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ENDURANCE Amy Andrews –K eeping Public while Staying ISSUE 271 Private During a Pandemic Dec 2020 – Feb 2021 Fiona Robertson – Sparks in the Dark
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PUBLISHED BY ISSUE 271 Dec 2020 – Feb 2021 ISSN 1444-2922 Contents EDITORIAL AND PRODUCTION Editor Sandra Makaresz Associate Editor 3 Meet Kevin Gillespie QWC Chair 2011-2016 Callum McDonald In conversation with Judy Gregory Guest Artist Brenden Borellini Design 4 Sparks in the Dark Green Fox Studio By Fiona Robertson Printing CPX Printing & Logistics 6 Keeping Public while Staying Private SUBMISSIONS During a Pandemic Members can submit Milestones or details of Events or Competitions and By Amy Andrews Opportunities, or pitch articles for WQ, by emailing us at editor@qldwriters.org.au 8 We’re All in This Together; Editing Anthologies QWC reserves the right to edit all submissions with regard to content By Edwina Shaw and word length. ADVERTISING 10 Aiming for the Moon Advertising rates, deadlines and dimensions By Bianca Millroy and other information on how to advertise in WQ is available at qldwriters.org.au/ advertise. For advertising enquiries please 12 Snags contact editor@qldwriters.org.au By Helen Crampton QWC members enjoy a reduced advertising rate. Before booking an advertisement potential advertisers should read QWC’s 16 The Unbearable Brightness of Seeing Advertising Terms and Conditions at By Sally Colin-James qldwriters.org.au/advertise STAFF 19 Chasing The Wild Pineapple Chief Executive Officer Carole Ferrier – Trailblazer by Lesley Synge Lori-Jay Ellis Social Media Officer Charlie Hester 20 A Zoom with a View Project Officers By David Lowe Craig Cauchi Callum McDonald Aleisha Yu 22 Creating through COVID: Aimee Cheung How do we write when our brains are aching? MANAGEMENT COMMITTEE By Dr Andrea Baldwin Chair Kym Hausmann 24 Competitions & Opportunities Vice Chair Ann Wilson Treasurer 28 Publisher Update Mary McWeeney Secretary 30 Events Judy Gregory ORDINARY MEMBERS 32 Member Milestones Sandra Makaresz Andrea Brosnan Sarah Thornton 33 QWC Membership Benefits Angela Samut WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 1
PUBLISHED BY ISSN 1444-2922 ISSUE 271 Editorial Sandra Makaresz Editor GUEST ARTIST Brenden Borellini Cover Photograph: “The Lone Tree” Biography: In reading through the articles for this edition, it was so interesting to come Brenden Borellini is the across ex-chair Kevin Gillespie’s description of the Writers Centre in the Ambassador and Artist in aftermath of the floods in 2011. Kevin describes the State Library being Residence at Crossroad Arts where closed due to flooding and the dynamism of the team in keeping the writing he has been performing for close community together and innovating to create change. to a decade. He has collaborated Did anyone imagine that anything like that would ever happen again? Probably on various projects as an actor, not. Yet here we are in 2020, with an extended period of being locked out of workshop facilitator, photographer the building yet again. No flood waters to battle or clean up after this time. But and researcher. As Crossroad an even more difficult task to keep on going against an invisible challenge that Arts’ Ambassador and Artist in affects us all – and particularly affects our lives as writers. Residence, he has also travelled to Japan and the United States Many writers have lost income streams, and many have lost the ability to write where he exhibited his 2D and 3D as their headspace battles against them. Writers whose income loss hasn’t photographic works. been recognised by other or even felt yet. Others have found a reason to put pen to paper and produced heartfelt stories that help capture this moment Brenden was born profoundly in history. deaf and lost his sight at the age of 9. He successfully pursued his The Writers Centre has once again stepped up to bring the writing community education at the Special Education together. Having embraced technological change enabled a ready transition Unit for visually impaired students to online workshops. Staff struggled to overcome the challenges of a team at Cavendish Road High School in working from separate homes but were able to keep communication channels Brisbane and he became the first open and the writing community together. And our magazine, WQ, still survives deafblind student to integrate into when so many others have not. the community. We hope you continue to take strength from its stories and be inspired to keep Read More on Page 30 writing even when things might not go to plan. As writers, we embrace the theme of this edition – Endurance. The Queensland Writers Centre, Management Committee and staff present WQ in good faith and accept no responsibility for any misinformation or problems arising from any misinformation. The views expressed by contributors or advertisers (including advertising supplying inserts) are not necessarily those of the Management Committee or staff. 2 WQ
Meet Kevin Gillespie QWC Chair 2011–2016 It was my interest in writing that brought me to QWC, I think the main value of QWC is the support it provides initially as a workshop participant. I had retired from the to writers. It’s a community of writers – a place where air force, and was working for the state government in people can learn about writing, get help with their writing, George Street. I wanted to do more writing, so I joined QWC and meet like-minded people. It’s a place of contact that and enrolled in a few workshops. From there, I nominated introduces writers to other writers. for the management committee, and eventually became Secretary and finally Chair. I don’t think the physicality of writing has changed at all. It’s the same now as it was in the time of Shakespeare. One of the major highlights of my time as Chair was the Writers still need to do the same things and the basic work outcome of the Brisbane floods in January 2011. The is the same. It’s still pen to paper or finger to keyboard. floods themselves were a disaster, of course, but QWC But the transportation systems of writing have changed. did some amazing work to support the local community. That’s leading to different ways of getting published and perhaps to more writing of short pieces rather than QWC’s offices had moved to the State Library by then, massive tomes. and we were unable to get into the office for quite some time (thankfully the water didn’t reach our offices but If I’m asked to give advice to new writers, I encourage other parts of the library weren’t so fortunate). But being them to do the things that QWC offers – like training and locked out of the offices didn’t stop the staff from making networking. Writers need to be trained. It’s not as simple things happen. Not only did QWC staff continue to keep as sitting down and having the words pour out perfectly. the Writers Centre operational, but the dynamic team of Even the best writers need support from other writers, Kate Eltham (CEO), Julie Beveridge and Rebecca Sparrow and not just at the beginning of their careers. Most good came up with an idea called Writers on Rafts, and raised writers seek feedback and advice from their