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Issue 1, 2022

                                  I N T H E K N OW
                                  W I T H FAT H E R J O E
                                  How can I ‘do’
                                  Lent better?

How the                           F E AT U R E

Eucharist
                                  Father Sikorski
                                  found joy in
                                  serving the poor

                                  F E AT U R E

drew me back                      Bobbie Davis
                                  lives according
to the Catholic                   to Acts 20:35

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from the editor

                                                                                    A focus
                                                                                    on the
                                                                                    Eucharist
                                                                                    and
                                                                                    Catholic
Danielle McGrew Tenbusch

                                                                                                                                 INSIDE

                                                                                    schools
                                                                                                                        12   FAITH MATTERS

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                                       n late 2021, Bishop Robert Gruss named two of his                                Uniting to overcome ‘morality
                                       priorities for this year and beyond: Eucharistic revival                         by geography’
                                       and Catholic schools.

                                                      The vision for Eucharistic revival, set forth by the United
                                                   States bishops, is intended to be “A movement of Catholics           20 FEATURE
                                                   across the United States, healed, converted, formed and
                                                   unified by an encounter with Jesus in the Eucharist – and sent       Young adults share Cause for
                                                   out in mission ‘for the life of the world.’”                         Joy in new podcast
                                                      The hope is that our Church, our diocese, will be renewed
                                                   through a living relationship with the Lord Jesus in the Holy
                                                   Eucharist. Read more about this revival in Bishop Gruss’
                                                   column on the next two pages; be inspired as Emma candidly           22   FEATURE
                                                   shares how the Eucharist drew her back to the Catholic
                                                   Church (cover story, page 16); and check out our new regular         Diocesan re-envisioning
                                                   offering, Source + Summit, on page 31.                               process focuses on better
                                                      In coming editions of FAITH Saginaw, you also will learn          serving parishes
                                                   a lot more about the efforts currently underway to breathe
                                                   new life and energy into our Catholic schools through a new
                                                   and exciting joint effort between the schools and diocese.
                                                   The hope is to enhance the great things already happening,
                                                   while elevating the priority areas of Catholic identity (faith
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                                                   formation and evangelization), excellence in academics,              Novena to Our Lady of
                                                   extracurricular activities, accessibility and financial viability.
                                                                                                                        Guadalupe is rooted in
                                                      With a minimum of 180 days of classroom instruction,
                                                   equating to more than 1,000 hours during the year, Catholic          devotion and tradition
                               ERIN LOOBY          schools remain the optimal setting for partnering with families
                                  CARLSON          and parishes to form and equip young people as intentional
                                  is editor of     disciples of Jesus Christ.
                           FAITH Saginaw              So look for exciting things to come, particularly in the areas
                             magazine and          highlighted above, and may we continue to join Bishop Gruss
                                  director of      in praying for a fresh outpouring of the Holy Spirit upon our
                           communications          diocese. With confidence in the Lord Jesus, may we hope for
                            for the Catholic       the new springtime Bishop Gruss believes God desires for us!
                                   Diocese of      Come Holy Spirit!
                                    Saginaw.

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COVER STORY

                                                   The Magazine of the Catholic Diocese of Saginaw

                                                   The Most Rev. Robert D. Gruss
                                                                     PUBLISHER

                                                     Volume 16 • Issue 1 • 2022

                                                            Erin Looby Carlson
                                                                 EDITOR IN CHIEF

                                                     Father Andy LaFramboise
                                                        Erin Looby Carlson
                                                            Emma Geis
                                                 Sister Mary Judith O’Brien, RSM
                                                         Dr. Dan Osborn
                                                            Joan Ramm
                                                         Denyse Shannon
                                                    Danielle McGrew Tenbusch
                                                           CONTRIBUTING WRITERS

                                                     Danielle McGrew Tenbusch
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                                                               GRAPHIC DESIGNER

                                                             Rev. Joseph Krupp
                                                               Sheri Wohlfert
                                                           CONTRIBUTING WRITERS

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from the bishop

    Eucharistic Revival needed across
     our country and in our diocese

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             his year, one of my priorities for the Diocese of Saginaw is                                   So far, no parish in the the
                                                                                                         diocese has returned to pre-
             initiating a movement of Eucharistic Revival. Far more than
                                                                                                         pandemic Mass attendance.
             a series of events, this Revival aims to be a movement that                                 Recent Mass counts reveal that
             renews the Church through our love of Jesus Christ, truly                                   approximately 8,000 people
    present, in the Eucharist.                                                                           have yet to return to active
                                                                                                         participation at the Sunday
                                                                                                         Eucharist, the central mystery
                                 Why is this needed and            to reflect upon their spiritual       of the Church. There could be
                               perhaps necessary in our            growth and discipleship, helping      many reasons for this. I suspect
                               current times? In late 2019,        pastors and parish leaders to         that some of the reasons are
                               a Pew Study revealed that only      have a sense of where to focus        not related to the pandemic.
                               approximately 30 percent of         their evangelization efforts. One     Therefore, the planning for the
                               self-described Catholics fully      of the questions on that survey       Eucharistic Revival is very timely.
                               believe in the Real Presence of     tool was also related to the belief      This stark reality has inspired
    THE MOST REV.              Jesus Christ in the Eucharist.      in the Real Presence of Jesus         the bishops of the United States
    ROBERT D. GRUSS            This past summer, through the       Christ in the Eucharist. Of those     to action. More than an event
    is the seventh bishop
                               assistance of Catholic Leadership   who took the survey across the        or a program, they envisioned
    of the Diocese of
    Saginaw                    Institute, every parish in our      diocese, what was revealed was        a true Revival to rediscover the
                               diocese participated in the         that 30 percent of the people         source and summit of our Faith
                               Disciple Maker Index, a survey      who regularly attend Mass do          through a deep commitment to
                               tool that allowed parishioners      not believe in this truth.            prayer, pilgrimage and worship

