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the QuillS A publication of Writers Connect (WRICON) Issue 6 June, 2020 EDITORIAL BOARD the QuillS is a biannual publication of Writers Taofeek Ayeyemi (Aswagaawy) Connect, a non-for-profit literary establishment in Editor-in-Chief Nigeria. Akinlabi Ololade Ige Poetry Editor Copyright © 2020 the QuillS Isaac Akinrinade (Esv_Keks) Permission to reprint materials from this journal Poetry Editor remains the decision of the authors. We however request the QuillS be credited with initial publication. Sheu Abdus-Salam Aladodo Essay Editor Front Cover Photo: Dog by Barnabas Adeleke Ibrahim Anifowoshe (IbanKhan) Back Cover Art: Sprout by Yakub Oluwatomisin Fiction Editor Journal Formatting by The Poetician Inc. Akinwale Peace Akindayo Nonfiction Editor Oni Tomiwa Haiku Editor FOR SPONSORSHIP AND PARTNERSHIP Adekola Olalekan Harun Visual Art Editor Email writersconnect1@gmail.com Oyero Olaseni Publicity Officer Phone +2347035513533 Jimoh Rahmah Protocol Officer SPECIAL THANKS TO Niasse Foundation The Poetician Inc. 2
CONTENT POETRY Ojo Taiye 17 Benediction 18 Simple Children or Wild Stars Taofeek Ayeyemi 19 voice and eyes as flagellation Mark Gilbert 20 exercise Abdullateef Ridwanullah 21 Shall we Write Jide Badmus 32 Allergies Nwuguru Chidiebere Sullivan 33 Does God Listen to Us? Olaewe David Opeyemi 34 The Flip Side Abdul Hadi Haleemah 35 The Harvest of Delight Azeezah Olatunde 36 The weight of sadness Nyashudeashe Chikumbu 59 death 60 rittle A. A. Akindeere 61 A Plague Repaints the World Oyero Olaseni 62 a place i want to be Kolade Olawale Kabir 63 No Longer What it Used to Be Olumide Emmanuel 64 Scarab Otabor Igbinosa Edmond 65 Since 1828 Yusuf Olanrewaju 77 What Writers Won’t Tell You… Ugwu Erochukwu Shedrach 78 do not say this is the end Nnadi Samuel 79 to prey an insurgency Adeoti Quadri Adekunle 80 Astafirullah Solomon Sunday 82 Phantom of Solace Okoli Stephen Nonso 88 Lynched Bodies Abioye Samuel Akorede 89 A Mouth Full of Butterflies Nsikak Ekikor 90 Faith and Fury Oni Tomiwa 91 Things I Couldn’t Wait For Haleemah Olakanmi 92 Dirges Everywhere Augusta Iwukokon Matthew 93 Detriment Salvatore 95 Isolation Ezekiel Oluwasalvage Archibong 96 Altered Syllabus Ibrahim Ajani Lawal 97 Lamentation Olaitan Abdulafeez Oladipupo 98 The Days We Call Yesterday Egbebi Mariam Yetunde 99 Ode to the Quills PROSE Adeleke Rachel Tioluwani 10 From Mama, With Hate Nnadi Samuel 22 Insomnia for my Woke Feminist Adeoye Maryam Olayemi 29 Thorns and the Light in the Tunnel Ayesha Shaikh 53 Memory of a Daffodil Ramon Sofiat Omowumi 56 Once Upon an Adage Akanbi Oluwole 66 The Incubus Olude sunmi 75 What a Man Sees Otabor Igbinosa Edmond 87 The Story of the Trios 3
HAIKU FORMS Martha Magenta 7 Broken Links 8 Night Run 9 Selected Haiku Adjei Agyei-Baah 24 Village Road Hemapriya Chellappan 25 Love is in the air 25 Become 26 Rain in a Rice Bowl …with Bryan Rickert 27 Broken Dawn 28 One Way Trip Peter Jastermsky & Bryan Rickert 46 Sheltering Boloere Seibidor 47 Hummingbirds Oluwasegun O. Adesina 48 Anxietude Jibril Dauda Muhammad 49 The Succour 50 Campus Heat Mark Gilbert 68 Head over Heels Ugwu Erochukwu Shedrach 69 Serendipity Rachel Rabo Magaji 70 Valentines eve . . . 71 Brother’s Keeper 72 Homecoming Taofeek Ayeyemi 82 Behind the Covid Door 85 Amotekun …with Rachel Magaji 83 Covic 1-9 …with Rahma Jimoh 84 Spilled Sugar VISUAL ARTS Sulola Imran Abiola 16 Sundown Ibrahim Ajani Lawal 37 Doubtfulness Rachel Rabo Magaji 51 Ignition 52 Fluorescence Yakubu Oluwatomisin (TEFI) 73 Spiral 74 Spin 100 Sprout Hajarat Abiodun Alli 94 Amity INTERVIEW AND REVIEW Ambali Abdulkabeer 38 Profligacy and Ethical Decay in Contemporary Nigerian Poetry, A Review of Ezenwa Ohaeto’s If To Say I Bi Soja Chinua Ezenwa-Ohaeto 43 Tap into Your Own Feeling, An Interview 4
Editor's Note “To make a quill pen, you first had to catch your bird.”–Anonymous Tribute While acknowledging the fact that this journal has begun to welcome theme-free submissions, this issue should however be tagged Tribute. This is so because a number of works here paid homage to grief and pandemic. And the Editorial Team will therefore in the spirit of the former be paying tribute to the souls of two poets we lost earlier this year. First is Martha Magenta, a cerebral haiku poet whose works I have found wonderful in the many haiku-based journals I have read. I discovered she was not only prolific but also proficient as her works keep appearing in almost all the journals where I have my haiku featured, and those I didn’t get appearance. So, among such other prolific poets, her name became very familiar to me, and when I heard about her demise, I felt the haiku community was minus a great one. According to Brendon Kent, as copied from cattails, “Martha was always compassionate and helpful towards beginners to the haiku form and frequently offered a shoulder to those going through difficulties in life and health. She didn’t ever let on that she was in third stage cancer herself until the final months…” About two months before her demise, she left a wonderful gift to the community which is her debut book titled “Birdsong: Before the Earth Falls Silent” which is available from Lulu at http://www.lulu.com/shop/martha-magenta/birdsong-before-the-earth-falls-silent-a- collection-of-haiku-and-tanka/paperback/product-24330627.html and in her good spirit, the proceeds from the book go to charities involved in the preservation of birds. In this Issue, I have selected a tanka sequence, a haibun and five haiku of Martha Magenta from her website where she used to post her published works. You can visit the website later to read her other works: https://marthamagenta.com/ Second tribute, and the most unfortunate, goes to Rachel Toluwani Adeleke. I didn’t get to know her until the announcement of her death. It was reported that she fought but gave in to depression by committing suicide. It was also gathered that the incident happened few months after she emptied her mind into a piece of work where she told the world the root of her depression and psychological pain. Unsuspectingly, she was writing a suicide note, and it really passed as one. It was said that the twenty-two-year- old bard and griot had no father-figure in her life, was practically nursing and taking care of her mum and self-sponsoring her schooling with virtually no assistance from anywhere. Her story touched and left me saddened. From her various photos, one can deduce she’s a dynamic soul full of life. The tribute given her by those who knew her made me feel she is an important person who should be paid a due tribute. I visited her timeline and copied the said story. When I revisited her timeline the second day to get more information about her, I found that her account has been deleted. I muttered “so soon,” 5
