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ONA MAGAZINE
ISSUE 108
AUTUMN 2020

ONA is the magazine for the
Old Novocastrians’ Association

All correspondence should be
addressed to:
The Development Office,
Royal Grammar School,
Eskdale Terrace,
Newcastle upon Tyne
NE2 4DX

Telephone Development Office:
0191 212 8909 email:
development@rgs.newcastle.sch.uk

Guest Editor: Dr Simon Barker                Congratulations to current Y13 students Theo Hoult and Dominique Hewitson
Editor: David F Goldwater (51-62)            who have been appointed into the new roles of Old Novocastrians’ Association
                                             Sixth Form Ambassadors. Theo and Dominique will be responsible for
The Editor reserves the right to edit,       representing current students at a range of external events, including ONA
alter or omit all submissions to the
magazine. Copy may be carried over           meetings, activities and dinners, and crucially, identifying and approaching Old
to the next edition. The Editor’s            Novos who could support current students, through talks and/or careers
decision is final.                            advice. The Ambassadors will also be responsible for helping to shape ONA
                                             activities, so that they are interesting, relevant and of value to the Class of 2021
Contribute! We are always looking for        and beyond. ONs can look forward to hearing more from the new ONA Sixth
articles and news from Old Novos to          Form Ambassadors in the next ONA Magazine.
include in the magazine, so send your
contributions, via email (if possible) to:
development@rgs.newcastle.sch.uk or
by posting to the Development Office
at the school.                               IN THIS ISSUE
Please include relevant pictures if          1    HEAD’S WELCOME GEOFFREY STANFORD
possible. They will be returned as soon      2    FROM THE GUEST EDITOR SIMON BARKER
as the magazine has been printed.
                                             3    MEDICS IN THE ARCHIVES GENNY SILVANUS
The deadline for acceptance of copy          4    BEDESMEN, BRETHREN & BURSARIES HAZEL JONES-LEE
for the Spring 2021 issue is Friday 8        6    FROM RGS TO RADIOLOGY ALEX SELF
January. Copy may be carried over to         8    MY MEDICAL JOURNEY HAZEL WATCHORN
a future issue.
                                             10   PSYCHIATRY AT ITS CORE… KALUM AMARASURIYA
The ONA Magazine is available online         12   THE PUS PUDDLE ROBYN DICKINSON
Please note that the magazine is             13   GILLIAN MATHER, SCHOOL NURSE JOHN ARMSTRONG
circulated in hard copy and is available     14   OLD NOVOS ON A HELICOPTER ABHINAV SINGH
on the ONA website shortly after
circulation. By submitting an article or     15   THE RGS MOCK MMI BROOKE MILBURN
news for inclusion, the contributor is       16   FROM J1Y TO CLINICIAN SCIENTIST OMAR MAHROO
accepting that it will be available          18   WHEN BREATH BECOMES AIR FINN GAVIN
through both formats and will also be        20   IVORY TOWERS THOMAS COPE
accessible beyond the Association
membership through internet search           22   CARL FIRTH SIMON BARKER, SUSAN BECK, FINN GAVIN, PHILIPPA SANDERS
engines or any member of the public          25   UPSTAIRS DOWNSTAIRS DAVID GOLDWATER
viewing the RGS website.                     26   A HISTORY OF THE RGS IN ITS PEOPLE DAVID GOLDWATER
www.rgs.newcastle.sch.uk/                    28   MEET (SOME OF) THE MEDICS
rgs-family/ON
                                             30   MEDSOC REPORT PHILIPPA SANDERS
Please note that the ONA Magazine            32   COUGH BOY! DAVID GOLDWATER
content does not necessarily reflect          34   MY BURSARY STORY M MAKEEN BAROUDI
the views of the school or the               36   RGS SIXTH FORM MEDICALS STANLEY ASHMAN
ONA and is based on personal
experiences, recollections and               38   NEWS & CONGRATULATIONS
memories of its contributors.                40   OBITUARIES

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WELCOME
                                                                                   BY GEOFFREY STANFORD
                                                                                           HEAD

                                                                                                           remains!), and then the gradual reopening of the
                                                                                                           school at first to Year 6, Year 10, Year 12, and then
                                                                                                           Years 3-5, has required a similar level of military
                                                                                                           precision. Immediately after closing the school
                                                                                                           gates, we moved to remote learning, with live
                                                                                                           online lessons, following the normal timetable.
                                                                                                           We held our first virtual RGS Day; our Class of 2020
                                                                                                           celebrated joining the ONA with a digital leavers’
                                                                                                           ceremony; and our teachers have risen to the
                                                                                                           challenge to ensure our students have maintained
                                                                                                           an amazing breadth and depth of education. This
                                                                                                           experience has helped our pupils develop the ability
                                                                                                           to learn independently as well as acting as a catalyst
                                                                                                           for the school to engage with education technology.
                                                                                                           I am incredibly proud of the positivity, the proactivity
                                                                                                           and the collaborative approach taken by our students,
                                                                                                           parents and staff; we really are a family at RGS.
                                                                                                                The last Term has also brought into stark relief
                                                                                                           the specific needs of our small community of Bursary
                                                                                                           students and their families, who are critical to the
                                                                                                           ethos of the school. As at the end of Summer Term
                                                                                                           2020, we had 76 Bursary Students in the school,

                                             I   t gives me great pleasure to introduce the latest
                                                 thematic ONA Magazine, Meet the Medics.
                                                 We selected this theme long before we had even
                                              heard of COVID-19, never mind uttered the word
                                              ‘unprecedented’ in every other sentence. Perhaps
                                                                                                           each one having won their place based on their
                                                                                                           ability and potential. Our pastoral team has been
                                                                                                           extra vigilant in monitoring the welfare of our Bursary
                                                                                                           students and I am so grateful that Old Novos and
                                                                                                           current parents have collectively donated over
                                              now more than ever it is important to celebrate              £40,000 in Hardship Funds. This has been used to
                                              Old Novocastrians leading the way in medicine and            provide essentials such as food parcels and, where
                                              supporting countless lives around the globe. Simon           necessary, assistance with Wi-Fi and access to IT.
                                              Barker (Head of English) and David Goldwater have            Your support has been invaluable in enabling these
                                              done an outstanding job in these pages, paying               young people to continue engaging in education and
                                              tribute to just a few of the overwhelming number             for this I give my personal heartfelt thanks. As with
                                              of medics the RGS has been privileged to teach.              many charities, our fundraising income has been
                                                   I am regularly asked to describe school-life in         badly affected by the pandemic, yet we remain
                                              lockdown, and I encourage those who are intrigued            committed to supporting the existing Bursary
                                              to follow our Facebook and LinkedIn pages. We have           students through their school years and to our
                                              also posted a large number of communications and             long term ambition—to grow the community of
Photograph by Susanna Stanford

                                              virtual assemblies on a dedicated COVID-19 page of           brilliant Bursary students. Without the help of
                                              our website. It will have been one of the most               a benefactor they simply would not have such
                                              challenging times in the school’s history: the last time     an extraordinary opportunity.
                                              the school was mandated to close was in 1939, when                I hope that you enjoy leafing through these
                                              the then only male RGS students were evacuated to            pages as much as I did and, like me, perhaps you
                                              Penrith, and Eskdale Terrace became a regional war           will wonder about the incalculable number of lives
                                              room. The closure of the school to all but                   across the world that have been touched by Old
                                              keyworkers’ children (the long tradition of RGS              Novos involved in medicine. What a privilege it is
                                              educating children of many of the RVI’s Consultants          to be a member of this community.