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“I am the living bread that came down from heaven; whoever eats this bread will live forever;
           and the bread that I will give is my flesh for the life of the world.” (John 6:51)

on part of the entire Church in        and send forth more than 80,000
the United States.                     Eucharistic missionaries.
   The mission of this three-year         As shepherd of the Diocese
grassroots Revival is to renew the     of Saginaw, I long to help others
Church by enkindling a living          come to know and experience
relationship with the Lord through     Jesus in a more personal and life-
devotion and belief in the Real        changing way, especially through
Presence of Jesus in the Eucharist.    the celebration of the Sunday
The vision is to create a movement     Mass. The Eucharist, the Church’s
of Catholics across the United         greatest treasure, is to our spiritual
States, healed, converted, formed      life what food and water are for
and unified by an encounter with       our physical life. We must help
Jesus in the Eucharist—and then        Christians to encounter once again
sent out in mission “for the life of   this Jesus, who is “the living bread                            Prayer for the Revival
the world.”                            that came down from heaven.”
   When will this Eucharistic          The Holy Eucharist brings us into                               My God, I believe, I adore, I hope
Revival begin? The                     communion with him, enabling
                                                                                                       and I love you! I beg pardon for
implementation will take place         us to live with him in the life of
                                                                                                       those who do not believe, nor
over a three-year period. The          the Trinity, and to not only be
planning process will begin in this    transformed by this love, but,                                  adore, nor hope, nor love you.
diocese in the near future. The        with him, to transform the world
first half of 2022 allows for time     through our lives made holy                                     Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son
to create a vision for the Diocesan    by this union. This is why this                                 and Holy Spirit, I adore you
phase of the Eucharistic Revival       Eucharistic Revival is important                                profoundly. I offer you the most
with a formal launch on Corpus         for the Church, both nationally
                                                                                                       precious Body, Blood, Soul
Christi Sunday, June 19, extending     and locally.
for a year at the diocesan level.         The United States Conference of                              and Divinity of Jesus Christ,
This year includes opportunities to    Catholic Bishops has published a                                present in all the tabernacles
host diocesan events centered on       recent document on the Eucharist,                               of the world in reparation
the Eucharistic Revival.               the doctrinal source text for the                               for the outrages, sacrileges
   The parish year begins on           Eucharistic Revival, “The Mystery                               and indifference by which
Corpus Christi Sunday, June 11,        of the Eucharist in the Life of
                                                                                                       he is offended. And, through
2023. During that year, the Revival    the Church.” In support of this
will take place at the local parish    recent teaching document, Bishop                                the infinite merits of the
level in order to re-enkindle a        Andrew Cozzens has recorded a                                   Sacred Heart of Jesus and the
living relationship with the Lord      course based on the Eucharistic                                 Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg
through catechesis and devotion        document, which could serve as a                                of you the conversion of sinners.
regarding the Real Presence of         very helpful resource. Please visit
Jesus in the Eucharist.                usccb.org/eucharisticrevival to                                 Our Lady of Fatima, pray for us!
   These three years will culminate    access these resources and more.
in the first National Eucharistic         More information regarding
Congress in the United States          what is being planned for our
in almost 50 years. There will         diocese will be provided in
be regional or provincial events       the future. Until then, please
leading up to the 2024 National        pray for the fruitfulness of
Eucharistic Congress. The              this Eucharistic Revival, both
National Eucharistic Congress,         nationally and here in the
taking place from July 17 to July      Diocese of Saginaw. May
21, 2024, with both in-person and      Christ’s peace and love be
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virtual dimensions, aims to form       with all of you.

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in the know
                                                                            I found this to be one of the most succinct, powerful
                                                                         summaries of Lent that I have read.
              DE A R FATHE R JO E :                                         What’s the first step? Prayer.
                                                                            I know, I know, I always type this, but it’s so important.
           EVERY YEAR,                                                   There is nothing that defines the Christian experience like

      LENT
                                                                         prayer. Prayer is how the soul breathes. Prayer is how we
                                                                         hear the voice of God. Prayer is everything.
                                                                            So, our first step is to take time and make a simple prayer
                                                                         to God, asking him to guide our thoughts and reveal to us
                                                                         where the biggest gap in our coverage is. One of the inter-
                                                                         esting things that I experienced as I pondered this revolved
                                                                         around fasting. Fasting is hard for me, as you might be able
                                                                         to tell by looking at me. I get frustrated with my eating and
        COMES AND GOES                                                   I get embarrassed about how big I am.
       A N D I A LW AY S F E E L                                            As soon as I started thinking about Lent, that’s where my
                                                                         thoughts took me immediately and so I really didn’t think
      LIKE I SOMEHOW MISS                                                more about it until I read Bishop McCaig’s quote. My prior-
          I T O R B L O W I T.                                           ities might not be God’s priorities and, as important as it is
                                                                         for me to reject gluttony, I need to ask God what he wants
                                                                         me to focus on this Lent.
                                                                            So, take some time today and offer God this prayer
               HOW CAN I                                                 or some prayer like it:
        M A K E L E N T B E W H AT                                          “God, I love you. Because I love you, I want to be
                                                                         like you, but that is impossible without your help. As I
         IT IS SUPPOSED TO                                               approach this Lenten season, I am asking you to guide
                                                                         me. Show me where you want to work in me so that I can
               BE THIS YEAR?                                             be holy. Let me hear your voice and respond with love.”
                                                                            Once you sense God leading you, either through circum-
                                                                         stances or thoughts, follow that lead. Maybe God wants
                                                                         to work on your temper. Maybe he wants to work on your
                                                                         gossip. Perhaps he wants you to not be so uptight about
    PRAISE GOD FOR YOUR HUNGER. This is the                              getting everything right — who knows? He will show you
                                                                         if you let him.
    key to the whole thing! Remember Jesus’ words in
                                                                            When you see where God wants you to go, then prayerfully
    Matthew: “Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for
                                                                         and consistently pursue the virtue that will tame that beast.
    righteousness, they shall have their fill.” I also urge              If lust is your struggle, pray for purity and commit to being
    you to remember God’s words through the apostle                      pure in word, thought and deed. If greed is your struggle,
    Paul: “He who started this good work in you will see                 pray for the grace of generosity and sacrifice until it hurts.
    it to completion.” (Phil 1:6)                                           This is the way to live Lent well.
                                                                            A couple of things to keep in mind: There really is no
               This is a reminder that the hunger in you for holiness    substitute for tenacity. When you and I commit to the fight
            came/comes from God, and he will finish this!                for holiness, we need to cowboy up because it is going
               Even with God’s promises, it is important that we         to be a fight. Holiness is not for those who get easily
            cooperate. It’s not a matter of simply trusting God will     discouraged. When we ask God to help us and we commit
            get it done, we need to help God help us! So now, I’d        to changing, then we need to be ready for the distinct
            like to walk us through some ideas about how to let          possibility that we will strike out more times than we get
             God transform us in this Lenten season.                     on base. We need to be absolutely relentless in our pursuit
               I’d like to begin with this marvelous quote from a        and not focus so much on our performance as the inevita-
            holy bishop in Canada, Bishop Scott McCaig. Here is          bility of God’s victory in and through us.
            what he wrote:                                                  Another thing to keep in mind is that the work of holi-
               “Don’t just choose. Pray first. Ask the Lord where you    ness is about more than us.
            are most vulnerable to the enemy - your greatest vice.          Too often, we are obsessed with “those people” and what
            Then identify the opposing virtue and embrace a discipline   they need to change. We are painful, infinitely, minutely
            that will strengthen it. God doesn’t want your chocolate     aware of the faults and failings of others and how those
            … He wants you. He wants your heart. He loves you!”          wound us.

