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WELLBEING
       INSPIRES
      WELLDOING
  HOW CHANGEMAKERS’
    INNER WELLBEING
INFLUENCES THEIR WORK

        RESEARCH REPORT

CO-CREATED WITH ASHOKA, ESALEN, IMPACT HUB,
 SKOLL FOUNDATION, PORTICUS AND SYNERGOS
WELLBEING INSPIRES WELLDOING - HOW CHANGEMAKERS' INFLUENCES THEIR WORK INNER WELLBEING - The Wellbeing Project
TABLE OF                                                      ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
                    CONTENTS
                                                                         It is with heartfelt gratitude that we               special mention to their representative
                                                                         acknowledge the many individuals and                 Linda Grdina, an early co-creative partner
                                                                         organisations who contributed their wisdom,          and visionary in the role of research.
                                                                         experience and perspectives to this project          We would also like to thank The Wellbeing
                            ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS .................. 03       - especially the cohort members who shared           Project’s broader community of funders
                                                                         their experiences through conversations,             who supported the research.
                             EXECUTIVE SUMMARY .................. 05     observations, interviews and surveys.                Together, they supported evaluation research
                                                                         TerraLuna Collaborative would like to thank          which comprised of more than 35 reports
                         BACKGROUND RESEARCH .................. 08       all who welcomed us on this enlightening             that provided evaluation feedback and a
                                                                         journey. We would like to recognise the              longitudinal qualitative report compiled with
                   UNDERSTANDING THE CONTEXT:                            support of the Fetzer Institute and give             the help of numerous research participants.
                              DELPHI PROCESS .................. 11

INNER WELLBEING SUPPORT FOR CHANGEMAKERS:                                PRIMARY AUTHORS
                INNER DEVELOPMENT PROGRAM .................. 21          Jeff Severns Guntzel, TerraLuna Collaborative and Nora F. Murphy Johnson,
                                                                         Inspire to Change.
                        RESEARCH METHODOLOGY .................. 26

              INNER JOURNEY OF CHANGEMAKERS .................. 31        SUGGESTED CITATION

           EVIDENCE BASED THEORY OF CHANGE:                              Severns Guntzel, J. & Murphy Johnson, N. 2020. Wellbeing Inspires Welldoing:
          SYSTEMS CHANGE FROM THE INSIDE OUT .................. 54       How Changemakers’ Inner Wellbeing Influences Their Work [Report].
                                                                         Retrieved from bit.ly/TWPreport2020
         AN EMERGING DEFINITION OF WELLBEING .................. 70

                           OBSTACLES TO CHANGE .................. 73     SHARING GUIDELINES

                                                                         It is the ambition of all those who contributed to this project that the findings of this research
                                      CONCLUSION .................. 78
                                                                         are shared and used to benefit others, and to implement policies and practices which promote
                                                                         support for changemakers. The Wellbeing Project asks that the intent and quality of the work
                 ABOUT THE WELLBEING PROJECT .................. 80
                                                                         is retained.

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The Wellbeing Project must be acknowledged in the following ways:

•   In all published articles, slide presentations, websites, signages or other presentations as:
    The Wellbeing Project, co-created with Ashoka, Esalen Institute, Porticus, Impact Hub,
    Skoll Foundation and Synergos Institute.
•   The Wellbeing Project logo must be used in conjunction with this acknowledgement in all
    of the above instances.
•   The authors and report location must be referenced using the suggested citation.
•   This product and content included in the report may not be used for commercial purposes.
•   If you copy and redistribute the material in any medium or format you must give
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    that suggests that The Wellbeing Project endorses you or your use of this material.

For any questions, please reach out to:

Nora F. Murphy Johnson, PhD
CEO, Inspire to Change
nora@inspire-to-change.org

                                                                                                                          EXECUTIVE
Aaron Pereira
Project Lead, The Wellbeing Project
contact@wellbeing-project.org

                                                                                                                          SUMMARY

                                                                                                        I now feel like [wellbeing] is not so much about alleviating suffering. In fact,
                                                                                                    sometimes it’s turning toward suffering in a way that I had avoided it in the past.
                                                                                                     It’s much more about how do I free myself enough to be present to it, whether
                                                                                                     it’s physical, mental, or spiritual? To open myself up to my options around how
                                                                                                      to meet that—which might be escape, digging in, or not necessarily changing
                                                                                                                          anything, but having awareness around it.