network. over $31,000 for flood support. In addition to organising Another part of my advice to writers is to read, and read, raffles for things like book packs and workshops, they held the Ultimate Girls’ High Tea on Mothers’ Day at the Sofitel and then, when you think you’re ready to write, read some Hotel. It was a terrific event – over 270 women and me, the more. I wonder sometimes whether new writers realise only male in the room. Several well-known writers came that reading is an essential part of writing. You have to read along, including Kate Morton, Anita Heiss, Jessica Rudd, more than you write, and you have to keep doing that. Emily Jade O’Keefe, Frances Whiting and Kate Hunter. I’m very proud to have been associated with QWC. The QWC has always worked hard to support all Queensland staff and the volunteers are always so passionate about writers, not just those living in Brisbane. Our regional what they do and ready to help other people to learn focus was enormous, and we were fortunate to have a more about writing. very active regional representative, Sandy Curtis, on the management committee while I was Chair. We tried to make sure that writers located at small regional centres could access our services. We often sent staff to regional towns to conduct workshops. WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 3
Sparks in the Dark By Fiona Robertson What is it like to receive happy writing news in 2020? Exciting. online, along with university students Unsettling. Bizarre. around the country. As someone who started writing in In this time of the COVID-19 the potential for cases to overwhelm my forties, I’d also begun to wonder if pandemic, with so much uncertainty the health system became clear. I was afraid for those who would catch the I’d left this writing gig too late. On one and loss, winning an award has felt virus, afraid for friends in healthcare, of many lockdown walks, I told my son weird, almost wrong. It’s also been a and afraid for my husband, who would it could be my stories were really just flare of joy. be in direct contact with patients if we for him and his sister, a sort of written I’ve been fortunate. I haven’t lost my had a big outbreak in Queensland. One inheritance. That my short story job, and I have family at home. I haven’t of my children is in Year 12, and like so collection might never be published, endured prolonged lockdowns, like many others, has had a disjointed final just passed on. I decided I’d have to be those in Victoria. But as a doctor, the year of schooling which will culminate okay with that. But a light in this dark evolving pandemic threw me for a in a graduation ceremony without year has been the kindness of others. loop, especially earlier this year, when parents. My eldest does all her study Friends walked with me and we talked 4 WQ
through our concerns. Relatives So I selected twenty stories, and And I’m slowly realising what the called, just to say hello. Windows polished them as best as I could. I award truly means. After years of in our suburb and surrounds filled submitted to the Glendower Award juggling writing with kids, work and with teddies, for children ‘going on a for an Emerging Writer, and then felt a chronic medical condition; years of bear hunt’. sick. I was embarrassed to think of having stories rejected; years of not the judges reading my submission; I knowing if the pieces I was scribbling imagined them raising their eyebrows would ever be good enough, my at my clumsy words. I wondered if I short story collection, If You’re Happy, I called to my should have tried my luck another has found a home. year, perhaps in 2043. daughter, the only Receiving the Glendower Award has been the highlight of my 2020. I’m To my amazement, I was shortlisted. one home: ‘Look at Then one innocent Wednesday in keen to work with the UQP team, August, I received an email that to hone and refine the collection, this!’ I pointed to my made me stand up from the table until I hold a smooth new book in my hands. I hope If You’re Happy laptop. My daughter in the dining room. I called to my daughter, the only one home: ‘Look will brighten the days of its readers. read the email and at this!’ I pointed to my laptop. My Stay safe everyone. Wishing you daughter read the email and her her eyes went as eyes went as round as mine. ‘You much writing success in 2021. round as mine. won?!’ I shook my head. ‘I know! It’s crazy!’ In many ways, I’m still Fiona Robertson is a Brisbane writer. ‘You won?!’ shaking my head. The award doesn’t She was shortlisted for the Richell Prize in 2018, and was awarded the quite seem real, announced via an I shook my head. online, pre-recorded ceremony, Glendower Award for an Emerging Writer at the 2020 Queensland Literary with no celebration afterwards to ‘I know! It’s crazy!’ meet and chat with other writers, Awards. Her collection of stories, If You’re Happy, will be published by publishers and sponsors. UQP in early 2022. But I’m forever grateful for the My writing group (the fabulous Dead warm messages from the writing Darlings Society) kept meeting by community, the State Library of Zoom, and their excellent work and Queensland, the QLAs, UQP and critiques were inspiring. An author I sponsor Jenny Summerson, and for admire encouraged me to enter the the enthusiastic congratulations from Queensland Literary Awards. family and friends. WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 5
Keeping Public while Staying Private during a Pandemic By Amy Andrews It is a truth universally acknowledged – the television blaring out the editor. It was a timing thing, I knew, that 2020 has been an absolute evolving crisis 24/7 is like locking the but writer’s egos are fragile and my dumpster fire. People have done door to those worlds and throwing confidence was whammied again. it hard all around the world. I feel away the key. And that overdue book got later still. privileged to live in a regional area where my community has been So, okay, there’s an easy solution, Did any of this creative uproar make largely sheltered from the threat of right? Just turn off the TV. But, I it onto my social media? No. I made a couldn’t. I just couldn’t. Maybe it’s decision upon my social media debut illness. Sure, we’ve felt the ripples in the ex-nurse in me, but I had to watch years ago that Amy Andrews Author my neck of the woods, but compared every update – every development. would be apolitical. Yes, people have to other areas they were brief and I’m usually someone who has to have and will criticise me for that decision, didn’t threaten to swamp us. total silence to write, but for those but that’s my stance. So, it was natural, Essentially, for me, in many ways, first few months of the pandemic, the then, not to talk about the virus or the not much has changed. Yes, I had to television stayed on all day leaving other machinations going on behind suddenly worry about toilet paper me struggling to grasp the enormity the scenes of my writing career. more than I ever thought I’d have to of the situation. I railed against I decided that Facebook - my main in my life, but the truth is – as many leaders who were too slow to shut social media presence - was flooded writers can likely