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habits of the heart
   However, we have to re-

                                     Quietness is a grace
member that we have no
control over other people,
we only have control over
ourselves and, if we take
a good, hard, honest look

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at reality, we see that we

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hurt others because of             n the 19th century, John
our faults and failings.
We are, each individually,         Henry Newman was
a significant part of the          ordained as an Anglican
problem.                      priest, and he became well
   For our society to heal,   known as a poet, scholar
for our Church to heal,                                                                        When edged with anger, frustration
for our families to heal,     and teacher at Oxford University in                           and retaliation, quietness is a temptation,
for our schools to get        England. His studies and prayer led him                       which perhaps most of us have experi-
better, we each personally    to seek reformation within the Anglican                       enced at one time or another. The silent
and individually need         Church. Although the Anglican Church                          treatment by an unhappy person feeds on
to change. We need to                                                                       the worst in oneself as the person turns
be radically committed        ostracized him, his convictions and                           away from God and others.
to letting God heal and       studies stimulated his own painstaking                           On the other hand, Newman’s quietness
change us.                    assessment of God’s path for him.                             is founded on holy fear of the Lord:
   The more of us who         In 1845, at the age of 44, he left the                        “Christ is coming.” He recognizes the con-
commit to personal                                                                          tinual work of God’s goodness within us,
holiness, the better our      Anglican Church, his position at Oxford                       leading us from faith, through the trials of
Church will be, our soci-     University, friends and the familiar life he                  life which test faith, to love.
ety will be, our families     had previously embraced and was soon                             I have been thinking about the phrase,
will be.                      ordained a Catholic priest.                                   “first comes diligence, then comes
   So, the stakes are the                                                                   resignation.” A farmer labors long hours.
highest they ever could                                                                     Will he or she have a successful growing
be, and the beautiful           Many in the Catholic Church received this gentle            season? Only the diligent farmer – the one
truth is that when we en-     intellectual with skepticism and even with rejection.         who tries to fulfill his or her responsibility
gage the fight within and     His was a path of isolation and purification of intention,    – experiences the result of inner peace
decide to be holy, we will    seeking the way of God despite human obstacles. Pope          and resignation in reliance on God. The
find healing in our hearts,   Leo XIII created John Henry Newman a cardinal at the          person must work earnestly toward a goal
peace in our minds and        age of 78 due to his work for the Catholic Church in          in order to be resigned to God’s will.
joy all around us.            England. He died at the age of 89, but his writings live         The labor of relationships, prayer,
   Lent is a season where     on. Pope Francis canonized him in 2019.                       thoughtful decision-making and even
you and I simply must           I write the above as a context for the following:           anguishing situations bring a certain peace
ask for God’s guidance,                                                                     of accepting God’s will. This challenging,
commit to the fight for           Quietness is a grace, not in itself, but only when        often painful, rendering to God is the fruit
holiness and then simply          it is grafted on the stem of faith, zeal, self-           of sacramental grace.
refuse to give up until           abasement, and diligence…                                    Diligence and careful fulfillment of
God breaks down the                                                                         responsibilities help us mature spiritually
walls of sin in our hearts.       The first grace is faith, the last is love; first         as we become increasingly aware that
   I pray Jesus blesses           comes zeal, afterwards comes loving-kindness;             we cannot control the results. We turn
your Lent. I pray that,           first comes humiliation [or self-abasement], then         uncertainty over to God’s providence. We
during these days, each           comes peace; first comes diligence, then comes            wait on God’s good will. And a kernel
of us double down on our          resignation. May we learn to foster maturity of           of His love draws us into the quietness
joyful commitment to be           all graces in us – fearing and trembling, watching        of grace. Resignation isn’t giving up; it is
like God.                         and repenting, because Christ is coming…                  placing our efforts within God’s love.
   I can’t wait to see what
he does!                                       SISTER MARY JUDITH O’BRIEN, RSM
   Enjoy another day in                        is a member of the Religious Sisters of Mercy of Alma.
God’s presence!                                She serves as chancellor of the Catholic Diocese of Saginaw.

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parenting
                                                                                            SHERI WOHLFERT
                                                                         is a Catholic school teacher, speaker,
                                                               writer and founder of Joyful Words Ministries.
                                                                          Sheri blogs at www.joyfulwords.org.

IN TROVERT                                                Ask the questions. If you are worried that your child
                                                          isn’t playing with friends at recess, ask them to tell
                                                          you how they feel about that? Very often kids need

OR E XTROV E RT ?
                                                          lunch and recess time to clear their head and enjoy
                                                          some peace and quiet. Class time is full of thinking,
                                                          talking and action. Some kids play alone because
                                                          they need to sort, sift and decompress. If they wish
                                                          they had friends to play with, try the next strategy.

DITCH THE LABELS FOR                                      Friendship 101. If they wish they had more friendships,

YO U R CHILD R EN
                                                          there are things you can do to help. Role-play the
                                                          conversations. Kids who are shy or experience some
                                                          social anxiety need to practice what it sounds like to
                                                          invite someone to play or ask if they can be included in
                                                          a game. This is also a great place to ask for the help of
                                                          the teacher who observes your child interacting with
Every parent wants their child to be healthy and happy.   others all day long and can offer insight.
We want them to have good friends and feel like they
are safe and they belong. We seem to live in a world      Think quality. One or two good friends with many
                                                          like interests is more powerful than a dozen acquain-
that rewards the outgoing, extroverted kids who make      tances. Help your child come up with a list of things
friends easily, demonstrate leadership                    they like to do, play, learn about and experience. Then
and seem confident. If that doesn’t                         find out who else in school or their social circle has
                                                               a list that’s similar and put them together. Think
describe your child, here are some                              short-term play date or outing. If you have a
thoughts to help put your mind and                                quiet child who loves Avengers movies, invite
heart at peace.                                                     a classmate or neighbor who shares that in-
                                                                     terest to a movie and popcorn at your house.
                                                                     The movie will fill the silence and afterward
                                                                      give them common ground for conversation
First things first. God created each of
                                                                      and friendship-building. Don’t interpret their
us in his image and he has designed a
                                                                       quiet interaction in the beginning as neg-
perfect plan for our life. Pray often with
                                                                       ative, we communicate in many ways and
and for your child to discover God’s plan
                                                                       sometimes getting comfortable takes time.
for them, which will perfectly use each and
every gift, talent and personality trait
                                                                           Send the message: It’s OK to be who
with which they are blessed.
                                                                               you are! Our Church history is full
                                                                                 of quiet, thoughtful, contempla-
Toss the labels and ditch the
                                                                                    tive, peaceful souls. St. John
comparisons. Words such
                                                                                      Paul II was a former actor
as shy, introverted or
                                                                                       who was full of conversa-
withdrawn don’t paint
                                                                                        tion and powerful charis-
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an accurate picture, and
                                                                                         matic leadership, while
when we use them, they
                                                                                          St. Teresa of Calcutta
can often be interpreted
                                                                                           was quiet, peaceful and
as a second-class version
                                                                                           dreaded being in public.
of cheerful, outgoing or
                                                                                         Both changed the world
extroverted. Be extra
                                                                                      and demonstrated holiness
careful not to use these
                                                                                 in completely different styles.
labels in the presence of
                                                                               God is inviting each of us to do the
your kids.
                                                                              same … including our children.
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kindling for the fire

