POETRY FESTIVAL - Putney High School
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Dr Mary Jean Chan Adjudicator Photo © Adrian Pope Mary Jean Chan is the author of Flèche, published by Faber & Faber (2019). Flèche won the 2019 Costa Book Award for Poetry and was shortlisted for the International Dylan Thomas Prize, the Seamus Heaney Centre First Collection Poetry Prize and the Jhalak Prize. In Spring 2020, Chan served as guest co-editor with Will Harris at The Poetry Review. Born and raised in Hong Kong, Chan is Senior Lecturer in Creative Writing (Poetry) at Oxford Brookes University and lives in London. Cover artwork by Molly Rowlands 3
YEAR 7 Greece Andrea Herr Path at Dusk Molly Baker Wittering Lila Baroukh Wind Tallis Philpot Midnight Mourning Juno Arnold Who am I? Isabella Watton A Sign Hannah Bong A Key Just Out of Reach Freya Wright I Remember That Day on the Bridge Avani Chotai Change is Necessary Zara Zwain YEAR 8 Birds Learn How to Fly One Day Maya Navon A Stranger Taylor Eldridge Memories of Rome Tallulah Galvani By the Sea – Memories Sofia di Stefano Market Square Poppie Lawrie Younger Then Olivia Moore A Magpie’s Odyssey Leah Katz Do You Remember? Chloe Saunders Marloes Alice Day YEAR 9 Recruitment Sarah Fleming The Price of Love Isobel Parry-Jones Who I Am Ines Kirdar-Smith The Dream Xanthe Picchioni The Other Place Saffi Bowen Home Lucy-Mai Adjetey Night Livia Michaels Hope Sora Kamide Dreams Imogen Whelan Who Said? Charlotte Walker 4
YEAR 10 Anthropocene Delilah Dowd The Business of the Day Imi Bell Manderley Laila Samarasinghe George Stubbs: Whistlejacket Olivia Clement Blue Herons Ophelia Lanfranchi Divine Retribution Phoebe Hall Out of the Wreckage Sirena Waas Perumal Re-entry Lara Gilodi-Johnson Reluctant Poetry Jennifer Bradescu YEAR 11 Jellyfish Grace Torrance Moonrise Francesca Mowat Thoughts on a Country Drive Hannah Geddie Rasheed Gureesha Sohan Old Man and the Old Oak Tree Georgie Middlemiss Soon Iona Sheppard Delicate Measures Lila Sturgeon Forever Chasing the Sun Amelia McLean-Brown Rain Sonnet Rosie Roberts The Sun and the Moon Penny Hampden-Turner SIXTH FORM A Bucket List Ahana Banerji Ophelia Anna Metzger Sailing Elsie Young T.J. Florence Jarvis To All the Adults Govhar Dadashova The Canvas Iman Hafeez Autumn – The Shift Molly Reed Names Polly Cameron Love is Dirt Thea Boyle 5
YEAR 7 GREECE The sea was sapphire coloured and the sky Burned like a heated opal through the salty air. We hoisted sail; the wind was blowing fair For the blue lands that to the eastward lie. From the steep prow I marked with quickening eye Every olive grove and creek, The flapping of the sail against the mast, The ripple of the water on the side, The ripple of girls’ laughter at the stern, And a red-faced sun, upon the seas to ride, Until at last I stood proudly upon the soil of Greece! Andrea Herr, Year 7 7
PATH AT DUSK Arm in arm we stroll along the path, torchlight dancing in the darkness as we wonder at the beauty, Wonder at the beauty. Remembering the evening, we smile in the darkness, the stars tiny but dazzling above us, as we move close together to keep out the cold, Move close together to keep out the cold. Stunned, we gaze at the view, the boats rocking gently, so close but so far, the sea like an ice rink, unbroken, The sea like an ice rink, untouched. The forts stand strong and silent, lights flash on the horizon far out to sea, So far, far out to sea. Molly Baker, Year 7 8
WITTERING Scurrying to the car, the bag drop. Hurrying to the water, hauling the paddle boards, The motion of the sea, Repeating in my ears. Rigging and tugging, eventually calmly sailing, A band of wind, a light gust, flowing down the water. Music vibrating from the beach, A sunset creeping up in the distance Skateboarding down the street, the blast of voices from the children playing. An aroma of sausages and burgers lingering in the air. Clocks approaching midnight, still the constant voices. The moon above glistening and flickering, Absorbing the summer night. Lila Baroukh, Year 7 9
WIND Sifting through the pale grass, Icy hands brushing souls, Rushing through the cold, grey sky, Its roaring scream taking control. Frosty breath pushes you back, Stony teeth biting down hard, It creeps around bright or black, Its ghostly soft growl floating all around. Invisible demon of the heavens above, A body of air swirling, swaying, The power of fire but the heart of ice, Making dolls of humans, picking and playing. Hiding in the white islands of the sky Under and over, ever so sly, Then diving down to the long-gone lands Mingling with mortals, strolling on sand. Tallis Philpot, Year 7 10
MIDNIGHT MOURNING She lay in the snow, Fire against ice, The pain in her eyes. She’s alone, stranded. Faint glow – What is left of her fire. Her cubs had left the den. They were incapable, Strayed into hunting grounds, Gunshots to follow. And now the mother is left Bathed in sorrow, Bushy tail still, Eyes barely focused, Staring hazily at me, Ears laid flat on her head, On the brink of death. Her black nose quivered. I looked deep into her eyes. She rested her head on her paw. I lay down in the snow next to her, Felt the cold penetrate my skin. I looked up at the starry sky, An eternity of unexplored worlds. If the stars had vocal cords They would be singing our melody, Singing mother fox to sleep. Maybe in another lifetime, Another world, She will prosper in happiness. She welcomed death like an old friend then; She parted with life. Amen Juno Arnold, Year 7 11
WHO AM I? I think that I am different, I don’t think the same. Is there someone out there Controlling our life like a game? I imagine myself A blue wolf with stars in my eyes, A fire burning in my soul, Running to the world’s cries. I wonder what stars feel like Up in the void of space, Far away from the chasm of darkness, Devouring the human race. I look at the world with wonder For is there a more wonderful thing Than this very place that we call home From Buenos Aires to Beijing? I might not be the same as you But that doesn’t matter to me. I will always be unique And who I want to be. Isabella Watton, Year 7 12
A SIGN I think of myself as a flower Gracefully swaying, soaking up the sun I imagine that each petal is a sign A sign that I have done an act of kindness Of goodwill Everyone thinks that I’m silent but really I’m as loud as a resonant bell I wonder if I had a different name Like Bella or Rose… It is better than my cousin’s name Better to be called Hannah than Camille I am special A Goddess A Flower I am Hannah Hannah Bong, Year 7 13