and felt sad over how life seems to be a story of how man lived and died. I also felt good that I was able to retrieve her story, something with which we can preserve her memory. Quickly, a caveat, if you are lighthearted, you may not have to read her story which I have reproduced in this issue. The issue of depression leading to suicide becomes more worrisome as we recall that the penultimate year 2019 was scarred by the death of 5 promising young writers and students (among the 40 recorded suicide in the country) – as gathered from Ace World Pub and Ideal Health Ng websites, namely; Chukwuemeka Akachi (May 13), Samuel Elias (June 17), Uzakah Timi Ebiweni (May 21), Hikmat Gbadamosi (April 27) and Christabel Omoremime Buoro (June 18). Akachi’s suicide sent the most tumultuous shockwave through the writing community that year, being a fiercely brilliant and promising writer. Above all, it is our advice to our contributors and readers to take care of your mind and emotion, seek help when needed and share your feelings with trusted ones. It is no doubt that failure and disappointment in some aspects of life lead to most suicide. And the argument on whether suicide is an act bravery or cowardice is a matter of mental gymnastics and emotional sophistry. Be that as it may, there is a certain fact, all suicidal persons are/were helpless at the point in time of their life. It should also be noted that it is an illness (mental illness) which requires treatment and other forms of therapy. Because once depression and grief eats into the mind of any person, the mind becomes activated against him – having no absolute control over it anymore, thereby pushing him into doing the unthinkable. Unless taken care of, it keeps giving him the feel of helplessness and worthlessness that he seems life is not worth living. I therefore feel there is a bit of unconsciousness in suicidal act at the point of doing that. Thus, the best thing is to avoid being broken down by depression by way of seeking necessary help and doing what gives us joy. Our last tribute goes to the world for being shook by the hydra-headed Covid-19 pandemic which has afflicted millions of people, and hundreds of thousands have died in the world over. There are survivors and there are a number of us who have proved untouched as we keep cautioning ourselves by staying safe and alive. Until this pandemic is over, let us keep staying safe by observing the precautionary measures. In the end, I appreciate all our contributors to this issue, you all are the real MVP’s. I also appreciate our readers who have being our strength all this while. Therefore now, Read. Enjoy. Appraise. Digest. Taofeek Ayeyemi (Aswagaawy) Editor-in-Chief 6
Martha Magenta (March 13, 1949 - January 14, 2020) Martha Magenta was an award-winning haiku poet who until her death lived in Bristol, England, UK. She had a passion for herbalism, gardening, veganism, animal rights, Earth and the environment. She worked for ActionAid, and Friends of the Earth. Her poetry, haiku, haibun, senryu, and tanka have appeared in many journals, magazines, and anthologies. She was awarded first, second and third prizes and Honourable Mentions in contests for haiku, tanka and haibun in 2017 – 2019 and is listed on The European Top 100 haiku authors, 2017 and 2018. She collected her published works on a blog: https://marthamagenta.com/ Broken Links Sid has been on his own since Sylvia left. He’s always talking about going places when he’s fixed his motorbike. He has plotted his route on a map in red marker. First, the Portsmouth to Cherbourg ferry, then south through France, across the Pyrenees, down through eastern Spain and into Morocco. Then he would go along the East coast of Africa. He tugs on a spliff. Summer is nearly over. I ask him what happened to his plans to join friends at an ashram in India. He says there are too many war zones in the way. He would have to leave the bike and take a train to Moscow . . . or take a plane . . . but he really wants to go by motorcycle. But the bike has been in pieces for weeks—the chain in a plastic bowl soaking in something to get the gunk out; tyreless wheels in the hallway; black oil everywhere. He rubs a ginger-stubbled chin with oil-stained fingers and mutters about camshafts, cables and constant depression carburettor needles. autumn breeze the migration of swallows Narrow Road, vol 8, August 2019 7
Night Run street lights fight the darkness a clenched fist of wind slams litter against a wall neon light splinters across my eyes like sun stabbing through shattered glass adrenalin flows through me like wildfire eyes scratch off my back like blades the quiver of crime-scene tape blocks the road the sidewalk stained with blood a plasma tv screen blares out a soap opera through an open window Red Lights Vol. 15, no 2 June 2019 8
Selected Haiku settling on the peace quilt cherry blossoms International Sakura Award (2019 Vancouver Cherry Blossom Festival Haiku Invitational) frosty night. . . the horse’s breath melts a star Honourable Mention, 2019 Harold G. Henderson Haiku Contest laughing gulls the wind pushes me into the sea Blithe Spirit vol 29 number 3 August 2019 spring dawn drizzle opens a blue iris Presence #64, Summer 2019 white villas perched at the cliff edge screaming gulls Frogpond, Issue 42.2, 2019 Martha Magenta March 13, 1949 - January 14, 2020 9
Adeleke Rachel Tioluwani (1998 - 2020) Adeleke Rachel Tioluwani (loved being called Richie) was a Nigerian poet who had in one way or the other contributed to the Nigerian literary scene with her brilliant art. From Mama, With Hate I watch your teardrops become litres, as they flow with mine, forming a river. I watch you sob even with my own bitter, clouded eyes. Now, I do not know whose faults and whose regrets, who’s broken, who’s in pain and who’s ruined. Mum… Let’s walk down memory lane together. I’d remind you how much love in hate I saw, how much hatred in love I was shown, and how much I could behold. “Nooo! Are you the only one?! Should I not live my life anymore?! Go ahead and turn into whatever you want to turn to. Wàá bá èmi náà nbè!” I would shiver in pity, seeing so much disgusts in your eyeballs. Is this not same woman that so loved me? “Mu..mmy……” “Má mummy mi. Don’t ‘mummy me. Don’t even….” And then, you would break into tears. Tears were so close to your eyes those days just as thorny words were close to your lips. You would make me seem what I am not and, I would leave your presence with dry face and go shed a million tears in my closet. 10