Setting the
foundation for a
culture of life

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  A
           bortion has been front and center in recent months following                              temptation is to see the child as
           the oral arguments before the Supreme Court for Dobbs v.                                  being a burden, leading to more
                                                                                                     work, less financial stability and
           Jackson Women’s Health Organization. The case concerns                                    an inconvenient presence in
  the Mississippi law banning abortions after 15 weeks of pregnancy.                                 one’s life.
  It is therefore a direct challenge to Roe v. Wade and also Planned                                    The second improper way of
  Parenthood of Southeastern Pennsylvania v. Casey. Abortion is a                                    viewing a child is more subtle
                                                                                                     and is dominant in our culture.
  great evil in the world. Let’s together pray that Roe v. Wade will be                              It is to view the presence of a
  overturned. A decision on the case will come in June or July.                                      child as first and foremost a
                                                                                                     product of one’s choice, like
                                                                                                     choosing options at a grocery
                             We are called to build a             This is important to building      store. But children are not
                          culture of life and a civilization   a culture of life. I pray that Roe    commodities; they are precious
                          of love. This means respecting       v. Wade will be overturned. It        gifts, and gifts imply the priority
                          and treasuring life from             is an unjust law that has led to      of receptivity, that is, of a giver.
                          conception until natural death.      countless deaths and broken lives        Rather than thinking “How
                             In 1994, St. John Paul II         for the men and women bearing         many children do I want?” it
                          wrote in his Letter to Families      the scars from it. But the culture    is better to ask “How many
                          that the newborn child is a gift     of life will never simply be won      children do you wish to give me,
                          who “gives itself to its parents     through the courts or legisla-        Lord?” This involves discern-
                          by the very fact of its coming       ture. It must be won through          ment, requiring prudence and
     FATHER ANDY          into existence. Its existence is     hearts and minds. It requires an      generosity in taking account of
     LAFRAMBOISE          already a gift, the first gift of    intellectual and moral conversion.    one’s circumstances. I believe
       is pastor of St.   the Creator to the creature.”        To build anything properly, one       courage is needed to combat
        Agnes Parish,     We are accustomed to think           needs a firm foundation. So, what     the contraceptive mentality that
        Freeland and      of a newborn as being totally        is the foundation for building a      has gone unquestioned in the
  director of priestly    dependent. We tend to think of       culture of life?                      West. We have never been more
           vocations.     the parents giving themselves           Is the child, born or unborn, a    materially prosperous, and yet
He holds a licentiate     to the child, rather than the        gift? There are two improper ways     never more afraid that we do
 in Sacred Theology       child to the parents. How is the     of viewing the unborn child.          not have enough. The effects of
    in Marriage and       newborn child a gift? He or she         The first is to see the child as   this are being played out, as the
Family Studies from       can’t do chores or even say “I       a threat. Globally, people may        United States and a host of other
  the Pontifical John     love you.” The child is not a gift   be afraid of overpopulation and       nations experience birth rates
 Paul II Institute for    because of what he or she can        dwindling resources and the           below replacement levels.
Studies on Marriage       do. The child is the gift. His or    negative effect of humanity on           May God, the author of this
          and Family.     her entire existence says to his     the health of the environment,        beautiful and wonderful life,
                          parents, “I love you” and “I am      so the child is viewed as a threat.   help us to see that each child
                          God’s gift to you.”                  For individual couples, the           is a gift.

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feature

     BOBBIE DAVIS LIVES ACCORDING TO ACTS 20:35:                                                                                        ‘IT

                                                                                          Words
                                                                                          to live
                                                                                          by                       BY ERIN LOOBY
                                                                                                                   CARLSON

                                                                                                                   PHOTOGRAPHY
                                                                                                                   BY JEFF SCHRIER

                                                                                          Bobbie Davis, 89,
                                                                                          of Saginaw, has been
                                                                                          making clothes and
                                                                                          other items on the
                                                                                          Sears sewing machine
                                                                                          she bought in 1974.

 T         he kitchen and dining rooms of Mrs. Bobbie Davis’ Saginaw
           home are sacred spaces. These are the rooms where she
           gives her heart to baking and creating for others.
                     “I’ve sewed everything,” Bobbie      “It is more blessed to give than to
                                                                                                  waking early to heat water for the
                                                                                                  tin tub so she could use it before
                                                                                                  anyone else in the family.
                                                                                                     “Never had a car, never had a
                                                                                                  television. We knew no other way,”
                   said. “I’ve made altar cloths, pants   receive,” and those words inspired      Bobbie said.
                   and shirts for people in need, every   and filled her heart. They define the      Her parents worked hard to
                   suit I wear to Sunday Mass …           way she lives her life.                 support the family and Bobbie never
                   Father Moeggenberg still wears the        “She’s the most giving, generous     felt like they were going without.
                   robe I made for him 30 years ago.”     person I know,” said longtime friend    In fact, she recalls neighborhood
                     Generously sharing her gifts of      Patti Bolyard.                          friends gathering at her family’s
                   sewing and baking with members            Born in Oklahoma City during         home because they were more
                   of her parish and community,           the Great Depression, Bobbie grew       fortunate than many others.
                   Bobbie, 89, has offered warmth         up in a two-bedroom home with              “We lived good.”
                   and welcome for decades, never         her parents, four sisters and two          Her father worked in a meat
                   accepting any money. As a child, her   brothers. The “bathroom” was            packing plant where his job was
                   mother taught her the Lord’s words,    outdoors and Bobbie remembers           slaughtering cows, and her mother

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5:   ‘IT IS MORE BLESSED TO GIVE THAN TO RECEIVE’

      was a “sunshine nurse.” Bobbie said     later managing the deli, to provide
      the role of a “sunshine nurse” was      the Catholic education she and her
      to be in the hospital room with         husband desired for their children.
      members of a family who were                On days off, Bobbie volunteered
      losing a loved one.                     at the Catholic schools teaching
         Years later, Bobbie too would        children to sew, something she
      accompany and bring comfort to the      herself began doing at age 11. For
      grieving by coordinating, cooking       years, when her parish operated the
      and serving food at countless           Christmas Store to provide items
      funeral luncheons at the parishes       for families in need, she helped stu-
      she has belonged to.                    dents sew hundreds of pairs of pants
         “I’ve known her for 18 years and     and shirts to stock the shelves.
      she likes to get in there and roll up       “I loved teaching,” she said.
      her sleeves,” said Father John Manci-       In addition to clothing and
      ni, OSFS, her pastor at St. Francis     blankets, school and athletic uni-
      de Sales Parish in Bridgeport. “She’s   forms, Bobbie has made many other
      always been generous with her           needed items over the years. Most
      cooking and a hard worker in the        recently, she has sewed and given                            Bobbie Davis makes
      kitchen; she’s been very generous       away more than 5,000 masks since                             blankets that she
      to me personally … I take her all my    the spring of 2020.                                          gives away.