attest – I live a largely things down. I watched the numbers with enough posts to do with Covid isolated existence anyway. Most obsessively. And I cried at the latest and everything else that has ensued weeks it’s rare for me to venture out pictures from Italy of all those coffins this year. I wanted to be a place where of the house more than two or three and eerily deserted streets. people could come and not have to times. So, having to stay at home in think about the worries of the world my PJs all day was something which I Unsurprisingly, I couldn’t settle my for a little while. To be the shelter, was absolutely match fit. brain to anything creative, even not the storm. So, I posted pics of though a deadline had come and ocean views and booze, old holidays, But what was harder was the mental gone. At the same time, I was told that my kids and my dad, clouds, and space. I know many people have my April book, which was supposed food. And I shared excerpts and links struggled with mental health issues to release in mass market paperback to books on sale or new releases – this year but what I’m referring to in the US, had been pulled from print both mine and others. I asked advice here is the process of creativity. Or, and would only come out digitally. It about names for characters, where I rather, the process of accessing was a multifactorial decision, but my could buy a particular style of lamp, creativity. When your job is to confidence still took a huge hit. This and what a certain plant in my garden disappear into the worlds inside made it even harder to write and was called. your head – to go into this strange made the overdue book even later. and mystical place I’m not sure Then my beloved editor passed the On Instagram, I was so sick of any creative ever fully understands digital-only manuscript on to another beautifully curated posts where 6 WQ
everything and everyone looked It’s not surprising that completing absolutely perfect that I started a a project during a pandemic is the Amy Andrews is an Australian award- winning, USA Today best-selling author 365daysof50 hashtag where I post a same as completing one when there’s who has written eighty contemporary pic of my face every day for my 50th not a pandemic – with consistent romance books across traditional and year on the planet. Sometimes, if I’m daily word counts. I just found I had digital markets for several publishers. going out somewhere, it’ll be glam but to be gentler with myself, accept Her debut novel was published in 2005 mostly it’s just the me who is often and she has gone on to sell in excess of 3 that consistency could be an elastic still in PJs at three in the afternoon. million books and be translated into over a beast, and that some days the dozen languages. A member of Romance words might not come. And that was Writers of Australia for over twenty years, Eventually the coverage of the virus – okay, because there were plenty of Amy spent six of those on the National if not the virus itself – settled down in Australia and I was able to locate other things I could do to support Executive and two as President. Amy is an my career, including interacting on inaugural Capricorn Coast Writers Festival that key and crack open the door to committee member and is looking forward my creativity. I finished that overdue social media. Some days, I learned, to seeing the festival expand in 2021. book and then I finished a couple it was okay just to be the shelter in more. In fact, I wrote my 80th book the storm. And, if for nothing else, in 2020. I thank 2020 for that. WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 7
We’re All in This Together; Editing Anthologies By Edwina Shaw It was never my intention to become an editor of were gaps, I searched out voices, and where someone had story collections. But now I’ve done two in two years. an important story to tell but lacked writing experience, I This is how it happened. worked closely with them to create a publishable piece. One author requested anonymity, another used a pseudonym, In October 2018, I approached local independent some requested placement in the second half of the publisher, Matthew Wengert of AndAlso Books, about anthology. Some stories were created from transcripts of doing an anthology about life in Queensland under Joh recorded interviews. Bjelke-Petersen. I had so many stories of my own about life on the wrong side of Joh’s politics, that I knew there must By the end of June 2019, the anthology was edited and be more. For some time, I’d been trying to publish my story, sent to the printer for release in August. It was a hell “Last Days on the Fifteenth Floor”, about Joh’s last days in of a lot of work, but it was worth every minute. I met office told from the perspective of his cleaning lady, with no some exceptional lifelong activists who were shaped luck. It seemed I had to create the book for it myself. Like by Joh’s repressive regime, including the late great me, Matthew knew the era was ripe for picking. I’d found Sam Watson. the perfect publishing partner for Bjelke Blues. I had a few writer friends who I knew had tales to tell, so I approached them first and asked for their stories. Then I put the word out on Facebook and word-of-mouth started a flood of interesting, sometimes disturbing, material flowing into my inbox. My stories about Joh were all set in the 80s so I was intrigued to learn about the earlier decade of resistance that started just prior to the Springbok Rugby tour of 1971, when Joh declared a state of emergency, brought in masses of police and let them loose. I also learnt that Queensland had a long and interesting history of activism. So many fascinating stories arrived that I expanded my initial scope of fifteen stories to include over 40. It was the first time I’d found myself on the other end of decision-making in publishing. I’ll admit, it felt really good. I loved being able to accept stories. I wasn’t so keen on rejecting them though; I knew how much it hurt. Matthew wanted to release the book in August, so submissions closed in February 2019; although, I waited a bit longer for some pieces I really wanted. Where there 8 WQ