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FROM THE
                                GUEST EDITOR
                                                 BY SIMON BARKER
                                                  HEAD OF ENGLISH

              I did remark to one of the contributors in the following pages that it was
                odd for the Head of English to be invited to guest edit a magazine on
                 Meet the Medics; the reply came back that it was not remotely odd.
                 It is indeed true that I have taught very many medics over the years,
                            and written many of their university references.

T      he RGS has sent more people
       into the medical professions
       than into any other. So we
faced a colossal problem: the
enormous embarrassment of riches
on which to draw.

It is a good, but challenging, problem to
have! The Chorus to Shakespeare’s Henry
V apologises at the outset for the ‘wooden
O’ that is the Globe theatre, in being
unable to do justice to the immense story
that is to follow: for each character on
stage ‘On your imaginary forces work’,
‘Into a thousand parts divide one man’
who appears there. And we have to make
the same appeal: do not be offended,
gentles all, if you are not here. The pages
that follow can only be a tiny,
representative snapshot.                                             at school that its ONs fondly recall
                                                                     (and of the roll call of teachers who
But what a snapshot it is! ‘Medics’ we                               emerge, old and new, who helped to
are taking in an inclusive way (including                            facilitate them). But the other striking
dentists, vets, nurses, doctors and other                            thing is the interconnectedness of the
medical professionals). All of that is                               stories: how a thread or a name here is
honoured somewhere in these pages,                                   picked up somewhere else, which also
even if it could not be by an article. The                           manages to reflect the team nature of
first thing that is especially pleasing is the
                                                 On your imaginary   what many of the medics here celebrate
diversity of story (the only brief was to tell      forces work”     in their profession.
that story from any angle of the writer’s
                                                                                                                   Photograph by Jatin Naru

choice), reflected in the diversity of age,                           It has been a delight to work with the
gender, ethnicity, specialism, experience.                           team at school on this issue and with the
It endorses what Kalum calls ‘the broad                              team of contributors, all of whom willingly
church’ of Medicine and Thomas its                                   gave up precious time. Here is our
‘unrivalled range of opportunity’. It is also                        ‘wooden O’ and, on its stage (as a
moving to read about the varied range in                             Shakespeare contemporary puts it),
qualities of opportunities and experiences                           ‘infinite riches in a little room’.

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MEDICS IN
THE ARCHIVES
                                                                          G        eorge Pallister (26-66) taught Biology and
                                                                                   was the teacher in charge of the Sixth Form
                                                                                   Medicals for many years. In the archive,
                                                                                    we hold a series of named ‘Upper Sixth
                                                                                        Medicals’ group photographs from
                                                                                          1949 until 1964 which he collected
                                                                                           and deposited.
                                                                                                 From the mid nineteenth
                                                                                             century the school began to actively
                                                                                            improve and diversify its library, and
                                                                                            several scientific and natural world
BY GENNY SILVANUS                                                                          texts have survived. Possibly the
RGS SCHOOL ARCHIVIST                                                                      prettiest of these is Dr Arnold Brass’
                                                                                       1897 book Atlas of Human Histology with
                                                                                   detailed colour plates. Stamped with
                                                                          ‘Plender Library’, which officially opened in 1931,
                                                                          it was clearly kept readily accessible for some time.
RGS has a long tradition of ONs studying
medicine and its branches. Indeed, between
1870 and 1890, nearly a third of all our pupils
who continued their studies at university                                  From the mid nineteenth century
went to study medicine at the nearby College                                 the school began to actively
of Medicine, then part of Durham University.                               improve and diversify its library,
In this edition we are going to showcase some                              and several scientific and natural
of the medical related items in the archive.                                  world texts have survived.”
Brass, Atlas of Human Histology, translated by R A Young (1897).
Plate B4: The Skin: Nerves and Sensory End Organs
                                                                          Our Novo magazine ran a series of articles entitled
                                                                          ‘What to do after leaving school’ between February
                                                                          1891 and December 1892 (we ran to five issues a year
                                                                          at this time) with detailed advice. The careers
                                                                          suggested included a special focus on the newly
                                                                          regulated profession of dentistry (after the Dentists’
                                                                          Act of 1878) and electrical engineering, which both
                                                                          ran to two parts. Medicine, veterinary surgeon,
                                                                          civil service, accountant and architect were also
                                                                          featured, along with the more established
                                                                          professions of law, church and teaching.
                                                                               We also hold a VHS In Conversation with
                                                                          Dr C N Armstrong on his 100th Birthday, made in 1997.
                                                                          Charles Nathaniel or ‘Natty’ Armstrong
                                                                          (09-14) was a physician and endocrinologist at the
                                                                          Royal Victoria Infirmary between 1928 and 1962,
                                                                          when he was appointed regional director of
                                                                          postgraduate education until 1970.
                                                                               Aside from photographs and plans of past
                                                                          science rooms in the archive, we have a newly
                                                                          enhanced frieze in the corridor just outside the
                                                                          archive. Dating from the original building in 1906,
                                                                          it has been re-contextualised by the latest building
                                                                          works. Interestingly, it isn’t included in our book
                                                                          of ‘Estimates’ which includes the costs
                                                                          (and sketches) of every cornice and lintel, but it lists
                                                                          four pioneering scientists (Newton, Kelvin, Curie,
                                                                          Spencer—three of them highly contemporary with
                                                                          the opening of the Eskdale Terrace site).
                                                                               Lastly, we keep a file of Old Novos, with details
                                                                          of their careers after they left school. If you would like
                                                                          to add your own career, medical or otherwise, then
                                                                          please get in touch!

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BEDESMEN,
    BRETHREN
    & BURSARIES
    T H E H O S P I TA L O F
    S T M A RY T H E V I R G I N

    BY HAZEL JONES-LEE (84-09)

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What on earth has an arcane-sounding, religious medieval institution to do
            with the RGS? Actually, quite a lot: a shared site for most of 300 years,
              interconnected administration and finances at various periods in
                       between and significant bursary support today.