      sewing problems and she fixes them          She’s also shared her gift of sing-
      gladly.”                                ing in her parishes and as a member                          Bobbie Davis
         Singing brought Bobbie to Sag-       of the diocesan choir. For years                             has a display
                                                                                                           of some of her
      inaw in the 1950s. Between the          she helped coordinate her former                             grandchildren and
      ages of 13 and 19, she was one of       parish’s annual Dr. Martin Luther                            great-grandchildren
      seven members of her church choir       King Jr. community event, and she                            on the side of her
                                                                                                           refrigerator.
      who traveled across the country         has served on the Bishop’s Black
      during the summer months to put         Catholic Advisory Board.
      on Gospel music concerts in Baptist         “I’d like to see more young people                       Bobbie Davis
                                                                                                           displays some of
      churches. When the choir was in         in the parishes and more involve-                            the Sunday suits she
      Michigan, their 29th state, Bobbie      ment in parish life,” Bobbie said.                           made for herself.
      was asked by a mentor and friend        “We need to evangelize. There’s not                          She made them
                                                                                                           with the Sears
      who was living in Saginaw to remain     that many Black Catholics left.”                             sewing machine
      with her during the summer and             Acknowledging a great need today                          she bought in 1974.
      help care for her newborn baby.         to reach out, Bobbie stays busy gen-
      Bobbie agreed and never left.           erously giving in every way she can.
          In Saginaw, she met her husband     Her greatest hope in doing so is to
      Lavonne Davis, a Catholic, and they     share with others the gift which has
      were married for 42 years before he     sustained and blessed her entire life.
      died. They had two sons and an ad-          “Faith. It has meant everything to
      opted daughter. When their oldest       me. I’m a believer.”
      son was young, Bobbie converted to
      Catholicism.
          Lavonne worked as a barber, but
      to afford a Catholic school education
      for their children, Bobbie needed                 “She likes to get in there and roll up her sleeves.”
      to work, too. She spent nearly 30
                                                                             — FATHER JOHN MANCINI, OSFS
      years at Kroger, as head cashier and

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faith matters

      Uniting to
      overcome
      ‘morality by

                                                                                                                                       “Flight into Egypt” By Eugène Girardet is Licensed with CC0
      geography’

 T       wo encounters have had a significant impact                              monsoons. The cliché that every human being is our
         on my life. One occurred on the crowded                                  brother, our sister stopped being a cliché when I met
                                                                                  the ragpickers of Mumbai. The light I saw in their
         streets of India, the other at a parking lot in                          eyes made the cliché become very real for me – not
 my hometown of Buffalo, New York. Together, these                                just at the head level, but at the level of my heart.
 experiences led me to reflect on a phenomenon which
 I’ve come to call “morality by geography.”                                       A Rosary in Buffalo
                                                                                     My decade of international lay mission service
                                                                                  in the 1990s would not have happened without a
                       Ministry in Mumbai                                         turning point in 1989. That year, God mercifully
                          In the late 1990s, I was involved in lay mission ser-   awakened me out of my lukewarm ways with a
                       vice in Mumbai, India (“Bombay” under British rule)        special grace. I was convicted that he wanted me to
                       with a Catholic group that ministered to a very special    serve him and people in need. Some grandmothers
                       group of people whom locals call “the ragpickers.”         at Our Lady of Victory Basilica in Lackawanna,
                       These are children who spend most of the day on            New York, invited me to adoration of Jesus in the
                       garbage heaps looking for pieces of cloth to turn in to    Eucharist, something I hadn’t known about before.
                       their “boss” for a little milk and bread. Day after day,   I also joined a rosary group. Then some members
                       often in scorching heat, this is their existence. Our      invited me to pray at an abortion clinic near Buffalo
                       ministry in Mumbai was quite simple. We gave the           General, the hospital where I was born.
                       children more nutritious food to eat and taught them          One day, while praying the rosary by myself in
                       English, hoping this skill might help them rise out of     the parking lot of another clinic, I saw a young man
                       the dire poverty into which they were born.                frantically sprinting around the building. He came
DR. DAN OSBORN
                          When I first met these children, what struck me         up to me, breathing heavily, and I noticed the pain
       Diocesan
                       was their eyes. They were not Christian, as far as I       and desperation in his gaze. He asked if I knew of
 Theologian and
                       know, but I have never seen the light of God shine         any way he could get into the building. “My girl-
   Coordinator
                       as much as it did in these young eyes that looked          friend is about to let them take the life of our baby,”
  of Permanent
                       up at mine. Later, I discovered where these children       he said. Despite the fact that his child’s life was on
      Diaconate
                       and many other poor habitants of Mumbai live:              the line, he was not allowed to enter the clinic. I had
   Formation &
                       along train tracks, in shacks or cardboard shelters        to watch as this devastated young dad walked away,
       Ministry.
                       which could never withstand the fierce Indian              his head hanging in defeat.