A KEY JUST OUT OF REACH My arm outstretched, My fingertips grasping air, The key stood solitary, unknown. I watched, I waited But still I could not reach The key that balanced on the shelf Just out of reach. The locked door, Oblivious to what I had done, Forced me alone for hours on end As if time had stood still. Boredom turned to grief As I stayed in the room With the key just out of reach, Almost as if it was mocking me, Watching over me. Day after day went by But still I was trapped. I stretched up until my arms were sore, To the key just out of reach. Freya Wright, Year 7 14
I REMEMBER THAT DAY ON THE BRIDGE I remember that day on the bridge, Those never-ending stairs, spiralling around skeleton trunks And the shivering trees with writhing, twisted branches Like a troop of frozen dancers in the woods. The misty blankets of cold air in the veil of the blue sky slowly edging closer And the ghostly clouds close enough to touch. I remember that day on the bridge, The flimsy, narrow platform wobbling with every light touch of the wind And the ear-splitting sound of the thump-thump of my own heart. The dangling ropes tangled with creepers, reaching out And the nets ready to catch their innocent prey. The denim blue lake waiting for its chance to suck me in if I slip. I remember that day on the bridge. It was silent like a feather floating to the floor And my mouth was dry with terror. With extreme caution, I stepped out onto the precarious plank. I was tempted to close my eyes but I knew it would be worse. The bridge lurched and I held my breath. I remember that day on the bridge. I was slowly pacing one foot on the solid wooden platform When I saw beautiful garlands of flowering roses and rhododendrons waving at me. All the fear flushed away and I gazed, mesmerised. Confidently, I strode along the bridge and reached the steady stairway. Joy flooded my body and I thought to myself What a wonderful world. Avani Chotai, Year 7 15
CHANGE IS NECESSARY ‘Change is necessary!’ We screamed at the top of our voices. The clash of tin against steel. River poisoned crimson with blood. The air so hot with flame and soot. But Hunger still gripped our throats and we had to shake it free. ‘Change is needed!’ We shouted, our voices cocooned in anger. Cries of pain piercing the once iridescent sky. Scalding blood watering the soil of the battlefield. Slaughter had been summoned. But poverty still bore the crown of the Grim Reaper. ‘Change is unescapable.’ We wept, our voices lost to the booms of the drums, Like flies in a spider’s web, the bandages bound us numb Eying the preying arachnid, stealthily prowling towards us We were feeble and helpless, But the limping victory does not take sides. ‘Change is liberating.’ We thought, but that was long ago. Once marionettes with tangled strings, Now puppets with strings no more. Zara Zwain, Year 7 16
YEAR 8 BIRDS LEARN HOW TO FLY ONE DAY I love to live To see, to give To light up a person’s whole world with a smile For those memories I had as a child Running in fields during the rain Having my tears roll and dance as a play Laughing and calmly hugging The sorrow and the pain Seeps away Maya Navon, Year 8 17
A STRANGER (after Cider with Rosie) ‘Twas Christmastime, long ago, For a group of men appeared And a Stranger came to town. from behind, Both young and old, Sick with hate and shame, Wise and bold, Brash, not kind, An old child had come down. Out of their minds, Kicked the Stranger till he was He cheerily greeted old mates, lame. Telling of his travels. Exciting and new, They stole his clothes, his coat, If only he knew, his money, What would come next. Left him out in the cold, So there he died, He had come from New Zealand, Yes, he died, But originally from here, as he Because he had broken the continued to say, mould. But he had stirred up thoughts, How most dreams were caught, All the youths remember And had broken ´fore the light of And the police wish to forget day. How one man was brutally murdered, He bought many people’s drinks A man was brutally murdered, with gold, How the bar shouldn’t’ve been And told of his greatest success. set. But after the booze And after his news, But things weren’t all that bad, The Stranger told his address. As the Stranger had somehow stayed. So the Stranger left and started the Watching over the sheep, walk, Gifting the shepherds sleep, Down the howling valley. For he became a creature Warm with whisky, decayed. Walking briskly, He neared his finale. (Continued ...) 18
Lying there he soon transformed, To a beast that commanded the road. His hands to hooves, His crest of grooves, He turned into old Jones’ Goat. Some say he still looks for his masters, Some say he protects the fields, Alone and sad, Angry and bad, A Stranger that never yields. So it was Christmastime, long ago, And a Stranger came to town. Both young and old, Wise and bold, An old friend that was struck down. Taylor Eldridge, Year 8 19
MEMORIES OF ROME I can recall skipping along the worn-down pavements in Rome, The birds fluttering above us gossiping to each other eagerly With feathers deep black like glossy, shiny ink. The Mediterranean sun quietly crept over us And gave us a gentle sprinkle of heat. The smell of sweet honey swept upon me like the ocean As I ripped open the crinkly wrapper of a golden madeleine. The taste of the spongy, sugary cake filled my mouth. We walked down the same street we had walked down many times before. It was filled with the sound of mumbled words and faint laughing, With pigeons violently flying around hunting down bits of food Like a lost child looking for its parents. Soon we reached our rosy pink block of flats Which stood innocently and joyously standing by the rest. Tallulah Galvani, Year 8 20
BY THE SEA – MEMORIES She picked up the discarded driftwood. Ridges and grooves curved and shaped the piece. It was soft in her hand, bleached and aged by the August sun. She took one last look at it before hurling it into the briny waves, The waves that came as hungry rascals and swept it away, Undulating as they splashed, perpetually, Against the barnacle-covered rocks, Like a hungry pack of wolves that feasted against the rocky cliffs, Gnawing and slowly, over time, wearing them away as they weakened, Foamy white-fringed tides washing over her tiny feet, Cold against the damp sand she buried her toes in, The ocean breeze planting a salty kiss on her cheek, Tousling her golden locks of hair and whispering through her fingers. Closing her eyes, she inhaled the ocean’s poignant, salty breath, In that moment was freedom. Sofia di Stefano, Year 8 21