A         ‘Hospital’ in the Middle Ages
          was a charity giving ‘refuge,
          hospitality, maintenance and
education to the needy’. In Newcastle               A Grammar School was
                                                                                                The School moved to Eskdale Terrace in
                                                                                                1906 and later when the church and School
                                                                                                buildings were pulled down in 1961 to make
                                                                                                way for Newcastle College, the city could
it comprised a community of                         located originally in the                   not afford to buy the Almshouse as well
Augustinian canons, presided over by                                                            and so the 19th Gothic Hospital remains
a Master and housing poor, elderly men              grounds of St Nicholas’s                    there, almost surrounded by the College
or bedesmen, and sheltering poor and                  Church, temporarily                       and accommodating 18 older men, until
destitute travellers, whilst distributing                                                       recently known as Brethren, in small flats.
charitable funds amongst the sick and
                                                    relocated to the Hospital                   More recently Thomas Horsley House was
needy in the town.                                in the late sixteenth century                 opened in 1982 in Benwell to house a
     We know that the Hospital of St Mary            and then permanently                       further forty men in studio flats.
the Virgin was in existence from at least                                                            In 1979 and following changes in
1183-4, built on land given around 1155 by                    in 1607.”                         Local Government Acts in 1972, the former
Aselack de Killinghow ‘in his own grounds,                                                      Hospital Charity was divided into two:
in the West Gate, within the old town of                                                        the almshouses became the Hospital of
Newcastle’. Its original site is marked by a                                                    St Mary the Virgin (Rye Hill and Benwell) or
pillar opposite the Stephenson Monument                                                         the ‘Almshouse Charity’. The other charity,
near the Central Station. With subsequent        Church, temporarily relocated to the           ‘St Mary the Virgin Estate Management
benefactions of land and property, the           Hospital in the late sixteenth century and     Charity’, known as the ‘Estate Management
Hospital of St Mary the Virgin became the        then permanently in 1607. The Chapel           Charity’, has responsibility for the
wealthiest ecclesiastical institution in the     [more like a hall] was used as a school        investments and properties.
town, used to discharge the town                 house and the dormitories became                    And today? The Hospital still gives
authorities’ obligations to the poor and         housing for the Master and staff, whilst the   ‘maintenance and education’ to the needy
with a right to hold land confirmed by            Brethren moved first to an almshouse next       through its annual income, the greater
Edward III in Letters Patent of 1368.            to the school gateway and later to Pudding     part of which is divided between the
     From very early on, the affairs of town,    Chare. As the Master of the School was also    Almshouse Charity and the RGS, which
Hospital and later School were                   sometimes the Master of the Hospital, the      for the past twenty years has used it to
interconnected. The town’s Guild met             finances were further connected.                finance bursaries.
there in the fourteenth century, the                 In 1834 the Master & Brethren were
election of the Mayor and Council took           sanctioned to sell land to the Newcastle       Dr Hazel Jones-Lee taught English at the
place in the Hospital Chapel House and the       and Carlisle Railway Company, providing        RGS from 1984-2009. She was Senior
town treasury, or ‘hutch’ which stored the       funds for the transfer of both Hospital and    Mistress from 2001, overseeing the school
Hospital’s archives, was also located there.     School to Rye Hill, where they opened on       becoming fully co-educational. She is
Finally, in the early sixteenth century, the     adjoining sites in 1858 along with a new       Chair of trustees of the HSMVT
Mayor and burgesses, rather than the             church of St Mary.                             Almshouse Trust (Rye Hill and Benwell).
canons, gained the right to appoint the
Master, thus gaining indirect control of         Almshouses in Rye Hill
the Hospital’s substantial wealth. Whilst
this association undoubtedly benefited
the burgesses, it also probably
contributed to saving those lands and
funds from being sequestered by the
King during the Reformation.
     The third link in the interconnection
came into focus with the will of Thomas
Horsley, successful corn merchant,
prominent citizen, Sheriff and five times
Mayor between 1513 and 1533 and widely
regarded as the founder of RGS. He made
provision in his will for the income from
a trust to be paid to the city for part of the
stipend of a grammar school master.
     A Grammar School was located
originally in the grounds of St Nicholas’s

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FROM RGS
T O R A D I O L O GY
A R E P O RT I N B L A C K A N D W H I T E

BY ALEX SELF (93-00)

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The timing of this article seems particularly pertinent for two reasons.
            The first is that as we negotiate the first global pandemic for 100 years
              there has never been a greater focus on the health and fragility of
               the human race and what role each of us play in it. The second,
                albeit less important reason, is that it is 20 years since I left the
                                RGS to begin a career in medicine.

          M       y own journey in life so far, like
                  everyone’s, has been very much
                  influenced by my childhood experiences
        and consequently the RGS played a very large
        part in that.
                                                                      20 years ago. It is certainly the case that if it hadn’t
                                                                      been for the positive atmosphere and support
                                                                      created within the school by people such as the
                                                                      inspirational Neil Goldie (89-03) (and many
                                                                      others!) I very much doubt that I or many of my
            I remember wanting to pursue a career in                  classmates would have gone on to become the
        medicine from an early age, in no small part                  people we are today.
        spurred on by the diverse and stimulating career                   It can also be no small coincidence that my own
                                     my own father was                interest in medical education started at a very early
                                     having at the time.              stage of my career. I have been lucky enough to
                                     However, like all plans,         have been involved in a number of educational
                                     the environment in               projects ranging from setting up a Teddy Bear
                                     which it was conceived           Hospital at UCL, focused on helping small children
                                     and then developed               overcome their fears of coming into hospital, to
There is no doubt that was                to prove                    now running the specialist training delivered at the
                                     instrumental. When               Northern Radiology Academy in the North East and
going to a school that aspiring to a career in                        Cumbria, in my role as a Training Program Director
  is as academically                 medicine, it is normal           in Health Education England (North East and
                                     for people to focus on           Yorkshire). I’m currently fortunate to be part of a
  outstanding as the                 the academic abilities           fantastic team of medical educators and leaders.
RGS certainly helped                 of the applicant at an           Every day they strive to continually improve and
 prepare me and my                   early stage. There is            deliver training that has made the North East and
                                     no doubt that going              Cumbria officially the best place to receive a post
   classmates well in                to a school that is as           graduate medical education, as voted for in
      this regard.”                  academically                     consecutive GMC surveys. It has never been the
                                     outstanding as the               individual achievements within these endeavours
                                     RGS certainly helped             that are most worthy of note but the bringing
                                     prepare me and my                together of a talented team from a cross section,
                                     classmates well in this          representative of the populations that they serve,
        regard. However, looking back at my time in the               that has always brought the most success. It is
        school it has become clear to me that this was only           always therefore heartening to see this reflected
        one piece of the puzzle.                                      in the ethos of the school and in the continued
            When I look back at my career to date it is clear         strength of the bursary scheme. As my own son
        that whether it be time spent helping set up a                finishes his first year in the Junior School, I am
        surgical society at UCL or helping to manage and              struck by how this message still resonates, for
        deliver diagnostic imaging in my current role as              example with the new Junior School mantra ‘I am
        Head of Radiology at the Royal Victoria Infirmary,             strong, I am able, I am calm and I am kind’.
        I have always been driven by a desire to improve                   The future holds a great deal of uncertainty
        the situation I find myself working in. This in itself         for us all at the moment and therefore all we can
        has only been made possible by being part of                  do is to continually strive to ensure that we and
        strong, diverse and talented teams. It is interesting         those around us are as best prepared to face the
        to reflect and appreciate the teams I was part of at           challenges facing us. This is something the RGS
        school. Some obvious: the Combined Cadet Force,               has always had at its heart and as a result it is an
        for example; some less so, the small group of us              ethos that echoes through the communities we
        that first set up the Medical Society at the school            are all a part of.

