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                                                                  What Artificial Intelligence
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                                                                  The Upside of Envy
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                   TO THE HEIGHTS                                            F E AT U R E S                                              A L W AY S A L O G G E R

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               FROM THE PRESIDENT                                    ROOTS REFLECTIONS                                                              PROFILES
  Isiaah Crawford reflects on his own undergrad         Musician, record store owner, industry exec, and                    We spotlight the 2022 Distinguished Alumni
      experience and being honored by SLU.                essayist Nabil Ayers ’93 is doing just fine.                    Award winners; Alexey Rudolph Root ’83 shines
                                                                                                                              a light on women chess champions; Neal
                                 3                                                  20                                     Berntsen ’82 takes the trumpet to new heights;
                        D I S PAT C H E S                               HIDDEN HISTORY                                    Torey Anderson DPT’18 helped U.S. skiiers at the
   Goings-on on campus and off, including the               Henry Haas ’60 is on a mission to preserve the                      Beijing Games; Kristen Bor ’05 makes
 return of the Spring Lu`au, new university lead-               family history he almost never knew.                               “adventure blogging” look easy.
    ership, a Logger American idol, and more.
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                                 6                                                                                                             CLASS NOTES
                      CONNECTIONS                                                                                                   Updates, news, and achievements
       Historian Adam Sowards ’95 examines                                                                                           from Loggers around the world.
       tensions over the use of public lands.
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                                 8                                                                                                             IN MEMORIAM

                               Q&A                                                                                                    Remembering members of our
Can a computer write poetry? Indeed, says Assis-                                                                                      community who have passed.
       tant Professor America Chambers.
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                                                                                                                                                   CROSSWORD
                                                                                                                                            Take a tour of Tacoma!

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                                                                                                                                                    SCRAPBOOK
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                                                                                                                              Loggers share photos of their reunions,
                                                                  A C E L E B R AT I O N O F T R E E S
                                                                                                                            weddings, serendipitous meetings, and more.
                                                        We take a stroll under the canopy that covers all
                                                         Loggers: the more than 1,500 trees that make
                                                           our campus home so lush and beautiful.

                                                                                      .
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                     E X P LO R AT I O N S
 Associate Professor Sara Protasi says envy gets
  a bad rap. But it can be a catalyst for growth.

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                      YOU ARE HERE                                                                                                                      49
             Spring on campus really pops.                                                                                         OBJECT OF OUR AFFECTION
                                                                                                                           What’s the story behind a student center main-
                                                                                                                               stay, that chainsaw carving of Grizz?

                                            Vol.
arches is printed with soy                                          Featured Contributors                  lives in Pittsburgh.
seal-approved inks on paper
that is certified by the Rainforest                    49           Amy Downey (p. 4) has written          Kelsey Davis (p. 30) is an illustrator
Alliance to Forest Stewardship                                      for two city magazines—Boston          and animator whose clients include
Council™ standards.

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                                                                    and Philadelphia—and a number          Door Dash, Visit Seattle magazine,

We are located on the traditional            No.                    of alumni magazines. She lives in
                                                                    Allentown, Pa.
                                                                                                           and Harlequin publishing.

homelands of the Puyallup Tribe. The                                                                       Julianne Bell ’13 (p. 36) is the food
Puyallup people have lived on and                                   Bill Cardoni (p. 14) is a New York-    editor at EverOut.com and a free-
stewarded these lands since the
beginning of time, and continue to do
                                             SPR I NG               area photographer and shoots for
                                                                    editorial, advertising, and institu-
                                                                                                           lance writer based in Seattle.

                                             2022
so today. We recognize that this land                               tional clients worldwide.              Ted Anthony (p. 40) is director of         Cover The iconic giant sequoia leads the
acknowledgment is one small step
                                                                                                           new storytelling and newsroom              list of the campus’s arboreal gems. Our
toward true allyship, and we commit
                                                                    Cristina Rouvalis (p. 20, p. 39) has   innovation, and former director of         celebration of trees starts on p. 26.
to uplifting the voices, experiences,
                                                                    written for Esquire, AARP, Fortune,    Asia-Pacific news, for the Associat-
and histories of the Indigenous people
                                                                    and Parents, among others. She         ed Press.
of this land and beyond.
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TO THE HEIGHTS | FROM THE PRESIDENT

Influencers and Mentors
President Isiaah Crawford was recognized by his undergraduate alma mater, Saint Louis University,
with an honorary doctorate in May. We asked him to reflect on his college experience.

                                                  student, but I had fun. I played club sports—       me that I couldn’t see in myself. He had a
                                                  a lot of flag football, softball, and tennis—and    belief in me that I didn’t have in myself, and
                                                  I was involved in student government, primar-       he was putting his hand on my back, push-
                                                  ily with the Black Student Union.                   ing me forward, and doing it in a way where
                                                                                                      I felt that he was walking with me. That is
                                                  Are there similarities between Saint Louis          something I have tried to keep in mind as I’ve
                                                  University and Puget Sound?                         worked with students and colleagues since
                                                  Saint Louis University has a much more              that moment. I certainly do believe in the
                                                  research-oriented focus now—it has evolved          importance of mentors and the difference
                                                  over the years—but it has a liberal arts empha-     they make, and the idea that it is impossible
                                                  sis at its heart. That’s one of the reasons that    for someone to fully “know thyself ” without
                                                  the opportunity here at Puget Sound felt very       the help of other people.
                                                  resonant and consistent with my own educa-
                                                  tional experience. SLU was and is very much         Don’t you think that’s one of the greatest
                                                  focused on the liberal arts and supporting          aspects of a liberal arts education—that the
                                                  students in their pursuit of truth and under-       faculty know you? And that there are opportu-
                                                  standing, but also poses the question: What         nities for mentors to shape students’ lives?
                                                  are you going to do with this education? How        Absolutely. And I would say—particularly for
                                                  are you going to make a difference in the world?    us—mentors can be staff and peers, as well.
                                                  That speaks very clearly to what we do here—        What we’re looking to do at Puget Sound
                                                  as well as the idea of educating and informing      is establish a full-bore mentorship program,
You were raised by your mother, aunt, and         the whole person.                                   which will also include our alumni, such that
grandmother, and they all stressed the impor-                                                         every student who would want to have one
tance of a college degree, didn’t they?           Later, when you were finishing your doctorate       could have an alumni mentor. We’re really
Yes. Some of my earliest memories are the         at DePaul and thinking you wanted to go into        investing in the concept of mentorship and
admonitions that “you will be going to col-       clinical psychology, you had a mentor who           believe the impact it will have on the develop-
lege.” That was their singular focus, and they    steered you toward an academic job instead.         ment of our students will be immeasurable.
worked very hard to create the opportunity for    You’re referring to Leonard Jason, one of my
me to go to college. I grew up in a house of      primary professors in graduate school. I was        Saint Louis University just awarded you an
books, as my family loved to read. When I was     thinking I would work in a psychiatric hospital     honorary doctorate. What would you say you
very young, my mother and I would read the        or community mental health center. I was not        gained from your undergraduate experience
dictionary together. [laughs] We would start      thinking about a traditional academic appoint-      there?
at “A,” and we would read and define words        ment as an assistant professor. An opportunity      I really do believe that this life that I have
together.                                         became available at Loyola Chicago, down the        been so very privileged to live is a result of my
                                                  street from DePaul, and Professor Jason wanted      mother, my grandmother, and my aunt—and
What kind of a student were you in college?       me to apply for it. I kept saying, “Dr. Jason,      Saint Louis University. They believed in me;
I loved every second of my undergraduate          I don’t want an academic job,” and he kept          gave me a set of skills, knowledge, and values
experience. By my sophomore year, I knew I        saying, “I think you really should. I think you’d   to take out into the world; taught me to see the
wanted to pursue an advanced degree in clin-      be good.” We went back and forth for a while        good in all things and all people; and taught
ical psychology, so I was focused on doing all    and finally Dr. Jason—one of the calmest guys I     me to remember that you’re part of something
that I needed to do to achieve that goal. I was   know—yelled at me, “Apply for the job, Isiaah!”     greater than yourself. And for that, I will always
doing research in the psychology department       So I did, to appease him. And here I am.            be grateful.
and community-based project work with a               It speaks to the importance of mentorship.
number of faculty members. I was a serious        And, you know, he could see something in                                     –Interview by Tina Hay