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Morality by geography
   At the Last Supper, Jesus prayed that his Church                 “Jesus never boxed himself in with the
would be preserved in unity: “I pray not only for [the
apostles], but also for those who will believe in me                labels of ‘liberal’ or ‘conservative’… so as
through their word, so that they may all be one, as                 his disciples, why would we ever want to do
you, Father, are in me and I in you…” (Jn 17:20-21).                that to ourselves or to others – especially
The enemy of God is always looking for ways to attack
this unity that Jesus desires for his Church. (A num-               if these labels promote division rather than
ber of linguists believe the word “demon” comes from                foster the unity Jesus prayed for?”
the Greek verb daiesthai, “to divide.”)
   Recently, there have been noticeable divisions
between some Catholics who are passionate about de-          about who enters the country, the Church’s over-
fending the lives and human dignity of children in the       arching encouragement is to welcome immigrants
womb and other Catholics who are passionate about            and refugees whenever possible. The geographical
defending the lives and human dignity of refugees and        location of refugees and immigrants cannot take
immigrants. The Church, of course, rejoices in both          away their dignity and their right to the basics of
of these noble causes, and recognizes both as urgent         human life such as safety, food, shelter and em-
pro-life ministries. It is therefore tragic that these two   ployment. After all, Jesus, Mary and Joseph were
groups can at times fall into a kind of tribalism, failing   themselves refugees when they had to emigrate
to appreciate and even looking with disdain at one           from Israel to Egypt to escape Herod’s murder-
another. How could this happen, since the missions of        ous wrath. In summary, moral decision-making
both groups are authentically Catholic?                      about the fate of a human being should never be
   The culprit, I fear, is frequently one of two things      exclusively determined by geographical location,
(or both): an excessive attachment to partisan politi-       whether that person is born or unborn.
cal views, or a divisive use of politically-loaded labels
regarding fellow Catholics. I often reflect: Jesus never     Two modern saints
boxed himself in with the labels of “liberal” or “con-          Two recent saints shed powerful light on these
servative”… so as his disciples, why would we ever           issues. The first is St. Josephine Bakhita, whose
want to do that to ourselves or to others – especially       canonization I attended on Oct. 1, 2000, just as I
if these labels promote division rather than foster the      was starting studies in Rome. Around the age of 8,
unity Jesus prayed for?                                      Josephine was captured by slave traders in Sudan
   We are at a dramatic moment when our Supreme              and suffered years of horrible abuse. She eventually
Court is weighing the Dobbs v. Jackson Women's               ended up finding refuge in Italy where she became
Health Organization case, arguably the most promising        Catholic and, in 1896, she made final vows with
challenge yet to the 1973 Roe v. Wade ruling that legal-     the Canossian Daughters of Charity. This dark-
ized abortion in our country. This is also a time when       skinned immigrant became a beloved saint in a
decisions are being made in various states about accept-     country that was not her own.
ing refugees from Afghanistan, including in our own             In 2004, St. John Paul II also canonized St.
diocese (in Alma). How can we overcome the divide            Gianna Molla, an Italian pediatrician who, in 1961,
between some Catholics passionate about defending            became pregnant with her fourth child. Doctors
children in the womb and other Catholics passionate          discovered a fibroma in her uterus, and she was
about standing up for refugees and immigrants?               faced with a decision to try to save her baby’s life or
   In addition to praying for an increase in unity and       save her own. She chose to remove only the fibro-
charity, it’s important to recognize that both groups        ma – to give her child the best chance to survive.
are seeking what is good and just – and both groups          Gianna told her husband and family: "If you must
are trying to overcome the same evil: morality by            decide between me and the child, do not hesitate:
geography. The unborn human person behind the                choose the child. I insist on it. Save the baby." On
uterine wall is still a human person. Her geographical       April 21, 1962, her daughter was born, but Gianna
location within the womb should not take away her            died from an infection a week later. She is now a
dignity or right to life. Similarly, the human person        patron saint of mothers, physicians and unborn
behind the wall of a border is still a human person,         children.
even if his skin and nationality are different from             Let’s ask these two saints to intercede for the
ours. (I again see the faces of the ragpicker children       Church, so that all those who strive to defend the
as I write these words.)                                     dignity and lives of the unborn, the immigrant and
   While Catholic teaching recognizes every nation’s         the refugee will be united, and that their efforts
right to have borders with reasonable procedures             will be blessed.

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feature

       From local taxi driver to foreign missionary,

       Father Sikorski found                                                                            From the Diocese of Saginaw
                                                                                                        to the coast of Brazil, Father
                                                                                                        Harold (Harry) Sikorski

       joy in serving the poor                                                                          exemplified the Gospel call to
                                                                                                        live humbly and charitably.

                                                                                                     He appeared in a short documentary
                                                                                                     film, “Mission at Recife,”produced by
                                                                                                     the Archdiocese of Detroit.

                                                                                                     In 2006, Father Harry Sikorski celebrat-
                                                                                                     ed the 50th anniversary of his ordina-
                                                                                                     tion with a special Mass at Our Lady of
                                                                                                     Lourdes Parish in Recife, Brazil.

                                                                                                     owned his own vestments. “Every
                                                                                                     church has a set of vestments, so he
                                                                                                     had two albs, two clerical shirts and
                                                                                                     one pair of shoes. He would only
                                                                                                     own what he absolutely needed—
                                                                                                     except books.”
                                                                                                        With an ever-inquisitive mind,
                                                                                                     Father Harry spent much of his
                                                                                                     free time in the library at Sacred
                                                                                                     Heart Major Seminary in Detroit
                                                                                                     pouring over books and studying.
                                                                                                        “He was always interested
                                                                                                     in primary sources,” said

                       A
     BY DENYSE
                               ccording to his sister, Sister Darlene Sikorski,                      Father Timothy Laboe, dean of
      SHANNON
                               O.P., Father Harry lived Jesus’ words: “If you                        admissions at the seminary.
      COURTESY                                                                                          Father Harry studied the early
                               wish to be perfect, go, sell what you have and                        Church Fathers and documents in
        PHOTOS
                       give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven.                       their original language, comparing
                       Then come, follow me,” (Mt 19:21).                                            the translations over time. He was
                                                                                                     especially interested in Church
     Father Harry        Born in 1929 on Saginaw’s          of their lot in life.”                   history. Not only did he study in
    Sikorski, who
  attained senior
                       East Side, Father Harry grew            Though Father Harry felt the          original languages, he was fluent
   priest status in    up attending St. Rita Parish. He     call to the priesthood at a young        in several: he spoke and read
1987, spent years      completed theology studies at the    age, his love of the poor likely         Flemish, Portuguese, Latin, Greek,
  as a missionary
  priest in Recife,
                       University of Louvain, Belgium and   started through the example of his       German and French.
            Brazil.    was ordained to the priesthood       parents. One of seven children born         “He could have been an ivory
                       there in 1956. As a priest, Father   to Peter and Antoinette Sikorski,        tower theologian, but he had
                       Harry made it his life’s work to     Father Harry saw his parents give        this heart for the poor and that’s
                       serve people in need.                generously what they could, and          really predominantly where his
                         “He wanted to be with the poor,”   they always had enough.                  ministry was,” said Father Bert
                       Sister Darlene said. “When he           “Harry lived a very simple            Gohm, senior priest of the Diocese
                       could be with the poor, he was the   lifestyle,” his sister said. “He gave    of Saginaw. “It’s just a fascinating
                       happiest person he could be. He      everything away and kept very little.”   dichotomy in a sense, because
                       had a real uncanny understanding     As a parish priest, she said he never    rarely do you find someone with