In March this year, Matthew approached me about co- Having a wide diversity of stories, including different editing a collection of stories in response to the COVID-19 perspectives – making sure we had under-represented pandemic. I’d had a story published in All We Could Do, and frontline voices AndAlso’s collection about the 1918/19 Influenza pandemic and had read Matthew’s City in Masks outlining the history Ensuring some humour, light-and-shade of that epidemic. So I was keen to be involved, but also Getting the right mix of fiction, memoir, essays and poetry more than a little terrified about what potentially lay ahead of us. Having the best story to start, to ‘lure’ the reader in and on Again, the deadline was tight. We needed stories collected, Setting the stories in more or less chronological order edited and arranged by June 2020. Even with two other Making sure we had a mix of shorter and longer pieces prose editors, Carolyn Gardam and Louise Martin- Chew, and one poetry editor, Nathan Shepherdson, it Finding the best story to finish the collection was a mammoth task. Especially when, once again, we had a tremendous response to our call out for stories. Working with a team of editors certainly lightened the Matthew organised an odd, socially distanced meeting load and it was fun to share the experience. We decided of the team outside the closed State Library to discuss on the title “Our Inside Voices – Reflections on COVID-19” the project. together and voted for different cover options. The result is a book we’re all proud of. Queensland has been Once the deadline arrived, Carolyn made up charts and extremely fortunate during the pandemic and Our Inside between the four of us, we rated each piece and thought Voices reflects Queenslanders’ experience during this about how it would work in the anthology. If it didn’t fit, or challenging time with insight, compassion and humour. we had too many similar stories, it had to go. This time, Editing these collections has been a wonderful and I’d learnt to be tougher, but rejecting people’s work still empowering experience. And if I have to keep creating wasn’t fun. We ended up with 50 stories, and, so we didn’t collections to find homes for my stories, I’ll do just that. I’m end up with a brick-sized book, these were trimmed down looking forward to working on a new collection of stories as much as possible. Those 50 pieces were divided among about mental illness in 2021. us for editing, and again, some stories needed more help than others to find their heart. Then came the task of ordering the contributions. Order matters. For Bjelke Blues I’d used coloured index cards Edwina Shaw is a Brisbane writer and editor of fiction, memoir and screenplays. She is the author of A Guide on my loungeroom floor to fiddle with the arrangement, Through Grief, Thrill Seekers and over 40 published short but this time we used one of Carolyn’s excel charts. With pieces. She is the editor of Bjelke Blues and a co-editor of much toing and froing, it eventually came together. In Our Inside Voices. Edwina also runs Relax and Write Retreats. structuring each collection, the following were considered: www.edwinashaw.com https://relaxandwriteretreats.blog/ WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 9
Aiming for the Moon By Bianca Millroy meteorologist or a virologist, but I JUNE: theorise there are silver linings to be found. By the half-way mark, it was time to re-assess: Was I on Then I came across this: My New Year’s track with my writing goals? Resolution: Make time for writing. How does one even keep track of such a shapeshifting vocation? That was it. No grand ambitions of awards or publishers or six-figure The light-bulb moment came in July. advances. Somehow, I knew 2020 was not a year to shoot for the stars. Writing has always been more than a hobby; it is a business. I needed to Here’s what happened: treat it like one. MARCH: I started tracking each opportunity, New Year’s Resolutions: Love them. from competitions to grants and Hate them. Make them. Regret I lost my job with less than a residencies to publishers and agent them. Don’t see the point of them week’s notice. Every foreseeable queries, and then to major literary after 2020, maybe? event (including a trip to America) awards and prizes. I made an Excel Picture four friends together on was cancelled. spreadsheet (I said I meant business) New Year’s 2019. Out come the with criteria, deadlines, and a column APRIL: boardgames. Of the selection, marked, “Results”. Pandemic™ is the unanimous pick. An organisation I’d been volunteering They play. They lose. Forget writer’s block; I used simple for offered me part-time work. PHEW! arithmetic: time + bum glue = words (Turns out, it’s my dream job!) I was Fast-forward eight weeks… well, need on the page. If you don’t complete the also selected as the lead editor of I elaborate? This is a true story, and first step, bum-on-seat, you will not probably the biggest metaphor of the a new cross-genre, lighthouse- pass go; you will not collect your six- year to come. themed anthology. figure advance or [insert writing goal I opened my diary the other day for MAY: here]. Bum glue is the key adhesive the first time since March and was of writing endurance. Once you have With income covering essentials, confronted by a wall of blank pages. your routine, glue your bum to that I suddenly had three whole days From 20 March onwards, pages seat, and stick to it! a week to focus my creative usually filled my daily antics fell away energies. I had pinned down that There’s more: it takes a village to into 80gsm oblivion. elusive creature, TIME. And there write a book, and every author must Did I miss the forecast? Cloudy with it was, the magic vein floweth… have a “Scribe Tribe”. Here’s how I a chance of Coronavirus? I’m not a I began to write. found mine: 10 WQ
During a QWC workshop last year, So, 2020 was not a year to aim for the after all, “Lonely, but all worthwhile,” we were urged to join a writing group stars. Instead, I aimed for the moon (a quote from my AustLit project on or, simply, create one! Those who and I got… well, the moon. But the lighthouses in literature). I’m not put their hands up, myself included, moon is still a pretty big deal! saying that all it takes is time alone, swapped contact details. Simple marathon-endurance bum glue, as that. A year on, the Window Bay So, what have I learned? Stars are spreadsheets, and no excuses. Writers (named after our favourite overrated and playing Pandemic™ is window bay at The Edge, SLQ) still one way to endure lock-down. I’m challenging you to re-think and meet and write. Another tribe of this innovate on your writing resolution. Most of all, I have learned that Tonight, go outside and look up at the “village” are the Brisbane Literary endurance is less about suffering stars going about their business in Mafia: wonderful writerly friends I’ve and more about making the best of spatially distanced solitude. Then, go made through QWC and Avid Reader (Brisbane writers championing every situation. Solidarity in writing about your business: Write. One foot Brisbane writers). In fact, the is connecting with community but (one word) in front of the other. Left, forthcoming anthology I’m part of also finding solace in solitude (bum then right, then… Endurance may not came out of GenreCon! glue!). Words set in motion the win the race, (you win some, you lose stories that we tell one another – the some), but if you achieve what you set Voila, a village. Now, I needed some meaning-making mechanism that out to, isn’t that what matters? tangible results to test the endurance will endure through this pandemic of this resolution. pandemonium… Note: We regularly host games’ nights with friends. Now, every time we play August: It had only been three A reflection on solitude: I must Pandemic™ we strategise, find the months, but already the spreadsheet emphasise the interconnectivity cure, and eradicate the virus. (Small was 50 rows deep. Under “Results” between endurance and the ability to wins, right?) were four big “YES” outcomes, dedicate time to writing alone. When those being: we spend time alone, left to our own Bianca Millroy is an Australian writer of 1. My manuscript, ‘The Solitary Light’, thoughts and fears, we open a portal historical eco-fiction and magic realism. was shortlisted for the 2020 QLD to our imagination. We can look at Based in Brisbane, her stories have been Literary Awards “aloneness” in two ways: loneliness… published in anthologies such as Visible or solitude. These are two very Ink, GreyMatter, Showcase and Within, 2. An excerpt is published in Without. In 2020, Bianca’s manuscript different experiences: If we are alone, LIGHTHOUSE – An Anthology, coming “The Solitary Light” was shortlisted for do we have to feel “lonely”? At what out 26 November the Qld Literary Awards category for an point do we just ‘get on with it’? Emerging Writer. 3. The same manuscript is currently Lighthouse Keepers a century ago under consideration of two agents wondered the same thing. Does this 4. I won the QWC’s Right Left Write isolation get “better” with time? As competition for August with writing, Lighthouse-keeping is, WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 11