That was the beginning of your change. What has happened to mother? You stopped being my playmate. You said I was eighteen, that I could go do my plaiting, could choose friends among my schoolmates, choose career partners among the street mates, even church mates. That minute, in your voice I found hate. The harshness of your voice had bitterness in it. I couldn’t fathom the sober part but I noticed it was therein. And some fear-inducing shouts that went very far in creating a sane lout. That day, I was sitting on the blue couch, the right arm was going to fall off. I knew it but I was just there, absent in real life. I had brooded very far—very far into our past. And then you screamed! It woke me to life—back to that life of hardship. “Ṣé bàbá ẹ ló ra shiaarr fún mi ni? Is it your father that bought that chair for me? Are you going to destroy this again?” You shouted like I had always destruct things in the house. But it didn’t even come to my mind because although you saw the ears, my ears weren’t there. Again, “Àbẹ ̀bííííí!!!!!!!” “Oh!” I sprang back to life. You wouldn’t even see the tears that brought out the fear in my heart. A slap! Tuaaaahhhhhhhhhh! made me jump. I sat back when you left. What had happened to my own mother..? ………………………………………………………………………… “Àbẹ ̀bi, don’t even… Don’ttttttt….” Someone laughed. Was it you or me? Oh! We both laughed. I didn’t hesitate to disarrange your crows. The ones I had meticulously weaved the previous morning when you were telling me Baba Sura was ‘chasing’ you about in the streets. I laughed it off and explained my own plight. “No,” you had said. “It is the power of your beauty, my dear lady.” 11
With pride running through my veins, I imagined Bàbá Súrá chasing you on the floor of Agbábíàká street, both of you playing 'casha-casha' as though he was Bolu and you were Kafila, the neighbor’s little 'princess'. I smiled. Power, indeed. “So, mum, wouldn’t you like to know the g….? “Hey! My dear, wouldn’t I what..? I was going to ask you already.” You let out a broad smile. I quickly sat before you, my knees meeting yours. I returned the smile. “Do you know what they call TDH..?? No, you don’t.” You were staring into the skies. I saw that. I wonder how you saw my hand coming to your breasts. Like before, you slapped my palm away. “Tee, your dad was…” I gave a wry smile, never wanted to hear the story again. I mimicked that exact line— “He was tall, dark and handsome.” "A heartbreaker. Baby, kind hearts too break heart. Your father was a guy every girl sought.” “Your head of class,” I put in. “Yes. The most brilliant, very handsome except for his Klegs…” “Those which the gap-tooth complimented.” I used 'compliment' just like you. “Tolu, will you let me?” “Oh momma! I’m sorry. Tolu thinks she has heard enough of it.” “Will you just…” “Please, tell me mum.” I gave that seducing smile. 12
“You know he was sweet, tall, dark and handsome, brilliant, very kind, yet he broke me. But, you don’t even know how he did. Kazeem indeed was man of the girls; the guy for the ladies, but he loved me so much. I read that in everything he did. Though we had this popular problem of premarital sex, I wanted a sweet relationship, short courtship before marriage. He wanted a sweet girl, one to be enjoyed before marriage. We had this talk so many times. And one day after explaining to my mother, Mum said I was 24 and could allow my boyfriend have it if I want him to; not just keeping it for the sake of the noble sayings and preachings against premarital sex.” “But Kazeem was cheating and you had no problem with that.” “Hehehe! Tueh! I did have some problems with that, but you know dear, the love I had for your father. So, I was going to share the great news. How excited and naive I was that I didn’t give a call…” “And you got to his place and were caught off-guard. Nothing caught you actually, you were just surprised he wasn’t on another lady as expected, but home alone under the influence of alcohol that you knew he didn’t use to drink” The look you gave that moment, I laughed so hard but you were still calm. I was interrupting your story and acting like I knew it all. Then, you gave that where- did-I-even-get-this- girl look. So, I did apologise and you…you dropped it: “Tolu, he raped me!” “Oh! Wow!!” Before the sobs would be heard loud, I moved closer and hugged you tight. I could hear the pants of your heart. I pictured it too: a drunken man that was your boyfriend forcing his harshness into you, his ideas, his sentiments. He wasn’t even apologetic. Just as you had told me. So, you saw from that moment he wasn’t someone you could marry; a bitter patriarch that would later force his religion on you, which might end up hitting you for earning more through your diverse businesses. You said you had seen him finish and wouldn’t like to marry him although you loved him. 13
You also told me how your father chased you to his house when he discovered you were pregnant. How you stayed in Granny’s house till you gave birth to me and lived an awful three years with him until you left. We talked of the hits every day, the swollen faces, the emotional abuses, the verbal abuses. You were losing your sanity, and then your gut got you out. We cried a million times together. We cried a million tears. And I made up my mind to forever be there, to be there for you and with you. ………………………………………………………………………… But, you later wouldn’t let me. At a point, I was feeling you were transferring old-time aggression, bitterness, hatred, disgust to me. You stopped caring about my point of view, about how I felt, about how school went, who I was going out with, my new teacher, the neighbor that was always winking at me. You did not care a bit. I even wrote to you mum, about the imagined family. “out at eight and never in till late you go hustle for your kids and care not how they feel monies on the table gadgets so stable but hearts keep breaking the love that made you work all day to keep us why didn’t it spare some hours to nurture us? the love that made you wake at dawn why didn’t it make you return at dusk? how you blame our shits on our teachers and shamefully forget you’re our parents. you could make it to parties but never our open days you left our upkeep to social media, to peer group, to neighbors to shape our lives and prepare our fates at the end when everything turned out as 'planned' you blame it on 'our bad habit' dad, when did you ever had time? even mum was a total stranger. now, it’s late. we’ve turned 'what we want to' all thanks to Kate” 14