MARKET SQUARE The bells that ring for matins Reach up and down the street, While little maids in white parades Go by – on padding feet. The locals are all leaping Pirouetting hand in hand, They laugh and sing and watch and pray All by the market stands. The chimes ring out their message “Come ask for your desire” Don’t hesitate, don’t wait – in the Towers of the Cathedral Spire. Past ancient and weary bishops With tall hats of gold, They bow their heads, like flower beds Before the coming cold. Father grips my arm So I won’t be swept away. We arrive at last and feel at ease Like a ship entering her bay. Poppie Lawrie, Year 8 22
YOUNGER THEN I remember this time, I would come flying down, The sun would shine, And we’d just play around, And the river would flow speedily. Keeping the river in sight. My family beside me, I felt like I was on top of the I was only two or three, world, And nothing really made sense. On their shoulders being twirled, Giggling as we spun around. The warmth in the air, The wind blowing my hair, We were all laughing together, Everyone was always smiling. I felt as light as a feather, And nothing seemed to go The sky was all blue, wrong. Just me and those two, My parents were trailing behind. Everyone was smiling, And I had a feeling, I was holding their hands, That this was a memory to We didn’t have plans, remember. But to be with my brothers all day. I was younger then, We’d take two big steps, And now they’re men, And then I was swept, And everything has been Up and to swing in the sky. left behind Olivia Moore, Year 8 23
A MAGPIE’S ODYSSEY Glossy plumage, rounded head, On the watch, skulking around, Sharp black beak, wings spread. In case any bird decides to take him Slim frame, dancing eyes, down. Contrasting feathers, shrill cries. Always looking, constantly aware, Knees bent, claws furled, If anyone ventures to thieve his lair. Ready to swoop, spectacularly perched. And as the magpie adds the finishing touches to its residence, And then he’s off, soaring into the Dawn arrives, sharing its elegance. stars, His nest is bathed in radiant light, Wings unfurled, splendidly apart. Warm and comfortable and ready to A majestic silhouette for all to see, delight. There’s no mistaking his regality. He sits in the dazzling spotlight that Then a flash of glitter catches his eye, is his work; And then he’s ready, ready to dive. He takes his spotlight with a smirk, As quick as a flash, he swoops down, Eyes looking out on his kingdom, Looking at his target on the ground. Like a satisfied bird who’s achieved perfection. Swiftly diving he goes for his reward, Picking it up like a fine lord. Leah Katz, Year 8 He winds his way back to his home, Hiding his jewel in a place unknown, And then he’s off again, all alone. Through the trees, above the ground, Peeking into lost and found Pilfering from other birds’ homes, Sneaking into forbidden zones. Looting from nests like a robber, He is the world’s best plotter. All stealth and shadows in the night, Flitting away out of sight. 24
DO YOU REMEMBER? Do you remember the time, The time I showed you the stream, The sparkling stream that swirls and sweeps Over the rocks? Gracefully, quietly like dancers on ice. Do you remember the way the grass looked as we awoke from our little wooden bunk beds? The way everything had frozen still under a blanket of fresh snow Do you remember how it snowed that day? It snowed harder than anything our young eyes had seen before, Thick and spiralling, Layering fast, just waiting to be scooped from grass and thrown against red faces. Do you remember the bitter cold as you fell down that ski slope on the mountain? The way your little skis fell off and got stuck in the ice, The way we devoured our drinks craving any warmth to help the numbness of our bodies? The wonderful odours that swept across the garden, Pine needle and cinnamon. The beautiful sunsets and skies. The way your little ponytail bounced as we ran up the winding lane To the snow-dusted chalet. I remember. Do you? Chloe Saunders, Year 8 25
MARLOES The crisp early morning breeze pulls its fingers through my hair And whistles in my ear; The soft sand tickles my toes As a chilly wave washes over them. The sulking mass of the sea in front of me, Throwing waves at the shore, At the rocks, sending sprays high in the air. I take one step deeper, then two, then dive under. The icy water washes over my body And the cool air hits me like a slap in the face. I taste the salty air in my mouth As I bob up and down in the waves Like a horse on a merry-go-round. I begin to swim, hauling the frigid water past me, Until I reach the largest rock on the beach. I pull myself up, arms exhausted from the swim, And sit down, dangling my legs over the side, Marvelling at my surroundings, Taking in the beauty of Marloes. Alice Day, Year 8 26
YEAR 9 RECRUITMENT Those who cannot swim should not be thrown in In hope of saving those who drown already When is another life no longer worth A losing war? Tomorrow another thousand Dragged to the front, heels entrenched in dirt As the ivy grows over yesterday’s tombstones Poster in hand with guilt and a tightened rope, Puppeteers on street corners using mouths not theirs Never to speak again, calling for more men Their fight fought and lost. How can we claim Our knowledge of their wishes that cannot be wished? The end will never come, too much to justify More earth dug for new heroes in foreign land Beside ground not yet healed, grass not yet grown over Names uttered again in calls of revenge Until they outnumber men who owe them debt How much longer until there is nothing left Of what men killed and were killed for? Sarah Fleming, Year 9 27