Snags By Helen Crampton Another cyclist and I collided on the Esplanade in reminded myself. Trouble was I was flat out on a stretcher March, just as COVID-19 locked down Queensland. and high on Methoxyflurane. I saw nothing. Both of us blame the dog. An unleashed puppy. Yeah, it was cute. We were checking out the quality pooch Michael and I lay two beds from each other in A&E, on a shared pathway at dawn when we smashed shock set in and my pulse peaked and troughed. The head on and took flight. Sluggish peddling does shakes arrived. Even so, I wish I hadn’t been wearing have advantages. my grotty bike knicks that sagged to the thighs. If I had to spend nine hours in A&E with a neck brace, X-Rays, Michael, a stranger before the accident, slammed the back observations and a panoply of pills, I should have of his head into the bitumen. If he hadn’t been wearing a eaten breakfast. A drink of water wouldn’t go amiss. helmet he would have died – a crater hollowed out the shell at the base of the skull. Simultaneously, I swooped ‘We’ve already got someone like a fruit bat and skidded along my left shoulder and head. My collarbone snapped and a ligament partied. aboard,’ the paramedic yelled. ‘We’ll call another one.’ If I were like most of you, my writing arm would have been intact. But I’m left-handed. It was the wrong side to need The young orthopaedic surgeon, Prince, by name and a partial shoulder reconstruction. The wrong arm to fold stature, wanted to operate. My floating bone fragment into a sling for six weeks and undergo rehabilitation for could die, he said. I signed the paperwork but after six months. 2020 was going to be the year I finished the meeting his supervisor he about-turned. ‘We’ll let your first draft of a novel. COVID-19 was going to allow time to clavicle heal naturally,’ he said. ‘Come back in six weeks.’ write after a residency at Varuna had inspired me. ‘He’s been overruled,’ my husband whispered. If I had to have an accident though, it was a great location: 100 metres from Cairns Base Hospital. We didn’t even have We were worried that the hospital was being emptied out to call an ambulance. Both of us lay dazed on the grass for an onslaught of COVID-19 patients and my GP agreed. while the dog walker leashed her puppy and skedaddled. You know you have a problem when your collarbone A pensioner hailed a passing ambulance. starts to poke up like Walsh’s Pyramid at Gordonvale and a raindrop feels like a boulder. We sought a second ‘We’ve already got someone aboard,’ the paramedic opinion, and the specialist squeezed me onto his yelled. ‘We’ll call another one.’ When our ambulance surgery list, warning that severed nerves often result in arrived a few minutes later I apologised to the permanent numbness. paramedics for monopolising them during COVID-19. ‘Never been quieter,’ the ambo replied, poking my How soon can writers type after surgery? We can shoulder to see if I yelped. ‘Everyone’s at home.’ tap with our unoperated arm almost immediately. ‘We could’ve walked,’ I added fancifully, between sucks on Well, as soon as the sliced nerves stop screaming the green whistle. This was my first time in an ambulance – and anti-nausea drugs quell Oxycodone- a ripper of a research opportunity. Check out everything, I induced vomiting. How soon can we handwrite? One or 12 WQ
two words in a crude scrawl within days. I was mid-way and I swim beetle-paced laps. I pedal rarely through reading my friend Simon’s nonfiction narrative and reluctantly. The joy is yet to return. The risk when I crashed. My feedback on the page became spidery. of surgery, recovery and rehabilitation could The 2XL letters speak of an already forgotten pain. hog too much time. Fear and memory haunt. In 2021, the surgeon, who gave me a new shoulder without After a few weeks I could handwrite for minutes, and nerve damage, will operate again to remove a snazzy gradually, frustratingly so, the intervals stretched to hours. titanium plate and three screws. Plus, unexpectedly, More importantly, how soon can we think? When does the I’ll need to edit a drug-addled woolly-brained draft. I’m fog fade? How does anaesthesia affect concentration and stoked, even if it is a dog of a manuscript. the ability to analyse and reflect? What of our neurological Dr Bryceson and the Dutch physiotherapist, Fred, said ability to create? My concentration was shot for weeks, that confidence is a factor in recovery. Orla, the Irish- everyday tasks devoured energy, and pain crippled lilted nurse, mentioned unpredictability. Expect setbacks, creation. How precious are our minds. How irreplaceable. she said. They all spoke matter-of-factly as they outlined Six months later, physio continues, the scar fades the normal stages of healing. It got me thinking. I mustn’t forget a lack of confidence and snags are stages of the creative process too. Writing first drafts and beyond requires moving through fear, the strength to take risks, and to endure, despite what life hurls at us. 2020 has been overly generous in gifting us snags. If we fall off our bikes, we can plonk our feet back on the pedals and wobble along. Even if we cycle like a lop-sided cricket, we can eventually reach the corner shop for a bag of chocolate-dipped liquorice. Hopefully, our technique becomes more streamlined with each subsequent ride. Either way, klutzy or not, we arrive. Speed and setbacks have nothing to do with the outcome. Injury has reminded me that the best moment to write is any time. Ten-minute spurts truly do add up. There’s one caveat: beware of the dogs. Helen has a Bachelor’s degree in chemical engineering and classics, and a Master’s degree in creative writing. Her writing has been shortlisted in the manuscript category of the Queensland Literary Awards and the Michael Gifkins Prize, and she won the 2019 Wild Writing Competition. Helen lives in Cairns where she WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 13
