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FA L L 2021 Volume 55, No. 3 M a g a z i n e o f Th e A m e r i c a n Psychoanalytic Association Coming to Life Between INSIDE THIS Orthodoxy and Heterodoxy: ISSUE A Candidate’s Journey Eli Diamond Candidates are not a homogenous orthodoxy furnishes a raft in a chaotic group, and each has a very different, and stormy sea. However, orthodoxies Dear Candidate idiosyncratic hero’s journey and struggle. risk becoming stale, overly concrete, and Fred Busch According to the writer Joseph Campbell, deadening in their efforts to keep myths—and perhaps biblical narratives everything safe and well understood. —are not stories that never happened At Columbia University, I fell in love Reflections in the Wake of but are, in fact, stories that always with astronomy: the celestial, the the Atlanta Shootings and happen. My psychoanalytic birth story ineffable, the numinous, the mysterious, a Year of Anti-Asian American and its associated labor pains speak to the wondrous, all bounded by Pacific Islander Hate something more universal as well. calculations, measurements, and I attended a religious high school, Meredith J. Wong attempts to engage with amazing which was progressive in some ways. For unanswered questions and discover instance, we learned Greek mythology, new frontiers. Astronomy strives toward took Advanced Placement courses, and The Intersection of Gender, that which is not yet conscious. I was were academically well prepared for assured that the department was Sexuality, and Our Current Crises university. However, we did not learn exclusively populated with atheists. No Paula L. Ellman “heretical” subjects such as evolutionary one was so silly as to believe in God. I Margarita Cereijido biology, other than a cursory explanation wasn’t quite sure what to do with that Hilli Dagony-Clark to satisfy state requirements, paired with as an Orthodox Jewish girl still trying theological apologetics. The primacy of to hold on to my Orthodox values as I the Orthodox perspective was obvious ventured further into the world. I APsaA 2021–22 Elections: and, in some ways, comforting. I was discovered astronomy as an upper Campaign Statements swaddled within a community that junior, too late to pursue it as either a provided a manual to life, cradle to minor or major. But I’m also not sure grave, a place to belong, and a clear what I would have done in that world Psychoanalysis and blueprint for thinking and approaching that had clearly no use for a god that I Psychoanalytic Psychotherapy: the unknown. Identification with an had been raised to believe was What’s the Difference? omnipresent, omniscient, and Elizabeth Diamond, Ph.D., is a Ralph H. Beaumont omnipotent. It was the first time but perpetual scholar and explorer trained on certainly not the last that I found myself both the East and West Coasts. She is inhabiting two worlds that had very little currently a child and adult psychoanalytic Six Hard-Won Lessons use for each other. Two realms that candidate in Los Angeles. Eli treats David E. Scharff dismiss and deny the power of each other. children, adolescents, adults, and couples While in graduate school, I availed in her private practice. myself of the inexpensive day passes Continued on page 4 T H E A M E R I CA N PSYCH OA N ALYST • Vol um e 55, N o. 3 • Fa l l 2021 1
CO N T E N TS: FA L L 2021 THE AMERICAN PSYCHOANALYTIC ASSOCIATION President: Bill Glover 1 Education: Coming to Life Between Orthodoxy and Heterodoxy: President-Elect: Secretary: Kerry Sulkowicz Bonnie Buchele A Candidate’s Journey Eli Diamond Treasurer: Julio G. Calderon Executive Director: Thomas H. Newman 3 From the Presidents: Local Discussions Bill Glover and Kerry Sulkowicz THE AMERICAN PSYCHOANALYST Magazine of The 5 Dear Candidate: Analysts from Around the World Offer Personal American Psychoanalytic Association Reflections on Psychoanalytic Training, Education, and the Profession Editor Lyn Yonack Fred Busch Book Review Editors Arlene Kramer Richards 9 Reflections in the Wake of the Atlanta Shootings and Arnold Richards a Year of Anti-Asian American Pacific Islander (AAPI) Hate Candidate Editor Sheryl Silverstein Meredith J. Wong Child and Adolescent Editor Leon Hoffman 14 The Intersection of Gender, Sexuality, and Our Current Crises: Diversity Editor The Psychological Impact of Race, Politics, Economics, and Covid Justin Shubert Paula L. Ellman, Margarita Cereijido, and Hilli Dagony-Clark Education Editor Alan Sugarman Psychotherapy Editor 17 Poem: On a Freudian Path Lucille Spira Ann H. Dart Science Editor 18 APsaA 2021–22 Elections: Campaign Statements Robert Galatzer-Levy Editorial Board 23 APsaA’s 110th (Virtual) Annual Meeting Phillip Freeman, Peter Loewenberg, Judith Logue, Julie Jaffee Nagel, Thomas H. Newman, ex officio 24 Psychotherapy Corner: Psychoanalysis and Psychoanalytic Manuscript and Production Editor Sarah Fuss Kessler Psychotherapy: What’s the Difference? Ralph H. Beaumont The American Psychoanalyst is published three times a year. 25 Psychotherapist Spotlight: Meet Jonathan Kersun Subscriptions are provided automatically to members of The American Psychoanalytic Association. For non-members, domestic and Canadian subscription rates are $36 for 26 Candidates’ Couch: Transformation and Resistance in the individuals and $80 for institutions. Outside the U.S. and Canada, rates are $56 for individuals and $100 for institutions. To subscribe to The American Psychoanalyst, visit https:// Community of Psychoanalysis Monica Samelson www.apsa.org/product/american-psychoanalyst-domestic- and-canadian-individuals, or write TAP Subscriptions, The 28 American Psychoanalytic Association, 309 East 49th Street, Education: How to Become a Published Author: New York, New York 10017; call 212-752-0450 x 18 or The DPE’s Commitment to Scholarship Richard Tuch e-mail info@apsa.org. Copyright © 2021 The American Psychoanalytic Association. 29 All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be Education: Six Hard-Won Lessons: Teaching Psychoanalysis Online reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means without the written permission of The David E. Scharff American Psychoanalytic Association, 309 East 49th Street, New York, New York 10017. 31 Learning from Experience: Supervision in the Covid World ISSN 1052-7958 Daniel W. Prezant The American Psychoanalytic Association does not hold itself responsible for statements made in The American Psychoanalyst by contributors or advertisers. Unless otherwise stated, material in The American Psychoanalyst does not reflect the endorsement, official attitude, or Correspondence and letters to the editor should be sent to TAP editor position of The American Psychoanalytic Association or The Lyn Yonack at lyn.yonack@gmail.com. American Psychoanalyst. 2 THE AMERI CAN P SYCHOAN ALYST