THE PRICE OF LOVE I missed her I always did After leaving her for so many days Days filled with endless longing And nights spent with endless dreaming of her Her face, long and smooth, like a porcelain doll And her hair long and tangled, usually flowing by her sides And her eyes They keep you in them They contain the world inside of them Every single star and essence of light also reflected in her vision And here she is now in my arms As we dream together And watch the world pass together Secretly hoping this time will never end together ‘What day is it’ she asks quietly ‘The 16th’ I reply softly She smiles but with pain in her eyes It immediately brings back the memories Of her inside that circle With the hands on either side of her Dragging her into the deep It was the price she had to pay for her selfishness It was the price she had to pay for me It took her three days to come back for me, Three whole days of me waiting and listening Before I saw her rise from the underworld and look back to me I was with her once again, and this time fulfilled a promise and a debt that she owed me Because if I’m going to live forever So will she Isobel Parry-Jones, Year 9 28
WHO I AM I am from the palm trees of Iraq to the thistles of Scotland I am from the numerous names of Sisi, Nessy, Inessy I am from the snowy mountains to the river of the Tigris and Euphrates river I am from the Friday night takeaway arguments I am from flipping twisting and flying From Saturday night movie nights to Monday morning schleps I am from the free-day Wednesdays And from the mother and daughter rom-coms To the Father and daughter horror films I am from the hugs and kisses I am from the ‘hi’s’ and ‘goodbyes’ And the cries and smiles Ines Kirdar-Smith, Year 9 29
THE DREAM The darkness slinks around, like a snake in water; The night, a battleground of drunken men, is fast approaching, No place for a 13-year-old girl. So I retire to my bed, under the covers, sheltered on the battlefield, Falling down the rabbit hole of sleep. My mind returns to a time before the stress that my skirt is too short For the men of the night to be able to resist. I retreat to a story I was once told by a childhood friend, A feeling of warmth and comfort found in the strangest place. The story creeps and crawls at the back of my mind as I pull my cover over my curling toes Remembering the story of the doll who cracked and froze over from neglect. Remember the times when my only problems were tiptoeing Over the wooden floorboards at my grandma’s house Because I was scared they would fall through under my weight. Now I’m haunted by the doll. So perfect yet so scarred, The trauma peaking through her ocean blue eyes, The dream so lucid and clear, I could swear it was not a dream But a memory. Xanthe Picchioni, Year 9 30
THE OTHER PLACE Night. It is a dark place. A cricket’s song lingers through the shafts, Bounces off the rooftops proceeding to fade into the evening. Now I can only hear the slight crackle from the hearth. The last amber glints and slowly dims in the ashes. Silence consumes the night. Everyone is asleep yet everyone is awake. They call it ‘The Other Realm’ or the place you go after you switch off the light, Twisting and turning, The nauseating cackles echo and ring in my head, Swaying and swirling, Her gnarled and mangled face transmogrified into a loathsome venomous sneer. Stop. I’m tumbling; I’m falling; I’m on a breezy lone cloud circling a pale young girl. The colours are flashing and flaring; I’m feeling giddy and rather dizzy and my palms are sweating. I drop. My heart is pounding like a jackhammer. I’m skyrocketing down towards nothing. The girl appears and looks me in the eye in a cursory manner: “Leave, leave! Before it’s too late.” Just like that the other realm nonchalantly dwindles. All but a bright light is left and the beauty of silence. It turns a soft periwinkle; My eyelids placidly open. Saffi Bowen, Year 9 31
HOME A jewelled green carpet, Gently laid under a hanging cyan abyss, it was Distant, creamy; clouds wander through The beautiful boundless blue. My feet weave about tilted and technicolour Buds and blossoms; Poisonously gorgeous fragrance wafts Through me. I am engulfed. An amber spot, far away, spreading Lemony light like a vast yellow picnic Blanket across My Home. I am wrapped in an Acrylic Utopia. Land is a gift of the Divine; Rolled out from the high heavens By the great illustrator. My home Lucy-Mai Adjetey, Year 9 32
NIGHT is a void of darkness and confusion. She had enough already. You wake up, still drunk, Besides, yours were worth more and oblivious… than a chocolate bar from co-op. You’re not sure whether or not the sky will still be made out of French * fries You often wondered about when you walk to school. her fascination with children’s teeth. Or if the trees will be purple and What did she use them for? shimmering. Decoration? You peer outside, wishing it away, Life-hacks? and blink. Birthday presents? It frustrated your naive mind, * how little it knew. “Turn the clock twice, * not trice!” And wait... I watch her press her nose up She’ll have you think that she’s sweet. against the glass. She’ll lure you in Fixated on the red smoke, with the promise of money and sugar creeping across the pane. but what cogs are really turning under those silky, golden tresses? * And what is she guiding you away from I focus my eyes on hers. with her haunting toothy grin? Their sanity has been replaced Now, hang on…! by a pipe dream. Livia Michaels, Year 9 * Remember when you locked your teeth up in a box by Mum’s bed. The tooth fairy didn’t need your incisors. 33
HOPE Hope is like a candle flame It seems so delicate For you give it one gentle breeze and it is gone However it touches something flammable and it can cause big fires But it tends to burn out eventually And the flickering light disappears And the light is gone The overwhelming realisation of how there is no hope Like waves Growing larger but then suddenly gets consumed Where hope just drowns Deeper and deeper into the darkness Until a day where a fishing boat appears And the fisherman on board throws his rod into the sea. The hook sinks deeper and deeper into the darkness And just happens to hook that last bit of hope He pulls the treasure out the sea and inspects it looks rough but there is still some light left The kind fisherman cares for this hope Until it shines bright like the evening stars One day it rises into the sky full of other sparkling stars But even there the hope that was just a delicate candle flame Was the brightest most beautiful star in the sky Sora Kamide, Year 9 34