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What We’re Talking About on Campus

                                                                 2022 Best Value Colleges         tors in higher education?          Sound and the MBA, MS
                                                                 list, evaluating a combina-      “Don’t be afraid of it. Higher     in marketing analytics, and
                                                                 tion of factors including        education is ready for you,        MS in kinesiology programs
                                                                 academic rigor, affordability,   and there will be people to        at PLU.
                                                                 and career outcomes for          support you.”
                                                                 graduates. South Sound                                              HONORARY DOCS
                                                                 Magazine readers agree,          HOWDY, PARDNER                     The university awarded
                                                                 once again voting Puget          Logger alumni now have             honorary doctorates at
                                                                 Sound the Best College in        access to additional grad          Commencement to two
                                                                 the South Sound.                 school opportunities through       prominent public servants:
                                                                                                  a new partnership with             Miriam Barnett recently
LU`AU IS BACK                    of Fulbright awards in          OFFERING INSIGHT                 Pacific Lutheran University.       retired after 16 years as CEO
In April, the Ka Ohana           2021–22, according to the       President Isiaah Crawford        The agreement waives               of YWCA Pierce County,
me ke Aloha student club         U.S. Department of State.       was quoted extensively in        GRE/GMAT requirements              and G. Helen Whitener is
hosted the Spring Lu`au,         Five more students earned       an INSIGHT Into Diversity        and application fees, and          the first Black woman to
a celebration of Hawaiian        Fulbrights this spring and      Q&A with LGBTQ+ college          streamlines the process for        serve on the Washington
and Polynesian cultures          will soon head to Germany,      presidents. His advice to        Loggers and Lutes applying         Supreme Court and the first
through dance, in person         Taiwan, and other countries.    LGBTQ individuals hoping         to select programs: the MPH        Black LGBT judge in the
for the first time since 2019.                                   to become top administra-        and MEd programs at Puget          state.
The show included five hula
dances choreographed and
performed by Puget Sound
students, plus a perfor-
mance by a Tahitian dance
troupe from Tacoma’s Asia
Pacific Cultural Center. New
this year: a country store
with beloved candies, nuts,
and juices from Hawai`i.         NEW LEADERS
                                 Sarah Comstock, who’s been
BROKEN RECORD                    at Puget Sound for 15 years,
Logger Day Challenge             is the new VP for student
raised a record-high             affairs and dean of students.
$488,985 for the university      Comstock started at the uni-
in March. Nearly 1,700 alum-     versity as assistant director
ni (from 69 classes spanning     for student activities. The
1955–2020), along with           university also named Victor
parents and friends, took        Martin of Cal State Bakers-
part in the one-day online       field to be VP for university
giving event, with the money     relations, and Kimberly Kvaal
raised going to scholarships,    of St. Edward’s University in   WISDOM SHARED
learning services, athletics,    Texas to be executive VP and    Author Tayari Jones—whose novel An American Marriage received the Women’s Prize for Fiction
and other areas.                 chief financial officer.        and was an Oprah’s Book Club selection—was on campus in April to give the Pierce Lecture and
                                                                 to visit Professor Sara Freeman’s Seminar in Scholarly Inquiry on Justice, Arts, and Incarceration.
FULBRIGHTS ARE US                FEEL THE LOVE                   Freeman’s 16 students—all first-years—had thoughtful questions for Jones about researching
University of Puget Sound        The Princeton Review            the book, developing the novel’s characters, and social justice issues. Then one student blurted
was again a top producer         named Puget Sound to its        out the real question on everyone’s minds: “I’m sorry, I just have to ask: What’s Oprah like?”

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T O T H E H E I G H T S | D I S PAT C H E S