FROM THE PRESIDENTS Local Discussions Bill Glover and Kerry Sulkowicz developments “inside the beltway” of the basic didactic curriculum of APsaA. Although our new structures— psychoanalytic training. the Department of Education (DPE) and ·L ocal governance structures vary the Board of Directors—are working effectively, they are still growing into greatly, from the traditional Society their roles and uncertainty exists. The & Institute to the newer model of tensions at the national level are manifest psychoanalytic centers. Some in local groups. There is anxiety about societies and institutes are well Bill Glover Kerry Sulkowicz APsaA becoming either too radical or integrated, while others function not radical enough. The national quite separately. Following the February 2021 National organization has an important function Meeting, Bill and Kerry have been to contain and provide a model for · There is enthusiasm for expanding holding local discussions over Zoom addressing and resolving these tensions. membership but also concern about with APsaA centers, institutes, and We will share some observations from the potential loss of analytic identity societies to listen to their views on these discussions: and professional legitimacy. current issues: Covid; diversity; · We can be proud of how APsaA and ·T here is general agreement that expanded membership; the TA function; its local groups have met the analyzing, supervising, and teaching advocacy; our listservs; and the future of APsaA. We describe current initiatives challenges of the past year in candidates should be functions of but mainly listen to what’s most adapting psychoanalytic education psychoanalytic education rather important to local groups. New during Covid and providing than markers of status. Our local technology enables us to meet with resources to their members and groups vary in their TA/SA members on their home ground and the public. The resources provided by our Covid Advisory Team, the appointment procedures, but all include many who don’t attend our Town Halls, peer consultation value local option. We find that this meet ings. We’ve made ourselves available to join whatever forum works groups, and DPE support for virtual feedback correlates with the findings for them, including Town Halls, learning have been invaluable. of the TA survey. meetings with faculty and boards, etc. · Each local group is addressing r ac ia l · W hile the Members List is a valuable As of this writing, Bill, Kerry, and i ne qu a l it y, a nd t he y appreciate means of communication, many other APsaA Board members have met the leadership of APsaA and the members complain about the with 15 local groups: Atlanta, Boston, Holmes Commission. Contemporary Freudians in APsaA, contentious exchanges, and tune out · Local members were enthusiastic Dallas, Denver, Florida, Houston, Kansas or unsubscribe. about enhancing advocacy and City, Oregon, PANY (Psychoanalytic · S ome groups have existential issues branding efforts to support analytic Association of New York), St. Louis, San that include difficulty filling practice, particularly for candidates Diego, San Francisco, Tampa Bay, and and recent graduates. Extending leadership, faculty, and TA/SA roles. Wisconsin. More visits are planned and legality and insurance coverage for will continue through the fall. The world is in a time of momentous telehealth is a priority. It has been an eye-opening and · Many groups have psychotherapy change. As the pandemic passes, we will inspiring experience to learn firsthand about the dedication and creativity of members with voting rights who all be assessing its impact on our our local groups, how widely we vary are active participants, some in societies and on ourselves. APsaA’s yet how much we have in common. leadership roles. In many places, future is cast in a new light as we grapple We’ve also been struck by how little these members are vital to the with the challenges and welcome the these groups know about each other. success of the local institution. opportunities of a changed world. The For most of our members, their primary Psychotherapy training programs ways we have met the crises bode well affiliation is with their local group, and abound and are found to support, not dilute, the psychoanalytic for our ability to adapt and advance they don’t closely follow national mission. Several local groups are psychoanalytic thought and practice. Bill Glover, Ph.D., is president of APsaA. successfully integrating We look forward to working together to Kerry Sulkowicz, M.D., is president-elect. psychotherapists and academics in build our future. Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3 • F a l l 2 0 21 3
EDUCATION Between Orthodoxy belong. You’re my people, you’re not my between an orthodoxy people. Stimulated by my internal inherited from my and Heterodoxy orthodoxy, I split faculty and potential family and a self- Continued from page 1 supervisors into buckets: my kind of generated heterodoxy. offered to students to attend APsaA’s analyst…or not. My father is prone to I brought this into winter meetings. At a discussion group saying that anyone to the right of him my training, and it on eating disorders, Dr. Kathryn Zerbe is a zealot and anyone to the left of him guided how I spoke about navigating two worlds that is an apostate. Internally, I established ap p r o a c he d a nd rejected each other: the analytic world, my psychoanalytic camp and started interacted with my Eli Diamond which used to dismiss patients with inviting some to my tent and dismissing personal struggles such concrete somatic symptoms as others. I disowned my internal zealots and the Institute. I unconsciously eating disorders, and the eating disorder and apostates as well as the profound safeguarded my family; that’s been my world, which dismissed psychoanalysis concomitant struggle that needed to be role. Orthodoxies and families provide as an inappropriate form of treatment, articulated rather than banished and a place to belong. Yet, we must belong preferring instead such “evidence- denied. By not informing my family to ourselves before we can belong to based” treatments as DBT and the about my training, I protected my anyone or anything else. Maudsley method. I was drawn to the internal families from each other for I used to jest that I had three major way Dr. Zerbe lived on the bridge reasons I’m still trying to fully inabilities: I couldn’t hail a cab in New between two worlds that had little understand. I also sheltered the ideal York City, crochet a yarmulke (the regard for each other. I came to believe that we might nimbly navigate different worlds or models, and in so doing, Psychoanalysis belongs to the in-between, on the bridge, create new worlds and new models. in the emergent. To that which is growing and not deadened Perhaps I could shift from a domain of established rules to a domain guided by or stale. To that which is alive and enervating. negotiations. However, new models often cling to the orthodoxies of each from my ambivalence, thereby creating traditional head covering worn by contributing tradition. I craved the a hole inside. What can’t be known Orthodox Jewish men), or see the security of a mainstream approach even creates an abyss. We can fall into these hidden picture in a Magic Eye poster. I as I chafed against it. Tenets provide a chasms or be blinded as we attempt to couldn’t relax my eyes and attention tether, an anchor, but can also quickly repudiate them. enough to discern the floating shape. I become a straitjacket and a bind. Ties In analytic training, we play out our wonder whether five years into analysis, that contain also constrain. own family dynamics in spaces that and after three years of training, I might During my psychoanaly tic psychotherapy post-doctoral training at have their own existing familial be more successful. Have I begun to the Wright Institute, Los Angeles, a dynamics. We, candidates and faculty, develop more of a capacity for Keats’s classmate inquired about the place of the assume roles that we are accustomed to negative capability or Bion’s maternal soul in psychoanalysis. I immediately from our family systems. We recapitulate reverie? Will I meet an emergent bud responded that it was the unconscious. I well-known battles, even as we come to with the gentle and insatiable needed psychoanalysis to be able to hold training in search of new families and inquisitiveness a curious child brings to everything, and I needed to step in and hope that, within our new families, we