I remembered how much you cried reading this. I thought there would be change. Yet, the days still turned darker. Who would I explain to, that my mother was inflicting pains on me; physically and emotionally? How could I explain that what Papa caused you, were being rained on my poor head? We used to have best moments. I could have told you about my silly, shameful acts. 'Silly and shameful', you would call them but they wouldn’t have escalated into so big, an angst. You could have scolded and admonished me. We could have retraced steps and ironed things. But here, we sit. I still do not know who’s ruined, whose regrets, who’s pimped, whose wound. I cry for the days I was shunned. For letters I wrote but couldn’t give you. I cry for the day I was tamed, by the little man I fell in love with. I cry for days you never heard me, days I cried to Kate, who was so quick to give wrong advices. I’m sorry for letting you down…but mum you were never even up. Did you not scream and look down on me just when I needed you most? Did you not keep from me whatever it was that always made you cry, that always broke you down? Did you not hide from me your teary eyes every night? Even those drugs I see you take morning and evening; did you not hide them? For fear or whatever it might be, you made me feel bad for not helping you out from whatever it was, just as you made me worse, deteriorating my pains and anguish with piercing words being lavished. You pushed me to drugs and never saw a sign—how much ruined I was getting. You pushed me to incessant sighs and never worried what I had on my mental health. What do we call what came between us? The Devil….? You were going to give your best. Of course, you were giving it. Until, we had things turned out. And I became your worst enemy. Isn’t that what it seemed? You will give reasons. But then I would have gone 'too soon': To a place where shame wouldn’t come after me and anguish wouldn’t be my most sought relief. I will not live and relive, and I won’t even care if you leave because of this. Bye! Till we see no more. #Richie Adeleke, Rachel Tioluwani 1998 – 2020 15
SUNDOWN Sulola Imran Abiola ____________________________________ Sulola Imran Abiola (The Official Sulola) is a native of Oyo state, Nigeria; born and bred in the bustling city of Lagos state. He is a poet, public servant, lover of arts and an optimist who believes breakthrough in every life-sniffing situation. He writes across all themes and hopes to get his works journey through far and wide someday. abiolaimran88@gmail.com 16
Benediction Ojo Taiye not everyone can dream some have bones heavy with regret my body feels like a giant sunflower my life is a room i don’t want to enter speaking of rooms reminds me how often i want to climb over the fence of sleep o unbroken shush of white noise a pronoun is a sort of withdrawal from wanting some things return, others never really do i drink my childhood thread & murder my tongue i’ve come too far to realize my mask grows taller every year there are veins living outside my body what is night if not for it being a repetition of another lost sunrise inside the quilt of my hand i walk inside my memories holding an apple branch i am told, it’s a blessing— the split-second when we are sons a good mother just wants hold the way it halves us, slice us & carves the flesh out of us: the smell of my granny’s amaranth & chrysanthemum i am the exit wound trapped inside an angel the first dawn with a blade in its wind every time i flirt with a girl i say i know my way around this wound whatever it means to be a lesser prey 17
Simple Children or Wild Stars in the widening field, i become a scholar of persuasion. i have done things i shouldn't discuss in a poem: wild stars and a fragment of dream that arrows in the mist. i don't want to spend the rest of my life planting salts, seeding the ground with memories, if the road to a safe tomorrow is what i'd rather do without. today, i am burning the names of boys shot at noon. to wake when it's possible is a good thinking. each year, my nights pour through me like complaints & the day becomes harder to live within. we all have reasons for leaving and i go skyward. i will change your life, a little emptiness says, to which i say please. it's hard to know the right way to write the same poem over and over, i mean i must leave this animal of my body, without touching the furniture. _______________________________________ Ojo Taiye is a young Nigerian poet who uses poetry as a handy tool to hide his frustration with society. He is the winner of many awards including the 2019 Kingdoms in the Wild Poetry Prize for his chapbook All of Us Are Birds and Some of Us Have Broken Wings and the 2019 Broken River Prize for his chapbook Cotton Silence, forthcoming in 2020. You can reach out to him on twitter @ojo_poems. 18
voice and eyes as flagellation Taofeek Ayeyemi before grandpa died, he used to say when a parrot goes silent, check its throat, fear must have built its nest therein, its world must have been in danger. but your silence is defined as a way a child begins the act of stubbornness. so your mother says "the husband of a stubborn child is cane." but she forgets to add "eyes that carry thorns & voice that strikes like thunder:" every morning, father's voice breaks into your body & stores dozens of thunderstones in your ribcage. & at night, mother's eye cut into your heart, so deep that your brain leaks through it. your mind a pothole storing the roadkill of the past. your present a bridge leading to nowhere. until you were reduced to talking to the only person who understands your grief: yourself – before whom you can only talk confidently. last night, you were counting & dictating the scars their insurgencies left on your body to your confidant, a voice of a comedian sounded from the television. the joke dulled your pain, so much that you laughed, so hard that the room shifted its gaze to you & you realized you were the only one who heard the joke; the t.v. has been off. ___________________________________ Taofeek Ayeyemi (Aswagaawy) is a Nigerian lawyer and writer with works in Lucent Dreaming, Ethel- zine, the QuillS, The Pangolin Review, Minute Magazine, Modern Haiku, Hedgerow, Seashores, contemporary haibun online and elsewhere. He won Honorable Mention Prize in 2020 Stephen A. DiBiase Poetry Prize and 2019 Morioka International Haiku Contest among others. His books "Tongueless Secret" (Ethel Press) and "aubade at night or serenade in the morning" (FlowerSong Press) are forthcoming in 2021. 19
exercise Mark Gilbert ____________________________________ Mark Gilbert enjoys writing various poetic styles, prose of various lengths, and hybrid forms. Recent work may be found in the excellent journals The Mamba, Prune Juice, Haikuniverse, Human/Kind Journal, Failed Haiku, Better than Starbucks and Contemporary Haibun Online. He recently won the 136th Caribbean Kigo Kukai competition and resides in the UK. 20
Shall We Write? Abdullateef Ridwanullah Shall we write about the feeling that tears through the mind like thunderstorms flying along the sky? The feel that precedes premium tears the way thunderstorm precedes heavy downpour? Shall we write about the feeling that paralyses the whole being from the mind to the muscles? The beast that tears apart one's vigour into pieces of shredded encyclopedia? Shall we write about the feeling that glows in the face yet is seen as a darkest of aperture? The fire whose brightness shines elegantly and burns people's vision and sight to hide itself. Shall we write about the feeling planted by the katzenjammer of this world in the hearts of humans? The seed whose roots dig deep into hearts pausing breathe from within, Shall we write about depression? ____________________________________ Abdullateef Ridwanullah is a third year medical student student of the University of Ibadan, Ibadan, Nigeria. He is a Nigerian writer and poet that is passionate about having positive impacts on people's lives through his works of arts. 21