DREAMS The night is a portal to worlds uncanny, a journey through a flimsy picture book film. Remember when it turned into shreds of paper at the bat of an eyelid. The night lurks in shadows, pounces, chases, pursues. Remember when I tried to escape, but They devoured me before I could run. The night is a superstition breeder although it is mute. Remember when He told me to confront the deceased, while looking in a mirror. The night is an ebony wire woman who breathes and worships time. Remember when Her pedantic voice screamed – “Wake up, you’ve got school”. Imogen Whelan, Year 9 35
WHO SAID? Who said we were to come home as heroes? Medals rust but these memories have stayed. Who said our tears added up to zeroes? Even though my heart has been pierced and flayed. Who said to bury the thoughts with the bones? I saw no soil blanket them on the field. Who said not to trouble about unknowns? I have already told that voice to yield. Who said Luck saved me from Death’s fatal clutch? The disgrace of still breathing torments me. Who said I am soft, hobbling with my crutch? For nobody saw the slaughtered debris. Who said I can sleep in soft cotton now? When I would rather be sleeping below To keep my brief, brave brothers company. Charlotte Walker, Year 9 36
YEAR 10 ANTHROPOCENE The alley is black and reeks of magnesium, Lit only by your lighter and the ultraviolet glow of the city. You flick your thumb and I see the ballpoint runes scrawled up your arms, The glimmer of flame glinting off the ash in your hair. The sky is a mirror Spotted with starlight. We stand arm in arm on the cement parched earth. We are the tiny beating heart of the concrete jungle, Little gods unto ourselves, Mouths and hands dripping with petrichor. A car drives by and the stagnant hue of gasoline washes through my mouth. My gaze is guided back to the sky And I feel an ancient oak tree with too many roots tangle itself up in the pit of my stomach. To my right I see an angel with too many eyes and an extra set of hands illuminated in the light from the co-op. They smile at me, but I don’t smile back. Their throat was empty and their breath stank of ozone. Distantly, I feel my unholy mouth form a prayer; ‘Heaven help us’ Delilah Dowd, Year 10 37
The Portal of Valenciennes by Watteau THE BUSINESS OF THE DAY The city remains desolate of danger, The only intruders being the smudges of shrubbery, Determined to overtake the tall, crumbling lines of the walls. Battered ramparts glow amber in early morning light While others are thrust into leaden shadow. In the distance the bleached sky of a new day casts a clarion call, A long solemn note calling across the citadel, The grimly awaited sign for the battle of the day to begin. Small groups murmuring like the early morning starlings, A gathering of men pushing away the silence of the night, Perhaps hopeful from the last drops of sleep, That their purpose for the day was one not filled with dread But one with commonplace activities that their former lives would’ve held. Only the sharp-edged angles of their newly-found tools of war give them away, Hanging upon the dust-lined, well-kept folds of their regimentals, Showing the novelty of their task. (Continued ...) 38
The blanched face of a colleague staring into nothingness, One is still slumped, captured in the confines of sleep. Yet another stands solitary on the skyline, inspecting beyond the dawn. The stench of sweat and dust is dulled to their noses But the fetor of dog, grimy and greasy, remains forceful in the air. The pull of a west wind on a shroud of cloud, poisoning the sky with A long feather of blackened smoke still hanging over them, suspended. The business of the day. Imi Bell, Year 10 39
MANDERLEY Once a home, monumental, unashamed, Pervading beauty so like Rebecca’s, So exquisite, but quite firmly restrained. Caressed by the sun and the moon alike; A sense of pride clung like mist to its name. Now it crumbles, derelict and alone, Blackened and charred; stripped of any grandeur. No smooth skin or warm heart, only bone, And how the gossip swirls round, the scandal, Reduced to a rotting shell, Rebecca’s home. The plants now pour in through the cracked windows, Starting slow, insidious, now a flood Grotesque, hideous hybrids in wrath and woe. Livid, feral, heinously neglected. No trace of Rebecca’s touch, long ago. The gardens were once innocent and mild, Dappled with soft, crinkled primrose petals. Hydrangeas stood with bent heads like a child In the Happy Valley, fragrant and humid. Unaware they would become putrid, defiled. Manderley had felt the touch of many But none so profound as Rebecca. The house was perfumed with flowers aplenty; And adorned with intricate ornaments. It did not yet know Rebecca didn’t love any. But soon it knew; the house gleamed russet red, Bleeding into the sky, choking up the past. Once, Manderley had treasured the lives led, The distant memory of each touch, each laugh. But now Manderley, murdered by Rebecca, lies dead. Laila Samarasinghe, Year 10 40
GEORGE STUBBS: WHISTLEJACKET Herein lies a troubled specimen The sharp lines highlight him, spotlight him He is scared, vulnerable He is alone His auburn flanks glisten in the midday sun Golden patches adorn his otherwise solid coat He wears a small white sock, like jewellery One line of white stands out, a scar on his beautiful head Shadows highlight the rippling muscles He is strong in his fear He is steady He dangerously throws his iron hooves The deep black eyes contrast the whites His fear clear as day Pure, untamed by mankind His animal spirit still strong Olivia Clement, Year 10 41
BLUE HERONS Open blackberry gate, morning lets dust cleared from rivers and peaks, itself in, ochre streams, flood forests and fields, eyes open in welcome. Water stirs. A canyons and gorges, jades and glance outside. A jade tiger rises, emeralds rise. blue herons fly to West Mountain. Petals scatter on crystalline swell, night Forage through fern abundance, lengthens slowly, coldness wanders by sunlight pooled in cassia leaves. but I will linger here, a little longer. It’s why you reclused here, hermitage Ophelia Lanfranchi, Year 10 entwined in viridian mists. I find footprints headed to the sky, I leave this poem on your wall and on a whim ascend West Mountain ridge. Trees snap underfoot, blue herons startle away. Boundless and empty to townsfolk, West Mountain peaks. But here immortals dance among indomitable pines. Above the sun, blue herons fly into paper crumpled; clouds the body, clouds the wings. Sonorous bird song, radiant clarity, mountain forests sing, each beat moves the clouds, red 42
