                     It is important that you find an analyst
                                                 about psychoanalysis. Above all, however,
                                                                                                  with whom you feel comfortable being
                                                 and being faithful to Bion, I learned
                                                                                                  brutally honest about the workings of
                                                 through experience what it is to be
                                                                                                  your mind as well as the ways you work
        Contacting the                           dedicated to a task and to have a passion
                                                 for psychoanalysis.
                                                                                                  with your patients. Unfortunately, this
        National Office                          Harriet Wolfe (U.S.)
                                                                                                  does not always happen in one’s training
                                                                                                  analysis. If it doesn’t, seek another analysis
             The American                           Psychoanalysis is an approach to              when you can. For me, my third analysis,
                                                 thinking and education that emphasizes           when I was already an established analyst,
             Psychoanalytic                      reflection and understanding. It becomes         is the one that truly helped me to know
               Association                       a contradiction in terms when rules              and master my deepest conflicts. As
             309 East 49th Street                regarding the psychoanalytic training            expected, my clinical work improved
             New York, NY 10017                  model take on an absolutist quality. The         remarkably. For this reason, my parting
                                                 preservation of a certain model rather           words will be to remember Freud’s
             Phone: 212-752-0450
                                                 than the establishment of policies and           suggestion that we all be reanalyzed
              Fax: 212-593-0571                  procedures that reflect attention to             periodically. Do not shy away from
           info@apsa.org | apsa.org              individual training and clinical needs is        another analysis if you find you are getting
                                                 inconsistent       with     fundamental          in your own way at any point in your
                                                 psychoanalytic principles.                       analytic career.
     Taylor Beidler | beidler@apsa.org
                                                    The allure of rules is that they offer a
     Chris Broughton | cbroughton@apsa.org       sense of security and stability, especially
                                                                                                    While this book is geared toward
                                                 during times of rapid change. At best,
     Brian Canty | bcanty@apsa.org                                                                candidates and those entering the
                                                 rules promote healthy functioning and
                                                                                                  profession, analysts at all levels might be
     Scott Dillon | meetadmin@apsa.org           improve output. They make us better. At
                                                                                                  inspired to think, once again, about this
                                                 worst, rules become a bastion against
     Sherkima Edwards | sedwards@apsa.org
                                                                                                  impossible but fascinating profession.
                                                 important new thinking like an orthodoxy
                                                                                                  Dear Candidate: Analysts from Around the
                                                 that can only perpetuate itself. Somewhere
     Tina Faison | tfaison@apsa.org                                                               World Offer Personal Reflections on
                                                 in between seems right. Quality control is
                                                                                                  Psychoanalytic Training, Education and the
     Carolyn Gatto | cgatto@apsa.org             essential, but we have a potent, well-
                                                                                                  Profession was published by Routledge,
                                                 tested analytic method and ways of
     Claire Meyerhoff | cmeyerhoff@apsa.org                                                       November 2020.
                                                 understanding human nature that merit
     Tom Newman | tnewman@apsa.org               organizational confidence. In my view,
                                                                                                  Fred Busch, Ph.D., is a Training and
                                                 flexibility in the face of shifting
     Nerissa Steele | nsteele@apsa.org                                                            Supervising Analyst at the Boston
                                                 technological and cultural change is not a
                                                 specific risk to psychoanalysis or a             Psychoanalytic Institute. He has published
     Debbie Steinke | dsteinke@apsa.org
                                                 harbinger of a slippery slope. Flexibility,      over 70 articles in the psychoanalytic
     Bronwyn Zevallos | membadmin@apsa.org       as I see it, is an approach reflecting an        literature and five books, primarily on the
                                                 overall attitude of curiosity, discovery,        method and theory of treatment.

8                                                                                                             T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
Reflections in the Wake of the Atlanta
Shootings and a Year of Anti-Asian
American Pacific Islander (AAPI) Hate
Meredith J. Wong
   It is late May as I am writing this piece for   A 75-year-old Chinese American woman,             revelation       that
TAP—my heartfelt reflections on racism,            Xiao Zhen Xie—who was beaten, fought              AAPI people are
anti-Asian racism, and the shared and var-         back, and cried out in shock afterward in         minorities that suf-     Meredith J. Wong
ied experiences of Asian American Pacific          Cantonese, her voice cracking in anguish—         fer at all. It shocked
Islanders (AAPIs) in the United States             reminded me of my grandmother. A                  into awareness some AAPIs, as well, that
through the lens of my lived experience as a       65-year-old Filipina American woman,              racism does indeed affect them as much as
Chinese American woman, a person of                Vilma Kari, was brutally kicked and               they wou ld l i ke to believe it d o e s n ’ t .