Insomnia for My Woke Feminist Nnadi Samuel i hail from a tribe of men who learned to hold back their grief at a very tender age. maybe that's the only tangible reason i still wear my frown as a default setting, despite the fault of crushing on other people's smile. a stern frown isn't so much of a nice thing to behold especially in the afternoon, when my face is an hourglass holding the sun's little secret. that way i am a little free from those teenage girls uniformed as traffic warders, flashing greenlights which turns out dim when an ngo files for their rape case. my smile has never reached out to the sun. my chin bears me witness, i knot my frown too long, it ropes me back to my very first tie in high school. on my way back from work, i have to wave at my neighbor's child martha, like it really matters i have to make it quite convincing, if not i fear i might be the next man in a dimly lit cell, pleading guilty for attempted fondling of an underage in my psyche. i know the name of every nubile teenage girl in my street. i can tell a sylvia when her perfume plats me at the back. i have to tuck in my neck just to say my "good morning" properly. i have to make a buffet of their stale opinion, even if it means agreeing that capital punishment should be labelled to every schnapps bottle a man corks in between a female's thigh. failure to do this might audition me as an intoxicated patriarch who knows nothing about being depressed. a funnier scene is me travelling to my hometown toasted in between working-class ladies in a public transport. i shrink the flesh in between my thighs so well, sometimes i have my hangovers in a bout of impotence. i am forever indebted to snakes & their candid posture of making little spaces home. i rinse every baritone in my saliva, thinking it might remind them of who i am, a man! and yes, we all own teenage girls in our lives who keep blackmailing us for years in their shy winks, and each day we do not pay our ransom in an indulging stare, we become privileged to sing our own gratitude. as i dress this manuscript, there is a man about leaving home, with a prisoner's priceless bracelet cuffing the hair on his wrist, and he has to button up the tears in his eyelids, because someone has to be blamed for every shy girl reaching cloud nine. in the evening when he receives bail, some girls would intentionally smear the weigh of their breasts on his shirt & his reptilia has to pretend nothing bulged it, that it merely creeped out of 22
it's own free will. in his office, a subordinate presses her hips to his crotch and expects him to concentrate on making money instead of babies. in every suya joint, there is a young girl begging for testing. one lustful stare & you never have the peace of mind buying yours alone else things i'll go sour for the evening. and let's assume we have strived so hard to withstand all these, to swallow all these bias that now forms part of our masculinity. we have one demand though. when you finally have us behind bars. when you pluck more than a rib from us to make the eve in you grieve too. when you accuse us of invalidating your 2year old child, when you spray us life bullets from the cartridge of your tongue, when you finally meet us wet and submissive, lay us to rest. do not behave like your woke mothers, do not bear false witness on how many young virgins our pintles has sodomized. i beg of you, allow our testis shrink in peace. stop counting the motels we dropped by for a short rest. the young girl that just left the hotel before him, could she be his sex mate. do not accomplish your wet dreams of erecting a state's cid with the pole on my thighs. what flashbacks did we ever trigger to travel back in time & not ride you safe to cloud nine? where did our reptile ever go wrong in kowtowing before your already wet prescience? what is the point of calling the older ones amongst us sugar daddies, or have you not caused them diabetes enough! have we not wee our bloods enough! do not hold our grudge too long for abstaining too much, for being too attractive, for shelving every of your misgiving on our triceps. forgive us, for breathing 27,995 times a day. and do not say i never made my intentions known here. i'll be 22 next year, guest editing hybrid stories on devoted puns & patriarchy. & if it has a female character in it, i hope to have her married at the end of the day. _________________________________________ Nnadi Samuel is a Nigerian, 20year old graduate of English & literature from the University of Benin. His works have appeared in Artifact magazine, Inverse Journal, Awakening Review, The Collidescope, Jams & Sand magazine & elsewhere. He was shortlisted in the Annual Poet's Choice Writing & was the 2nd Prize Winner of the EOPP 2019 contest. If he is writing, you find him reading out memes on Facebook @ Samuel Samba. samuelnnadi4@gmail.com 23
VILLAGE ROAD (Africa Haiku Sequence) Adjei Agyei-Baah the float of kapok in harmattan winds - village road village road - the caked droppings of cattle gone ahead crossroad stopping for each other a dung beetle and I countryside encounter a smiling cowherd bares brown teeth end of day returning peasants trudge under log load ____________________________________ Adjei Agyei-Baah is a PhD student and promoter of haiku poetry in Africa. He widely published in journals and anthologies across the world. His published haiku and senryu books include Afriku (2016), Ghana, 21 Haiku (2018), Piece of My Fart (2018), and Trio of Windows (2018). 24
Love is in the Air Hemapriya Chellappan My husband is working from home and I am working on a haibun. Me: What day is it? Him: It's today. I roll my eyes so hard; I almost see my brain. Covid-19 he loses his sense of humour Become Standing at the edge of the lake, I capture the first rays of sun on my camera. On some days the world feels like its own mirror image. zen morning a hush descends over the hills 25
Rain in a Rice Bowl Beside the TV is an aquarium, home to guppies and goldfish. Occasionally my almost three brother and I stop to spend a few minutes by the tank to drop tiny balls of food. Sometimes, our contemplation by the tank gives away to a game we play. One of us, the player, will touch the aquarium and lead the fish to an artificial cave inside the tank. A fish will notice the fingertip and follows our directions. If you are to make the fish go near the cave; that's the game. summer night we fall asleep counting stars 26
Broken Dawn Bryan Rickert Hemapriya Chellappan blackout— walking with a candle's nervous flicker dancing shadows rhythm of the rain after the storm in the cold air a tang of blood settling dust a tear in the curtain let's in the moon morning after the clatter of my teeth shifting through debris the wailing of sirens and survivors 27