DIVINE RETRIBUTION mangled bone relaxed in a heap, breeze danced through unhooked ribs. light shone on the glittering organs, and the last breath grew stale in the air. dust hung heavy, sticking to the lungs. scarlet blood dripped, clinging to the floor. flesh stretched in strips, casting long shadows. the eyes watch blankly, there is no soul God smiles, He sits, He rests with quivering hands. He has sent us home. Phoebe Hall, Year 10 43
OUT OF THE WRECKAGE Time seems to have stood still, And then, Complacency. Everyone Living in the absurd script of a disaster a scientist, movie, Complaints. Everyone thinking of Scenes of the unfamiliar. History in their misfortune, the making. Caution. Thrown to the wind. Redundancy, furlough, overworked Out of this wreckage, NHS, Through the mist of the plague, Parents Harassed, children left with There is some good to hold on to. no direction, All progress disrupted. The rat race finally suspended, Time to think and time to rest, Families torn apart by distance, Time to start the long untouched. Grandparents left isolated, Unable to feel the warmth of a hug. Once unused green spaces, Now home to games and laughter, The fortunate with space to Families finally spending time appreciate, together. The less fortunate cramped, boiling unhappiness, More cooking, more talking, more Both claustrophobic. understanding, Long walks, movie nights and poker Five o’clock information and nights, misinformation, The new normal slowly bringing joy. Rules and regulations. Confusion and chaos, Thousands of minutes spent on The light at the end of the tunnel Houseparty, diminishing. Friendships at first suspended, Strengthened by time apart. No cure in sight. Death tolls rising, Unreliable statistics. Or is it the truth? Resilience, courage, togetherness, Anxiety and fear of the unknown More kindness shown at every turn, raging. Grateful for what we have and hopeful for what is to come. Sirena Waas Perumal, Year 10 44
RE-ENTRY Boiling noise swirled around me. My toast crumb clothes rough against my skin. It had been so long, yet I did not miss this. There was no commute, No crammed tube Stewing with yesterday’s smells on today’s breath. I long for the solitude of my home My little desk, The hushed concentration it brings. I hear the familiar squeak of a shoe, Jolted back I check my watch. My heart lifts as they beckon me over. Lara Gilodi-Johnson, Year 10 45
RELUCTANT POETRY Perhaps I’ll write a poem, About emotions pure and true. Each simile like a thread, Of embroidery sewn for you. Or perhaps I’ll write a poem, About a soaring albatross. Each metaphor a stepping-stone, To help you get across. Now maybe I’ll write a poem, About a ravenous tyrannosaurus. Each word ceaselessly mutilated, With an online thesaurus. But I don’t want to write a poem, And I don’t see why I should. However long I spend on it, It’ll never be any good. So I guess I’ll write a poem, About what I always do: Trying to write a poem, And not being able to. Jennifer Bradescu, Year 10 46
YEAR 11 JELLYFISH no brain, no heart, no bones nor eyes an emptiness of body a passive floating plastic bag surrounded by a dying ocean their tentacles trail endlessly for years and years behind their sting imprints a scarlet track an angry welt beneath their grasp always swaying to the current never resistant to the tide in flocks they drift on by plugged in, but not connected oblivious to their beauty agnostic to their power dangerous yet fragile they are blind to their future Grace Torrance, Year 11 47
MOONRISE The sun gently sank beneath the horizon, As though engulfed by the land below. Fresh colours brushed onto the sky, Rich hues of reds, oranges and purples, Dotted with wispy, lilac clouds, As though draped in lavender ribbons. A flock of white-rumped swifts soars home, Silhouetted by the tangerine star behind. The velvet night gently smothered the flames of colour, Revealing the constellations - the witnesses of centuries. The black tranquility commanded the body to rest. Soothing the minds of all who witnessed the spectacle. Francesca Mowat, Year 11 48
THOUGHTS ON A COUNTRY DRIVE I dislike sheep. I hold a vehement aversion towards the species. Their mundane mellow baas will never fail to create An incandescent rage within me. As they stand flocked Together, with matted white fleeces flecked with dust Grazing contentedly on the grass, I cannot help but look on With rancour. I want to ask others how the sheep’s 360 vision Does not induce a sense of unparalleled paranoia. And why the sheep’s large rectangular pupils, do not reveal their True malignant nature. How the sheep’s twisted horns don’t bear relation to The demonic horrors that you can only see in the most twisted of dreams. Yet the purity that is so heavily ingrained in their image Will always make you sceptical of my incredulous attitude towards sheep. And that’s why, as the car drives past, I raise my hand to the window and say ‘Look. Sheep.’ Hannah Geddie, Year 11 49
RASHEED* You picked me up from the rubble And nestled me in your home like a little bird Stroking and petting me In places I did not want to be. “I’m pregnant, Rasheed.” Your eyes lit up, And you prayed for a boy. But out came Aziza And all your hopes shattered. You shoved the blue shirts And toy cars to me “They were expensive,” you said. “Make use of them,” you said. Soon, it was not only the toys and the clothes you were misusing. It was us. Slaps echoing in the corridors Screeches bellowed from above your chins Silent endurance, tightly shut eyes, white knuckles of your victims. I watched as the routine ensued. Biting my lips and my tongue until they bled, Blood gushing out in an endless waterfall of pain, of endurance, of sorrow. Because I had learnt the hard way That sometimes, opening your mouth, Only caused more trouble. (Continued ...) 50
Nothing was enough for you, and so you turned to me. But i would not endure in silence any longer Because i knew Babi was watching And i knew i was better than this. Better than the burnt shrapnel you picked from the ground those many moons ago. So unleash your rage Screech your screeches Let your hand be raised to unseen heights; Watch how it descends But never hits its mark. For I will not remain silent. Gureesha Sohan, Year 11 *based on A Thousand Splendid Suns by Khaled Hosseini 51