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MY MEDICAL
               JOURNEY
                       BY HAZEL WATCHORN (07-09)

    I came to study at RGS for Sixth Form because I wanted to be a doctor.
       I was concerned about achieving the A Level grades required at the
        comprehensive school I was currently at and where the girls’ sport
          had fizzled out several years prior due to a lack of participation.

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I  had labelled myself as too geeky,
   bookish and quiet and found that
   everything was much easier at
school if I kept to myself. It may have
been RGS’s reputation for the sciences
which drew me to apply but what
I found was so much more than
I expected. I found I wasn’t the silent
student in the back any more but free
to debate with teachers in history
lessons and join every sport team and
extra-curricular activity I could. In short,
I was able to reinvent myself.
     I was surprised to be chosen as Head
Girl for my Upper Sixth year. Fulfilling this
role taught me a lot about projecting
confidence and how to stand up for
myself during public speaking or trying
to keep some of the younger students
approximately in line.
     Having belief that my opinion counts
and the courage to try new things (helping
direct a house play taught me how to
herd cats…) has stayed with me since
I have left school. This has helped me rise
to the challenge of being President of my
university mountaineering club and act as
liaison between junior doctors and senior
management during the COVID-19 crisis.
     Medicine has been an interesting
journey for me: after completing my
A Levels at RGS I went to medical school
at Cardiff University for five years before
moving back up to Sheffield to complete                                            Top: Raleigh Trekking Group. Below:
                                                                                  Trekking in the Himalayas. Opposite page:
foundation training. I have not taken a
                                                                                  Gokyo Rescue Post. Front cover: Trekking
traditional route through training and                 I have not taken a         in the Monsoon in Nepal
have changed my mind about my career
goals and specialties several times.
                                                  traditional route through
I used to be worried about this, thinking        training and have changed        staffing high altitude rescue posts with
that I should be more driven and focused,         my mind about my career         the International Porter Protection Group.
but I have come to discover that all                                              Working in such a remote environment
experience in medicine is useful and it          goals and specialties several    posed significant challenges, from
really is the journey that is enjoyable           times. I used to be worried     untangling bureaucratic nightmares in
rather than the destination.                       about this, thinking that I    Kathmandu to evacuating porters with
     During my foundation years                                                   life threatening altitude related illnesses
I completed my post graduate diploma             should be more driven and        on foot.
of mountain medicine which opened my             focused, but I have come to           After completing the MRCP exams
eyes to some of the non-traditional                                               and coming to the end of my core
careers available to medics and allowed
                                                 discover that all experience     medical training in Yorkshire I have
me to meet like-minded healthcare                 in medicine is useful and it    decided to pursue a career in respiratory
professionals from all over the world.            really is the journey that is   medicine. For now however, I am
     In the two years out between                                                 returning to university part time to gain
foundation and specialty training I was             enjoyable rather than         qualifications in medical education.
fortunate to put theory into practice,                  the destination.”         My post from August this year will be split
working as a GP trainee in rural New                                              50/50 as a clinical fellow in respiratory
Zealand before volunteering as an                                                 medicine and a teaching fellow for Hull
expedition medic leader for Raleigh                                               York Medical School based in York
International. This involved rebuilding                                           Foundation Trust.
water pipes in Nepal post the 2015                                                     The belief and self confidence
earthquake and trekking with volunteers                                           fostered during my time at RGS has
through the foothills of the Himalayas.                                           helped me tremendously on my journey
I returned to the Everest region of Nepal                                         so far and I am excited to see what
in 2018 as part of a team of four doctors                                         adventures come next.

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P S YC H I AT R Y AT I T S C O R E I S A B O U T
      LISTENING TO STORIES. AND WHO
         D O E S N ’ T L I K E A G O O D STO RY ?

                        BY KALUM AMARASURIYA (90-97)

      Kalum Amarasuriya studied Medicine at Newcastle University and works
     as a consultant psychiatrist in Teesside. His team was awarded Intellectual
      Disabilities Team of the Year in 2019 by the Royal College of Psychiatrists,
       which praised their ‘single focus to do what is right for an individual as
           straightforwardly as possible’. He is most happy when cooking,
           reading, teaching his kids to play cricket and playing the guitar,
                      although generally not all at the same time.

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W              hen I left RGS in 1997 to study
               Medicine at Newcastle, I had
               soft focus visions of debonair
righteousness and being deeply
admired purely by virtue of being
                                                                                              to assess and analyse clinical
                                                                                              information from patients and tests, my
                                                                                              ability to comprehend the more oblique
                                                                                              arena of people’s underlying motives,
                                                                                              agendas and beliefs emanated from
a doctor. Although such delusions                                                             my study of literature and rooted in the
of grandeur have long since been                                                              discussions we had in the Plender
expunged, I would still say being                                                             Library. The approaches I use for
a psychiatrist is a great job and my                                                          constructing arguments and writing
experiences at the RGS played a pivotal                                                       reports stem from what I practiced in
role in how I ended up becoming one.                                                          the countless essays I wrote and
     I always enjoyed Biology, and lessons                                                    recalling the spidery red inked
with the effervescent Mr Williams                                                             comments pointing out what I needed
(91-96) fuelled my interest. I think I had                                                    to improve. So not only did my English
a vague sense I should do something                The most satisfying thing                  studies help me grasp these matters,
‘useful’, so possibly through a lack of                                                       it allowed me to develop the skills I use
imagination rather than anything else,             about my job is being in a                 on a daily basis as a psychiatrist. I can
thought medicine seemed like the right             position to meaningfully                   also now reflect that the more time
career choice.                                     help improve someone’s                     I have spent reading about human
     Although every doctor’s training                                                         experience in the broadest sense
experiences are different, my reflections            quality of life, especially               (fiction, non-fiction, commentaries)
after meandering through various junior               when they are often                     the better I am able to resonate and
doctor jobs was that: kindness was rare                                                       empathise with the often very different,
and precious; camaraderie a saviour; but
                                                     already marginalised                     powerful and difficult experiences that
dispiritingly, lack of time and the feeling of       and misunderstood.”                      my patients have, even if I struggle to
pressure was eroding my compassion and                                                        understand those experiences myself.
curiosity. I felt I needed seriously to think                                                       I truly feel I would not be the doctor
about what specialty I should pursue in                                                       I am today, nor gain the fulfilment from
the long term that would not drive me            to realise this decision was one of the      my work that I do, were it not for these
insane or inhuman. I turned to psychiatry.       most useful ways to prepare for a career     foundational experiences in studying
     After a while in psychiatry I noticed a     in medicine, and in particular psychiatry.   English with Dr Barker, who to this day
real difference in how I was able to work            All fields of medicine involve            remains a truly inspirational influence
compared to my time in other specialities.       synthesising complex information from        and someone to whom I remain
It felt like I was working with other            disparate and often conflicting sources       incredibly grateful.
members of the team, not in parallel             into a coherent narrative from which you           I hope some of you reading this may
to them. The nature of the work and              devise strategies to solve a problem in      be pleasantly surprised at the notion
treatment allowed for creativity as well as      conjunction with others, most                that medicine is not purely the territory
the practical application of neuroscience        importantly the patient. And although        of hard science alone; it is a broad
and pharmacology, while not losing sight         medical school equipped me with skills       church and all the better for it.
of the patient as a whole and unique
individual. I later specialised in the
Psychiatry of Intellectual Disabilities as
I felt it was the most fascinating and
rewarding branch of psychiatry. I continue
to encounter a huge variety of diverse
clinical and medico-legal situations and
am fortunate to work in a range of settings
with many different people. I don’t have
many typical days and there are always
new and unexpected challenges. The
most satisfying thing about my job is
being in a position to meaningfully help
improve someone’s quality of life,
especially when they are often already
marginalised and misunderstood.
     At the time I applied to study
medicine there was an assumption that
you should do a full set of science
A Levels. However, with encouragement
from Dr Barker, I selected English. Not only
did I enjoy the work at the time I also
appreciated the contrast it provided to
the sciences I was studying. I later came

