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2010 - 2020 P O E T R Y & W R I T I N G Free Online Magazine From Village Earth September 2021 Seven Poets Mini Edition Cover Artwork by Emma Barone 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
LIVE ENCOUNTERS MAGAZINE P O E T R Y & W R I T I N G September 2021 Support Live Encounters. Donate Now and Keep the Magazine Live in 2021 Live Encounters is a not-for-profit free online magazine that was founded in 2009 in Bali, Indonesia. It showcases some of the best writing from around the world. Poets, writers, academics, civil & human/animal rights activists, academics, environmentalists, social workers, photographers and more have contributed their time and knowledge for the benefit of the readers of: Live Encounters Magazine (2010), Live Encounters Poetry & Writing (2016), Live Encounters Young Poets & Writers (2019) and now, Live Encounters Books (August 2020). We are appealing for donations to pay for the administrative and technical aspects of the publication. Please help by donating any amount for this just cause as events are threatening the very future of Live Encounters. Om Shanti Shanti Shanti Om Mark Ulyseas Publisher/Editor markulyseas@liveencounters.net ©Mark Ulyseas All articles and photographs are the copyright of www.liveencounters.net and its contributors. Young participant at the Pi Mai (Lao New Year) parade, Luang Prabang 2017, Laos PDR, No part of this publication may be reproduced without the explicit written permission of photograph by Mark Ulyseas. www.liveencounters.net. Offenders will be criminally prosecuted to the full extent of the law prevailing in their home country and/or elsewhere. © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
P O E T R Y & W R I T I N G September 2021 Contributors Kate Ennals Edward Caruso Richard W Halperin Mary Ellen Fean Peter O’Neill Jose Varghese Karen Mooney © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
PATHWAYS TO PEACE KATE ENNALS Kate Ennals is a poet and writer who has published poems and short stories in a range of literary and on-line journals (Crannog, Skylight 47, Honest Ulsterman, The Moth, Anomaly, The International Lakeview Journal, Boyne Berries, North West Words, The Blue Nib, Dodging the Rain, The Ogham Stone, plus). Her first collection, At The Edge was published in 2015. Her second collection, Threads, was published in April 2018. Kate runs At The Edge, Cavan, a literary reading evening, funded by the Cavan Arts Office. Blog www.kateennals.com Too much Pressure for a Young Man I overheard him say it was too much trouble. What is, I asked, when I got the chance. Going out with a girl, he replied, it’s a hassle. Really? I said, what is the problem? Well, he said, it’s would hardly be restful. I’ll have to do things I don’t really want to. Like what, I queried, give me examples. She’ll make me go places, like the zoo, art galleries, the cinema, shops, visit her parents. She’ll make me plan holidays, take weekend breaks. I’ve seen the length of time a girl can take. Tell me, what are you doing that is so precious? What’s so important that she will interrupt? Stuff, he informed me. My gaming, my life-style My freedom to do as I please when I want. I sighed. Wouldn’t it be nice to have a partner? Someone with whom to share your troubles? He shot me a withering look. Mother, he answered, There’s no stress in my life. I am single. I nodded, smiled, as if enlightened And through gritted teeth, I inquired Darling, will you ever want children? He frowned, pouted his lips, hesitated, said, yes, Probably. I’ll review it when I’m older not as busy, in my forties, I guess. Kate Ennals © Kate Ennals © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
PATHWAYS TO PEACE KATE ENNALS Pathways to Peace Syrians, Somalians, and Eritreans Would it be better to be raped risk the Med or traipse the Balkans imprisoned, murdered here, in my own home Afghanis trudge from the East by my own, in a place forging ahead with Algerians. where I’m supposed to feel safe? But I have a responsibility, a moral duty Boys from Senegal and Morocco To protect my children and myself. tramp from the North. In between, lies a path used by women I’ll contact Pathways to Peace, and children from Cameroon an international UN agency, to see if they have any advice. If it was you, what would be your route? I read on their website that it has been ‘actively making peace a lived reality.’ After packing my backpack with essentials I wonder what language that is (phone, change of clothes, a cup) Or if such a place exists. I would walk the Dublin Road from Cavan And head towards Killiney Beach Assuming someone there (for they are rich and enterprising) would have set up a smuggling business to get me out of here. Then I’d walk the UK land bridge to France My final destination. Already, it seems mad…to say the least all the borders, seas, police immigration, questions, different customs raised hackles, suspicions. I’d have to sleep rough. It would be dangerous. © Kate Ennals © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