OLD MAN AND THE OLD OAK TREE On your way home from school, You see the old man that always sits On the station platform, Watching the trains go past. You can picture him quite easily, Stands at a medium height say a tad bit below six foot, Little bushels of white hair either side of his, Well, you know, rather bald head. A slight stoop to his walk and A nice - rusted way of talking, Often a copy of The Times under one arm and The Wind in the Willows under the other. He lives alone, a widower, Takes great joy in sending his granddaughter presents Whenever he gets the chance. Apart from his train station spot, You often see him sitting in his garden Hoping each postman will entail a response. But he never gets to see his little girl, And he loves her ever so much and With every little girl getting off the train, He tells himself one day it’ll be his little girl. The years pass and he grows older And still his little girl doesn’t come. Beside him on the train station platform, Is a grand old oak tree. You can see they’re really one and the same, The old man and the oak tree. They’ve both got that rough bark skin, And that sturdy but somewhat crooked trunk, And that age-old wise look in their eyes. (Continued ...) 52
The bark of the tree practically forms those eyes, All old and mystical and wizened. Years and years go by and still you take the Same train to town everyday. And still he waits, he’s not long for this world. Then one day his time comes. And the two are one and the same, The old man and the old oak tree. You see, There’s just the oak tree now, One oak tree and no more old Newspaper-lending man. Then one day one particular little girl gets off, Grasping her mother’s hand tightly. Off to see Great-Grandpapa, she says With a skip in her step. But don’t you see? The oak tree is the old man. Every oak tree is an old man. And she sits under the oak tree, And reads her favourite book: The Wind in the Willows, to Great-Grandpapa. Georgie Middlemiss, Year 11 53
SOON Soon on shorter mornings and longer nights I will walk next to the river Cold and silent. Hearing the faint whisper of boats Gliding across the red cheeked water. Seeing the sun waking up Yellow and red Slowly and dreary eyed Unveiling the cranes cuddled together Towering above the water Shivering. And I watch, By the bank, The grass crisp and cold to the touch a faint speck of heat and warmth Wrapped accordingly To see London waking up On the soon to be December morning Iona Sheppard, Year 11 54
DELICATE MEASURES 7:22 Up to the mark Equipment assembled My station is ready. Searing hot Water thrashes against its plastic prison But like always, the chaos is contained. leaves unfurl gently promising start. Almond to cedar to chestnut. But all too quickly, The perfect shade ceases to exist Suppose I’ll settle for mahogany. The silky elixir will make for a quick fix Right hand gripped tightly Tilted at at forty two degree angle Alas My tired hands betray me A dash too far And my day descends into disarray Lila Sturgeon, Year 11 55
FOREVER CHASING THE SUN The day reaches its glorious hour Where the pathways of light bend so far That the shielding blue metamorphoses Into the sky of a pink burning flame. And at the universal centre, the landscape meets The golden supernova at a tangent A lone eagle’s eyes reflect the sparkling light And it begins its journey forever chasing the sun. Every day, incessantly, the same objective Is attempted with striving devotion And the creature prays and wills That it will not be forever chasing the sun. The exact moment this divine ring of fervour Signals glowing tangerine, is when The race against destiny begins And the bird soars to the heavens It beats its wings in time to the Silent admiration from earthlings below. And the strength of each flutter Brings with it the uproar of encouraging whispers From every atom it advances through For the eagle forever chasing the sun. As it unwaveringly glides on and on, up and up, brisker and more fluently , Fate begins to seal itself while the sun, Like a waning moon, accelerates away At the inexplicable, exact speed Where if one looks away for the briefest elapse of time, One may never see what they saw before. (Continued ...) 56
It begins to sink into an indiscernible Dark chasm which presents itself In a suspiciously impregnable contour Yet the golden eagle still believes That today he can stop forever chasing the sun. Eternally angelic and transcendent ; Perplexing yet comprehendible How can he be worthy of reaching the sun, When he is not like Him? He tries, yes he tries every day But that simply isn’t enough No, it will never be enough For the eagle forever chasing the sun. Amelia McLean-Brown, Year 11 57
RAIN SONNET There is nothing better I can do today Than sit here on the floor to watch the rain Drip down the glass and colour the sky grey, My slowing breaths clouding the windowpane. Alone and seeing only monochrome But calmer as it tumbles from the sky To weigh down another cold, cloudy home And give a new blue filter they can try. Ashen whispers cloud my mind and wrap it Up with simpler thoughts of water tipping On people walking past, streetlights now lit, Running to the bus with coat hems dripping Their warmer, softer homes waiting with tea And dry clothes and a place to sit and be. Rosie Roberts, Year 11 THE SUN AND THE MOON Light like gold dust filters through the leaves They reach and stretch to catch it But we lie soaking it in like thieves Our eyes cast out over the field, sunlit clouds sail past, morphing as they go A small fleet off to discover new lands You watch them, eyes wide, face faintly aglow A slight but electric connection between our hands The moon has risen, replacing the sun The branches above twist and moan The wind beating through it like a drum I’ve sat here many times but never alone There is a space in the grass where you used to sit it feels more empty now it’s moonlit Penny Hampden-Turner, Year 11 58