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a 12 month advanced course in fixing
                                                                                     smiles and making teeth pretty, which
                                                                                     is a nice change from NHS dentistry.
                                                                                     Like all areas in the NHS, funding and
                                                                                     quality are huge problems. The whole
                                                                                     system is under-funded (without
                                                                                     getting too political: probably
                                                                                     intentionally so) and the result is that
                                                                                     it makes it very hard to deliver quality
                                                                                     NHS dentistry at times.

                                                                                     Around the same time, I started to
                                                                                     pick up a bit of emergency work in
                                                                                     Teesside, this area has some of the
                                                                                     worst dental health in the whole
                                                                                     of the UK. It did leave me feeling like
                                                                                     I could extract teeth day in day out

     THE PUS PUDDLE                                                                  for my entire career and not even
                                                                                     make a dent, such is the scale of the
                                                                                     issue there. We provide a service for
                                                                                     people who only access dentistry
                                                                                     when they have issues, and this can
                                                                                     be fairly eye opening.

                BY ROBYN DICKINSON (07-09)                                           On the personal side of things, the
                                                                                     last 12 months have brought more
                                                                                     variety in the form of our little boy
                                                                                     Mitch who arrived in June 2019, so
                                                                                     I had a short break from dentistry
 My weekend involved digging for the root of a tooth                                 until this February. I headed back to
    that was completely submerged in a puddle of                                     work (very) part time at Sunderland
     blood saliva and pus. I couldn’t see what I was                                 (although we haven’t been able to
                                                                                     provide much due to COVID-19),
  doing, but could vaguely feel what I was searching                                 as well as Newcastle and
  for. The lady I was treating was a lovely ex-midwife,                              Northumberland’s emergency
                                                                                     dental service and a half day a week
who had a not so lovely facial swelling (orange sized)                               supervising the dental students
     due to quite a nasty abscess. By most people’s                                  over at the Dental Hospital. They
   standards, it was pretty disgusting. And I suppose                                seem much more competent than
                                                                                     I remember being!
I have RGS to thank for getting me into that situation.
                                                                                     Plate G2: Development of Tooth, in
                                                                                     Brass, Atlas of Human Histology (1897)

I   joined RGS in 2007 for the Sixth
    Form. The link to RGS is a family
    one, with my dad having worked
at the school for many years as one
of the North East’s leading PE
                                          seeing the pass list at the end.
                                          After graduating, my first job was at
                                          the Dental Hospital here in Newcastle
                                          (spreading my wings as always!).
                                          Basically, two years of doing a bit of
teachers (!). Prior to this I went to     all sorts of dentistry, alongside some
my local school and always did OK         General Practice. They say variety is
but was not, by any measures, a           the spice of life, and I really did love
genius. As UCAS time came around,         this way of working.
dentistry didn’t seem like a bad
plan: I probably chose it for the         I then moved into General Practice,
wrong reasons, but I ticked their         which is day to day dentistry that
boxes, and to be completely honest,       most people would recognise from
never had any better ideas before         their own dental visits. This was
deadline time.                            pretty steady, although one practice
                                          was on the edge of the Meadow Well,
I got my grades and went to Newcastle     so the work wasn’t always glamorous.
University in September 2009. It was      I worked there for about 18 months,
five years of deadlines and graft, which   and then made the switch to a
after sequential exams from age 16,       practice in Seaham. I have trained up
gets pretty tedious. The best part was    a bit, doing some braces courses, and

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I plan to work a little more as Mitch
gets a bit older, but it’s a bit of a funny
time to be choosing a new place to
                                                         G I L L I A N M AT H E R
work, as it’s looking like a lot about the
way we work will be changing. This
change is well overdue, but unless
                                                         SCHOOL NURSE (91-08)
Boris has a pot of gold under his
pillow, it’s unlikely to be for the better
in terms of NHS provisions for teeth.

                                                         BY JOHN ARMSTRONG (72-03)

 Dentistry just would not
 have happened for me
  without the RGS: the
  grades, support with
  UCAS and just being
   surrounded by kids
     who work hard
     and aim high.”