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that much interest in Church
history and language and all of
that, who is also so passionate
about the poor.”
   He had an archive of documents
and books, but never wanted to
be a writer. Sister Darlene said he
wanted to use what he learned from
the early Church Fathers, the saints
and literature to benefit others.
   “It had a deeper purpose,” she
said, adding he wanted to use what
he learned to make a difference.
   For most of his priesthood,
Father Harry served in the                 had established a mission in the
Diocese of Saginaw. Throughout             1960s. Named the Our Lady of
his ministry, he served the                Lourdes Mission, it was located in
marginalized and needy, even               one of the city’s poorest areas.
forgoing life in a parish rectory to          “The struggles there are very        God,” he said, and despite the             Father Harry
live with the people he ministered         difficult, but he had a real passion    poverty and suffering, “there’s a          Sikorski was or-
                                                                                                                              dained on July
to. He didn’t wait for people to           for it. He loved to be with the         joy here that you find nowhere             1, 1956 in Lou-
come to him, either; Father Harry          people there,” said Father Timothy,     else in the world.”                        vain, Belgium
reached out in unprecedented               who first met Father Harry when            He gestured around at the               and served in
                                                                                                                              the Diocese of
ways— like being a midnight                the Saginaw priest came to the          bustling open-air market, filled           Saginaw before
cabbie when he was pastor at               mission during a two-week leave.        with people.                               spending his
Sacred Heart Parish in Saginaw.               Once he retired to senior priest        “This is where the church is,”          later years as a
                                                                                                                              mission priest in
   “He got a job working for the           status in 1987, Father Harry left       he told visitors.                          Recife, Brazil.
Red Ball Cab Company,” Sister              for Recife, some 4,700 miles away          “He loved to listen to people,”
Darlene said.                              from his home. He spent the next        said Father Timothy. “I think he
   He drove during the midnight            17 years there, ministering to and      was that way, just very interested
hours because, as a priest, he             praying with the people, until          in the people living that life – not
wanted to be able to serve at any          health issues brought him back to       necessarily in the streets, not just
time he was needed, Sister Darlene         mid-Michigan.                           in poverty and the struggles they
explained.                                    Over the last several months of      had. He had a heart for the poor.”
   “If he could at least listen to         Father Harry’s life, Sister Darlene        Father Harry strove to spread
them, they would be able to see            stayed with her brother. While she      the love of God, living simply
that there was a God who loved             worried about making sure he had        and following Christ. He wanted
them,” she said.                           his finances in order, he was still     to make a difference in the lives
   Father Harry also had an old            giving his things away. “Darlene,       of God’s people around him,
van with “Noah’s Ark” painted on           I’m not going to need anything,”        especially those in the margins.
the side. Sister Darlene recalled he       he told her near the end of his life.      “He took the Gospel to heart,”
drove the van full of bicycle parts           “He had enough – didn’t have         said Sister Darlene. He confided
to Daniels Heights Apartments to           too much—only what he needed,”          in her that his image of the
repair bikes for local kids, hoping        she said.                               final judgment was the Good
to counter the influence of gangs.            Even then, he was asking             Shepherd, and he knew the Good
   “He didn’t do it for free,” she         himself, “Did I squander any            Shepherd was going to come and
said— but he wouldn’t take money           of what I was given? Did I do           carry him home.
either. “He gave them each a trash         enough?”                                   Father Harry died Oct. 10,
bag and had them pick up trash as             In “Mission at Recife,” a short      2021, at age 91.
payment. He always came up with            documentary film produced by               Eternal rest grant unto him,
practical ways to help people.”            the Archdiocese of Detroit, Father      O Lord, and let perpetual light shine
   Those practical ways stretched          Harry joyfully shared a discovery       upon him. May the soul of Father
far beyond the Diocese of Saginaw          made while serving the poor.            Harry, and the souls of all the faithful
to the coastal city of Recife, Brazil, 2      “The great discovery is the      3   departed, through the mercy of God, 4
where the Archdiocese of Detroit           people, who are really people of        rest in peace.

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cover story

     “The void that I once had
      in my heart has been

      filled with unending
       joy, love and mercy."

     Editor’s note: This essay was
     written by Emma Geis, Director
     of Evangelization, Discipleship
     and Youth Ministries for St.
     Agnes Parish in Freeland.

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BY EMMA GEIS | PHOTOGRAPHY BY DANIELLE MCGREW TENBUSCH

   L
A IN
 L
 How the Eucharist drew me
 back to the Catholic Church

God,   you prove to me that this is real, or I’m done.
I cannot continue on with this inner struggle.

  That was my prayer at Mass on Saturday, Oct. 22, 2016.
For nearly two years, I had been fighting the ever-stronger
draw of Catholicism, even though I’d vowed not to return
to the faith I’d been raised in. Yet here I was. Restless,
struggling, tired.
  God, you prove to me that this is real, or I’m done.
  Through God’s goodness, my life would be changed
during that Mass.

                                                              17
cover story                                                                                          Emma Geis prays before the
                                                                                                          tabernacle at St. Agnes Parish,
                                                                                                          where she works.

                                                                                                          Inset: Emma Geis points out a
                                                                                                          verse from the Book of Revela-
                                                                                                          tion — “They defeated him by the
                                                                                                          blood of the Lamb and by the
                                                                                                          word of their testimony” (Rev.
                                                                                                          12:11) — that inspired the Cause
                                                                                                          for Joy podcast.

  But first …                                     ‘She’ll be back … and
    It was a long and winding road away           on fire for the Catholic
 from, then back to, the Catholic Church.         Church.’
 I grew up in a small village in northeast-          My love of Scripture and my faith life        Unknown to me at the time, Gregg later
 ern Ohio, raised Catholic by my Catholic         grew as I continued to attend the United       said to Matt, “She’ll be back. You watch.
 mother and Protestant father. We went to         Methodist Church and pursued degrees           She will be back, and she will be on fire
 Holy Mass and Confraternity of Christian         in health studies and religious studies at     for the Catholic Church.”
 Doctrine (CCD) class, but otherwise did not      the University of Findlay in Ohio in 2012.
 have a strong faith life outside of Sunday.      One paper I wrote focused on a verse that      An invitation that changed
    When I was a child, my aunt and uncle,        kept appearing through my journey: “He         everything
 who are also my godparents, bought me            has showed you, O man, what is good;              After The Alley, my heart started to
 the Adventure Bible (NIV translation). I         and what does the Lord require of you          change. I was active in many ministries,
 cherished that Bible with my whole heart.        but to do justice, love kindness, and to       yet felt an emptiness.
 I couldn’t put it down. I wanted to serve        walk humbly with your God?” (Micah                Over winter break my senior year, I
 God— all because of that Bible.                  6:8, RSV Second Edition).                      joined a service program in the Domin-
    During my youth, I got involved with             I later realized God was using it to        ican Republic and became fast friends
 the United Methodist Church through              speak to the depths of my heart. God           with one of the leaders, Jenise. Herself a
 friends. There, I was actively engaging          wanted surrender and obedience to him.         devout Catholic, Jenise knew that I was
 with the Bible and growing in my faith.             In November 2014, I began preaching         a fallen-away Catholic, but she was more
 I believed the Catholic Church could             at a weekly faith gathering called             interested in becoming my friend than
 not offer me what I was looking for: a           The Alley. Two guys, Gregg and Matt,           trying to convince me to come back to the
 relationship with Jesus.                         provided music as well.                        Church. Slowly, I found myself opening
    I no longer wished to continue attending         When I learned these two men were           up to her about my struggles with the
 the Catholic Church, but my mom wanted           devout Catholics, I panicked. I tried          Catholic Church and my restlessness in
 to receive the Sacrament of Confirmation.        to hide that I’d grown up Catholic, but        searching for where God wanted me.
 Though I was unhappy about it then, now          one night Gregg mentioned eucharistic          Micah 6:8 ran through my head.
 I am beyond thankful. I didn’t believe that      adoration and something within me                 Jenise encouraged me to attend a young
 Jesus was truly present in the Eucharist.        churned, even though I didn’t believe in       adult Catholic women’s group, and I went
 I didn’t understand why Mary was a big           the Real Presence.                             specifically to ask questions. Try as I might
 deal. I didn’t feel like I got anything out of      Gregg realized I knew what he was           to prove the Church wrong, I could not
 Mass. I was hurt by a priest’s harsh words       talking about. “I know you used to be          compete with the richness and depth of
 about my desire to preach and be a pastor.       Catholic; no one else had that look            the answers the group provided. I was just
 Between those difficulties and the growing       in their eye when I was talking about          talking myself in circles, and they were
 desire to be with my friends at the United       adoration,” he said.                           talking in a straight path that drew them
 Methodist Church, I was happy to leave              I was caught. I simply said, “Yes, I was,   closer to Jesus.
 the Catholic Church.                             but not anymore. I don’t believe in that          As my undergraduate college graduation
    So I left.                                    kind of worship.”                              neared, I spent many hours in prayer,