PATHWAYS TO PEACE KATE ENNALS Short Lived I stop, glance sideways a vibrant green bud at the tip of a bare branch Is about to burst its sepal yield its glow. Its petiole bubbles with vigour, sheds a tiny glimmer at the edge of my dark wood swarming with bark beetles, pine needles, dead leaves. A leaf will soon unfurl And when I pass tomorrow I will not recognise it at all ©Mark Ulyseas Photograph by Mark Ulyseas. © Kate Ennals © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
CANVASES EDWARD CARUSO Edward Caruso is based in Melbourne, Australia. He has been published in A Voz Limpia, Australian Multilingual Writing Project, ‘La Bottega della Poesia’ (La Repubblica, Italy), Communion, Meniscus, n-Scribe, Right Now, TEXT, Unusual Work and Well-Known Corners: Poetry on the Move. His second collection of poems, Blue Milonga, was published by Hybrid Publishers in January 2019. In August 2019 he featured on Radio 3CR’s Spoken Word program. Vista From a train window, rear carriages in view. Early morning fog, the Tiber’s elevated bank. Creepers blanket a solitary elm. Foliage, silver light. Edward Caruso © Edward Caruso © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
CANVASES EDWARD CARUSO Canvases Two bicycles abandoned by a river of glass, A wisp of hair in a drawer … the owners, hand in hand, gaze at clouds, a song of roses. His mother’s companions, he’d take their mantle Somewhere there’s an older canvas. with future lovers, Childhood vignettes. mother long gone. A male face the painter no longer recalls, Those who unearthed the shadow of a man his mother closing herself away with him, who could never find himself, two cigarettes side by side. despite the self-portraits he lived with and the people who sought him out. A white gravel pathway. They were all outcasts. An estate’s fields lined by poplars. His a world of wild rigging stranded in uncompromising surf. He’d work with his brushes and canvases, the talcum powder voice of his mother’s companion distanced, as he’d lose himself in his own landscapes. Strands of plaited hair, fine red clothes with folds and lace hems. The inviting skin of a wife to come. The world, one of impressions, different perfumes and bottles of wine kept in his mother’s room. © Edward Caruso © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
CANVASES EDWARD CARUSO Trains Through pastures and towns barely recognised, but within, the sun emerges, also within. Pines, the humming of a distant song and silence of a single voice, follow, follow. There isn’t a moment without movement, seconds that outlast thoughts. Consolations that open one’s life, definitions or pages that have to be rewritten or abandoned. If anything is ever wasted or tossed, the clear light of a discarded sky, landscape in bloom, whatever remains, lives or horizons, moments survived long after their vanishing. ©Mark Ulyseas Photograph by Mark Ulyseas. © Edward Caruso © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
MATUTINAL PALETTE RICHARD W HALPERIN Richard W. Halperin has Irish/U.S. dual nationality and lives in Paris. His most recent collection for Salmon Poetry, Cliffs of Moher, is Catch Me While You Have the Light, 2018. People in a Diary is listed for 2022. His most recent shorter collection for Lapwing, Belfast, is Summer Night, 1948, 2021. His poem ‘Snow Falling, Lady Murasaki Watching’ is on permanent display at Hawk’s Well Theatre, Sligo. Readings scheduled in Ireland for 2020 have been deferred to late 2021 or to 2022. Matutinal Palette ‘One is an artist, he is living at home. One is a musician, she is living at home.’ Knoxville: Summer of 1915, James Agee Shiny things come from that. Every home has an odd one. Although everyone in the home is odd. Oz comes from an odd one. Salvation comes from an odd one. An Sylvia comes from an odd one. Wars come from very odd ones. For some reason, that is allowed. Every day begins with one shining second. Then everything that can possibly happen to it Happens to it. In The Portrait of a Lady Isabel Archer goes back home knowing It is not home, no, not at all home. She goes back to it because responsibility Is at least as luminous as happiness. Most poems are sad. Most songs are sad. Even An Sylvia. I am an artist, I am living at home. I am a musician, I am living at home. Richard W Halperin © Richard W Halperin © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