I am grateful that the path I have                       (L-R) Gillian Mather, Headmaster James Miller (94-08), Dr Michael Borthwick
chosen leaves me in a position to
choose to work with such variety.
I won’t miss out, or fall behind my                        Gillian Mather was the school’s first School Nurse
colleagues for having taken time out                      when she joined the RGS nearly 30 years ago, in 1991.
for my son. Pandemic or no pandemic,
people will always have teeth so
I hope I’ll always be alright work-wise.
Dentistry just would not have
happened for me without the RGS:
the grades, support with UCAS and
just being surrounded by kids who
                                                        L       ooking back today on her
                                                                17 years in the post (she retired
                                                                in 2008) she says ‘I enjoyed it
                                                         all very very much. I liked the people,
                                                         the pupils, the staff; I liked the
                                                                                                     As the first School Nurse at RGS Gillian
                                                                                                     was a pioneer. She developed the role;
                                                                                                     she enjoyed meetings with her
                                                                                                     counterparts at Central High, Church
                                                                                                     High, Dame Allan’s, and other schools
work hard and aim high. I don’t really                   atmosphere’. With her warmth and            to discuss ideas and ways of doing
remember where the idea to be a                          empathy Gillian made a most                 things. When she retired in 2008,
dentist came from, but there is a good                   important contribution to that              Gillian Mather didn’t lose touch with
chance I copied it from someone else.                    atmosphere. Pupils (and staff) found        her friends at RGS. Peter Wilson (87-
                                                         her approachable and supportive.            20), Head of Exams, asked Gillian if she
Circling back now to the pus puddle                           To quote Mike Borthwick (60-67),       would be interested in joining the team
that was last weekend, I did manage                      then School Doctor, ‘it was very sensible   of invigilators, and she’s been an RGS
to fish the root out for the lady with                    to have a school nurse in place,            invigilator ever since.
the orange, I hope she is feeling much                   essential’. The essential routines of
better, and her face has gone back to                    her post included: assisting Mike with      John Armstrong arrived at the RGS
its usual shape. As revolting as it                      medicals and BCG injections; the visits     in 1972, retiring in 2003 as Second
sounds, it’s actually quite an enjoyable                 from the health authorities; keeping the    Master. He was teacher (and one time
thing to sort out for someone. Days                      medical records; dealing with injuries      Head) of English, for 30 years in
like that, as well as feeling happy when                 and illnesses, sometimes taking pupils      charge of the Rugby 2nd XV, theatre
little Mitch brushes his teeth before                    with injuries to hospital and contacting    director of 23 (largely) Shakespearian
bed, make me think that dentistry is                     their parents. An administrative part of    productions. Since retirement he has
alright really. I’m still yet to have any                her post was keeping the attendance         retained a core role in the Bursary
better ideas!                                            registers, with their notes of sickness     Campaign, ever offering wise counsel.
                                                         absence; the end result was a laborious     This is too brief a summary of his
                                                         annual return for the Department of         huge contribution to the RGS, which
                                                         Education and Science.                      could fill an entire ONA Magazine.

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During the flight, we plan how to approach the
O L D N OVO S O N                                                              situation with the very limited information we
                                                                               receive. Is it a car crash, with a difficult extrication
A HELICOPTER                                                                   and multiple casualties, or is it a convulsing child
                                                                               that requires emergency anaesthesia? Once on
                                                                               scene, we assess the patient and work out how
                                                                               to get them to hospital as quickly as possible.
                                                                               As part of this process, we plan which procedures
                                                                               the patient requires before transport, and which
                                                                               ones can possibly wait until the final destination.
                                                                                    One minute, your fingers can freeze whilst
BY ABHINAV SINGH (95-04)                                                       treating a patient outside and the next you’re
                                                                               having to strip down because the ambulance is
                                                                               getting too hot inside. You are expected to react
                                                                               in the moment and can never plan too far ahead
Stop me if this sounds familiar. You turn up to work                           because the scenes (and patients) can change in
                                                                               an instant. You are exposed to sights, sounds and
in Cambridge (or wherever else you’ve migrated to)                             smells that linger long after the shift has finished.
and start chatting to one of your colleagues. You                                   And yet, we all love it. You see patients in
hear a Geordie twang in their accent. Maybe it was                             their home environments and get an insight
                                                                               into their lives that is just not possible in
the way they said ‘university’. You ask tentatively                            hospital. Treating the most critically unwell
where they’re from, and smile when they confirm                                 people encourages you to utilise all of your
                                                                               knowledge and ingenuity. You work with
that they’re a Northerner. Not only that, but they                             incredibly dedicated teammates, who can
went to RGS. Great! This’ll keep the conversation                              make you laugh, and then help you debrief
going a couple more minutes!                                                   a particularly difficult job.
                                                                                    Hal, Ed and I all left RGS at different times,
                                                                               and took very different routes to end up
                                                                               where we are now, but the nostalgic feeling is

E        ven more impressively, you’re informed
         that another colleague on the same shift
         with you is also from the RGS! You all sit
down and start discussing important things
like which House everyone was in and whether
                                                                               no less enjoyable. When the job is at its most
                                                                               challenging, it’s great to know that sometimes
                                                                               you’ve got a couple of RGS lads backing you up!

anyone can still remember what Discendo               Treating the most critically unwell people
duces means.
      And then suddenly the phone rings. You all      encourages you to utilise all of your knowledge
strap on your helmets, get into the helicopter,       and ingenuity. You work with incredibly dedicated
and fly out to a patient that needs you.               teammates, who can make you laugh, and then
      This all happened at work a few months ago.
I was on shift with senior doctor Ed Gold (84-95)     help you debrief a particularly difficult job.”
and pilot Hal Eriksen (88-93). All three of us
have ended up working for East Anglian Air            (L-R): Ed, Hal and Abs, East Anglian Air Ambulance 2019
Ambulance (EAAA), a helicopter emergency
medical service that covers the east of England
region, bringing critical care to the sickest
patients that need transporting to hospital.
It’s the air ambulance service that Prince William
was a pilot for until 2017!
      A typical shift involves arriving around
06:45 and first performing all the safety checks,
ensuring we have all the necessary equipment
to provide immediate care to our patients.
We then wait for the phone to ring. Sometimes
this takes several hours, sometimes it happens
immediately. What happens next, however, only
takes 2-4 minutes. We don our helmets and
collect up any additional pieces of equipment
we might require. Meanwhile, the pilots are
planning the flight as best they can and doing
final checks on the helicopter so that we are safe
to fly. And then: take-off.

14
THE RGS
                                             MOCK MMI

                                             BY BROOKE MILBURN
                                           TEACHER OF PHYSICS AND
                                      MEDICAL COORDINATOR (RGS CAREERS)

Medicine is one of the
most competitive courses
to gain entry to in the UK
                                                M        any people will be familiar with
                                                         the traditional interview where
                                                         a candidate is asked a series of
                                                 questions by a panel of interviewers.
                                                                                                 with a short briefing and students are
                                                                                                 directed towards the Lilburn Hall to find
                                                                                                 their first station. Over the course of the
                                                                                                 day, interviewers give them a thorough
                                                                                                 grilling on their understanding of medical
with some 23,710 students                        Over the last ten years, most medical           ethics, insight into the profession,
applying for just over                           schools in the UK have adopted a new            knowledge of recent developments in
7,000 places last academic                       style of interview known as multiple mini       medicine among many other things.
                                                 interviews (commonly referred to as             Candidates are also expected to write
year. Expectations on                            MMIs). The MMI concept was first                 essays, complete data analysis tasks and
students are high with                           developed by McMaster University                use small talk to gather information from
                                                 Medical School in Canada between 2001           a patient in a role play. Transition from one
many universities requiring                      and 2004 and involves a series of six to        task to another is seamless with very little
students to have                                 ten short interviews each lasting around        preparation time.
undertaken voluntary                             seven minutes with only a minute or two
                                                 in between to give students a chance to         It is a gruelling process which typically
service, work experience,                        catch their breath and prepare for their        takes 2-3 hours. By the end of the session,
achieved an excellent set                        next ‘station’. Each interview is designed      most students feel at least one of their
                                                 to assess a different skill, knowledge, or      stations was a disaster and feedback is
of GCSE grades and a top                         competency such as communication                given on their individual performance by
score in the relevant                            skills, critical thinking skills or knowledge   each interviewer. A big advantage of the
admissions exam just to get                      of recent medical research and issues           MMI style interview is that the next station
                                                 in the NHS.                                     is always an opportunity for a fresh start.
to interview stage. This is                                                                      Knowing the interviewers can make the
where the fun starts!                            In order to help students to prepare for        mock MMI even more nerve-racking than
                                                 this, the RGS runs its own annual mock          the real thing. However, the event provides
                                                 MMI. We typically have around 25                a valuable insight into the format of MMI
                                                 prospective medical, dental, and                style of interviews meaning that
                                                 veterinary science applicants who               candidates come away feeling more
                                                 participate in the event and around 16          confident that they are able to successfully
                                                 members of staff volunteer their time to        make their first step on the journey to
                                                 stand in as interviewers. The session starts    becoming a doctor.