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The Unbearable Brightness of Seeing How Norfolk Island shines its own light on the process of writing By Sally Colin-James There’s something about the light and Burnt Pine Travel. And, like all What I have to do is get clear. It sounds on Norfolk Island. A brightness, life-changing experiences, it is set to simple enough. But how, exactly, how a clarity. An ever-present magic- challenge both myself and my work does a writer ‘get clear’? hour that begs the attention of a with my day-one graveside revelation: I recall the words said to me by lens. And, as I sit beside Dr Colleen no amount of writing – even good another fine Australian writer, Melissa McCullough’s headstone, I am writing – can hide unclear thinking. Lucashenko: you must be succinct reminded of the words of another Colleen’s writing success is renowned. before you can be beautiful. McCullough, American writer David But now, as I sit here in the cemetery Gaub McCullough, who said, ‘Writing I write a list of my characters and, beside a small headstone engraved addressing them by name, ask them: is thinking. To write well is to think with one of Australian cultural What is the point of you? What value clearly. That’s why it is so hard.’ history’s biggest names, I wonder do you bring? How well do you earn As I reflect on these words later, while what it felt like at the time to be a your place? I map out the parallel wandering the aisles of her personal best-selling, if not ground-breaking, narrative arcs and actively seek out female author with Colleen’s clout. library within her Norfolk Island ‘Out boring bits, the decorative bits, the But more so, I wonder if all that ‘clear Yenna’ estate, I realise that this ability digressions that might (for all their thinking’ meant she had no choice but to ‘think clearly’ was the marvel of our presumed importance) waste a to write. That it offered a way to ease Australian McCullough, Colleen. That reader’s time. I write and re-write my the unbearable brightness of seeing. there could have been no generation- logline until that single sentence is an That inevitable sharp definition. Both sweeping ‘Thorn Birds’ or triumphantly- elegy to brevity. the gift and burden for those with a researched ‘Masters of Rome’ series clear-thinking mind. During the residency, I write daily ¬– seven books with a total of around and abundantly. At the end of each 7,000 pages – without the skill of I snap a photo and check to see how day, Chris and I meet and discuss clear-thinking to manage each book’s clearly I’ve captured what I see here and dissect and flesh out. But all the vast terrains. And that this clarity by her graveside. A rainbow shaft of time I am wondering when I will face underscored her intellect, her wit and light streams from the clouds and what seems unbearable. To summon her acute sense of perception. strikes the writer’s grave. I study the due confidence and step back from image. Working through theories I have come to Norfolk Island as the manuscript in order to take a of technical lens flare or mystical an awardee of the Historical Novel better look at, to really see, what is intervention. It doesn’t matter the Society of Australasia’s (HNSA) going on within it. I imagine Colleen, answer, I decide. What matters is inaugural Colleen McCullough not famous for being subtle, drawing that the photo I’ve taken and the Residency Award. The Residency, back hard on a cigarette and, while moments leading up to it have begun conceived to support one emerging exhaling, telling me to show some to answer my niggling worry as to writer (me) and one established guts and get on with the job. why the current draft of my historical writer (author Chris Bell) of historical fiction, ‘The Recipe for White’, is not To ride the wake of Colleen’s legacy fiction, is the brainchild of the HNSA quite working. No amount of means to witness a writing life in and sponsored by Baunti Escapes word-churning is going to fix it. full motion. And to cope with the 16 WQ
comparisons-to-self that arise. She I am intrigued by what story might Society leather-bound books, books was known to ‘pound out’ 15,000 lie behind the opal tables. I’ve been on ‘Cat Haikus’ and ‘Bad Popes’ and word chunks at a time and evict party to Australia’s opal fields. I know the ‘When God was a Woman’ (note to guests from the house late in the graft, the grit, the patience and sheer self: find this book and purchase). evening in order to write through luck it takes to bring this kind of opal All of it telling the story of a woman the night. As I wander around her up from the ground. I move on with predisposed to intensive fact-finding guest house and home, I am struck reluctance to take in as much as I missions. A skill that the historical by her curatorial eye. What some can of her home. There seems too fiction writer must master to satisfy may view as ostentatious, to me, little time, too many extraordinary the reader’s demand for authenticity. reveals a woman with a keen eye for objects with unique provenance to But not at the expense of story. As pieces that, like her epic and globally absorb. I am stirred by the notion Colleen cautioned on the pitfalls successful novels, endure. that all her pieces are dots in need of research: you have to know of connection. And, if I only had when enough is enough. A 1960’s Murano ceiling light enough time, I could mark out the composed of a myriad perfect I realise that in my current draft I have lines that might begin to define the pastel pink and green glass flowers, more than enough. But not enough type of unfillable space left by a Paradiso marble coffee tables, ornate to be clear. What contradiction! creative spirit like Colleen. azure-floral Broadhurst wallpaper At this, like Colleen was famous for, and matching curtains, lemon-yellow In her library her methodical and I curse. Not under my breath. velveteen armchairs, a Baccarat thorough approach to research is Her library feels supportive, crystal ball, an ancient Kokopelli apparent. As an avid researcher, grounding, giving the sense of a statue (a Native American figure of I can feel the time she has spent with writer whose process was structured fertility and prosperity rendered as these books. There are hundreds. and yet expansive. And like every a wandering minstrel with a bag full The layering of knowledge here from the Harlequin romances (six element of her home it feels of rainbows), French antique Jester jam-packed shelves used for what, curated, decisive. From the Australia- chairs and Charles Hollis Jones I was told, Colleen felt were excellent shaped fly swat, to the 24 carat Lucite-armed chairs from America, location descriptions), to Cambridge gold-plated chandeliers that she cut crystal ashtrays and faceted History books (every period), Folio herself designed. Every last item my crystal mirrors, paintings by Gleeson, gaze falls upon in her home provokes Dresden and Nolan, hardcover art an imagined story. More than fitting, books from Kandinsky to Klee. And ‘I saw them on of course, for a queen of storytelling. then, and then! There are the Boulder opal encrusted tables that I lean Norfolk,’ I reply. When I arrive back in Brisbane I walk close to, not wanting to touch them ‘I wish I knew more.’ with my husband from our hotel or mark them, peering at the set ‘Well, I tell you what along the Brisbane river. I am talking, gems as if to divine something more I know,’ he is listening. And I try to explain of the Colleen that chose these. Of the magnitude of the sights and my all the glorious objects in this home, insights from the day-one graveyard WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 17