the wild rather than the zeal of a defend it from any perceived deficiencies can do things differently. If we are Japanese Ikebana master curating the or attacks. It was imperative that it retain loathe to assert ourselves within our perfect floral arrangement? Shall I its prestige and myth of exceptionalism, families of origin, we will likely have embrace the tendrils of incipient growth even as it was clearly in decline. I had similar troubles in our institutes. We with compassion and interest as I watch been bred on a steady diet of Jewish m ay bla me t he institute for not them break through the concrete? Shall exceptionalism, even though religious being dissimilar enough to our I inculcate a willingness to let the observance was hardly in fashion. families, but perhaps we have not grown solidity of orthodoxy crumble and A s I n av i g ate d p s yc ho a n a l y t ic enough—yet. If we needed to rebel to break so that new life can germinate? training, I began to suspect that I had differentiate in our family, that might be I have been wildly compelled by traded one orthodoxy for another. I left the template we adhere to within assertions that analysis can save lives. one beloved, well-respected but institute life. Or perhaps we lean the My husband insists that vaccines save problematic family for another one. other way—compelled to try on a role lives; but analysis saves souls. But what Orthodoxies delineate in-groups and that was denied within our original does that mean? In what ways does out-groups. You belong, you don’t family. I carried an internal conflict analysis conserve and regenerate? How Continued on page 35 4 T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
Dear Candidate: Analysts from Around the World Offer Personal Reflections on Psychoanalytic Training, Education, and the Profession Fred Busch Candidates have always been our future. profession. Although the difficulties of tolerate that “not knowing.” Not They are our legacy. However, there is their training have not been forgotten, knowing what your analyst really thinks little in our literature that might h e l p these senior analysts have, for the most of you. Not knowing how you will pay y o u n g e r clinicians reflect u p o n part, worked through these issues without off your educational loans. Not knowing what it means to be a losing their enthusiasm for being analysts. whether you will have an analytic psychoanalytic candidate and its role in They offer ways of thinking about training practice after so much effort, an effort the professional life they are about to to help candidates deal with their own that leaves you wondering if you should enter. In a first-of-kind book, I attempted experiences. For most, the conclusion is: be at home with your family instead of at to speak to these issues by inviting senior It was worth it. seminars. Uncertainty is the rule of psychoanalysts from around the world to candidacy. Competing psychoanalytic Arthur Leonoff (Canada) write personal letters to candidates that theories can also confuse as much as they As much as I have felt the need at include memories of their own training, clarify. And how about the lack of clarity various points to reflect on my analytic what it was like to become a psychoanalyst, as a beginner in how to analyze? How training, to revisit its valuable teachings, and what they would like most to convey does one even get to do analysis, find a I have also had to work through to the candidate of today. experiences of disillusionment. patient who is willing to undergo The request to write something for this I also understand better now why intensive treatment? book was met with great enthusiasm, and analysts work well into their old age and it shows. In these rich letters one finds Heribert Blass (Germany) sometimes through it. There is the insights that can help analysts in training This leads me to the question of anxiety excitement in being an analyst—the and those recently entering the profession in psychoanalytic education. I think capacity to help people deeply, to inch reflect upon what it means to be a anxiety is unavoidable. Of course, I was them toward deeper change, to learn what psychoanalytic candidate and what it’s also anxious about how I and my has been previously unknowable, all the like to begin a life as a psychoanalyst. psychoanalytic work would be assessed by while further refining one’s analytic Sharing their own experiences, these my supervisors and my fellow candidates. capacity that continues to grow. It is hard analysts demonstrate a vital commitment And I was also worried if I could for me to imagine giving this up as long as to psychoanalysis and give lively understand my patients well enough. I there are patients willing and eager to descriptions of how each became and still have this worry every day. But I would work with me and profit from what we as remained a psychoanalyst. They write a group of committed clinicians have like to distinguish between anxiety as a candidly about the enduring satisfactions to offer. helpful signal of never being too sure and of being an analyst and about the anxiety as a fear of disapproval and anxieties, ambiguities, and the Claudio Eizirik (Brazil) exclusion. The latter paralyzes one’s own complications they faced in training and A suggestion to you: Try to participate in the meetings of your institute and feelings and thoughts. So, I would like to entering the profession. Many offer ways society, dare to ask questions and make encourage you to be anxious in a caring to think about dealing with these hurdles. comments at the seminars, don’t accept sense but not anxious in the form of Some suggest it is useful to realize one is always in the process of becoming a anything without raising your doubts submission. Be open to your teachers but psychoanalyst. To do so is to be open to a when it’s the case. If you think a concept do not follow them blindly. Rather, dare life-long process of learning and testing is strange, unjustifiable, or even ridiculous, to discuss difficult analytical processes one’s ideas. share your ideas and ask for clarification. with them and hopefully find common Below are edited excerpts from these solutions instead of either submitting or letters that give an idea of the authors’ Daniel Jacobs (U.S.) superficially agreeing and then doing joys and disappointments they’ve Your analytic education is an exercise something else. This includes dealing experienced in analytic training and the in uncertainty—and in learning to with mistakes. Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3 • F a l l 2 0 21 5