                                 but that’s what she got. She
                                 made it as far as the top 56
                                 contestants before her run in
                                                                      Ask the Expert: Ben Tromly
                                 the competion ended. Listen          Understanding the War in Ukraine
                                 to Kloetzel’s debut single,
                                 “He Dares,” on Spotify or                                                                               Putin has already
                                 check out an exclusive per-                                                                             pushed them out.
                                 formance at youtube.com/
                                 univpugetsound.                                                                                         THE ROLE OF
                                                                                                                                         BIG TECH
                                 MEANWHILE, IN ST. LOUIS                                                                                 Early on, tech giants
NEVER TOO LATE                   President Isiaah Crawford                                                                               like YouTube, Facebook,
Ted Parker ’22 received his      returned to his undergradu-                                                                             and Twitter blocked
diploma at Commencement          ate alma mater, Saint Louis                                                                             Russian disinformation
in May—nearly 50 years           University, in May to receive                                                                           and propaganda on their
after he started. Parker         an honorary Doctor of Ed-                                                                               platforms. The decision
                                                                      Professor of Russian and European History Ben Tromly
enrolled in 1974 and left four   ucation degree, recognizing                                                                             led to Russia unplugging
                                                                      helps to make sense of the ongoing conflict. —Amy
years later with a job and       “his commitment to creating                                                                             itself from huge parts of
                                                                      Downey
a wife (Lokelani Kini Parker     inclusive learning environ-                                                                             the internet in order to
’76)—but one credit shy of a     ments for the next genera-           BEHIND THE WHY                    an example and eventually        control the information
degree. After a career in IT     tion of visionary leaders and        It’s complicated, but if          influence Putin’s authoritar-    its citizens could access.
and software development,        lifelong learners.”                  there’s one main reason           ian system?                      Adds Tromly: “We’ve re-
he returned in January to                                             for the invasion, says                                             alized how much power
take that last class.            CREW CHIEF LEAVING                   Tromly, it’s that Vladimir        ARE SANCTIONS                    these tech companies
                                 After 10 years as head coach         Putin sees Ukraine as be-         IMPORTANT?                       have.”
A GRANT FOR GOOD                 of men’s and women’s crew,           ing part of Russia. “There’s      Foreign companies closing
Tanya Erzen, director of         Aaron Benson MAT’23 is               this Russian imperial             up shop in Russia will lead      SUPERPOWER
crime, law, and justice          stepping down. He’ll stay at         idea that these are ‘one          to massive unemploy-             STATUS
studies, is leading a project    the university to pursue a           people’ who have been             ment—but will it stop the        In an imperial war—one
to restore opportunities for     Master of Arts in Teaching.          divided,” says Tromly. “The       war? Probably not anytime        instigated to expand,
incarcerated women that                                               narrative is that Ukraine         soon, explains Tromly: “It’s     rather than defend, a
COVID-19 disrupted. The          SPECIAL PROFS                        has been pried away from          easy to say that sanctions       country’s borders—
project has won a $109,000       Provost Laura Behling                Russia and corrupted              will severely damage the         there’s a need to uphold
grant from the National          announced five endowed               by Western powers.”               Russian economy, but their       the notion that nations
Endowment for the Human-         professorship appoint-               Although the war started          purpose—longer term—is           are equal and borders
ities.                           ments to begin in the                when Russia annexed               harder to define.” In fact,      are firm, says Tromly.
                                 fall. Prithi Joshi (English)         Crimea from Ukraine in            the sanctions may even           That’s why the United
SHE’S OUR IDOL                   was named Susan Res-                 2014, one motivation to           strengthen the regime’s          States and its allies have
When Zia Kloetzel ’25 post-      neck Pierce Professor of             invade Ukraine could be           political beliefs, since         gotten involved. “What’s
ed a cover of “Sixty Years”      Humanities and Honors;               a reaction to Ukraine’s           Putin already blames the         been really interesting
by Sophia James to her           she’ll develop and expand            decades of independence           West for the war. As for         in all of this,” he says,
                                 curricula in decolonizing            from the Soviet Union.            the yachts being seized?         “is that the U.S. has
                                 and diversifying books for           Having a more democratic          Tromly says the oligarchs        gone back to a sense of
                                 young children, books as             neighbor might feel like a        don’t have as much power         its role in the world—to
                                 human artifacts, and more.           political threat: Could the       as the rest of the world         help maintain world
                                 Suzanne Holland (religion,           Ukrainian government set          thinks; in many cases,           order.”
                                 spirituality, and society) was
                                 re-appointed to the John
                                 B. Magee Chair in Science
                                 and Values, continuing to        Matthews (business and             new courses and hire senior        a Dolliver Professorship
Instagram account, she nev-      cultivate links between          leadership) was re-appointed       faculty members. Justin            focused on the intersection
er expected an invitation to     Puget Sound and the local        the George Frederick Jewett        Tiehen and Ariela Tubert           of the humanities and
audition for American Idol—      health care community. Jeff      Professor; he’ll help create       (philosophy) will jointly hold     artificial intelligence.

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Ready, Hup!
After 32 seasons, head swim coach Chris
Myhre is officially leaving the pool.

Chris Myhre was 6 the first time he jumped into
the former Wallace Pool on campus, coaxed off
the high board by his mother with the promise of
a root beer milkshake. He kept swimming through
college in Hawai`i, but by the time he returned to
Washington to start his first teaching job at a high
school in Shelton, he was ready to move on. He
only begrudgingly agreed to fill in when the swim
coach quit—and soon discovered he had not just
a knack for coaching but a passion.
     Myhre returned to Puget Sound in 1990 as
head coach of the women’s team and took over
both programs in 1994, succeeding the legend-
ary Don Duncan. He also has served as aquatics
director, managing the aquatics center’s staff
and programs, and teaching courses in first aid
and CPR, swimming for fitness, and physical
education.
     Myhre coached 71 NAIA All-Americans, 21
NCAA All-Americans, and 11 individual NAIA
national champions, and was named NAIA Coach
of the Year in both the men’s and women’s divi-        competitive, but it was clear he cared about us,”    at Kalamazoo College, as his successor. What’s
sions. But it’s the relationships developed over       says Ava Williams ’13. “He brought a lightness,      next for Myhre? Maybe travel, maybe working on
the years that Myhre holds close. “When it’s all       joy, and care to swimming that I try to carry with   his golf game (which he describes as “abysmal”).
said and done, that’s what you take with you,” he      me to this day, in and out of the pool.”             But for the moment, he’s taking it all in. “I feel
says.                                                       Myhre retired at the end of the academic        so blessed to have had this career, at this place. I
     For many former swimmers, Myhre’s impact          year, and the university announced the hiring of     couldn’t imagine it going any other way.” —Karin
went beyond his coaching. “Coach Myhre was             Jay Daniels, head swimming and diving coach          Vandraiss ’13

O H ,    S N A P !

Commencement Walk... Sit... Stay Are dogs              May Day Puget Sound rocks every season, but          Reaction Time A fusion reactor at Puget Sound?
allowed to participate in Commencement? Asking         there’s something special about the freshly cut      Yes, thanks to an interdisciplinary team of stu-
for a friend. @dolly_vii_diaries                       grass and bright blue skies of May. @wds2009         dents and the physics department. @el.slatty

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TO THE HEIGHTS | CONNECTIONS

A Complicated History
In his newest book, historian Adam Sowards ’95 examines the long-running tensions between environmen-
talists and industry over public lands in the West.