rainbow to the Boulder opal tables. had yearned to, ‘the story’ behind the blinkers of fear or insecurity. And We pass a small weekend market in those tables I’d studied inside your to write from this brightness. As did the botanical gardens. A stall brimming home? Did you see me, for a single Colleen McCullough. with opals catches my eye. I usher my imperceptible blink, shrink back from husband over to it and pick up one this bright moment of coincidence? I would like to extend my immense half-polished gem. ‘These are exactly The type of moment an author might gratitude for the warm-hearted what Colleen has encrusted in two big view with suspicion. The dreaded support and tireless efficiency of tables!’ I tell my husband. The owner of deus ex machina planted to wrap Elisabeth Storrs and Diane Murray the stall is busy serving somebody else up a plot? And yet here I am inside from the Historical Novel Society of but he pricks up his ears. such a story. Australasia (HNSA); the generous folk at Baunti Escapes, Bart Murray, ‘Did I hear you mention a Boulder I smile to myself. Maybe this happy Les Quintal, Sue-Ellen Quintal, Kerry opal encrusted table?’ asks John ending is one to simply enjoy. Christian and Debbie Randall; and Doyle from Boulder Opal Mines Perhaps I shy away from the kind of from Burnt Pine Travel, Juliette Grant. Australia. The stall run by him and clear thinking good writing demands. Winning The Colleen McCullough his partner, Leanne Smedley. ‘I saw The kind of thinking that may, at first, Residency Award has been a highlight them on Norfolk,’ I reply. ‘I wish I knew seem brutal. Not only ‘killing your of my writing life and I encourage all more.’ ‘Well, I tell you what I know,’ darlings’ but tearing from the pages writers of historical fiction to get to says John Doyle. ‘A bloke called Des work and get clear and put forward Burton, a chemist from Quilpie, was a those moments we hoped might their work. keen opal miner back in the seventies be tender or insightful or prove and did well with his dozer. He was something of ourselves to the world. known to have made only a few of the But what if I could, in every moment, Sally Colin-James has won the HNSA tables. We know where a few of them set my sights on – first – being clear. Colleen McCullough Residency Award, ended up. But the location of others To bear, without looking away, the Byron Writers Festival Mentorship Award remains a bit of a mystery!’ primary judgment an author has and 2020 Varuna PIP Award. Her PhD research in Europe inspired her to give Were you laughing, dear Colleen, towards her work, thinking it not good a voice to the creative women forgotten to see me slack-jawed before enough for being exactly what it must. by history. She writes from her rainforest that market stall, finding out, as I To see what must be seen without home in northern NSW. 18 WQ
Chasing the Wild Pineapple Carole Ferrier – Trailblazer by Lesley Synge published some 2500 writers from Carole’s research ‘(re)discovered’ 1975–present. Its Authors Index is a writers such as Jean Devanny, whose veritable roll-call of some of Australia’s novel Sugar Heaven set in North most creative thinkers and writers. Queensland is nationally significant. https://hecate.communications-arts. Her biography of Devanny and uq.edu.au/about other works are published by the likes of Melbourne University Press, To hear from two locals: Cambridge University Press, UQP ‘Carole’s encouragement … gave and Vulgar Press. me the confidence to keep writing and believe that I had something to Australian women writers say, contribute.’ Sue Bond Thank you! Signora Bella, May 2019 Credit SLQ ‘My first academic article was published in Hecate and my creative Lesley was born under the Tropic of Socialist feminist academic, writer, and critical writing consistently Capricorn. She writes in many genres, editor and publisher, Carole Ferrier, always with a passion to connect and focuses on female writers, characters, born in England’s north, came to share insights into the human condition. or women’s concerns. Carole’s Brisbane by way of London, Auckland She welcomes invitations to give author feminism and support for Aboriginal talks, to mentor individual writers, and and Sydney. Already involved in women writers strongly impressed to teach writing across the community. Women’s Liberation and Indigenous itself on me, and continues to shape Justice, she hit the ground running my reading.’ Jessica White Lesley holds teaching and writing when appointed to the University qualifications from University of of Queensland’s English Department Carole’s formidable skills as an editor Queensland (BA, Dip Ed, MA). She has expanded to Australian Women’s Book also studied writing for stage, film & TV. in 1972. Review (available free on the Hecate Carole was among the feminist website) which Hecate took over QWC apologises for the omission of academics involved in the first in 1999. Like Hecate, AWBR has Lesley Synge’s bio and by-line in the Australian Women’s Studies course assisted in the recognition – nationally previous issue. and would later become the Major’s and internationally – of writers long-time convenor. from Queensland. In 1975 Carole became the editor of Hecate: An Interdisciplinary Journal of Women’s Liberation. Its primary orientation was scholarly critique, but Hecate also opened up opportunities to generation after generation of creative writers. Amongst the marginalised voices she championed were writers like Vivienne Cleven Socialist feminist academic, writer, editor and publisher, Carole Ferrier. of Kamilaroi Nation. Hecate has WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 19
A Zoom with a View By David Lowe Writers. We’re generally brilliant at enduring whatever in 2020 because several of my projects happened to be life throws at us: manuscripts being rejected, bad playscripts. I, in a typically spectacular piece of timing, reviews, global pandemics. was launching a new career as a playwright at exactly the worst time in human history to become a playwright. If there has been an upside for writers in 2020, it’s that As Alan Aykbourn put it, “People may have gone back most of us were already world-class social-distancers. to the theatres quickly after plagues and diseases We’ve been doing it for years. Because when we’re knee- since the Middle Ages, but they didn’t have Netflix then, deep in a project, no matter how many people we live did they?” That being said, my new play ‘Goldilocks’, with, we may as well be living in a remote lighthouse, or a twisted-fairytale-for-the-whole-family, is scheduled on the moon. to premiere in January at Brisbane Arts Theatre with And so, seeing how the 1.5 metre rule doesn’t apply to diminished, Covid-safe seating capacity. We’re hoping fictional characters, it’s been pretty much ‘business as that the audience will be neither too big nor too small, usual’ for me this year – in the writing bit of my life, at least. but just right. At this point, I’d like to share a brilliant piece of advice I received from a dramaturg (yes, I had to google the Anyway, following the dramaturg’s advice, when Covid hit, meaning of ‘dramaturg’ too). She suggested always having I already had several non-theatre projects on the go – two five projects on the go because, as she said, “at least three middle-grade novels and an upcoming episode of the TV or four of them are likely to crash and burn”. This is wise show, “Bluey”, since you’re asking. So, like I say, my writing at the best of times, but it has become especially handy life this year has been relatively normal. 20 WQ