DEAR CANDIDATE Roosevelt Cassorla (Brazil) sentence in “Creative Writers and Day- conflicts and The other day, you told me euphorically Dreaming” about phantasy, or daydreams, beliefs that are at that one of the assessors of your clinical and the function of a child’s play. “Thus its root will report said: “Your text is perfect. I have no past, present and future are strung enlighten both of questions to ask and nothing to add.” You together, as it were,” Freud writes, “on the you with pleasure. were proud, and I know that you wanted thread of the wish that runs through And not to forget: to share your happiness with me. You them” (1908). Which other found it strange that I didn’t seem pleased, profession would Otto Kernberg (U.S.) and since we have a close relationship you Not knowing you only permits me to allow you to asked me, “What was the matter?” I am Fred Busch answer some of the many questions you linger on dreams, initiating this dialogue in writing, but I may have at this point and to be cautious to look at their intricate layers of meaning, am sure that we will address this in greater about unsolicited advice. To begin: It is and enjoy the beauty, wit, and even the depth when we meet. well worth it to become a psychoanalyst archaic bluntness of their imagery? Since Your perception was correct. I felt at this time when psychoanalysis is widely this complexity is what makes affected and ill-at-ease and was unable, being questioned and criticized— psychoanalysis such an intriguing at that point in time, to put my sometimes with good reason. profession, it is obviously a daunting task thoughts into words. I shall explain: A Psychoanalysis, I believe is the most to study it. “perfect” work of psychoanalysis, one profound and comprehensive theory about which doesn’t raise any questions or Stefano Bolognini (Italy) the functions, structure, development, and problems, cannot be good work. Flawless In short, if I compare my early situation pathology of the human mind. It also analytical sessions and texts do not exist. I as a candidate with yours, I would say we provides a spectrum of psychoanalytically have encountered situations before when I had probably more grandiose, idealizing based psychotherapies, including the have thought that the presenter has glossed illusions (such as being somehow classical or standard psychoanalytic over their own interventions. This gloss “pioneers,” easily recruiting needy treatment and several derived, conceals, yet it also reveals. The patients asking to be rescued via empirically validated psychotherapies. psychoanalytically trained listener doubts classical treatment, dealing with a And it is a unique potential instrument for the truthfulness of the account. univocal, indisputable, all-explaining research on the mind. Ellen Pinsky (U.S.) When I was a candidate, my friends and Which other profession would allow you to linger on dreams, I used to play a game that goes like this: Imagine that the entire psychoanalytic to look at their intricate layers of meaning, and enjoy the l i t e r a t u r e i s d e s t r o y e d t o m o r r o w. beauty, wit, and even the archaic bluntness of their imagery? Psychoanalysis vanishes, but you can bury a time capsule to be dug up after a few Cordelia Schmidt-Hellerau theory, etc.) to be progressively reduced hundred years. Into that capsule you can (U.S., Switzerland) and realistically proportioned by put some papers—a handful of short You’ve made a great choice when you experience; while you can have today works, or excerpts from longer works, ten decide to go for psychoanalytic training! more consistent and refined analytic or twelve brief pieces at most that people To work with the human mind is endlessly instruments, a more advanced professional of the future might use to reconstruct fascinating. No two patients are the same, community, and a different awareness of psychoanalysis. What do you put in the imaginary even if they carry the same diagnosis. To the contemporary psychoanalyst on how capsule? trace the particular defense strategies of the human mentality uses interior In the process of creating and re-creating your patient’s ego when faced with organization and availability to invest are your capsule, you are not only tracking challenge and opportunity, and to rapidly changing in the relational attitude your own development as a psychoanalyst, experience the emergence of their of the subject toward the object. you are also preserving the discipline. unconscious fantasies and infantile What instead remains substantially Perhaps most important, you are writing a theories, will always reward you with awe unchanged, in my opinion, is that analysts letter you would send to future generations and amazement. As much suffering as a are, in fact, the only owners of the keys to of aspiring psychoanalytic students, in patient may put on your couch or chair, to the door to the unconscious, and the only this way connecting you to past and to eventually access and resolve possible guides for patients needing deep future. I think here of Freud’s melodic together the unconscious core- and stable changes in their lives. 6 T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
DEAR CANDIDATE Isn’t this enough for motivating you to Eric Marcus (U.S.) your work, often in great inner solitude. become such a specialist? Training is not easy. It is time intensive. Despite the intimacy within analytic space, Jane Kite (U.S.) It is financially difficult. It is emotionally we are unutterably alone in the deepest And then there’s the central importance demanding. It is self-confronting. It helps and most important aspects of our work. of your own analysis in this process. I if you want it very badly, if your interest is Your solitude as an analyst must become firmly believe, based on experience, that compelling, if you love patient care, if you an anchor where you can eventually find in order to be deeply interested as an need to think deeply about the mind. In your way, often amid turbulent and analyst in someone else’s story, someone training, you learn difficult theory, treat unfamiliar conditions that candidacy can else has to have been deeply interested in challenging patients, are supervised in help you learn to accept and even bear you. Some of us have had parents who were interested in us, and others haven’t. ...to be an analyst, as I see it, is not to seek the best ways For those of us who haven’t, in particular, the analyst’s interest is crucial. And by toward symptom relief but to be part of a search for the “deeply interested,” I don’t mean just deepest integration of the patient’s unconscious mind, liking; I mean being interested in raising of the truths with which at bottom he struggles. the wreck—getting to the bottom of it. This is the job description for being an uncomfortably personal ways, and read an with curiosity. One way of maintaining its analyst. It is a form of commitment unlike exciting but seemingly endless and dense vitality is, in my opinion, to encourage any other. It is a process that is never literature. Because the study is so personally ourselves to rethink, to question each and complete, but having some idea that it’s demanding, you meet many puffed up every one of its concepts in light of the possible, and how to do it, is essential. egos, one adaptation to the humbling of epochal changes as well as contributions Your own experience in analysis is crucial grandiosity. Ignore the ego aggrandizement. from other disciplines. to becoming an analyst yourself, with The field is riven theoretically, as all supervision a close second. It has been Rachel Blass (Israel) growing fields tend to be, and you see said that every supervision is the chance While psychoanalysis offers an many heated arguments. Enjoy the show for another analysis. The presence of the understanding of the person that falls and don’t confuse truth with the theoretical into the field of psychology and a practice supervisor as a third term in your work sturm und drang. Do not click on the that could be considered a form of therapy, with patients, and often in your own emotional click bait of pedagogy. Focus on the unique nature of the psychological analysis, is vital. The combination of analysis and your learning. Learn from all. understanding and therapeutic practice Integrating theory and developing that it offers also shapes a profound supervision offers (or should offer) infinite your clinical working style are lifelong ethical vision. We can and should, in my ways of refracting your own experience of developments. view, be motivated by this vision. I being a person and an analyst, something consider this vision to be one regarding that just doesn’t happen in “real life.” If Michael Diamond (U.S.) the power of truth and of love. It proposes you read the psychoanalytic literature What begins in candidacy will hopefully that failure to know oneself, one’s inner carefully, you’ll find that the trajectory of grow into a career-long project to develop truths, is what lies at the foundation of any one analyst’s writing—in addition to your capacity to work with unconscious psychic disorder, and analytic cure is to its subject—maps the course of that material and appreciate the life of the allow the patient to come to know these analyst’s personal development. It is also psyche. Yet, this will invariably test your previously unknown, unconscious truths. helpful to go back into analysis with Coming to know truth in this context is ability to tolerate uncertainty, confusion, another as needed. You are never done, not simply an intellectual matter but insecurity, and intense feelings, often in and there is always more to learn. I’ve rather involves the integration of parts of ways that entail considerable vulnerability. always found this point to be uniquely ourselves; it means a lived experience of reassuring. I think it’s safe to say that my Additionally, particularly through helpful these parts. And it is also a motivated act, interest in psychoanalysis could be supervisory experiences and your personal as is the failure to come to know. That is, described as a love affair. It has to start analysis, you must reckon with your ability we in a sense “choose” to know and with an other but, with luck, it will to tolerate disappointment, responsibility, “choose” to deny, and in this sense we continue privately for the rest of your life. and manage narcissistic investment in are also responsible for our psychic Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3 • F a l l 2 0 21 7
DEAR CANDIDATE suffering and the suffering we cause Virginia Ungar (Argentina) and openness to new thinking and others as a result. Just one personal point: I started to attend willingness to face challenges without In other words, what I’m emphasizing local, regional, and international scientific excessive fear. here is that psychoanalysis provides the meetings early on, and this opened up my Dear Candidate, we need your help in person with a way to know and be mind in a way that only recently, in the exploring the pros and cons of flexibility position that I now occupy in the IPA, I in the goals and standards for analytic oneself—to choose to live truthfully, to realize was the start of the journey that training. Please be an active participant in take responsibility for who one is and brought me to where I am today. the conversations at your institute while what one does. This is an ethical aim, and I don’t want to give an idealized picture you live through the process! Also, to become an analyst is to embrace it. of my training, however. Again, I say that participate in the national and Therapeutic relief through analysis, in there was a lot of effort and dedication in international conversations, now so much this context, is only a derivative of striving those years, and time scraped from easier thanks to communication toward this analytic aim—one of its wherever possible, especially family life. I technology. An open and transparent important benefits. That is, to be an had excellent teachers, and some not so. I educational system promises to allow analyst, as I see it, is not to seek the best had wonderful supervisors who were as greater emphasis on scholarship, research, ways toward symptom relief but to be part generous as they were demanding. My and collaborative thinking, all good for of a search for the deepest integration of colleagues said that I chose the most the future of psychoanalysis. the patient’s unconscious mind, of the difficult ones, but from them I learned Alan Sugarman (U.S.) truths with which at bottom he struggles. during my clinical experience so much It is important that you find an analyst about psychoanalysis. Above all, however, with whom you feel comfortable being and being faithful to Bion, I learned brutally honest about the workings of through experience what it is to be your mind as well as the ways you work Contacting the dedicated to a task and to have a passion for psychoanalysis. with your patients. Unfortunately, this National Office Harriet Wolfe (U.S.) does not always happen in one’s training analysis. If it doesn’t, seek another analysis The American Psychoanalysis is an approach to when you can. For me, my third analysis, thinking and education that emphasizes when I was already an established analyst, Psychoanalytic reflection and understanding. It becomes is the one that truly helped me to know Association a contradiction in terms when rules and master my deepest conflicts. As 309 East 49th Street regarding the psychoanalytic training expected, my clinical work improved New York, NY 10017 model take on an absolutist quality. The remarkably. For this reason, my parting preservation of a certain model rather words will be to remember Freud’s Phone: 212-752-0450 than the establishment of policies and suggestion that we all be reanalyzed Fax: 212-593-0571 procedures that reflect attention to periodically. Do not shy away from info@apsa.org | apsa.org individual training and clinical needs is another analysis if you find you are getting inconsistent with fundamental in your own way at any point in your psychoanalytic principles. analytic career. Taylor Beidler | beidler@apsa.org The allure of rules is that they offer a Chris Broughton | cbroughton@apsa.org sense of security and stability, especially While this book is geared toward during times of rapid change. At best, Brian Canty | bcanty@apsa.org candidates and those entering the rules promote healthy functioning and profession, analysts at all levels might be Scott Dillon | meetadmin@apsa.org improve output. They make us better. At inspired to think, once again, about this worst, rules become a bastion against Sherkima Edwards | sedwards@apsa.org impossible but fascinating profession. important new thinking like an orthodoxy Dear Candidate: Analysts from Around the that can only perpetuate itself. Somewhere Tina Faison | tfaison@apsa.org World Offer Personal Reflections on in between seems right. 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Reflections in the Wake of the Atlanta Shootings and a Year of Anti-Asian American Pacific Islander (AAPI) Hate Meredith J. Wong It is late May as I am writing this piece for A 75-year-old Chinese American woman, revelation that TAP—my heartfelt reflections on racism, Xiao Zhen Xie—who was beaten, fought AAPI people are anti-Asian racism, and the shared and var- back, and cried out in shock afterward in minorities that suf- Meredith J. Wong ied experiences of Asian American Pacific Cantonese, her voice cracking in anguish— fer at all. It shocked Islanders (AAPIs) in the United States reminded me of my grandmother. A into awareness some AAPIs, as well, that through the lens of my lived experience as a 65-year-old Filipina American woman, racism does indeed affect them as much as Chinese American woman, a person of Vilma Kari, was brutally kicked and they wou ld l i ke to believe it d o e s n ’ t . color, and a psychiatrist/psychoanalyst dur- stomped on in front of a Manhattan build- O t h e r AAPIs are much l e s s s u r p r i s e d , ing this time of Covid, violence, and racial ing a couple miles south of my office after aware that to some degree racism has pre- reckoning. the attacker shouted, “You don’t belong vented them from being fully seen, known, May is Asian American and Native here!” The silent response of the building and included their entire lives. Hawaiian/Pacific