MATUTINAL PALETTE RICHARD W HALPERIN Summer Night, Dublin, 2021 A Ballet for Martha Outside my hotel window, two young people There they were and I, too, I Continue to talk past midnight. At a table in A child so I did not recognise them The hotel garden. Murmurs. Soft laughter. Crossing streets, on their way, Graham, The heavy air carries it into my room. I wish Copland, others, a New York that was, That they would stop, but my soul wants them Traffic, noise, art – ‘Appalachian Spring’ To continue indefinitely. Very young voices, A bubble blown by sophisticated people One may be a girl’s, or a boy’s whose voice About unsophisticated people – marriage, Hasn’t changed yet. Two brothers, I think. House-building, faith – vanished before They speak Danish, a language I can recognise They existed, never existed except But which I cannot understand. In dance. Quaker tunes which whirled Them all away, Martha, Aaron, my mother They are we. As we were, and for decades Jeanne, me, Bonwit Teller’s, vanished, vanished. Thereafter. We would sit outdoors, talking Quietly in the quiet, in a language which was Our own, sometimes until dawn. Love – Familial and of every other conceivable kind – Rubs the edges off words. The soft knot of being Together. The soft knot of being together At the same time in the same place. © Richard W Halperin © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
AFTERNOON MARY ELLEN FEAN Born in East Galway, Mary Ellen Fean’s work has been published in Cyphers, The SHOp, The Clare Champion, Revival, broadcast on Clare FM radio, and she was shortlisted for the Desmond O’Grady poetry prize. She has read her work widely at, for example, The Forge at Gort Literature Festival, Whitehouse Poets (Limerick,) and the Galway Arts Festival Fringe. Brothers Wild honeysuckle brought From the island separates Their houses They stand either side of it, Each by his own door Batting the breeze Sometimes silent, gazing Out over the bay, to the place They were raised Tall men, rugged build Years of following The work These days they grow Herbs in old Lobster pots Harvest the fruit canes, watch Long days draw in, slipping Easily into the mother tongue – Leitirmor, Leitirmullan An Ceathru Rua; places held In the heart. Mary Ellen Fean © Mary Ellen Fean © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
AFTERNOON MARY ELLEN FEAN Afternoon Often in the dead hours Of a summer afternoon We went to the village library – You aged four, swayed By an ice-cream promise A rarefied house of books Cool air, blades of the brass fans Turning slowly Took your interest, hummed You to sleep; while I randomly Turned the pages Of some travel magazine. Mostly I just Watched you sleeping. Even then I knew these moments passed. ©Mark Ulyseas Photograph by Mark Ulyseas. © Mary Ellen Fean © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
UNSEEN ELEMENTS IN VAN GOGH’S PAINTING P E T E R O’ N E I L L Peter O’Neill is the author of six collections of poetry, most recently Henry Street Arcade a bilingual edition, his first, with translations into French by Yan Kouton published by Éditions du Pont de l’Europe, 2021. He has also published a book of translations The Enemy -Transversions from Charles Baudelaire (Lapwing, 2015) and the hybrid prose work More Micks than Dicks – a satirical dig at the current world of Beckett studies (Famous Seamus, 2017). He has just finished curating Baudelaire 200 Years! an online festival for the Alliance Francaise, and a new book, again inspired by Baudelaire, Ideals and Spleen is due out in the summer. The Poet’s Garden For Beale MacKenzie Diogenes tub-weary hurling a superb turd at Plato While he traverses the marketplace on his way to the Acacademy as my old professor, Dr Cyril McDonnell, dreams of a career in stand- up comedy. Yet, while maintaining all of the rigour of radical Empiricist philosophy, continuing on Hume’s tradition! Also seated there invisibly, Raymondo Chandlereque At the moment of the birth of his most superb fictional Creation – Sir Philip Marlowe a conglomerate of parts; Reaching from the extent of Christopher – Author of Tamberline to the Knight of the sonnets. Also to be included, a burlesque of broads with silver wigs, Pints of rye, monocles and Charlie Chan moustaches. And just barely audible - Beethoven’s Waldstein Sonata. Peter O’Neill © Peter O’Neill © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
UNSEEN ELEMENTS IN VAN GOGH’S PAINTING P E T E R O’ N E I L L Aristophanes A Musical Education On the outer spine, the image of the grapes In the morning you listen to Debussy; Impregnate the air eyeward, Reflets dans l’eau. Mornings are Good The langorous Gironde, current a posible For impressionism. You wake up gently, Constrictor, yet on this day gently unwinding. And to the aroma of the first coffee, which tastes bitter. Like a great palm, releasing us its children At noon, you have already graduated to Beethoven; Into the Godhead of the river. Some sonantas, variations or bagatelles. Grapes to the current, the charge of cold And, if you are really struggling - the Triple Onrushing up through the thighs and chest Concerto in C Major, Op. 56 No 2. And smiles of the summer on the Banks No coffee there, as you’re already on the beer! Where I stood before you almost naked, From there? You can only mellow, You who could already see so far Ahead. Or otherwise face the inevitable meltdown. Blameless that you were, in the summer of your years, Miles Davis Kind of Blue. For are we not but the playthings of the Gods, Now, you should be thinking also of food. You and I, that concept now, like a dead fly upon a window pane. That’s it, go and pour the wine now! © Peter O’Neill © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