color, and a psychiatrist/psychoanalyst dur-       stomped on in front of a Manhattan build-         O t h e r AAPIs are much l e s s s u r p r i s e d ,
ing this time of Covid, violence, and racial       ing a couple miles south of my office after       aware that to some degree racism has pre-
reckoning.                                         the attacker shouted, “You don’t belong           vented them from being fully seen, known,
  May is Asian American and Native                 here!” The silent response of the building        and included their entire lives.
Hawaiian/Pacific     Islander     Heritage         staff was to close the door. The website Stop        I’d like to take this opportunity to
Month, a time to acknowledge and cele-             AAPI Hate totaled over 6,600 anti-AAPI            explore the ways and historical context in
brate the history, contributions, and cul-         hate crimes or hate incidents between             which AAPIs in America have been
tures of AAPIs in this country. It is also a       March 2020 and March 2021, notably                impacted by racism, including how we
celebration of diversity, representing             toward women, youth, and the elderly.             have been stereotyped, erased or less seen,
progress beyond the ideals I heard grow-              I want to acknowledge that the struggles       and subject to discrimination and violence.
ing up of “color-blindness” and America            of Asian American Pacific Islanders differ        I will direct particular attention to the
as a “melting pot.” This month, history is         from other groups’ struggles. In contrast         experiences of AAPI women and relate
being made. The alleged gunman in the              with Black or Indigenous people of color,         some of my own experiences growing up
Atlanta spa shootings in March—in                  AAPIs are mostly immigrants or descen-            and living in this country. I will examine
which eight people were murdered,                  dants of immigrants who came to the U.S.          how the Atlanta shootings occurred within
including six women of Asian descent—              by choice. While we have suffered from            a clear context—at the intersection of rac-
was indicted on murder charges. The Ful-           racism and, at times, racialized violence,        ism, misogyny, anti-immigrant sentiment,
ton County prosecutor announced her                we have never existed in this country in          and religious prohibitions against sex—and
intention to pursue hate crimes charges if         the context of our ancestors having been          also comment on psychoanalysis and its
he is convicted, which would be the first          forced here as slaves, driven from our            approach to race.
application of Georgia’s new hate crimes           homelands, systematically brutalized, or
                                                   unequivocally seen (then and by some still        Children, Race, and Racism:
law. On May 20, President Biden signed
                                                   now) as less than fully human, based just         Growing Up AAPI
into law the Covid-19 Hate Crimes Act
that fights anti-AAPI violence.                    on the color of our skin. This is the first         I am invisible, understand, simply because
   These advancements are welcome, but             time many AAPIs have experienced mortal              people refuse to see me. Like the bodiless
                                                   danger due to racism, in sharp contrast to           heads you see sometimes in circus side-
we are still in the midst of a precipitous rise
                                                   the reality for so many Black and brown             shows, it is as though I have been sur-
in killings, beatings, and harassment of
                                                   people in our country.                              rounded by mirrors of hard, distorting
AAPI people. Racialized hatred and blame
for the “China virus” and “kung flu” were             But even so, the collective traumas of           glass. When they approach me they see
fomented at the highest levels of govern-          people of color are intertwined and not             only my surroundings, themselves or fig-
ment last year. Violent incidents have con-        mutually exclusive. The complex story of            ments of their imagination, indeed, every-
tinued to mount since the Atlanta murders.         race in America tends to be collapsed into a        thing and anything except me.
                                                   Black and white binary that renders other
                                                                                                       —Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man (1952)
                                                   races/ethnicities less seen. Despite number-
Meredith J. Wong, M.D., is a psychiatrist                                                              As we psychoanalysts know, blueprints
                                                   ing about 23 million and being the fastest-
and member of the New York Psychoanalytic          growing minority group in the U.S., AAPIs         for how we see ourselves and others are laid
Society & Institute. She serves on NYPSI’s         are often invisible in the discourse and in       down at a young age. These beliefs are built
Committee on Racial Consciousness & the            statistics and polls; we are left out or merely   upon or changed as we grow, have more
Diversities and APsaA’s Committee on               listed as “other.” For some white Ameri-          experiences, and move into the larger
Gender & Sexuality.                                cans, the shootings brought the startling         world. People also do see color from a

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In the Wake of the                               color, have been fully seen in America—or         myself, a kid of Asian descent who was also
                                                                                                   American, reflected anywhere.