One Way Trip Bryan Ricket Hemapriya Chellappan winter clouds not even a shadow of myself a cup of soup to ease my demons saying goodbye the arctic winds a slap to the face emotional baggage where will this night bus take me? in the wee hours a nameless town another sunset a boy sells the last red heart balloon ____________________________________ Hemapriya Chellappan is a haikai poet, illustrator and haiga artist who resides in Pune, India. She took to Japanese literary short forms in the summer of 2019. Ever since her works have been published in various international print journals and e-magazines including The Heron’s Nest, Wales Haiku Journal, Hedgerow, Acorn, The Cicada’s Cry, Prune Juice and other notable publications. Her work has also appeared in Living Senryu Anthology and podcasts. When she isn’t daydreaming she writes jokes, sketches landscapes, hums old songs and makes excellent tea. ____________________________________ Bryan Rickert lives in Belleville, Illinois USA. In the last number of years Bryan has been published in Frogpond, Modern Haiku, Acorn, Presence, Akitsu Quarterly, The Heron’s Nest, Prune Juice, Failed Haiku, Contemporary Haibun Online and a number of other fine journals and anthologies. He is also the editor at The Living Senryu Anthology. His haiku collection “Fish Kite” is available through Cyberwit Publishing. 28
Thorns and the Light in the Tunnel Adeoye Mar'yam Olayemi What happens when you feel frustrated, devastated, unwanted and abandoned by the people you love? The answer is not farfetched: being devastated, unwanted puts you out of position. Ask sexual assaulters what happens at the scene of rape when they are incapacitated. Ask an ex- prisoner what happens the moment he got into the gaol. Ask a little child what happens when abandoned by his parent. They are out of position. We as human are mentally and physically influenced by the people with whom we come in contact with. When I think about people who were elevated through their challenges as a result of courage and strive for success, many individuals come to my mind. Topping the list is Matrix Lilian – a young girl who rose to stardom through thorns and root knots. While growing up, at the age of seven, Lilian lost her parents to a motor accident on a visit to her uncle in Benin. This incident led to her staying with her newly wedded uncle and his wife who sheltered, cared and loved her. At age ten, she was accused of their childlessness. She was maltreated, and finally sent packing. She began wandering hopelessly around town, searching for means of survival. She later found an abode with a drug addict at a garage where she was turned to a sex toy. Lilian was at the peak of taking her own life, when she was sighted by a social worker who accommodated her as a house girl and lied to sponsor her education. On clocking 18, Lilian got introduced to prostitution and was frightened to drop all responsibilities on her if she refused. Because she couldn't go into prostitution due to her moral consciousness and aspiration for success, she started work as a sales girl at a canteen and enrolled for evening/night classes. She used the monthly salary she earned to sort out her accommodation at the social worker's house and pay for lesson fees. Lilian's commitment and desire for success baffled one of the social workers, Layo who adopted her and sponsored her education. Few years later, she graduated from university and became a reporter. She was versed in her chose field that she got an appointment in the State House. Though, 29
our decision to change will be tested daily, but our circumstances don't have to define us; we can redefine our circumstances by our actions. You can be like the little girl named Malala Yousafzai, a Pakistani activist for female education and youngest Nobel Prize Laureate. Yousafzai was born on July 12, 1997 in Mingora, Pakistan located in the Country's Swat Valley. Welcoming a baby girl is not always a cause for celebration in Pakistan, but her father Ziauddin Yousafzai, was determined to give her every opportunity a boy would have. Her father, was a teacher and ran a girls' school in the village which Yousafzai attended. But everything changed when the Taliban took control of the town in Swat Valley. The extremists banned many things like owning a television and playing music, and enforced harsh punishments for those who defied their orders. And they said girls could no longer go to school. After the Taliban began attacking girls' schools in Swat, Yousafzai gave a speech in Peshawar, Pakistan in September 2008, titled "How dare the Taliban take Away my Basic Right to Education?" In early 2009, when she was just 11 years old, Yousafzai began blogging for the BBC about living under the Taliban's threats to deny her an education. In order to hide her identity, she used the name Gul Makai. However, she was revealed to the BBC blogger in December of that year. With a growing Public platform, Yousafzai continued to speak out about her right, and the right of all women, to education. Her activism resulted in a nomination for the International Children's Peace Prize in 2011. That same year, she was awarded Pakistan's National Youth Peace Prize. Yousafzai and her family learned that the Taliban had issued a death threat against Yousafzai because of her activism. On October 9, 2012 when she was 15 years old, Yousafzai was riding a bus with friends on their way home from school when a masked gunman boarded the bus and demanded to know which girl was Yousafzai. Her friends looked toward Yousafzai, her location was given away. The gunman fired at her, hitting Yousafzai in the left side of her head; the bullet then traveled down her neck. Two other girls were also injured in the attack. The shooting left Yousafzai in critical condition, so she was flown to a military hospital in Peshawar. A portion of her skull was removed to treat her swelling brain. To receive further care, she was transferred to Birmingham, England. 30
After months of surgeries and rehabilitation, she joined her family in the U.K. Yousafzai gave a speech at the United Nation on her 16th birthday in 2013. Yousafzai highlighted her focus on education and women's rights, urging world leaders to change their policies. She said that "the terrorists thought that they would change our aims and stop our ambitions, but nothing changed in my life except this: weakness, fear, and hopelessness died. Strength, power and courage were born". She received a lot of awards in acknowledgement of her work. She was awarded the Nobel Peace Prize in December 2014 and became the youngest-ever Nobel Laureate. She established Malala Fund, a charity dedicated to giving every girl an opportunity to achieve a future she deserves. There's a saying that inside every individual there are six people: Who you are reputed to be, who you are expected to be, who you were, who you wish to be, who you think you are and, who you really are. Identifying and understanding these will make you focus on what is important to your growth and development, regardless of the challenges life presents to you. And in any event, this zeal will help you bring life to yourself, always! ____________________________ Adeoye Mar'yam Olayemi (MOA Talk) hailed from and lives in Lagos State. She is an OND graduate of Public Administration from Federal Polytechnic Ilaro and currently undergoing her IT. 31