BY M I C H A E L W E I N R E B

While growing up near Seattle, Adam
Sowards ’95 wasn’t exactly a lover of the out-    “I started to really                              would be a good option to manage this as a
                                                                                                    national monument.’” After the Obama
doors. In fact, when he enrolled in an environ-
mental history course during his junior year at
                                                   recognize the                                    administration protected that land, the Trump
                                                                                                    administration scaled back those protections
Puget Sound, he was driven more by the insis-
tence of his advisor, Bill Breitenbach, that he
                                                  uniqueness of                                     before the Biden administration restored them
                                                                                                   “with important managerial input from the
diversify his coursework as a history major       the West.”                                        tribal people of that region,” Sowards says.
than by the prospect of actually learning about                                                         Sowards is also hopeful because the current
the subject. And then, in about week three,       things that I’ve been interested in for close to  heads of the Department of the Interior and
inspiration struck. “All of a sudden,” Sowards    30 years now.”                                    the National Park Service are both Native
says, “all the history I thought I knew looked        An Open Pit Visible From the Moon tells the American. “There are ways to learn from the
different when I looked at it from this differ-   story of the push and pull during the 1960s       past and make improvements and try to rec-
ent angle.”                                       between extractive industry and environmen-       tify some of those wrongs,” Sowards says.
    That course, taught by former Puget           tal activists over the Glacier Peak Wilderness   “Public lands are a great experiment in democ-
Sound professor Andrew Isenberg (now at the       Area of Washington’s North Cascades. Making racy. It’s often an experiment that fails, but it
University of Kansas), combined with another      Public Lands, Sowards’ fifth book, expands his    has the potential to really see great elements of
course Isenberg taught about the history of       work by tracing the larger history of conserva- our nation’s civic life at work.”
the American West—as well as classes taught       tion on public lands. It explores the history of      Since announcing his departure from Uni-
by Nancy Bristow—didn’t just wake Sowards         those lands and how the agencies that govern      versity of Idaho, Sowards has been teaching
up to new possibilities. They inspired his        them, like the National Park Service and U.S.     classes online while he figures out what comes
entire career.                                    Forest Service, were shaped by activism and       next. And all those years after taking those
    With his focus on the intersection of the     political concerns.                               courses at Puget Sound, Sowards found him-
history of the American West and the history          As for the future of those lands in the       self coming full circle when his old professor,
of the environment, Sowards, now 49, went         midst of the effects of climate change and the    Nancy Bristow, used An Open Pit Visible From
on to Arizona State for graduate school. Until    ever-present tension between industry and         the Moon in a class she taught about 1960s
recently, when his wife took a new job in         environmentalism?                                 history—and asked her former pupil to Zoom
Western Washington, Sowards was a history            “My pessimist side says we might be            in for the class discussion. “I’ve always said she
professor at University of Idaho. And in April    doomed given the political polarization in the    was the best classroom teacher I’ve ever seen,”
2022 alone, he saw the publication of both a      United States and with climate change,”           Sowards says.
brand-new book—Making America’s Public            Sowards says. “It can feel impossible that these      Attending Puget Sound, Sowards says,
Lands: The Contested History of Conservation on   lands can be managed either for the greatest      remains one of the best decisions he ever
Federal Lands—and the publication in paper-       democratic or the greatest ecological good.       made, as it literally shaped his career—and
back of his previous book, An Open Pit Visible    But my optimist side says that public lands are made him appreciate the outdoors in a way he
From the Moon: The Wilderness Act and the         a place where a more equitable relationship       never had before. At Idaho, he taught a pro-
Fight To Protect Miners Ridge and the Public      with lands and people could exist.”               gram called Semester in the Wild, which
Interest, which won the Hal K. Rothman prize          Sowards points to a section in his book       involved spending time at the 2.4-million-acre
from the Western History Association.             about Bears Ears National Monument in             Frank Church-River of No Return Wilderness,
    Before taking those courses at Puget Sound    Utah, where a group of indigenous tribes          the largest contiguous wilderness in the lower
(where he also competed on the track team),       pushed the government to have it recognized       48 states.
Sowards says, “I don’t think that I had thought   as a national monument. “The public land             “I think college is good that way, because it
a whole lot about being a westerner, or a         system hasn’t always treated indigenous people hits you at a time in your life where you’re
northwesterner. I started to really recognize     well,” Sowards says. “So you have this inter-     open to having those sorts of discoveries,”
the uniqueness of the West and its historical     tribal coalition come together and come to the Sowards says. “And it certainly worked that
experience and its landscapes, which are the      federal government and say, ‘We think it          way for me.”

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OUTDOOR LE S S ONS
“Public lands are a great
 experiment in democracy,”
Adam Sowards ’95 says.
 Shown here: Zion National
 Park in Utah.

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TO THE HEIGHTS | Q&A

The Nature of Artificial Intelligence
Assistant Professor America Chambers talks about how she taught a computer to write poetry—and how
we’re a long way from computers taking over the world.

BY J O N N Y E B E R L E

America Chambers, assistant professor of
mathematics and computer science, studies            “You don’t need to                                  and an exemplar of people from different
                                                                                                         fields coming together.
how computers interpret text and teaches her
students how to build algorithms that can
                                                     worry that comput-                                  Are you at all concerned about artificial
comprehend written language.                         ers will kill you. You                              intelligence getting too smart?
                                                                                                         Not at all. I gave a presentation for parents
How did you first become interested in               should just worry                                   on this topic recently, and I said, “You don’t
computer science?
I ended up in computer science entirely by           about your data                                     need to worry that computers are going to kill
                                                                                                         you. You should just worry about your data
accident. I went to college to study math
and education. I took an education class my
                                                     and privacy.”                                       and privacy. I really like teaching Introduction
                                                                                                         to Computer Science, because after that class,
first semester where my professor read us an                                                             students realize computers are actually really
excerpt from a book called Computers in the          and wonder, How did I do that? How did I            dumb. So you’re fine. You’re not safe from the
Classroom about a high school computer sci-          understand what this person was saying? How         other humans using computers, but you’re safe
ence class. At the time, I thought that sounded      did I know that this friend would like this book?   from the computers.
like the kind of hands-on teaching I wanted          Your brain is amazing. I could spend the rest
to do. I always tell my students that I failed       of my life researching the most basic task your     What do you hope students gain from your
my first midterm, but afterward my professor         brain does, trying to get an algorithm to do        classes?
asked me to be a tutor because I understood          the same thing.                                     There are two things I hope students take away.
what it was like to struggle. I think that invita-                                                       The first is a larger historical perspective on
tion was why I stuck with it.                        Recently, you published research where you          what we’re learning. The second is critical and
                                                     trained a neural network to write Homeric           logical thinking skills. It isn’t enough to know
What brought you to Puget Sound?                     poetry. Can you talk about that project?            that an algorithm works. I want you to under-
We were in Southern California at the time.          That came from a student, Annie Lamar ’19,          stand the way of thinking that led someone to
My husband wanted to start a church, and we          who was a classics and computer science major.      create that algorithm. Computers are capable
spent two years researching various cities. We       She came to me with the idea of training an         of so much, and they have the potential to
had two friends who were pastors in Seattle,         artificial intelligence to write Homeric poetry.    shed new light on every area we shine them
and they told us about Tacoma—they said              She served as the domain expert from a classics     on, if you approach them with an understand-
it’s diverse, it’s growing quickly, and it has a     perspective, bringing in all this detailed knowl-   ing of their strengths and limitations. I’m
university. So we actually decided to come           edge about ancient Greek and about style            intrigued by those possibilities, and I hope
to Tacoma before we had jobs. Then a few             and meter, and I came alongside to provide          students are, too.
months later, someone forwarded me the job           the computer science knowledge. We trained
posting from the computer science depart-            a neural network by having it read 27,000          How do you spend your time when you’re
ment here.                                           lines of The Odyssey and The Iliad. Then we        not on campus?
                                                     ran it through some models to see if it could      I have two small kids, so I spend a lot of my
What is natural language processing, and             generate the same kind of poetry. Annie even       time reading children’s books and drying tears.
why does this area of research interest you?         brought in ancient Greek experts and asked         When I do get some time for myself, I like to
Natural language processing is the intersection      if they could identify which lines were the        read. I really enjoy science fiction and fantasy.
of written text and artificial intelligence. It’s    original text and which ones were written by       I could read that all day and be content. I even
all about trying to build algorithms that can        the AI. What we found was that long pieces of have a page on my website (pugetsound
understand and generate text. It’s so interest-      text started to turn into gobbledygook, but if    .edu/alchambers) called Sandbox, where I post
ing, because the mundane things your brain           presented with a single line, it becomes much      book recommendations. I recently read The
does every day are so difficult for a computer       harder to distinguish between the human and        Murderbot Diaries series, which are quick reads
to do. Sometimes you have to just sit there          the computer. It was a fantastic collaboration     and very funny.