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FROM J1Y
                       TO C L I N I C I A N
                        SCIENTIST
                              BY OMAR MAHROO (86-96)

The morning after Prize Day was the
deadline for the notorious Geography
Project. I’d worked on it for months
                                                 M          y final morning class finished late,
                                                            making me late for detention.
                                                            ‘Seen the time, Mahroo?’ he inquired.
                                                 I misunderstood: thinking he wanted to know the
                                                 time, I told him what it was. He misunderstood:
and had stayed up all night finishing it.         interpreting my answer as insolence, he put his
I explained, bleary-eyed, to my History          face very close to mine: ‘You think you can take
teacher that I hadn’t been able to complete      me on? You won’t win, Mahroo, you won’t WIN!’.
                                                 The happy ending is that he decided against
his homework, but would do so as soon            asking docking marks as ‘that would be below
as possible. He was furious, put me in           the belt’ and I’d learned my lesson!
lunchtime detention, and said that marks         Perhaps not the healthiest example (albeit
would be docked from my Geography                colourful), it illustrates the work ethic which RGS
Project (that bit hurt the most!).               instilled in me, and which I think has stood me in
                                                 good stead. Dr Mains (76-05), the teacher above,
                                                 was immensely engaging, filling me with such
                                                 passion for the subject that I remember, after my
                                                 exam, reading all of the parts of Mastering Modern
                                                 British History that weren’t on the course. The
                                                 teaching standard was high across the board.

                                                 I am now a Consultant Ophthalmologist at
                                                 Moorfields Eye Hospital and St Thomas’ Hospital,
                                                 and Associate Professor at UCL. I investigate
                                                 mechanisms of retinal diseases, which are a major
                                                 cause of blindness. I was awarded a competitive
                                                 £1.1 million Wellcome Trust grant to fund my
                                                 research programme, and I received a ‘Rising Star’
                                                 award from the Macular Society last year. My time
                                                 at the RGS, from 1986 (J1Y – ‘Ys are wise, and
                                                 better than Xs’, and other ingenious adages I still
                                                 recall … and very much live by) to 1996, was a
                                                 formative decade which undoubtedly shaped the
                                                 subsequent two (and a half). Space permits only
                                                 a few reflections.

                                                 I was the only RGS boy in my year to be accepted
                                                 at Cambridge to read Medicine. The College
                                                 I entered, Caius, had already been impressed by
                                                 Nadeem Ali (84-94), who had topped the Part IA
                                                 Cambridge exams.

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Thankfully, I didn’t drop the standard too far, and
achieved a First Class every year. Our exams were
largely essay-based, and I was retrospectively
grateful for the many essays Tim Bolton-Maggs
(74-04) had set us in A Level Biology. Moreover,
my writing style had already undergone years of
cultivation by RGS English teachers. Dr Jones-Lee
(84-09) cautioned us against the word ‘nice’ (I now
use ‘great’ – problem solved!). Mr Marriott (85-94)
taught me how to structure an argument, though
he might be horrified that I employ these skills in
scientific papers, rather than erudite expositions
of the themes of Hardy’s novels. In medicine and
science (in life), communication is central – with
patients, colleagues, the scientific community
(history teachers). Potentially transformative
discoveries go unnoticed if not communicated
appropriately. My publications owe much to my
English teachers.                                                         The other sciences—Physics, Burchell (66-99);
                                                                          Chemistry, Goldie (89-03); Lawson (83-09)—were
During my medical degree, I completed a PhD                               also excellently taught, as were non-science
in retinal physiology. As my brain throbbed,                              subjects. The latter rounded my education and
deriving equations for simultaneous bleaching                             it pained me to drop them at A Level. French (the
and regeneration of the retina’s light-sensitive                          phenomenal Mrs Sainsbury (80-05)) comes in
pigment, I recall suddenly realising that the                             useful when attending conferences in France (the
abstract techniques (differential equations,                              talks are in English, but the French helps in getting
imaginary numbers) whose usefulness I had                                 around). Learning Latin (inspirational Mr Keating
questioned at school were now enabling truly                              (72-04)), I have discovered, did have a purpose:
novel discoveries (which we later published in                            I can help my children with their Latin! (Actually,
the Journal of Physiology). I am indebted to my                           it made learning Arabic simpler, made medical
Maths teachers (Perella (82-03), Douglas (56-94),                         terms more familiar, and might prove invaluable
Watkins (88-18)) for the Maths, and love of Maths,                        if I ever need to attend a scientific meeting in 1st
they imparted (and to another member of said                              century Pompeii.)
department who forgot to enter me for my A Level
in time, meaning I had to unnecessarily revise for                        Beyond the academic, I found the extra-curricular
and repeat an exam in which I had already                                 RGS environment rich (admittedly I was rubbish at
achieved 97%).                                                            sports other than badminton). In Junior School,
                                                                          some of us got to star in a video recorded by Paul
                                                                          McCartney. (Strange that Paul and I never
                                                                          recorded any songs together after that!) I was
                                                                          active in Voluntary Service and the CCF, and
                                                                          enjoyed all of the trips. I formed strong friendships
I currently see patients with rare genetic                                – the healthy peer environment was in some ways
retinal diseases. When interpreting genetic                               as important as the teaching (plus there was a kid
reports, I still visualise the lesson in which Mr                         who’d get you any Amiga game you’d like if you
                                                                          gave him a floppy disk in break time). RGS banter
Bolton-Maggs taught us the Central Dogma.”                                shaped my wit (though I realised, I don’t know
                                                                          how long later, that some things we dismissed as
                                                                          schoolboy banter could cause hurt). I value hugely
I currently see patients with rare genetic retinal                        the pastoral guidance I received from Dr Barker,
diseases. When interpreting genetic reports, I still                      and the thought-provoking discussions we had.
visualise the lesson in which Mr Bolton-Maggs
taught us the Central Dogma. By curious                                   In one of my first termly reports at Cambridge,
coincidence, I remember simultaneously learning,                          my Physiology Supervisor (the late Roger
in Biology, that the language of life was based on                        Carpenter) started with the phrase, ‘A powerful
three-letter-codons (sometimes one letter could                           intelligence’, which made me blush. I’m grateful to
interchange with another with the same meaning),                          the RGS (including those teachers not mentioned
whilst, in General Studies, Mr Squires (72-17) was                        above) for nurturing that ‘intelligence’, and hope
teaching me that all Arabic words were based on                           that I can deliver on their investment. As teaching
three-letter roots (sometimes one letter could                            is part of my role, I also hope I can enthuse others
interchange with another with the same meaning).                          to learn as they did me.