SIXTH FORM A BUCKET LIST Love yourself a little longer than the length of string which ties you to this bruising purgatory. Smash bottles of lavender bath oil and Epsom salts like they meant something to your body in the first place. Let the greying, lemonbalm eye of the stranger justify you so, in a moment of Ezekielian exhalation, your limbs have function other than to carry the burden of your piece of mind. Let your bones twist and snap like writhing river fish turning ruby in the market— watch the marrow drip from its ivory Folsom and do not be afraid! Starve your satire to feed your narcissism, for as soon as your words are drained of their echo you are disincarnated. Know that, sometimes, even the suicidal cry out for visitors— the darlings don’t mean to tip the scales, weighting Death. Ahana Banerji, Sixth Form 59
OPHELIA You dismember her figure. The knife of the artist carves porcelain skin Dissect the brush stroke of allure Her sinful death preserved for posterity Arms open like a martyr - There’s nothing I can do for her now. Condemned by the poppy between her fingers: Representative of death The critics have decided. I notice her lips parted - Like they never did in the silence of vitality. I am in love with her I realise On the thorny way to heaven Anna Metzger, Sixth Form 60
SAILING I squeeze the iron railings tight The force has made my knuckles white Salt spray comes ramming onto the ground Of my little boat, and I hear the sound- It’s the ocean! I drink in the sight of the waves Foam engulfing the rocks; the cliffs and the caves I watch the birds, limp like paper in the storm Wings outstretched, and around me they form I guffaw at both them and the tempestuous sea Salt encrusts my eyelashes, I can barely see The ocean’s power is relentless and raw It cradles me like a blanket, seeps in every pore There once were days I craved for the deep Lay back flat like paper, bundled in sheets Holding my snow globe I received as a child Rocking it fiercely, the landscape turning wild For inside was a rowing boat out where I longed to be Another version of heaven- the vast mighty sea! Finally, I am here, right where I belong Gazing out at my home, the ocean, unforgiving, yet strong Elsie Young, Sixth Form 61
T.J. The glinting of woven buttons on a cardigan leather and thick, rich oatmeal dark green pads (creaky gardening), spidery spindles of silver combed and the radio - religiously. bouncing around? a Deafening smile fluffy cloud feet without fail a large blanket: decisive watercolour skin, a tea stained map, vigorous, infirm, the dismissal pouring out of the ears spicy laughter and a held gaze, rolling hills in corduroy trousers of burnt sunlight the wet pain and the pounding suffocation crawling up the throat, inhaling the chest lazy crack between two eyelids and everything is contained a perfect milky circle, all your life swirling in front of us laboured and then dropped slipped shut Florence Jarvis, Sixth Form 62
TO ALL THE ADULTS You’re right, I still don’t understand how the world works. Why everybody seems to whisper about a double meaning When all I saw was a sweet smile and a polite hello? Why consume small talk like nicotine, when politics is in smoke behind you? Making every single remark through a gritty little filter – Purge away the truth, but by Jove, save the small talk! Why do you smile when you really mean to walk away? Why do you let people walk all over you and ruin your day? Everybody tells me that – you’ll get it when you’re older! And – you’ve got so much time to figure it out! We’re told to be adventurous, to go and follow our dreams – God forbid we choose a humanities and not a STEM degree. All I’m asking for is a CGP book, or even a WikiHow, Just something that tells me what it means to be an adult now. Govhar Dadashova, Sixth Form 63
THE CANVAS Everyone Looking out Breathing, Sensing in every moment Even when asleep What’s shown is shown. In this silence of perception I join the tree, The grass, And the sun. Being. I hear my mind, Interpret, Judge, Discern And engineer. Aware that the artist Picks up a suitable brush To add paint to the canvas. My genes and conditioning are the brush, My circumstances, the paint – Time, the canvas. Watch us paint the most spectacular masterpiece Unfolding creative genius Iman Hafeez, Sixth Form 64
AUTUMN – THE SHIFT Caught within a Breath. A web of fragmented moments, Of voices, Of yellow laughter and the smell of decay. Leaves fall like bones. You pause – As time slurs to a giddy halt and God Holds her breath. The air is crisp and sweet and drenched in colour. Just a moment, A stillness - The husk of your memory still blurred with summer’s lemony kisses. Sweet like yesterday. Coldness calls – her voice the colour of Velvet, Breath seeping between cracks in the clouds. She’s not slick with blood and rot and the promise of Death. Not like they said. No. You wonder if maybe it’s close- Maybe. And as the stillness breaks- As the moment passes quietly- You can almost see the sun smile with tinfoil teeth. Glitter slightly, A veiled hello to the promise of Winter and ice wrapped in ribbons. A breath. Molly Reed, Sixth Form 65
NAMES* I hate the name he gave me, That terribly foreign, English name. I hate the way he shapes it, a curved sneer as he speaks And the guttural sound in the middle that growls like a beast. I clutch onto my born name, the one that is mine, mine And balance it on the point of my tongue, But I don’t dare let it past my lips. Recently I have forgotten how it sounds out loud. My mouth is clumsy and out of practice And there is no one left who knows. But in that final moment, When red spread across the night And I jumped and the wind turned my hair into wings, He cried out: “Bertha!” And I heard “Antoinette”. Polly Cameron, Sixth Form *inspired by Wide Sargasso Sea 66
LOVE IS DIRT It’ll break She’ll take your breath away but She’ll keep it when you leave You’ll cease to breathe I heard that heaven isn’t easy to get to But I found the key to the pearly gates Hanging around her neck That ghostly beauty How I confided, resided, decided that When the storm comes We’ll run outside and open ourselves to the rain Because it is the coward that hides It is the coward that hides And when she bathed in violet light In awe of the colours of my soul In velvet and promises and violence I prayed to be lifted from that window Taken to perfect places Void of malice In the serenity of knowing she’ll leave me one day Because it is the lovers that hide And it is the dreamers that fly. Thea Boyle, Sixth Form 67
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