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P OE T, OR COM P UT E R ?
Assistant Professor America
Chambers and a student
trained a neural network to
write poetry in the style of
The Iliad and The Odyssey.

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T O T H E H E I G H T S | E X P L O R AT I O N S

The Virtues of Envy
Envy may be one of the seven deadly sins, but it can be a catalyst for growth,
according to Sara Protasi, associate professor of philosophy.

BY S A R A P R O TA S I

Envy is a powerful emotion, condemned
across cultures and religions, and accused of
rooting the most horrific crimes, from Cain’s
                                                    “Envy is a pain-                                    of examples of friendly rivalries—athletes
                                                                                                        who are friends but who are also constantly
                                                                                                        competing against each other and, presumably,
fratricide against Abel to the Jewish genocide.
Malicious envy motivates people to plot and
                                                    ful perception                                      envying the person who would win a race or a
                                                                                                        tournament.
scheme, to steal and sabotage. Despite envy’s
dark and dangerous side, however, it can be
                                                    of another per-                                          Unfortunately, improving one’s lot is
                                                                                                        sometimes impossible, and emulative envy
an emotion whose power can be harnessed for
self-improvement.                                   son’s superiority.                                  cannot always arise. That’s when inert envy
                                                                                                        occurs. A typical example is “baby envy,” felt
     Think about an intense episode of envy
you may have felt—and yes, you probably did
feel envy at some point in your life, even if
                                                    Their success                                       by people who want to have children but
                                                                                                        are infertile and are incapable of rejoicing
                                                                                                        with their pregnant friends. This envy isn’t
you don’t like to think about it! Chances are
that you felt that the person you envied was
                                                    reminds us of                                       malicious, but it leads to feelings of sadness,
                                                                                                        self-loathing, and detachment from the envied
better, more fortunate, or more advantaged
than you in some way. Their superiority was
                                                    what we could                                       other.
                                                                                                             While envy reveals a dark side of human
about something you really cared about: a
trait, such as beauty, humor, or intelligence,      have been, had,                                     nature—our tendency to covet other people’s
                                                                                                        possessions and talents and cast an evil eye on
or an object, such as a job, an achievement,
wealth, or social status.
     Envy is a painful perception of another
                                                    or achieved.”                                       them—it also shows a more luminous one:
                                                                                                        our tendency to improve ourselves and strive
                                                                                                        for excellence. But how can we resist envy’s
person’s superiority; their success, Aristotle                                                          dark temptations and channel its luminous
tells us, feels like a reproach to us. It reminds   and which brings him to scheme and weave            energy? First, we should reject the stigma.
us of what we could have been, had, or              a web that ultimately ruins not only Othello        Envy is a normal, human passion. It’s crucial
achieved. When the distance between us and          and his loved ones but also his own life. Then      to feel it, acknowledge it, and investigate its
the envied feels unfillable, that’s when the nas-   there’s aggressive envy, a dangerous type that      origins, not deny it and let it fester. Envy has
tiness arises—we become hostile and aggres-         involves cheating or taking credit for talents of   signaling value: It tells us what we care about.
sive toward the other person. It’s too hard to      a rival; it’s the envy felt by someone who feels    When we are mindful of our envy, we might
admit that they may have worked harder or           confident that they can pull the envied down        discover interesting things about ourselves!
studied more than we did and thus deserve           to their level. Politics is a context where many    Then, we should frame our current inferiority
their better position, so we tell ourselves and     rivalries are dealt with, not through hard work     as temporary and develop a growth mindset
others that they did something wrong. We try        and self-improvement, but by smearing the           (“I might have lost this race, but I might be
to bring them down, sometimes literally, as         opponent.                                           able to win the next one!”). Finally, we should
in some sports competitions where rivals are             Spiteful and aggressive envy are what          think of the envied as a model to emulate, not
tripped, or worse, as in hate crimes.               deservingly give envy its bad reputation. But       a target to destroy. After all, for envy to even
     But envy is not always this nasty. As I        envy is concerned with a perceived inferiority      arise, they cannot be too different from us.
explain in my book (The Philosophy of Envy,         with regard to an important good or goal, and       What did they do better? How can we learn
Cambridge University Press, 2021), envy is          that is probably why we evolved to feel it: It      from them?
a lot more complicated and interesting than         matters how we stack up to others, especially            Envy’s painful pangs can make us focus
that.                                               in a situation of scarce resources, when only       on what matters and on how to achieve it—if
     There are at least four different kinds of     some people can get a limited good. Thus,           only we let them.
envy. There is spiteful envy, when we feel          envy can be functional, because it may lead us
completely incapable of improving our station.      to emulate others and improve ourselves. Call       A version of this article was first published in the
That’s the envy that Iago feels toward Othello,     this emulative envy. Sport provides a wealth        online magazine of the Institute of Art and Ideas.

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TO T H E H E I G H T S | YO U A R E H E R E

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MUS IC IN T HE AIR
Our favorite open-air concert
tradition returned in May. Pops
on the Lawn features student
musicians and invites campus
members, neighbors, and
guests to gather on Karlen
Quad to enjoy the music.

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NABIL AYERS ’93 HAS ENJOYED SUCCESS AS A MUSICIAN, RECORD STORE OWNER,
  RECORD COMPANY EXECUTIVE, AND ESSAYIST. HE HAS COME A LONG WAY SINCE HIS
  UNIVERSITY OF PUGET SOUND DAYS, WHEN HE SAYS HE "BARELY HUNG ON ACADEMI-
  CALLY" BUT THRIVED IN MANY OTHER WAYS.

ROOTS
REFLECTIONS
 BY N A B I L AY E R S ’ 9 3
 P H O T O S BY B I L L C A R D O N I

I
     n 2006, 13 years after I graduated from University of Puget Sound, I was invited to speak to the university’s Business

     Leadership Program. The moment I received Professor Jeffrey J. Matthews’ invitation, I considered what my presen-

     tation might look like. At the time, I co-owned Sonic Boom Records, a chain of stores in Seattle; I ran my own record

label, The Control Group; I toured the world playing drums in my band, The Long Winters; and I worked as an A&R scout

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INDUSTRY VETERAN
Nabil Ayers ’93 moved from Seattle to New York
in 2008 to be U.S. head of the British record com-
pany 4AD. In January, he was named U.S. pres-
ident of Beggars Group, which owns 4AD and
other indie music labels.