Islander Heritage staff was to close the door. The website Stop I’d like to take this opportunity to Month, a time to acknowledge and cele- AAPI Hate totaled over 6,600 anti-AAPI explore the ways and historical context in brate the history, contributions, and cul- hate crimes or hate incidents between which AAPIs in America have been tures of AAPIs in this country. It is also a March 2020 and March 2021, notably impacted by racism, including how we celebration of diversity, representing toward women, youth, and the elderly. have been stereotyped, erased or less seen, progress beyond the ideals I heard grow- I want to acknowledge that the struggles and subject to discrimination and violence. ing up of “color-blindness” and America of Asian American Pacific Islanders differ I will direct particular attention to the as a “melting pot.” This month, history is from other groups’ struggles. In contrast experiences of AAPI women and relate being made. The alleged gunman in the with Black or Indigenous people of color, some of my own experiences growing up Atlanta spa shootings in March—in AAPIs are mostly immigrants or descen- and living in this country. I will examine which eight people were murdered, dants of immigrants who came to the U.S. how the Atlanta shootings occurred within including six women of Asian descent— by choice. While we have suffered from a clear context—at the intersection of rac- was indicted on murder charges. The Ful- racism and, at times, racialized violence, ism, misogyny, anti-immigrant sentiment, ton County prosecutor announced her we have never existed in this country in and religious prohibitions against sex—and intention to pursue hate crimes charges if the context of our ancestors having been also comment on psychoanalysis and its he is convicted, which would be the first forced here as slaves, driven from our approach to race. application of Georgia’s new hate crimes homelands, systematically brutalized, or unequivocally seen (then and by some still Children, Race, and Racism: law. On May 20, President Biden signed now) as less than fully human, based just Growing Up AAPI into law the Covid-19 Hate Crimes Act that fights anti-AAPI violence. on the color of our skin. This is the first I am invisible, understand, simply because These advancements are welcome, but time many AAPIs have experienced mortal people refuse to see me. Like the bodiless danger due to racism, in sharp contrast to heads you see sometimes in circus side- we are still in the midst of a precipitous rise the reality for so many Black and brown shows, it is as though I have been sur- in killings, beatings, and harassment of people in our country. rounded by mirrors of hard, distorting AAPI people. Racialized hatred and blame for the “China virus” and “kung flu” were But even so, the collective traumas of glass. When they approach me they see fomented at the highest levels of govern- people of color are intertwined and not only my surroundings, themselves or fig- ment last year. Violent incidents have con- mutually exclusive. The complex story of ments of their imagination, indeed, every- tinued to mount since the Atlanta murders. race in America tends to be collapsed into a thing and anything except me. Black and white binary that renders other —Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man (1952) races/ethnicities less seen. Despite number- Meredith J. Wong, M.D., is a psychiatrist As we psychoanalysts know, blueprints ing about 23 million and being the fastest- and member of the New York Psychoanalytic growing minority group in the U.S., AAPIs for how we see ourselves and others are laid Society & Institute. She serves on NYPSI’s are often invisible in the discourse and in down at a young age. These beliefs are built Committee on Racial Consciousness & the statistics and polls; we are left out or merely upon or changed as we grow, have more Diversities and APsaA’s Committee on listed as “other.” For some white Ameri- experiences, and move into the larger Gender & Sexuality. cans, the shootings brought the startling world. People also do see color from a Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3 • F a l l 2 0 21 9
In the Wake of the color, have been fully seen in America—or myself, a kid of Asian descent who was also American, reflected anywhere. in the white space of psychoanalysis—his- Atlanta Shootings torically and to this day. Children are quite straightforward in young age, even if they protest this fact. As My first encounter with racism was in what they say. Then racism goes more social creatures, we are evolutionarily hard- nursery school. I had not seen myself as underground with age. Violent acts of rac- wired to see differences of all kinds. What Other until I was excluded from playing ism make the news—as they should—but becomes problematic are the relative values with some kids based on appearance. It was racism and discrimination can be so much placed on certain characteristics versus upsetting and confusing. I was then bullied more casual. People of color experience rac- others, and the resultant license to discrim- throughout elementary school for my race. ism in many small but stressful ways— inate as a result. The famous and heart- When I was 7 years old, a common racist microaggressions or quiet assumptions breaking doll studies by Black psychologists taunt was a song that went: —that don’t get talked about as much but Mamie and Kenneth Clark—“Racial Identi- that white people participate in and may fication and Preference in Negro Children” “Chinese”—kids pulled up the corners of not be aware of. The values and behaviors (1947)—and subsequent studies over the their eyes. inherent in this casual racism contribute to years have shown that both white children “Japanese”—kids pulled down the corners the systemic racism that keeps minorities and children of color display pro-white of their eyes. down, Others them, and provides fertile implicit bias from a very early age, and ground for more violent acts, especially “Dirty knees. / Look at these / value or devalue themselves and their peers against Black people. Black people have boobies!”—kids pulled out the front of accordingly. long been perceived as more dangerous, their shirts. People also locate themselves in the sexual, and immoral; less intelligent and world in relation to others—through simi- larities and differences, who is like me and who is not. Yet psychoanalysis tradition- It took years for me to realize, consciously, how rarely people ally privileges the individual, with the “social,” including race and racism, seen as who look like me, or any people of color, have been fully seen external. Psychoanalysis may attribute in America—or in the white space of psychoanalysis— racialized self-image, perceptions of others, historically and to this day. and transferences solely to a patient’s inter- nally-generated conflicts, such as around sex and aggression, or to relational attach- Then they laughed, self-satisfied or per- hard-working; and more responsible for ments while dismissing the effects of the plexed when I did not find it funny too. At their difficulties in life than white people. very real racial, ethnic, and cultural sur- times, I would walk by and people would It’s been shown that Black boys are viewed round on the intrapsychic lives of the just yell “ching chong ching chong ching as older and more threatening than white patient and analyst and everything the chong!” at me. Even if not as malicious, peo- boys of the same age, which leads to deadly dyad constructs in the analytic space. ple might say a bunch of gibberish and ask consequences, like with Trayvon Martin White is seen as normative, and