UNSEEN ELEMENTS IN VAN GOGH’S PAINTING P E T E R O’ N E I L L The Ancients Politics is Concrete Grammar bleeds into the child’s brain, Black lives matter. Followed closely by algebra and the theorem The case of the exception is the rule. Of Pythagoras. The Muse comes, wearing The case of the exception is the rule. Her jumpsuit in black latex, and also bearing her scourge. The case of the exception is the rule. Behind Her, there’s Heraclitus & Democritus. Women’s lives matter. The former is weeping while the latter cries with laughter. The case of the exception is the rule. A fool then in the theater with two masks; The case of the exception is the rule. The face of comedy and tragedy! The case of the exception is the rule. Even in our sports, destruction is inevitable. Jewish lives matter. Learning defeat and living with the very public Humiliation. The case of the exception is the rule. This is your learning. This then is your school! The case of the exception is the rule. Don’t worry, you Will come to Love it, in time, Gay lives matter. When She sticks your face right in it, The case of the exception is the rule. Urging you to suck it up. Your day is just beginning! The case of the exception is the rule. © Peter O’Neill © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
A VEILED LIFE JOSE VARGHESE Jose Varghese is a bilingual writer and translator from India. He edits Lakeview Journal and Strands Publishers and is the author of ‘Silver Painted Gandhi and Other Poems’. His short story manuscript ‘In/Sane’ was a finalist in the Beverly Prize and his second collection of poems will be published in 2021 (Black Spring Press Group). He was a finalist in LISP, a runner up in the Salt Prize, and was commended in Gregory O’Donoghue International Poetry Prize. His works have appeared in Joao Roque Literary Journal, The Best Asian Short Story Anthology, Dreich, Meridian, Afterwards, Summer Anywhere, Unthology 5, Unveiled, Reflex Fiction, Flash Fiction Magazine, Chandrabhaga, and Postcolonial Text. A Veiled Life Shifty eyes, a quaver in your voice, faltering feet and fumbling fingers reveal yourself as much as they fortress your secrets. A faint smile might light up the serpentine path leading to a cloistered courtyard, but the flowers in your garden are never in full bloom. You might invite the guests indoors, but they’ll have to be cautious, with each step they take, of the trapdoors that might open and close in the fraction of a second. You might offer food and drinks, but they’ll consume them only in small amounts, scared of the effects they can have later. You might show off your art collection, but they’ll wonder whether they were acquired illicitly. You might even show them photos of your family trips to exotic locations, but they’ll worry if the invisible family was purchased on credit as well, like the holidays. You might tell them you’re an open book, but they’ll excuse themselves Jose Varghese and refuse to read even a page. © Jose Varghese © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
A VEILED LIFE JOSE VARGHESE A Moment Before Rain Claims a Life Restraint The rain falls They will not allow those eyes on his head, to steal their silence turning his mane where windows speak more to wet strands to buried urges. of silver and charcoal that stick to his When their bones creak, and temples and neck, a prayer forms within but he doesn’t move those rooms that are thirsty from where he despite hopes, the sun sits hunched shines bright on the hymns in front of a shop. of widows and orphans that last through their chores The market is till the dusk’s death. almost empty. Even the pigeons They should perhaps think of are flying away a smile that could’ve with their killed the clocks to save them, share of the last bits but they never do that. of discarded food from the rubbish bin, leaving behind a couple of cats to clear it between useless fights. People pass by in a hurry and fail to notice the drenched currency notes stuck to coins spread on the cardboard in front of the man, as a weary breath departs, to stop his shivering. © Jose Varghese © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
A VEILED LIFE JOSE VARGHESE After the Swirl Storm After the Calm Some days the room upstairs waits Indigo swims down like a canvas, and the colours are ready a luminescent white cloud to spread to dilute in a dash of turpentine, in a gray over the amber sunset. mix with one another, migrate to the tips of brushes, and dance. An eagle soars above the tallest tree in the valley. The hands that guide them Sparrows, parakeets and mynahs are guided by visions from above, flit about lower below and though they try to reach with unique calls above the murky lands to places that that slice the air and patch it. exist beyond wild dreams, they’re fatigued after a whole night out. Frail flowers sway in the breeze and spring back upset The feet would then retrace by their own ghostly reflections the steps downwards like a hushed pet, on the darkening lake. impatient, longing for Their white and purple souls the next treat in vapid waiting rooms. refuse to smudge, and wait instead for eyes that are ready to engage with the beauty of drained hopes. An impatient car speeds past like a bullet, its silver-gray metallic glow, noisy engine, and whiff of fuel spreading an eerie disquiet that atomizes a mindscape where these hues and sounds had stayed for a moment too long. © Jose Varghese © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