Allergies Jide Badmus I. I warn my mouth not to squander smiles because tears are stored as ice cubes in lachrymal trays & rain is bound to crash an open air party. II. Here, electricity is allergic to wind & water! III. The lame does not die of a forecasted war… but where I come from, we don’t smell the leaking gas —super firemen, we pray for a miracle of rain to thwart the fire. _______________________________________ Jide Badmus is an electrical engineer, a poet inspired by beauty and destruction; he believes that things in ruins were once beautiful. Badmus explores themes around sensuality and healing. He writes from Lagos, Nigeria. You can reach him on Twitter @bardmus, IG @instajhide 32
"DOES GOD LISTEN TO US? Nwuguru Chidiebere Sullivan I love to think God is always right, Okay, let's believe He knows and sees all; Especially when His silence to men never Why then did the uncircumcised mattered, wickedness But I doubt He was present at Sri Lanka of Bokoharam and ISIS caught up the When the goblet of holy war, was filled breath To the brim with maidens' blood. of those who sought solace in his alter? I never questioned His existence or essence I have prayed and prayed. Until I asked myself, How does God decide when to make "Was He also present when Leah became miracles? A monotonous slave of a cemented faith in They say it's in His hands to answer us Him?" when He considers it's best for us, But did He listen at all to the cry of those Does God listen to us at all? believers at their point of anguish? Why then do faithful people have their prayers unanswered Maybe He does His things when He wants, Even at the point of death? And never when we need 'em most. Maybe his opacity is wiser than my Does He listen to us at all? wisdom, Why then did He feast on silence, Or maybe I shouldn't have questioned When that old widow lost her only child Him at all. To the sickly hands of unbaked death? _______________________________________ Nwuguru Chidiebere Sullivan is a budding writer who writes from the soul about himself, his life and the ebbing African culture. He is a penultimate medical Laboratory science student, who hails from Ebonyi State, Nigeria. He was the winner of 2018 FUNAI CREW Literary Contest. His works have appeared in the QuillS, Ace World, SprinNG, Inverse Journal, and has contributed to many anthologies. 33
The Flip Side Olaewe David Opeyemi Because loss is a gravid woman who gives birth to children of griefs, & when flame dies, it leaves a trail of ashes; We never want to lose a person drawn to us by love. Love is a protective charm we wrap around our heart& We guard this garden with every rib in our chest. Friendship is a house built on the foundation of love & built to lintel, each block hinged together by the plaster of trust. (Or so I thought) I did not know that only the owner of a belly knows what they ate last night, that a man's heart could be an abandoned cave that gives succour to venomous snakes poisoning other men to grave. I did not know that trust has been excised from the menu of our restaurant, that lips are now glossed by deceit. I thought friendship should draw a permanent tattoo on the contours of our heart & Not fracture its muscles to unmendable fragments. But you dug a pit & covered it with a mat, I strolled from your mat to the pit. My body became a map of bruises: dressed with the scars of naive trust. _______________________________________ Olaewe David Opeyemi is a Nigerian medical doctor and writer. He interrogates his life experiences through writing. His works has been published by Parousia,Eboquills, BPPC, Selcouth Station, CLH and elsewhere. He's winner of Dawn of Splendour Poetry contest (Nov.2019) and Shuzia creative writing contest (Dec.2019). He writes from Birnin Kebbi, Northern Nigeria and active on Facebook Olaewe David Opeyemi. Email: opeyborn2rule@gmail.com the QuillS, Issue 6 34
The Harvest of Delight Abdul Hadi Haleemah Tonight, I choose joy, seeing the moon as its rays dispel darkness, sweeping around this countenance, funny how the seasons change — a day torrid with the harsh of sunshine, another frigid with the subtlety of rainfall, splashing hopes to every corner of the earth. I choose the sating joy of wines from the vineyard, turning my tongue once sour into a mass of sweetness. I choose joy, as I hide my tears behind deluded smiles. Even with bleeding wounds and cracks in the heart, I learn to cover miles. Tonight, I choose joy, having tasted the fruit that hilarity yields. _______________________________________ Abdul Hadi Haleemah is a Nigerian poet, creative writer and constant learner who hails from Osun state. haleemahabdulhadi91@gmail.com the QuillS, Issue 6 35
The weight of sadness Azeezah Olatunde is the heavy bag sitting and sagging beneath the soggy eyes of the bereaved, when grief strikes and squeeze depression into her heart; is holding on to a baby's shawl like shed skin as if the baby would grow from its warmth; is saying ina lillahi wa ina illahi rojihun in a voice underscored by unsteadiness like tattered flag; is carrying a memory in your womb longer than you carried your child. _______________________________________ Azeezah Olatunde (also known as PenTalks) is a Nigerian creative writer who writes from Lagos. She has published some of her works with Know Islam, ISWOT, iWitness et al. She was shortlisted for the 2019 PoesyWriters Poetry Contest. When she is not writing, she is reading or listening to words. azeezatolatunde11@gmail.com the QuillS, Issue 6 36
Doubtfulness Ibrahim Ajani Lawal ____________________________________ Ibrahim Ajani Lawal is a youngster of 20s, born in Nigeria and nurtures in Africa. He's a creative Artist, Painter, Poet, who won the 1st prize in 'HYPER-REALISTIC DRAWING & WRITING CONTEST, 2018'. Although, his creative prowess started long before he become an English student in the prestigious northern institution named AHMADU BELLO UNIVERSITY, ZARIA. To him, catching fun with didactic pun would change the weird world, sooner!" higallery1@gmail.com the QuillS, Issue 6 37