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W H E N B R E AT H
     BECOMES AIR
       A REVIEW OF A BOOK
        BY PAU L K A L A N I T H I

           BY FINN GAVIN (09-20)

                                   ‘T          he good news is that I’ve
                                               already outlived two Brontës,
                                               Keats and Stephen Crane,’
                                   wrote the 37 year old Paul Kalanithi
                                   shortly after learning of his terminal
                                   cancer diagnosis in an email to his
                                   closest friend. ‘The bad news is that
                                   I haven’t written anything.’ As one final
                                   act of striving, Dr Kalanithi set about
                                   writing his memoirs, drawing on his
                                   experiences as a student, doctor and
                                   patient in a noble, insightful bid to
                                   answer the question he had pursued
                                   for his whole life: what makes life
                                   meaningful? Heartbreakingly poignant,
                                   the moving result of a tragically short
                                   lifetime is simply stunning.
                                        Dr Kalanithi’s background in English
                                   Literature is central to the vital spirit of
                                   the book, a reflection of the importance
                                   of the written word in the author’s
                                   identity. From an early age, his life was
                                   infused with literature and medicine —
                                   his father a cardiologist, his mother a
                                   ferocious advocate of literature in the
                                   young Paul’s education.

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Originally turned off by medicine, blaming                                          Ultimately what makes this such a special
the profession for his father’s absence in                                          book is its frank depiction of suffering.
the family home, Kalanithi said, ‘Books                                             Kalanithi opens the book with his
became my closest confidants, finely                                                  diagnosis, putting himself in an
ground lenses providing new views of the                                            immediately vulnerable position. He feels,
world’. At Stanford (his alma mater), as                                            ‘Tethered to an IV pole’ and laments that
well as attaining a BA and MA in English                                            he was ‘So authoritative in a surgeon’s
Literature, the future neurosurgeon took                                            coat but so meek in a patient’s gown’.
a keen interest in biological science (he                                           There is a sense of loss: despite having
also had a BA in Human Biology). I find                                              spent his career surrounded by suffering
the refusal by Kalanithi to accept the                                              and guiding patients to a better
boundaries between academic disciplines                                             understanding of what it means for them
compelling, and inspiring. He recognised                                            he felt totally unprepared for what he had
that the complexity of the meaning                                                  to go through. Kalanithi’s story gives an
human life and the suffering of his                                                 insight into the patient from the
patients could never be understood if he                                            perspective of the doctor, it is the reverse
limited himself purely to the sciences or                                           side of the coin, the backstage drama.
the arts (as so many felt they must) and                                            It’s the immeasurable tragedy of the
so it was he ‘studied literature and                                                individual in the face of mortality. It’s life,
philosophy to understand what makes life                                            death, nihilism and ambition. Kalanithi’s
meaningful, studied neuroscience and                                                words are vulnerable, touching, wise and
worked in an fMRI lab to understand how                                             hauntingly beautiful. His message is
the brain could give rise to an organism                                            wholly unforgettable.
capable of finding meaning in the world’.                                                  I have to admit, this review is
     Dr Kalanithi spends a good portion                                             somewhat biased: When Breath Becomes
of the book meditating on his time as
                                                  I have to admit, this review      Air is my favourite book. But I think that’s
a medical student and neurosurgical               is somewhat biased: When          okay. Kalanithi’s writing, his experiences,
resident. For me, about to embark on               Breath Becomes Air is my         his observations speak to me in a way
my own journey through medical school,                                              no other book has. His poetic command
these passages were enlightening, his              favourite book. But I think      of English captivates me every time
words serving a warning of what to                   that’s okay. Kalanithi’s       I encounter it. As he begins to deconstruct
expect, and what I could become. For                                                the doctor-patient relationship I can’t help
Kalanithi, his greatest fear was losing sight
                                                    writing, his experiences,       but feel inspired to pursue medicine, to
of his search for meaning which drove him          his observations speak to        pursue meaning. When one ‘of the many
to his scrubs in the first place. He writes,           me in a way no other          moments in life where you must give an
‘I had started in this career, in part, to                                          account of yourself, provide a ledger
pursue death: to grasp it, uncloak it,                      book has.”              of what you have been, and done, and
and see it eye-to-eye, unblinking.                                                  meant to the world’ comes along,
Neurosurgery attracted me as much                                                   Kalanithi urges us to have something
more its intertwining of brain and                                                  to offer. For Paul lying on his deathbed
consciousness as for its intertwining of                                            looking at his infant child, Cady, and his
life and death’. After feeling ill at ease in    Junior Acrobatics European         wife, Lucy, it was this book. The climax of
academia following his MA — his focus            Championships 2013. Finn on top;   his contributions to society, to his family,
on the Spiritual-Physiological man in            Michael Gill (09-16) right         came in his final moments — and it was
Whitman’s poetry deemed too biological                                              painful! It’s a book about growing, and
for mainstream English literature — clinical                                        decaying, and dying. It’s a book about the
practice was attractive to him for its raw                                          second law of thermodynamics. It’s a
view of human nature which is only                                                  book about a man who will never reach
revealed in the crises which define our                                              his full potential as he perceived it.
live — sickness. ‘I feared I was becoming                                           ‘Everyone succumbs to finitude,’ he
Tolstoy’s stereotype of a doctor,’ he                                               writes towards the end. This book is
writes, ‘preoccupied with empty                                                     a tragedy. Every heartbreaking word of
formalism, focused on the rote treatment                                            it makes me want to be the best version
of disease — and utterly missing the larger                                         of myself I can possibly strive to
human significance.’ Becoming inured to                                              become. Practicing medicine is
his patient’s pain was intolerable for                                              simultaneously the art and the science
Kalanithi, his introspection on his own                                             of caring for the infirm. Paul Kalanithi
failings in pursuit of his goal of a                                                mastered both — that is something to
comprehensive understanding of                                                      which we can all aspire.
meaning in life is both a welcome breath
of humility but also a reminder to us all                                           Finn is aiming to study Medicine at
that it is okay to take a misstep when                                              New College, Oxford from October
striving towards the greatest good if we                                            2020. He was twice World Gymnastics
can recognise it and be willing to adapt.                                           Champion, in 2014 and 2017.

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