                                                 in the white space of psychoanalysis—his-
Atlanta Shootings                                torically and to this day.                            Children are quite straightforward in
young age, even if they protest this fact. As      My first encounter with racism was in           what they say. Then racism goes more
social creatures, we are evolutionarily hard-    nursery school. I had not seen myself as          underground with age. Violent acts of rac-
wired to see differences of all kinds. What      Other until I was excluded from playing           ism make the news—as they should—but
becomes problematic are the relative values      with some kids based on appearance. It was        racism and discrimination can be so much
placed on certain characteristics versus         upsetting and confusing. I was then bullied       more casual. People of color experience rac-
others, and the resultant license to discrim-    throughout elementary school for my race.         ism in many small but stressful ways—
inate as a result. The famous and heart-         When I was 7 years old, a common racist           microaggressions or quiet assumptions
breaking doll studies by Black psychologists     taunt was a song that went:                       —that don’t get talked about as much but
Mamie and Kenneth Clark—“Racial Identi-                                                            that white people participate in and may
fication and Preference in Negro Children”         “Chinese”—kids pulled up the corners of        not be aware of. The values and behaviors
(1947)—and subsequent studies over the             their eyes.                                     inherent in this casual racism contribute to
years have shown that both white children          “Japanese”—kids pulled down the corners        the systemic racism that keeps minorities
and children of color display pro-white            of their eyes.                                  down, Others them, and provides fertile
implicit bias from a very early age, and                                                           ground for more violent acts, especially
                                                   “Dirty
                                                            knees.    /   Look   at   these   /
value or devalue themselves and their peers                                                        against Black people. Black people have
                                                   boobies!”—kids pulled out the front of
accordingly.                                                                                       long been perceived as more dangerous,
                                                   their shirts.
   People also locate themselves in the                                                            sexual, and immoral; less intelligent and
world in relation to others—through simi-
larities and differences, who is like me and
who is not. Yet psychoanalysis tradition-                        It took years for me to realize, consciously, how rarely people
ally privileges the individual, with the
“social,” including race and racism, seen as
                                                                 who look like me, or any people of color, have been fully seen
external. Psychoanalysis may attribute                                 in America—or in the white space of psychoanalysis—
racialized self-image, perceptions of others,                                                       historically and to this day.
and transferences solely to a patient’s inter-
nally-generated conflicts, such as around
sex and aggression, or to relational attach-
                                                 Then they laughed, self-satisfied or per-         hard-working; and more responsible for
ments while dismissing the effects of the
                                                 plexed when I did not find it funny too. At       their difficulties in life than white people.
very real racial, ethnic, and cultural sur-
                                                 times, I would walk by and people would           It’s been shown that Black boys are viewed
round on the intrapsychic lives of the
                                                 just yell “ching chong ching chong ching          as older and more threatening than white
patient and analyst and everything the
                                                 chong!” at me. Even if not as malicious, peo-     boys of the same age, which leads to deadly
dyad constructs in the analytic space.
                                                 ple might say a bunch of gibberish and ask        consequences, like with Trayvon Martin
White is seen as normative, and not dis-
                                                 what that meant in Chinese. I spoke back          (Phillip Atiba Goff et al., “The Essence of
cussing the actuality of race and racial dif-
                                                 when I could but still felt badly about           Innocence: Consequences of Dehumaniz-
ference (i.e., focusing only on symbolic
                                                 myself. I felt ugly and alienated, and inter-     ing Black Children,” 2014). Black men are
meanings) as neutral.
                                                 nalized the racism.                               also perceived as larger than similarly sized
  For me, it has been a long, difficult jour-
                                                                                                   white men (John Wilson et al., “Racial Bias
ney to stop seeing white as normative. I am         The internalization of my Asian-ness as
                                                                                                   in Judgments of Physical Size and Formida-
a third-generation Chinese American              bad and Other stemmed not just from racist
                                                                                                   bility,” 2017).
whose grandparents immigrated in the             taunts. In elementary school, I sang “My
1930s and ’40s from Toisan in rural south-       Country ‘Tis of Thee” every day with the          AAPIs and the “Model Minority” Myth
ern China. Growing up in a small, conser-        other kids but understood early on that the          Asian American Pacific Islander people,
vative, extremely white, and racist town, I      soaring lyrics did not include me or my fam-      in contrast, are often stereotyped as a
had a deep yearning to belong. I did not         ily. I saw stereotypical depictions of East       monolithic,     (over)compliant       “model
realize at the time how much my wanting          Asians with pointed hats and bucked teeth         minority” who works hard, has few emo-
and striving for acceptance and approval in      and wondered if my eyes were really mere          tional needs, and has “made it” in America.