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“The very things I studied in the Bible were in the

                                                  Holy Sacrifice of the Mass."
expressing my frustrations with God. How          told me I needed to do.) The next day, I       my dream of serving the Church. I was at
could my life plans to become a Protestant        received Holy Communion for the first          complete peace with it.
pastor seemingly come to a crashing halt?         time in eight or nine years. While I didn’t       There were still challenges. Conversion
Jenise invited me to join her for Sunday          believe in the Real Presence, the void that    is a continual process. No one is ever done.
Mass. Despite great hesitation, I agreed.         I had been experiencing within my heart           Yet I am convinced of the Catholic
   I remember awkwardly sitting in the            was finally gone.                              Church and her strength and truth. I have
pew. I felt uncomfortable, and yet there             The summer of 2016, I traveled to           found the Food that lasts for all eternity. I
was peace within my heart. Mass began             Lima, Peru to serve as a missionary            cannot help but lose my breath every time
and I went through the motions. I had             intern with a non-denominational               I gaze at Jesus in the Eucharist because he
flashbacks to my childhood and the                pastor. I frequented the nearby perpetual      is so beautiful. Nothing brings my heart
prayers flooded back to my memory. I sat          adoration chapel. I ran off to Mass as         greater joy than the Eucharist. I have fallen
there in awe – all my studies in Sacred           much as I could. I was so attracted to it,     in love with the liturgy. It was the Holy
Scripture were unfolding before my eyes.          even though my prayer was, “God, please        Sacrifice of the Mass, the beauty and tradi-
The very things I studied in the Bible were       make this whole Catholic adventure just        tion of the liturgy, that brought me back.
in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.                a phase.”                                         I remember praying through my
   However, I still viewed the Eucharist             The desire to be Catholic only grew.        journey, asking God why I went on this
as just a symbol. During Communion,               Again, Micah 6:8 echoed, “walk humbly          path. This is what he said to me in that
I stayed in the pew, but the one thing I          with your God.” I started to really see        moment (in part):
noticed is that the restlessness in my heart      what God was meaning in that verse. My
was subsiding.                                    heart was softening. The Eucharist was             My daughter, I allowed you to leave
   I saw the musicians Gregg and Matt             the one thing that was still a struggle.        so that you could study Sacred Scripture
there, too. After the closing hymn, Gregg                                                         and bring what you learned back to my
came to me and loudly declared, “Called           Seeing with eyes of the Lord                    Church. I allowed you to leave so that you
it!” (We laugh heartily about it now.)               That’s where my heart was when I             could learn from your Protestant brothers
   In the car, Jenise asked me, “So, what did     found myself praying before Mass on             and sisters how to reach out to people,
you think of Mass?” I couldn’t even look at       Oct. 22, 2016.                                  evangelization efforts and how to lead
her because I was so frustrated that I had           And God proved to me that this is real.      groups. I allowed you to leave so you could
found what I was looking for in the Catholic         During the Eucharistic Prayer, I looked      improve your public speaking skills. I know
Church – the very church I promised never         up to the altar and it was as if the Last       you were not well-educated when it came
to come back to. Through gritted teeth I          Supper was painted before my eyes. I sat        to picking a Confirmation patron saint.
said, “I cannot tell you what I thought, but it   there in shock and awe, wondering what          I told St. Clare of Assisi to pick you as a
is everything I’m looking for.”                   was happening. Then, during the distri-         Confirmation saint, because I knew it would
                                                  bution of Holy Communion, it looked as          be the power of the Eucharist that would
“God, please make this whole                      if everyone in line was dressed in rags, yet    bring you back Home. Hold fast to her
Catholic adventure just a phase.”                 so eager to eat this “bread.” After they had    intercession for you, and she will create in
   Over the next few months, I continued          consumed the Host, they were dressed in         you a warrior heart, never afraid of drawing
both attending Mass periodically and              long white robes and radiated light.            close to my Eucharistic Heart. Your witness
pursuing my path in Protestant churches.             A ray of grace and life pierced my soul.     to my Church will inspire many.
I fully believed this was just a phase            I began to sob. I knew at that moment
and I still needed to move forward with           this was REAL. All of it. The Holy Sacri-          I sat there with tears of overwhelming
preparing for seminary to become a United         fice of the Mass, the Eucharist, Mary, the     joy at the goodness of God. He truly is
Methodist pastor. Yet I couldn’t shake the        Catholic Church, everything – it was true,     everything. And his Church only helps us
draw of the Catholic Church. The more I           real, life-changing.                           grow closer to Jesus. I am thankful for the
went to Mass, and watched others going               I walked out of that Mass changed.          journey I have had, and desire nothing
up to Holy Communion, I realized that my          There was a new life in my soul, a clarity     else than to serve the Church, sharing the
heart was longing to participate.                 that I had never had before. I enrolled        mercy and love of Jesus.
   At a friend’s encouragement, I went to         in a theology and ministry master’s                I can never leave the Eucharist again. The
confession (which I didn’t believe was            program at the Franciscan University of        void that I once had in my heart has been
necessary, but something in my heart              Steubenville. I was still able to pursue       filled with unending joy, love and mercy.

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