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for Epic Records. It’s not that I questioned my       do what I loved, and not be pinned down with         Greenwich Village to the relatively bland Salt
own success, but I was surprised that Professor       a real job. I explained that my goal had been        Lake City when I was 10.
Matthews—from whom I’d never taken a                  to play drums in a band, and that the record             In my interviews, I was told—as if it was
class—recognized it. In my mind, the only             store gave me both the flexibility and the con-      imperative that the point get across—that
evidence of my time at Puget Sound was my             nections to do so. I laid out the simple budget      UPS would not prepare me for any specific
transcripts—which had definitely not earned           that my business partner and I devised when we       job. On the contrary, it would prepare me for
me the invitation to speak in that room.              opened Sonic Boom Records, which wasn’t on           life after college … whatever that meant. My
    When I arrived at the student union               a spreadsheet or in a fancy program—it was on        SAT scores were good, my grades weren’t, and
building, I inhaled the familiar salty warmth         a bar napkin. I played music videos by some of       my interviews all went great. Ultimately, I was
of the cafeteria. I walked the same floors that       the artists I worked with, and I explained how       accepted to Puget Sound for who I was, and
I’d nervously stepped onto for the first time in      I worked with them.                                  while the admission counselors knew that, I
August 1989, and confidently strode across for            During that hour, my confidence increased        didn’t realize it until years after I graduated.
                                                                                      with each laugh,         To me, college was less about classes and
                                                                                      with each round      more about socializing with smart, motivated
                                                                                      of applause after    people. More about taking advantage of the
                                                                                      a music video,       many nonacademic opportunities on campus

I SPENT MY COLLEGE YEARS                                                              w it h t he low
                                                                                      chat ter about
                                                                                                           to discover who I was and who I wanted to be.
                                                                                                               There were times when I’d do anything to

THINKING I WAS GETTING                                                                ou r re me d i a l
                                                                                      record store
                                                                                                           avoid studying. I was enthralled with the library
                                                                                                           as a social hub, so I’d sit at a table in the busiest

AWAY WITH SOMETHING.                                                                  budget, which—
                                                                                      no matter how
                                                                                                           area with an open book, headphones on, and my
                                                                                                           bulky CD Walkman next to the shiny plastic

BUT REALLY I WAS DOING                                                                ca sua l it may
                                                                                      have been—
                                                                                                           jewel cases to Smashing Pumpkins’ Gish and
                                                                                                           Pixies’ Trompe Le Monde sloppily displayed, in

WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO                                                                worked. During
                                                                                      t h a t h o u r, I
                                                                                                           hopes that the scene would lead to a conversa-
                                                                                                           tion. Danielle Fagre Arlowe ’94 and I sometimes

BE DOING, IN A SYSTEM                                                                 rea lized that
                                                                                      despite my poor
                                                                                                           sat in the front of the library and waged a pop-
                                                                                                           ularity contest: Neither of us was allowed to

THAT FOSTERED AND                                                                     academic per-
                                                                                      formance, I had
                                                                                                           initiate a conversation, and as friends entered,
                                                                                                           we’d see which one of us they addressed first,

ENCOURAGED IT.                                                                        earned my spot
                                                                                      in front of those
                                                                                      students, and I
                                                                                                           earning one of us a point. We still argue over
                                                                                                           who won. Danielle is now a successful attorney,
                                                                                                           and she remains very popular.

                                                                                                           I
                                                                                      understood how
                                                                                      much my time               n 2008, I moved from Seattle to Brooklyn,
                                                                                      at Puget Sound             where I started a job as the U.S. head of the
                                                                                      had helped me              legendary British record company 4AD.
the last time in December 1993. The rotunda           in unexpected ways along my journey.                       I’ve now been there for 13 years, and I love

                                                      L
was crowded with 50 or so students who came                                                                my job more each day. In January of this year, I
to a hush after an introduction and some wel-                  ike many of my high school friends in       was named president of 4AD’s parent company,
coming applause. My presentation began like                    Salt Lake City, I visited several West      Beggars Group US.
this:                                                          Coast colleges. My mother had heard              In 2016, I started writing. That’s what I
    “I never imagined I’d be here. I graduated                 great things about UPS, so she arranged     tell people, at least. The truth is that I actually
from UPS in 1993, four and a half years after I       for me to meet with three different admission        started during college, where I took three writ-
started. I got one A, one F, and my overall GPA       counselors over the course of a year. I didn’t       ing classes: News Writing, where I learned how
was somewhere in the middle.”                         brush up on current events or literature, as had     to get to the point; Fiction Writing, in which
    The crowd laughed uncomfortably. And as I         been recommended by guidance counselors and          the professor read my piece as an example of one
spoke, I felt myself not so much giving a presen-     other motivated parents. But I had 17 years of       that was progressing nicely (this kind of thing
tation but actually feeling engaged in the topic:     stories to tell about my life—playing music since    never happened to me, and it felt like a big deal);
What I’d been up to in the 13 years since I’d         I was 2, working a wide range of summer jobs         and Writing and Rhetoric—my favorite class,
graduated. I talked about taking a low-paying         since I was 12, experiencing the culture shock       with Professor Sarah Sloane, and the only class
record store job so that I could be close to music,   of moving from New York City’s cosmopolitan          in which I earned an A. After college, I stopped