A VEILED LIFE JOSE VARGHESE A Microphone in Search of a Prodigy The child has restless fingers People forget even to breathe that need tiny superhero figurines as his voice swims through me. to keep themselves busy, We become one rare pressing and rubbing, musical instrument filled with wrapped around them like tentacles the mysterious designs in sweat-filled uncertainty. of stars and planets. The heat of his palms passes through me when His voice absorbs he leaves them for a while the hidden waves of despair to get ready for the audience. within me, as it dawns on us that I’m the one He shifts me from one hand to to which he is meant to flow. the other, enjoying the cold contours while clearing his throat. He hates to talk, to answer questions, to respond to jokes, before he sings. He has to forget me, and everything else – what he’s going to do, how he’s going to do it, and who he’s going to impress. His hands stop trembling, and fingers flow over me in kind caresses, as he sinks the hall in a voice that belongs to the celestial world where no divisions exist. © Jose Varghese © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
LAST RITES KAREN MOONEY A career in human resource management provided preparation for Karen Mooney’s current activities; cats and words. Some- times they hide, reappearing unexpectedly; sometimes they scratch, sometimes they purr. Her words have appeared in online publications and Penned In, co-written with Gaynor Kane published by The Hedgehog Poetry Press. Her own pamphlet is due to be published later this year by The Hedgehog Poetry Press. Last rites The world would come crashing in around us in as many days as it took to make when you return to the care home, conscious of our presence, attending your own wake. You perform a rehearsal one evening; we gasp at what we think is your last breath then you rally to sit up, eyes gleaming, ordering breakfast - your last before death. One by one, folk call in to pay respects, sit in silence or give a knowing nod. You aren’t fit to speak, yet touch does affect, as one lady proved and how I applaud her cradling your face in pillow-soft breasts; prompting memories, you smile, feeling blessed. Karen Mooney © Karen Mooney © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
LAST RITES KAREN MOONEY A close shave I shaved a jumper today I smile at the buzz of the electric razor, Knots and bobbles caused by wear and age; knowing that you like to be clean-shaven; so unsightly that I take one of your razors, feeling proud of having pieced it together draw it carefully across the garment after you cast it across the table, declaring it fucked. in mind-numbing strokes, thinking of your Until I catch your stare. This cuts deep. once smooth scalp, before the bumps appeared. Anything mechanical intrigued you, The woollen fluff gathered by the blade rarely defeated you leaves me strangely satisfied. And yet but today, you wear exasperation I run my hand across the surface, checking like a dry shave with a blunt blade. that everything has been removed whilst I wait… for your surgeon to call. Lessening dexterity thwarted once skilled tools, Wondering if she, too, got it all. your hands. Hands that could carry hold, lift, repair, protect and even attack; shovel-like and calloused now soft with lessening use. Your attitude would soften too; in time. But now, as your grip on the day lessened, you bristled against it, so I applied the balm, moving in the direction of growth. Flipping open the casing on the shaver, I flick out a spring, close it over, check that it is silent and say Yes, dad, you’re right. It’s fucked. © Karen Mooney © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
LAST RITES KAREN MOONEY Waning Gibbous Reduction It’s just a phase, you say, unique provenance well-seasoned concentrated withdrawing, hump faced, on high heat lid off simmering reduced darkening my nights, yet packed with flavour smacking of life’s leaving me to turn in, experiences just a small portion now to find my own light. it doesn’t go far the spread across the plate curtailed condensed by I, too, can change, life age ill health distilled rid out negativity, to extracts of what matters throw open windows, creating a memorable clean, clear and sage aftertaste leaving the corners to let go us wanting of fear; knowing more that someday soon, I’ll meet the new you. © Karen Mooney © liveencounters.net POETRY & WRITING September 2021 Celebrating 11th Anniversary 2021 September POETRY & WRITING © liveencounters.net
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