not dis- what that meant in Chinese. I spoke back (Phillip Atiba Goff et al., “The Essence of cussing the actuality of race and racial dif- when I could but still felt badly about Innocence: Consequences of Dehumaniz- ference (i.e., focusing only on symbolic myself. I felt ugly and alienated, and inter- ing Black Children,” 2014). Black men are meanings) as neutral. nalized the racism. also perceived as larger than similarly sized For me, it has been a long, difficult jour- white men (John Wilson et al., “Racial Bias ney to stop seeing white as normative. I am The internalization of my Asian-ness as in Judgments of Physical Size and Formida- a third-generation Chinese American bad and Other stemmed not just from racist bility,” 2017). whose grandparents immigrated in the taunts. In elementary school, I sang “My 1930s and ’40s from Toisan in rural south- Country ‘Tis of Thee” every day with the AAPIs and the “Model Minority” Myth ern China. Growing up in a small, conser- other kids but understood early on that the Asian American Pacific Islander people, vative, extremely white, and racist town, I soaring lyrics did not include me or my fam- in contrast, are often stereotyped as a had a deep yearning to belong. I did not ily. I saw stereotypical depictions of East monolithic, (over)compliant “model realize at the time how much my wanting Asians with pointed hats and bucked teeth minority” who works hard, has few emo- and striving for acceptance and approval in and wondered if my eyes were really mere tional needs, and has “made it” in America. (white) others’ eyes involved a devaluation slits like that—unseen, unseeing, and This stereotype is highly problematic. Far of my Asian American self and unwitting diminished, their expressiveness erased. from a homogenous group, AAPIs originate participation in the devaluation of other Shame twisted in me as I read award-win- from over 20 countries across East, South- people of color in the process. It took years ning faux-Chinese children’s tales by white east, and South Asia and the Pacific Islands. for me to realize, consciously, how rarely authors, their foolish characters steeped in Each of these countries encompass a multi- people who look like me, or any people of exoticism and played for laughs. I didn’t see tude of variations in ethnicity, culture, lan- 10 T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
guage, and religion. Some AAPIs, such as “A Dialogue on Racial Melancholia” (2000) building of the railroad, with a couple the Hmong, live in deep poverty, and some and Racial Melancholia, Racial Dissociation: bumps in the Chinese Exclusion Act and are hampered by intergenerational trauma, On the Social and Psychic Lives of Asian Amer- the Japanese American internment—of such as Vietnamese and Cambodian icans (2019), describe a racial melancholia almost 120,000!—after Pearl Harbor. The refugees. AAPIs have immigrated to this for AAPIs as they strive for an idealized U.S. is largely portrayed as a noble land of country at different times; for different rea- American whiteness that can never be freedom, opportunity, and adventure, the sons (seeking opportunity, fleeing from attained, while simultaneously their ethnic land of John Wayne, the shining city on a trauma, or both); and in different ways heritages are lost and racialized selves hill. This glosses over American imperialist (alone, with family, or to join family, as a devalued. Stereotypes may limit AAPIs in and racist attitudes and the toll they have spouse, child, or adoptee—cross-racial or their sense of possibility—what they can be taken on people of color, who have put not). They come from different socioeco- interested in, do, or accomplish—which untold work into building this country into nomic, educational, and professional back- can contribute to poor self-esteem, depres- the prosperous nation it is today. grounds. Wealth disparity is higher among sion, and anxiety, especially if they are I think Asian American Pacific Islanders AAPIs than any other racial group. Not all unable, ambivalent about, or do not wish would be perceived as less faceless and for- AAPIs prioritize education and, for those to quietly fit the model of what they are eign if the true and centuries-long Ameri- who do, striving against racism is a com- “supposed” to be. can history in this country were taught mon motivation. Shame due to internalization of the with the nuance it deserves, as dissonant as Many AAPIs suffer from systemic inequali- “model minority” myth combines with a it may be to how (white) America wants to ties as well, including access to quality educa- multitude of other reasons to make AAPIs in see itself. This necessarily includes the rac- tion and to physical and mental healthcare need of mental healthcare less likely than the ism AAPI people have faced and fought that meets their language and cultural needs. general population to get it. This is especially against. Prior to the Chinese Exclusion Act Even AAPIs who appear on the surface to true of immigrants and the second genera- of 1882, the Page Act of 1875 had already have “made it” may be suffering in less obvi- tion, and to a lesser degree the third genera- essentially banned “Oriental” women from ous ways. For example, they may matriculate tion. These other reasons include cultural immigrating, based on a stereotype charac- into elite schools—against the odds relative stigma, fear of “losing face,” favoring of other terizing them all as “lewd” and “immoral” to similarly matched white people—but in support systems, a lack of culturally appro- prostitutes. In the 1870s and ’80s, Chinese adulthood find themselves disproportion- priate care, access issues, and differences in Americans suffered from multiple massa- ately unable to advance, like other people of mental health education and perception of cres, expulsions from their homes and color. It is even harder for AAPI women, who benefit. These topics have been explored in towns, and lynchings due to growing fears have to contend with both a “glass ceiling” the work of researchers such as Jennifer Abe- of “Yellow Peril,” a racist and xenophobic and “bamboo ceiling.” Kim (2007), Oanh Le Meyer (2009), Sunmin positioning of Asians as “filthy yellow Lee (2009), and Stanley Sue (2012). hordes” who represented a mortal, moral, The “model minority” myth, while seemingly complimentary on its face, com- Historical Context: “Perpetual and existential threat to the West by forts white people who want to believe this Foreigners” and “Yellow Peril” spreading disease and supplanting white country is a pure meritocracy—where suc- There is a strange duality in which AAPI Americans in “their” jobs and country. cess is attained merely by bootstrapping— people are lauded as succeeding in the Some AAPIs, far from being passive, fought rather than a place that bestows white American Dream yet are seen as “perpetual back against racism in the courts: The parents people at birth with unearned privileges foreigners.” I can’t remember how many of 8-year-old Chinese American Mamie Tape, that then accumulate over the years. These times I have been asked in inappropriate set- for example, attempted to desegregate San false beliefs most egregiously hurt non- tings by random people, “Where are you Francisco schools in 1885. Store owners Yick Asian people of color by suggesting that from?” When I answer, “New York”—know- Wo and Wo Lee fought for nondiscrimination Black people and others are at fault for not ing full well what they are looking for but in the enforcement of laws in 1886. In 1898, doing the “right” things to succeed in the wanting to see if they will catch themselves Wong Kim Ark asserted his