(white) others’ eyes involved a devaluation      slits like that—unseen, unseeing, and             This stereotype is highly problematic. Far
of my Asian American self and unwitting          diminished, their expressiveness erased.          from a homogenous group, AAPIs originate
participation in the devaluation of other        Shame twisted in me as I read award-win-          from over 20 countries across East, South-
people of color in the process. It took years    ning faux-Chinese children’s tales by white       east, and South Asia and the Pacific Islands.
for me to realize, consciously, how rarely       authors, their foolish characters steeped in      Each of these countries encompass a multi-
people who look like me, or any people of        exoticism and played for laughs. I didn’t see     tude of variations in ethnicity, culture, lan-

10                                                                                                             T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
guage, and religion. Some AAPIs, such as           “A Dialogue on Racial Melancholia” (2000)          building of the railroad, with a couple
the Hmong, live in deep poverty, and some          and Racial Melancholia, Racial Dissociation:       bumps in the Chinese Exclusion Act and
are hampered by intergenerational trauma,          On the Social and Psychic Lives of Asian Amer-     the Japanese American internment—of
such as Vietnamese and Cambodian                   icans (2019), describe a racial melancholia        almost 120,000!—after Pearl Harbor. The
refugees. AAPIs have immigrated to this            for AAPIs as they strive for an idealized          U.S. is largely portrayed as a noble land of
country at different times; for different rea-     American whiteness that can never be               freedom, opportunity, and adventure, the
sons (seeking opportunity, fleeing from            attained, while simultaneously their ethnic        land of John Wayne, the shining city on a
trauma, or both); and in different ways            heritages are lost and racialized selves           hill. This glosses over American imperialist
(alone, with family, or to join family, as a       devalued. Stereotypes may limit AAPIs in           and racist attitudes and the toll they have
spouse, child, or adoptee—cross-racial or          their sense of possibility—what they can be        taken on people of color, who have put
not). They come from different socioeco-           interested in, do, or accomplish—which             untold work into building this country into
nomic, educational, and professional back-         can contribute to poor self-esteem, depres-        the prosperous nation it is today.
grounds. Wealth disparity is higher among          sion, and anxiety, especially if they are             I think Asian American Pacific Islanders
AAPIs than any other racial group. Not all         unable, ambivalent about, or do not wish           would be perceived as less faceless and for-
AAPIs prioritize education and, for those          to quietly fit the model of what they are          eign if the true and centuries-long Ameri-
who do, striving against racism is a com-          “supposed” to be.                                  can history in this country were taught
mon motivation.                                       Shame due to internalization of the             with the nuance it deserves, as dissonant as
   Many AAPIs suffer from systemic inequali-       “model minority” myth combines with a              it may be to how (white) America wants to
ties as well, including access to quality educa-   multitude of other reasons to make AAPIs in        see itself. This necessarily includes the rac-
tion and to physical and mental healthcare         need of mental healthcare less likely than the     ism AAPI people have faced and fought
that meets their language and cultural needs.      general population to get it. This is especially   against. Prior to the Chinese Exclusion Act
Even AAPIs who appear on the surface to            true of immigrants and the second genera-          of 1882, the Page Act of 1875 had already
have “made it” may be suffering in less obvi-      tion, and to a lesser degree the third genera-     essentially banned “Oriental” women from
ous ways. For example, they may matriculate        tion. These other reasons include cultural         immigrating, based on a stereotype charac-
into elite schools—against the odds relative       stigma, fear of “losing face,” favoring of other   terizing them all as “lewd” and “immoral”
to similarly matched white people—but in           support systems, a lack of culturally appro-       prostitutes. In the 1870s and ’80s, Chinese
adulthood find themselves disproportion-           priate care, access issues, and differences in     Americans suffered from multiple massa-
ately unable to advance, like other people of      mental health education and perception of          cres, expulsions from their homes and
color. It is even harder for AAPI women, who       benefit. These topics have been explored in        towns, and lynchings due to growing fears
have to contend with both a “glass ceiling”        the work of researchers such as Jennifer Abe-      of “Yellow Peril,” a racist and xenophobic
and “bamboo ceiling.”                              Kim (2007), Oanh Le Meyer (2009), Sunmin           positioning of Asians as “filthy yellow
                                                   Lee (2009), and Stanley Sue (2012).                hordes” who represented a mortal, moral,
   The “model minority” myth, while
seemingly complimentary on its face, com-          Historical Context: “Perpetual                     and existential threat to the West by
forts white people who want to believe this        Foreigners” and “Yellow Peril”                     spreading disease and supplanting white
country is a pure meritocracy—where suc-              There is a strange duality in which AAPI        Americans in “their” jobs and country.