Political Profligacy and Ethical Decay in Contemporary Nigerian Poetry: A Review of Ezenwa Ohaeto’s If To Say I Bi Soja by Ambali Abdulkabeer It is incontrovertible that literature and society are inexorably bound. The former, through a variety of ways, reflects the latter. Literature is a critical tool that investigates social contradictions with the aim of correcting them. In this way, Ezenwa Ohaeto’s If To Say I Bi Soja joins the corpus of Nigerian poetry not only by baring the socio-political realities of the Nigerian state but also foregrounding the viability of Pidgin in poetic composition. In such a way that these two purposes do not conflict each other, the collection re-affirms the position of the poet in the community of committed poets in Nigeria in particular and Africa at large. Laden with mind-blowing imageries and metaphors, this collection of poems continues the socio-political exegesis of Nigeria contained in I Wan Be President. Ohaeto is unarguably in the same poetic canopy with Niyi Osundare, Odia Ofeimu, Harry Garuba, Tanure Ojaide in his handling of themes and style. Divided into five sections with a total of 30 poems, this collection explores the Nigerian state in its different strands. The poem “De Poem Go Talk” essentialises the poet’s vision and valorizes the instrumentality of poetry in the fight against inhumanity, corruption, injustice and whatnot. Poetry in this regard is likened to gun with the potential to kill and fire off the inanities in the country. The metaphorical elasticity imposed on it by the poet is indicative of the fact that the importance of serious poetry with its power to awaken the people’s consciousness cannot be undervalued. This therefore implies that the beauty of poetry depends on its being functional and relevant. It should possess the purgative energy of purifying the society. While the poet is justifying his claim, he communicates thus: I wan poem wey go kill Yo go take am shoot E go travel hit target (12) In this way, poetry becomes a viable tool to combat political ineptitude and social decay. The tendency for social normalcy is hereby located within the orbit of committed poetry. By extension, the poet explains the significance of literature. Like Osundare in “Poetry is” and Gbemisola Adeoti “Poetry divine”, Ohaeto celebrates the significance of poetry in the course of social regeneration. To him, serious poetry is one that makes people feel conscious of their existence in the society as well as “bites” and “cuts” perpetrators of evils. The importance of literature as a conscious-raising tool is hereby foregrounded. The poet intones: the QuillS, Issue 6 38
I wan poem wey go bite No bi poem like banana Small time e go spoil I wan poem like knife Wey go cut evil comot No bi poem like grass Wey dey suffer everytime (13) “How I Go Believe You” opens the second section of the collection with a satirical undertone. Here, the poet unmasks the greed of the Nigerian political elite. The poem subtly alludes to their flamboyant lifestyle at the expense of the hungry masses. It is a testimony to the fact that Nigeria is a Nirvana for a privileged few who milk down public resources without pity. The poet angrily condemns this meretricious attitude, advancing that the country is mired in stagnancy orchestrated by avaricious politicians. The same tone is sustained in the poem “We No Get Cook” where the poet considers the bane of leadership in Nigeria. In a way, “cooking food” becomes a metaphor of leadership error that defines the Nigerian political enterprise. The satire embedded in the stanzas therein mirrors the military dictatorship which is known for its orchestration of frustrating decrees that legitimize high-handedness and in-your-face corruption. Ohaeto is pointing to the fact that the military is defined by cronyism and monumental graft. The military takeover from the civilian government only opened doors for a stream of mindless looters. He illustrates thus: De second cook finish Dem no greeam lick finger Demm just kill am quick quick, The third cook finish Take am go give people oversea Take de rest give him brides We wear face green uniform (22) However, it must be stressed that Ohaeto is patently uncomfortable not only with the military but also the civilian government. The “I-can-do-it” attitudes of the former is no way different form the monumental mediocrity that defines the latter. He thus paints a convincing picture of a country that is fractured along political avarice and irresponsibility. This finds more expression in the poems “As One General Pray” and “Politician Na wind”. While we are presented with a soldier who is representative of a corrupt system and selfishly seeks comfort to the detriment of the suffering masses in the former, the latter is steeped in valid examples indicative of the fact that Nigerian the QuillS, Issue 6 39
politicians are annoyingly mendacious. Using the metaphor of wind to reveal the duplicitous nature of the political elite, the poet comments as follows: Dem say trap no fit catch Wind wey dey blow E get wind wey go blow You no go see as e take pass Politician na like wind Dem just dey blow dey pass (34) The metaphor of wind is apt as it reveals the instability as well as unreliability of these politicians. The Nigerian political elite are professional in mendacity and use inflated promises to buy mass support during elections. It is ironic that these politicians promise to bring God when they cannot actually bring what the masses desire. This further lends credence to the fact the political history of Nigeria from independence to the present has been a distorted one, a history so far written by high-handed, corrupt military dictators and avariciously irresponsible “democrats”. For the poet, none of them is better. Similarly, the poetic candour which manifests in the poet’s explication of the bane of military leadership continues in others poems. As Egya puts it, “the poets of militarization era stand up to challenge the oppressive tendencies of the military leaders. The poet’s weapon is nothing but the word, the metaphor and the paradox. Most of the contemporary writers in Nigeria today witness the collapse of nationhood occasioned by the coming of the military into power and their reactions have been to reprobate, with every sense of duty, military despotism and its inhumanity in the society.” Treading this patriotic path, Ohaeto in the long eponymous poem “If To Say I Bi Soldier” satirizes the military while exposing the inanities that characterize it. The poet and lampoons and gibes at the military despots and their insurgencies in the country’s politic. The totalitarian nature of these cruel leaders whose nefariously unruly behavior has forestalled the country’s development is here conspicuously condemned. Unarguably, the word military is now used as metaphor for incompetence, avarice and whatnot. The profligacy of the military is given prominence as the poet reveals that being a “soja” gives one the undue access to the country’s treasury and makes one stand above the law. The needless respect accorded to soldiers only worsens the situation. This is described below: How I no go be Soja I never get house for Abuja I never get bodyguard before I never receive better salute How I no go be Soja the QuillS, Issue 6 40
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