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writing, but I didn’t stop paying attention    A Rich Education                                    College Music Journal cover to cover, and
to my surroundings and documenting                                                                 other times, we simply pulled CDs off the
them in great detail in my memory.             Nabil Ayers ’93 describes his new book              shelf and played them because they had a
     I’d built a career in music, but I knew   as “a memoir about one man’s journey to             cool cover, or because they had Sub Pop
I wasn’t simply a drummer, a record store      connect with his musician father, ultimately        or Matador or 4AD logos printed on the
owner, or a record executive. My UPS edu-      re-drawing the lines that define family and         spine.
cation gave me the confidence to pivot, to     race.” In this excerpt, Ayers recalls some of his       Forty percent of UPS students were fra-
expand into something exciting and new.        experiences as a Puget Sound student.               ternity or sorority members. My childhood
I started writing short essays, and some                                                           photos weren’t of me on boats or ski slopes,
were published in outlets like The New         Nirvana’s debut album Bleach was released           they were of a half-Black, half-white, hippie
York Times and NPR. Soon, these essays         in June 1989. Three months later, during            kid with an afro, wearing raggedy clothes
became pieces of a larger puzzle.              my first week of college, Soundgarden               and holding a pair of drumsticks on an
     This month, Viking, an imprint of         released their second album, Louder Than            urban sidewalk—a very happy kid, but
Penguin Random House, is publishing my         Love. And that November, Mudhoney’s                 one who didn’t fit the fraternity mold. But
memoir, My Life in the Sunshine. The book      self-titled debut arrived. “Grunge,” I              I was curious enough to give the fraternity
includes plenty of fun stories about New       quickly learned, was a real thing, and              system the benefit of the doubt.
York City in the ’70s, being a biracial kid    bands from Seattle were playing powerful,               My freshman friends and I went
with a young single mother and moving          heavy, sweaty music at exceptionally high           through rush, the very organized process
to Salt Lake City in the ’80s, graduating      volumes and rebelliously slow speeds.               in which prospective fraternity members
from UPS before living in Seattle and              I’d chosen a college in the Northwest           visit each house and meet its members.
touring in rock bands in the ’90s. But         for a few reasons: I wanted to leave Salt           Over the course of four days, each rushee
mostly, it’s about my struggle to connect      Lake for a bigger city; I didn’t like Cali-         spends an increasing amount of time at a
with my father, whom I’ve never known,         fornia, which felt fun to visit but too one-        decreasing number of houses, based on a
and the influence he’s had over me despite     dimensional to call home; and I wanted              mutual ranking system. I’d met a lot of
his absence. Writing this book opened up       to be closer to music. Seattle simply felt          people whom I really liked—people from
a wellspring of new connections—some           musical, with record stores and venues              Salt Lake, people who liked the same bands
familial, others simply by mutual agree-       everywhere.                                         I did and had other shared interests. And
ment—and it taught me how to blur the              At UPS, I barely hung on academically.          they seemed to like me. Nobody asked the
lines that define family and race. I can’t     But I excelled in other ways. Tons of kids          questions I feared: What does your father
wait to put it out into the world.             at UPS played music, and it was easy to             do? What kind of car do you drive? What
     So here I am, a college graduate who      connect with them in the close quarters             race are you?
still makes jokes about my terrible GPA.       of my freshman dorm. Both of my room-                   Still, I wasn’t entirely comfortable.
But one who’s thankful that UPS taught         mates were musicians. Jon was a tall, quiet         There’s a scene in the movie Animal House
me how to solve problems, how to think         academic from nearby Kent, Wash., who               in which some nonwhite men are rushing.
for myself but also consider the opinions      played trombone. Luke was an energetic              They’re treated well on the surface—
of others, how to operate in a group of        pre-med student who had grown up in                 greeted with smiles and firm handshakes,
two, or 10, or 100. I spent four and a half    Eureka, Calif., where he played trumpet             but then they’re pawned off on the least
years thinking I was getting away with         in Mr. Bungle, the band Mike Patton left            desirable members of the fraternity. Was
something. But really, I was doing what I      (and eventually returned to) to join Faith          I that guy? It was the members’ job to
was supposed to be doing, in a system that     No More just before they recorded their             make everyone feel welcome, but was I
fostered and encouraged it.                    breakthrough album The Real Thing.                  truly welcome? I feared that my race and
     Looking back, many of my professors           I shared a weekly radio show with my            socioeconomic background made me a
saw me for who I was. I didn’t understand      friend Jason Livermore ’93, a handsome              prime candidate to be, at best, uninvited
that back then, but they did. I took a deep    jock who was on a swimming scholarship.             to join a fraternity or, at worst, humiliated
dive into the elements of college that pre-    Jason was a drummer who’d lived outside             during the process of trying.
pared me for the life I have now. And UPS      of Berkeley, Calif., and had seen punk                  On the final day of rush, I was asked
was right there with me, providing the         shows at the legendary venue 924 Gilman             back by my top two fraternity choices. But
framework, people, and the environment         Street. We knew that nobody listened                my second choice scared me. The guys were
that allowed me to figure it out—facili-       to our show on KUPS, but we used our                tightly wound and had stereotypical frater-
tating self-made opportunities for a giant     two-hour shift to rapaciously explore the           nity nicknames like Puddles and Chain-
step in the right direction.                   station’s music library and educate our-            saw. The blond, buttoned-up, chisel-jawed
                                               selves. We read the weekly trade magazine           house president could never pronounce my

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name correctly. Happily, I accepted an offer          a message, especially when its looseness fosters      our party strategy. It was my first real job, and
from my first choice along with two dozen other       an emotional connection. We, unfortunately,           I poured myself into my position, leading to my
freshmen.                                             were very tight, and while it was a ton of fun,       becoming president my senior year.
    Should I be in this fraternity? I sometimes       there was no real passion in what we did.                  The president carried a big title—Eminent
thought after I joined. Sigma Alpha Epsilon               After a few shows, it became time to name         Archon. The title always brought me back to
fraternity was founded in 1856 in Tuscaloosa,         our band. Spontaneous Funk Whorehouse                 thoughts about the fraternity’s early days—it
Ala. All eight of its founding fathers fought for     quickly stuck, and although it stands out as          felt all too close to the KKK, who used titles like
the Confederacy in the Civil War. But more            one of the worst band names I’ve ever heard, it       Grand Dragon and Grand Wizard to describe
often, I thought it was important to be there,        did kind of fit our sound, a college band that        its leadership. But the thought of me, a Black,
among a relatively mixed group of people—             couldn’t decide its focus. Our music leaned           white, Baha’i, Jewish son of a single mother
some of whom were Jewish, Hispanic, Indian,           toward off-kilter, percussive Bay Area bands          becoming Eminent Archon of a respected
Black, Japanese, and gay—helping the system           like Mr. Bungle and Primus. Our friends called        chapter of the biggest national fraternity … I
to evolve, rather than rejecting it based on its      us SFW for short, and those who didn’t like           loved it. Not only had I joined the system, I’d
history.                                              us called us So Fucking What. We quickly              beat it. My goal hadn’t been to dismantle it, but
                                                      advanced from college house parties to local          to continue to push it forward.