cess is attained merely by bootstrapping—          people are lauded as succeeding in the                Some AAPIs, far from being passive, fought
rather than a place that bestows white             American Dream yet are seen as “perpetual          back against racism in the courts: The parents
people at birth with unearned privileges           foreigners.” I can’t remember how many             of 8-year-old Chinese American Mamie Tape,
that then accumulate over the years. These         times I have been asked in inappropriate set-      for example, attempted to desegregate San
false beliefs most egregiously hurt non-           tings by random people, “Where are you             Francisco schools in 1885. Store owners Yick
Asian people of color by suggesting that           from?” When I answer, “New York”—know-             Wo and Wo Lee fought for nondiscrimination
Black people and others are at fault for not       ing full well what they are looking for but        in the enforcement of laws in 1886. In 1898,
doing the “right” things to succeed in the         wanting to see if they will catch themselves       Wong Kim Ark asserted his birthright citizen-
traditional sense, and therefore no changes        or dare ask again—they say, sometimes with         ship. Almost 70 years later in 1965, Patsy
need to be made to address inequalities.           irritation, “No, where are you really from?”       Mink, a third generation Japanese American,
   The “model minority” myth also relies           If I then try to explain how my family has         became the first woman of color and first
on silent complicity: When AAPIs do speak          been in this country for over 80 years and I       Asian American woman elected to Congress—
out, the illusion of near-whiteness shatters.      don’t speak Chinese, they are shocked and          the same year that stringent U.S. immigration
Like other people of color, AAPIs may              in disbelief.                                      regulations based on race and national origin
quickly become objects of projected aggres-          The “perpetual foreigner” stereotype             loosened through an addition to the Immi-
sion if they are perceived as a threat to          and relative invisibility of AAPIs in Ameri-       gration and Nationality Act of 1952. This
white power and superiority. Anne Anlin            can history are reinforced in our schools.         opened the door to new waves of AAPI immi-
Cheng, in The Melancholy of Race: Psycho-          The AAPI experience may be conveyed to             grants from across the Asian continent.
analysis, Assimilation, and Hidden Grief           children in the barest sketch, mostly as a           One hundred years after the anti-Asian
(2001), and David Eng and Shinhee Han, in          romanticized story of immigration and the          violence of the late 1800s, a redux of the

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In the Wake of the                                tailed with an American fascination with,
                                                  but lack of genuine exposure to, Chinese
                                                                                                    such as Crazy Rich Asians (2018), The Farewell
                                                                                                    (2019), and Minari (2020).
Atlanta Shootings                                 culture. The U.S. then brutally colonized            So when I heard about the Atlanta
fear of white job loss led to the murder of       the Philippines at the turn of the 20th cen-      shootings, it was immediately apparent
Vincent Chin. In 1982, two white Ameri-           tury and, during the mid-20th century,            that they had occurred at the intersection
can autoworkers in Detroit, thinking Chin         fought imperialistically in the Korean and        of racism, misogyny, anti-immig r a n t
was Japanese, used racial slurs and beat          Vietnam      Wars.    Sexual    imperialism       s e n t i m e n t , a n d r e l i g i o u s prohibi-
him to death yet received only probation          occurred in parallel, in which the promise        tions against sex, whether the white per-
and a fine of $3,000 plus court fees. Chin’s      of willing, unassertive native women was          petrator was conscious of it or not. After
death was a turning point in the develop-         specifically used to recruit American G.I.s.      all, six female body workers of Asian
ment of a unified Asian American—and              During the Vietnam War era, the contin-           descent were murdered in Georgia, where
later, Asian American Pacific Islander—           ued availability of native women’s bodies         at the end of an election rife with racial
identity, as AAPIs of different ethnicities       was officially sanctioned and arranged by         hatred and white fear of replacement,
and national origins recognized the need          the U.S. military via “Rest and Recreation        Black and AAPI voters had rallied to swing
to work together in the fight against rac-        Stations” through agreements with local           the state and entire election blue. But
ism. East Asian AAPI groups are certainly         governments. Less talked about, then and          when the shooter insisted it was about
not the only ones who have been targeted.