birthright citizen- traditional sense, and therefore no changes or dare ask again—they say, sometimes with ship. Almost 70 years later in 1965, Patsy need to be made to address inequalities. irritation, “No, where are you really from?” Mink, a third generation Japanese American, The “model minority” myth also relies If I then try to explain how my family has became the first woman of color and first on silent complicity: When AAPIs do speak been in this country for over 80 years and I Asian American woman elected to Congress— out, the illusion of near-whiteness shatters. don’t speak Chinese, they are shocked and the same year that stringent U.S. immigration Like other people of color, AAPIs may in disbelief. regulations based on race and national origin quickly become objects of projected aggres- The “perpetual foreigner” stereotype loosened through an addition to the Immi- sion if they are perceived as a threat to and relative invisibility of AAPIs in Ameri- gration and Nationality Act of 1952. This white power and superiority. Anne Anlin can history are reinforced in our schools. opened the door to new waves of AAPI immi- Cheng, in The Melancholy of Race: Psycho- The AAPI experience may be conveyed to grants from across the Asian continent. analysis, Assimilation, and Hidden Grief children in the barest sketch, mostly as a One hundred years after the anti-Asian (2001), and David Eng and Shinhee Han, in romanticized story of immigration and the violence of the late 1800s, a redux of the Vo l u m e 5 5 , N o . 3 • F a l l 2 0 21 11
In the Wake of the tailed with an American fascination with, but lack of genuine exposure to, Chinese such as Crazy Rich Asians (2018), The Farewell (2019), and Minari (2020). Atlanta Shootings culture. The U.S. then brutally colonized So when I heard about the Atlanta fear of white job loss led to the murder of the Philippines at the turn of the 20th cen- shootings, it was immediately apparent Vincent Chin. In 1982, two white Ameri- tury and, during the mid-20th century, that they had occurred at the intersection can autoworkers in Detroit, thinking Chin fought imperialistically in the Korean and of racism, misogyny, anti-immig r a n t was Japanese, used racial slurs and beat Vietnam Wars. Sexual imperialism s e n t i m e n t , a n d r e l i g i o u s prohibi- him to death yet received only probation occurred in parallel, in which the promise tions against sex, whether the white per- and a fine of $3,000 plus court fees. Chin’s of willing, unassertive native women was petrator was conscious of it or not. After death was a turning point in the develop- specifically used to recruit American G.I.s. all, six female body workers of Asian ment of a unified Asian American—and During the Vietnam War era, the contin- descent were murdered in Georgia, where later, Asian American Pacific Islander— ued availability of native women’s bodies at the end of an election rife with racial identity, as AAPIs of different ethnicities was officially sanctioned and arranged by hatred and white fear of replacement, and national origins recognized the need the U.S. military via “Rest and Recreation Black and AAPI voters had rallied to swing to work together in the fight against rac- Stations” through agreements with local the state and entire election blue. But ism. East Asian AAPI groups are certainly governments. Less talked about, then and when the shooter insisted it was about not the only ones who have been targeted. In 1989, a white man in Stockton, Calif. stated, “the damn Hindus and boat people So when I heard about the Atlanta shootings, it was own everything” two weeks before open- ing fire in a schoolyard, killing five chil- immediately apparent that they had occurred at the dren and wounding 29 more and one intersection of racism, misogyny, anti-immigrant sentiment, teacher, the majority of them Southeast and religious prohibitions against sex, whether the Asian. South Asian AAPIs, especially Mus- lims and Sikhs, have suffered from racial- white perpetrator was conscious of it or not. ized harassment and violence in the aftermath of 9/11. We can then see that anti-Asian scape- now, is how many Asian and Pacific sexual “temptation” and the sheriff said goating for the Covid-19 pandemic, with Islander women were dehumanized, sexu- the shooter just had “a really bad day,” the Atlanta shootings occurring amid that, ally exploited, and violated, with mixed- many white Americans were quick to dis- is only the latest iteration of “Yellow Peril.” race children abandoned in the process. avow, with a palpable sense of relief and This topic is explored in depth by Sunny even scoffing laughs, that the attacks had Stereotypes of Asian and Pacific Islander Woan, an attorney, in her paper “White anything to do with race. Women and the Atlanta Shootings: Sexual Imperialism: A Theory of Asian This derisive response impacted me Racism and Misogyny Feminist Jurisprudence” (2008). deeply. The world feels less safe if some The Atlanta shootings are also a contem- porary example of how racism, violence, Meanwhile, 20th century American film white person can just have a “bad day” or gender, and sexuality in this country are and theater amplified the hypersexualized be frustrated with Covid and then some- inextricably linked. Sexual repression and view of Asian women while minimizing the one who looks like me ends up punched or disavowal in Western culture, with a par- violence done to them. Asian women are dead, after which people may say, “Oh, ticular Puritanical and now evangelical often portrayed as simple, exotic, submissive well.” I was struck acutely with the pain of bent in the United States, mean that soci- China Dolls/Lotus Blossoms or devious, erasure and simultaneously brought to a ety often places responsibility for men’s entrapping Dragon Ladies, as in the musical new level of understanding of what Black sexual behavior on women (who “tempt” Miss Saigon (premiered 1989, set in the 1970s) and brown people contend with. them) and projects sexual feelings, desires, and the film Full Metal Jacket (1987), in which My lived experience tells me that the and anxieties into racial Others, who are its 1960s Vietnamese sex worker famously phrase “racially motivated” need not per- then experienced as both thrilling and said, “Me love you long time.” In pornogra- tain only to cases where race is the sole frightening. phy, the depiction of Asian women in these motive. Over the years, I’ve been catcalled The stereotype of Asian women as hyper- kinds of roles and as victims of sexual vio- or hit on countless times with the words sexual and submissive also has deep roots. lence flourished and continues to flourish. In “Ni hao” or “Konichiwa” paired with an Asia was seen as a feminized land to be cinema, The Joy Luck Club (1993) and Saving attempted accent or bowing. Sometimes plundered and conquered when the first Face (2004)—the latter about AAPI queer the person becomes angry if I ignore them European explorers arrived in the Ameri- female characters—for years stood nearly or respond negatively. Sometimes they call cas, originally in search of Asia. In the alone in portraying AAPI women in varied, me a “chink.” On dating sites, some would 1800s, limited American exposure to Asian complex, and non-stereotypical ways. It is see me as simple, exotic, and willingly sub- women, further exacerbated by their sexu- only very recently that these textured por- missive right off the bat, simply because I alized banning under the Page Act, dove- trayals have become more common in films am an Asian-appearing woman. 12 T H E A M E R I C A N P S YC H OA N A LY S T
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