I
      ’d been close with the same college buddies     Tacoma bars like Magoo’s and Cheers West.                  At UPS, I created a new student government
      for two years, so in retrospect, I’m not sure       Within a few months, we recorded a five-          position, overseeing the new Campus Music
      why it took Jason and me so long to start a     song demo, which took two full days and served        Network. There were several bands on campus,
band. We had always made a point to see music         as my first time recording in a real studio. I        and I was given a budget to put on concerts,
together. In 1991, we walked two hours in the         loved the smell of new carpet and the fact that       send each band into a proper recording studio,
rain from our parking spot to see a show on the       we spent more time meticulously tweaking              and release a compilation tape of the recordings.
first Lollapalooza tour, with Jane’s Addiction,       sounds and mixing the tracks than actually            I was thrilled to hear that after I graduated, the
Siouxsie and the Banshees, Violent Femmes,            playing. We had an engineer who                                         program continued to exist and
Fishbone, and Ice-T and Body Count. We drove          gave us positive reinforcement                                          that each year a new compila-
two hours south to Portland instead of to nearby      but also told us when we should                                         tion had been released on CD.
Seattle in order to see Sonic Youth in a smaller,     change a part. In the studio, we                                        My academic advisor, though
better venue. We sweated in a cramped Seattle         were a real band. SFW pressed                                           disappointed with my poor aca-
record store while Nirvana debuted songs from         100 cassettes and they sold out                                         demic performance for nearly
their not-yet-released album Nevermind for a          right away. Soon, SFW released                                          four years, sat me down one day
lucky roomful of fans.                                a CD. We received heavy airplay                                         to tell me how impressed he was
     In our junior year of college, we finally got    on the local radio station KGRG,                                        with the Campus Music Net-
our act together and started our band. I played       which had a strong signal and                                           work and that he was submitting
guitar, Jason played drums, my freshman               real listeners.                                                         me for an award. I explained to
roommate Luke sang and played trumpet and                 I’ll never forget the first                                         him—unapologetically—that
keyboards, and our bespectacled, lacrosse-            time I heard myself on the radio                                        contrary to what my transcripts
playing friend Chris played bass. We covered          and cranked the volume in my                                            said, I was receiving an excellent
college-friendly party songs by Jane’s Addiction,     friend’s car as we turned a corner onto campus.       education at Puget Sound. I may have majored
the Red Hot Chili Peppers, and Alice in Chains.       Even though I knew KGRG was a small station,          in communication, but my real classes were
And finally, we started writing our own music.        I was famous for those three minutes.                 deejaying at KUPS, playing in a band, interning
It wasn’t easy.                                           In my junior year, I’d been elected social        at a record company, planning parties, and now
     At night, Jason and I continued to see           chairman of my fraternity, where I did more           overseeing the Campus Music Network.
bands—loud, straight-ahead bands like Sea-            than simply plan parties. I handled weekly                 That spring, I sat in a roomful of over-
weed and Mudhoney, but we couldn’t write              negotiations with the dean’s office to get our        achieving seniors who I assumed looked down
music like theirs. On our radio show, we con-         alcohol permits signed before parties. I oversaw      on me on the days that I did attend class, and I
tinued to play lazy guitar bands like Sebadoh         a healthy budget. I instituted a system of creative   accepted one of the university’s highest honors,
and Pavement, but we couldn’t write music             accounting so that sororities could contribute to     the Oxholm Award for Superior Service to the
like theirs either. Everyone in our band was          alcohol purchases for the first time ever—some-       University Community.
technically a good musician, which I later real-      thing they were strictly forbidden to do. I hired
ized might have been a handicap: Some of the          live bands and brought in fencing companies           From My Life in the Sunshine by Nabil Ayers,
best bands are great because, while they might        so we could expand our parties outdoors in the        published by Viking, an imprint of Penguin
not be masters of their instruments, they have        spring. And I listened to and represented 100         Publishing Group, a division of Penguin Random
something to say. Music is a powerful vessel for      people, many of whom didn’t always agree on           House, LLC. Copyright © 2022 by Nabil Ayers.

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FOR YEARS, HENRY HAAS ’60 DIDN’T KNOW ABOUT THE HORRORS HIS
FAMILY ESCAPED. NOW, HE’S MAKING SURE THE STORY DOESN’T GET LOST.

              HIDDEN
              HISTORY
                                 B Y C R I S T I N A R O U VA L I S

H
            enry Haas ’60 grew up in the 1940s in a refugee settlement in Shanghai, in a

            single 10-by-12-foot room he shared with his parents. There was no toilet, no

            running water. A simple sponge bath involved his parents going out among the

crowds to buy hot water from street vendors. Haas walked to school, where he and other

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A 1926 photo showing
     Haas’ mother, Gerda, at age         Gerda Buchheim and Hans                                                                     Gerda Haas’ extended
     20. She had hoped to attend         Haas were married in 1935.             Haas’ grandparents, Max                              family. Of the 15 people in
     a university and become             Soon after, with the Nazis             and Paula Buchheim,                                  the photo, six were killed in
     a teacher, but was turned           closing in, Hans applied for           refused to flee Germany.                             the Holocaust.
     down because she was                Czech citizenship—a move               Max had served in the
     Jewish.                             that may well have saved               German military in World
                                         their lives.                           War I and was sure his
                                                                                veteran status would spare
                                                                                him. Both were murdered
                                                                                at Auschwitz.

Jewish kids learned their lessons in German          turns out—first in Germany, as the Nazis came           wrote, “and I hope it serves to provide a record
and English.                                         to power, and then in Shanghai in 1943, when            of a point of time in history when prejudice and
    It was a hard childhood, to be sure. But Haas    the Nazis ordered the Japanese to annihilate            antisemitism, along with sheer madness, ruled
had no idea what his parents had gone through        Jewish refugees living in that city. (For reasons       this world.”
simply to get him to that point—to keep him          not fully known, the Japanese never carried out             Henry and Gerda began to tell their story
alive during a horrific chapter of human history.    the plan.) But in the mid-1990s, when Haas              together, informally, and kept telling it until
He didn’t know that his parents had fled Berlin      was a Tacoma lawyer and a married father of             Gerda died in 2012. A few years ago, Henry
in 1938, when he was an infant, to escape the        three, he finally learned the full story of his         signed up to be part of the speakers’ bureau of
Nazis. He didn’t know about Adolph Hitler.           family’s escape from Nazi Germany. Around               the Holocaust Center for Humanity in Seattle.
He had no idea about the fate of his maternal        the dinner table, he and his wife, Kate, would          Haas, who at age 84 is still a practicing attor-
grandparents, who stayed behind in Germany           listen intently to Gerda’s stories. One day, Kate       ney, gives a PowerPoint presentation featuring
in the hope that things would get better—and         said to her mother-in-law, “I really want to write      a faded family photo that includes 11 family
who would end up perishing in a concentration        your story.”                                            members who died in the Holocaust.
camp. He didn’t know that 53 other members                “Who would want to hear my story?”                     “I realized I had a story to tell, and I wanted
of his family would suffer the same fate.                 “Your grandchildren,” Kate replied.                to share it on a more regular basis,” he says. “I
    Fifty-three.                                          As it turns out, plenty of others, too. Kate       know there are kids out there who are in the
    “My parents wanted to give me the most           first convinced Gerda to write an outline,              same position I was, and I wanted them to hear
normal life possible as a child,” he says now of     then filled in the details based on many more           my story.”

                                                                                                             T
the choice not to burden him with the reality        in-depth conversations. Taking notes by hand
of his family’s experience.                          on yellow legal pads, Kate began to weave the                     he story begins before Henry Haas
    It wasn’t until Haas was a teenager living       notes into a narrative. Eventually, she typed                     was born. His parents, Gerda and
in Washington state that Gerda Haas began            them into a document titled History of Gerda                      Hans, were teenagers in Berlin—
to tell her son, in bits and pieces, about the       Buchheim Haas—Holocaust Survivor. The story                       not even a couple yet—when the
family’s dangerous and complicated journey           opens with a message written by Gerda herself:          ominous signs started.
to freedom. They had escaped death twice, it         “Our story is outlined in the ensuing pages,” she         Gerda worked in her father’s butcher shop

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