But, for most full-time children’s authors, writing alone books and making up stories (or if they fail to achieve isn’t nearly enough to pay the bills. their number one dream of becoming an astronaut, an acrobat, or a quantity surveyor). As I see it, there are three ways of making a proper living as a children’s author: More than that though, a key part of any school visit is the face-to-face interaction. Together, we develop a main 1) Sell squillions of books; character and come up with a plot. I ask them questions 2) Be already famous for something (see also, 1.); and, and they ask me questions like, why do you look much younger in my website photo? And I know that, in more 3) Sell tens of thousands of books, do lots of school skillful hands than mine, all this could be achieved over visits, and – ideally – be married to someone whose the internet. But when you’re talking to multiple classes, job pays them superannuation. (My wife, on occasion, each in their own rooms, and the students are largely calls herself a ‘patron of the arts’.) muted by the teacher who is controlling the laptop, you’re never quite sure if the kids are laughing and engaged or if The problem for us ‘category three’ authors in the first they’re doodling something inappropriate on the sly. half of 2020, was that a lot of those school visits were cancelled, postponed, or moved online. And finally, while we’re weighing up the pros and cons of in-person visits, there’s this: schools often provide Obviously, there are many tech-savvy writers who are sensational morning teas. If there’s one thing that brilliant at virtual visits, and there are real upsides: 1. It’s writers love, it’s a free sandwich and some homemade completely Covid-safe; 2. You can reach schools in remote caramel slice. In addition to their other superpowers, areas; and 3. You don’t even have to leave the house (or many teacher-librarians seem to be expert bakers. worry too much about personal hygiene). But, for me, as Look, if we have another lockdown, I’ll definitely be available an only-competent user of technology, online visits are for Zoom visits – I’ll even ask my 12-year-old daughter to just not quite the same. For a start, one massive benefit help me brush up on my computer skills beforehand. But of in-person visits is that the students get to see an actual the very best part of my job, better even than the actual writer in the wild. They get to see that you, the writer, are writing and the not-regularly-shaving, is standing in front not some remote exotic creature with a pipe and slippers and a shelf crammed with leather-bound dictionaries, but of hundreds of restless, wide-eyed kids and (hopefully) instead a regular person with a bad haircut and worse getting them wildly enthused about the magical world of jokes, standing right in front of them. reading and writing. And I really don’t want that to change. The kids get to see (in real life, and not on a screen) that Dave Lowe is a Brisbane-based author of 11 middle-grade you’re someone who lives among them, someone just novels (published in the UK and Australia and in 6 translations) like their mum or Uncle Trevor or Sarah from two doors and three plays, including an adaptation of Andy Grifffiths’ down. In other words, they see how writing is a job that “The Day My Bum Went Psycho”. Dave’s latest series is the award- they could do themselves, as long as they keep reading winning “The Incredible Dadventure”. WWW.QLDWRITERS.ORG.AU.MAGAZINE 21
Creating through COVID: How do we write when our brains are aching? By Dr Andrea Baldwin one’s house except to shop, work or Our jobs changed every day – if we exercise. were lucky enough to still have one. Navigating daily life, balancing our There was shock, fear, anxiety. personal levels of risk tolerance with Loss touched some of us more closely external restrictions, was mentally than others, but we grieved on behalf and emotionally wearing. And it went of others, and for friends lost to other on and on. causes whose funerals we couldn’t attend. Shortages of rice, pasta and Then there was the time factor. eggs were new to my generation – not With three other adults to support, to mention the notorious toilet paper only one of whom eventually got heist, and the run on Ventolin by Jobkeeper, I had no choice but to non-asthmatics that left my daughter return to working full-time, plus the Early in the pandemic, with most of without a puffer. There was anger. extra hours it took to help my team Australia in some level of lockdown, (buzzword alert) ‘pivot’. Constant Creative responses can help people social media suggestions about how a singing friend confided that she’d process strong emotions. But usually to fill my newfound spare time made expected to use the extra time we need to deal with the practical me want to scream. on her hands for making music. demands of a crisis first. We need ‘But I haven’t done anything,’ she But I did write. My work team a little distance and time to reflect, said, dismayed. ‘I just don’t feel produces the ‘Birdie’ books, to help before we can transform challenging like singing.’ young children cope with natural experiences into art. I heard the same story from many disasters and disruptive events. It’s hard to create in the thick of In seven weeks between March creatives around that time. It felt like emotional turmoil. It’s impossible and April we wrote and published the wellspring of our creativity had to create without cognitive energy. a new book, “Birdie and the Virus”. dried up. As a psychologist as well as We were exhausted from thinking. By September we’d released a a writer, I was curious to understand In normal life, people rely on habits mindfulness and movement routine, the subterranean currents producing and routines. We do many tasks on “Relaxing with Birdie”. Throughout this drought. autopilot, saving our mental energy for August I toured remote primary Here in Queensland, infection rates other tasks that need concentration. schools, helping students create their stayed relatively low (I’m touching But during the early days and weeks own stories modelled on the Birdie my wooden desk as I speak). of COVID, every decision demanded books. For me, the creative energy Restrictions in Brisbane have been second thoughts. We couldn’t just to do these things came from other minimal compared with Melbourne. pop out and get groceries: store people: members of my work team, But I remember my gut lurching when hours had shifted, with dedicated our illustrator and book designer, our it was first pronounced illegal to leave times for specific groups of shoppers. printer, partners in the remote towns, 22 WQ
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