In 1989, a white man in Stockton, Calif.
stated, “the damn Hindus and boat people
                                                                         So when I heard about the Atlanta shootings, it was
own everything” two weeks before open-
ing fire in a schoolyard, killing five chil-                              immediately apparent that they had occurred at the
dren and wounding 29 more and one                               intersection of racism, misogyny, anti-immigrant sentiment,
teacher, the majority of them Southeast
                                                                           and religious prohibitions against sex, whether the
Asian. South Asian AAPIs, especially Mus-
lims and Sikhs, have suffered from racial-                                        white perpetrator was conscious of it or not.
ized harassment and violence in the
aftermath of 9/11.
   We can then see that anti-Asian scape-         now, is how many Asian and Pacific                sexual “temptation” and the sheriff said
goating for the Covid-19 pandemic, with           Islander women were dehumanized, sexu-            the shooter just had “a really bad day,”
the Atlanta shootings occurring amid that,        ally exploited, and violated, with mixed-         many white Americans were quick to dis-
is only the latest iteration of “Yellow Peril.”   race children abandoned in the process.           avow, with a palpable sense of relief and
                                                  This topic is explored in depth by Sunny          even scoffing laughs, that the attacks had
Stereotypes of Asian and Pacific Islander
                                                  Woan, an attorney, in her paper “White            anything to do with race.
Women and the Atlanta Shootings:
                                                  Sexual Imperialism: A Theory of Asian               This derisive response impacted me
Racism and Misogyny
                                                  Feminist Jurisprudence” (2008).                   deeply. The world feels less safe if some
   The Atlanta shootings are also a contem-
porary example of how racism, violence,              Meanwhile, 20th century American film          white person can just have a “bad day” or
gender, and sexuality in this country are         and theater amplified the hypersexualized         be frustrated with Covid and then some-
inextricably linked. Sexual repression and        view of Asian women while minimizing the          one who looks like me ends up punched or
disavowal in Western culture, with a par-         violence done to them. Asian women are            dead, after which people may say, “Oh,
ticular Puritanical and now evangelical           often portrayed as simple, exotic, submissive     well.” I was struck acutely with the pain of
bent in the United States, mean that soci-        China Dolls/Lotus Blossoms or devious,            erasure and simultaneously brought to a
ety often places responsibility for men’s         entrapping Dragon Ladies, as in the musical       new level of understanding of what Black
sexual behavior on women (who “tempt”             Miss Saigon (premiered 1989, set in the 1970s)    and brown people contend with.
them) and projects sexual feelings, desires,      and the film Full Metal Jacket (1987), in which     My lived experience tells me that the
and anxieties into racial Others, who are         its 1960s Vietnamese sex worker famously          phrase “racially motivated” need not per-
then experienced as both thrilling and            said, “Me love you long time.” In pornogra-       tain only to cases where race is the sole
frightening.                                      phy, the depiction of Asian women in these        motive. Over the years, I’ve been catcalled
   The stereotype of Asian women as hyper-        kinds of roles and as victims of sexual vio-      or hit on countless times with the words
sexual and submissive also has deep roots.        lence flourished and continues to flourish. In    “Ni hao” or “Konichiwa” paired with an
Asia was seen as a feminized land to be           cinema, The Joy Luck Club (1993) and Saving       attempted accent or bowing. Sometimes
plundered and conquered when the first            Face (2004)—the latter about AAPI queer           the person becomes angry if I ignore them
European explorers arrived in the Ameri-          female characters—for years stood nearly          or respond negatively. Sometimes they call
cas, originally in search of Asia. In the         alone in portraying AAPI women in varied,         me a “chink.” On dating sites, some would
1800s, limited American exposure to Asian         complex, and non-stereotypical ways. It is        see me as simple, exotic, and willingly sub-
women, further exacerbated by their sexu-         only very recently that these textured por-       missive right off the bat, simply because I
alized banning under the Page Act, dove-          trayals have become more common in films          am an Asian-appearing woman.

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