                                                                                                                                  - Cohort Participant -

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Changemakers including activists, teachers,       multi-round, sector-level Delphi study over        support to three cohorts of 20                        sector level. At an organisational level,
non-profit leaders, social workers, social        six months. The study was conducted                changemakers from 45 different countries.             participants started to connect with others
entrepreneurs and health care providers,          with an international group of 300+                The participants applied via four social              not just as professionals but as human
are people engaged in solving some of the         changemakers from 55 countries recruited           change networks: Ashoka, the Schwab                   beings and adopted a leadership style in
world’s most complex problems; a world            from the networks of Ford Foundation and           Foundation, the Skoll Foundation and                  which they were willing to be led by others
which is becoming increasingly dynamic,           Impact Hub. While 75% respondents felt             Synergos.                                             and trusted the capabilities of others.
uncertain, and yet more interconnected than       that looking after their wellbeing was ‘very                                                             At a sector level, they developed
ever before.                                      important,’ merely 25% reported that they          The Project collaborated with TerraLuna to            collaboration as a principle of working and
                                                  looked after their wellbeing ‘to a great           conduct longitudinal research over a period           welcomed diverse perspectives to solve an
While the changemakers are finding                extent’.                                           of three years in order to document the               issue.
solutions to some of the most intricate                                                              changemakers’ journeys during the course
issues facing humanity today, they are            The primary reasons cited by them for              of the 18-month program. This research                At the end of the research, a new
facing a host of strenuous challenges             neglecting personal wellbeing include a            elucidated the impact of the provision of             definition of wellbeing emerged which
themselves. On one hand they are                  range of health-related issues, a lack of          inner wellbeing support on the lives of               included the experience of wholeness
experiencing increasing levels of burnout         adequate resources, a feeling that their work      changemakers and sought to illustrate how             and interconnectedness, and recognised
and stress coupled with high rates of             is never done, and perceiving self-care as         various participants defined wellbeing.               wellbeing not as a mere pointer entry on a
depression and the early onset of chronic         self-indulgence. It emerged that it is difficult                                                         checklist but as a lifelong journey of inner
illness. On the other hand, they are              for respondents to distance themselves from        The research team gathered data through               work and conscious and intentional choices.
encountering distress within personal and         work because of how closely their identities       multiple methods including observation,               Different participants identified with different
professional relationships.                       are interlinked with their roles.                  interviews, surveys, reflection, and by               practices of wellbeing - some decided to
                                                                                                     analyzing the existing documentation                  spend more time with family/friends, others
Numerous studies have indicated that              Over the course of the Delphi process,             provided by cohort members. Different                 started practicing meditation and journaling,
the incidence of burnout and depression           it became clear that the majority of               members of the research team were                     while some others decided to take back the
in the social sector is on the rise. While        respondents expressed a need for inner             introduced into each of the 18-month                  practices of wellbeing to their organisations/
some professionals are able to handle             wellbeing support and regarded inner               immersion experiences.                                communities.
the pressure, others cope by resorting to         wellbeing as an essential component of
unhealthy behaviour including substance           healthy and sustainable social change work.        The research findings validated our initial           Since the inception of the Project, the team
abuse.                                                                                               hypothesis - inner wellbeing translates to a          supporting The Wellbeing Project has noted
                                                  The Wellbeing Project (TWP) was created in         better and healthier relationship with self,          a tremendous shift in how wellbeing is
To learn more about the challenges                2014 to catalyze a culture of inner wellbeing      one’s social environment and one’s work.              valued across the sector. Previously taboo,
surrounding contemporary changemakers,            for all changemakers in response to the                                                                  wellbeing is emerging as an important topic
The Project conducted interviews with 50          demonstrated need for inner wellbeing              As their affiliation with the Inner                   of discussion among international panels
leading social change leaders from around         support. The Project was built on the              Development Program drew to a close,                  and forums. Moving forward, The Project
the world who engaged in deeply honest            premise that a healthy relationship with self      participants reported shifts which included           aims to continue to support the inner journey
and vulnerable conversations, shared their        is imperative for sustaining relationships with    being kinder to themselves, rejecting the             of changemakers to enable their flourishing
personal struggles and expressed the need         others and that it also affects the way we         hero model at work, redefining what success           and that of our broader world.
for wellbeing support.                            connect with our work.                             means to them, and recognising the need to
                                                                                                     take care of themselves before taking care
Moreover, to understand the issue of              The Project undertook a model 18-month             of others. Beyond the changes observed at
wellbeing more extensively, the Project           Inner Development Program (IDP) to offer           an individual level, the participants observed
conducted a comprehensive                         deep and continuous inner wellbeing                shifts both at an organisational level and at a

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A recent study involving 200 charity leaders                   and 14.7% met the criteria for depression.4
                                                                               in the UK found that more than half of them                    Research performed by Maslach and
                                                                               specified increases in workplace-tension                       Leiter in 2016 recognized burnout as an
                                                                               over the past three years and stated burnout                   occupational hazard in various people‐
                                                                               as a major concern in medium and long                          oriented professions such as human
                                                                               term.1 The study also established a direct                     services, education and health care. The
                                                                               relationship between large charities and                       therapeutic or instructional services provided
                                                                               high levels of concern relating to stress.                     by such professionals necessitate the
                                                                               Another study, conducted in 2010,                              maintenance of interpersonal relationships
                                                                               among 10,000 members of the nonprofit                          with recipients, which are characterized
                                                                               professionals, found that more than 90%                        by intensive levels of emotional contact.
                                                                               of respondents regarded burnout as the                         Although such relationships can be
                                                                               principal reason for leaving the sector                        rewarding and engaging, they can also be
                                                                               while 69% cited job related stress.2                           quite strenuous. Within such occupations,
                                                                                                                                              the prevailing norms are to be selfless and
                                                                               A survey conducted by Unite (for people                        put the needs of others first; to work long
                                                                               employed by charities and NGOs) found that                     hours and do whatever it takes to help a
                                                                               80% of respondents mentioned experiencing                      client, patient or student; to go the extra mile
                                                                               workplace stress in the last 12 months, while                  and to give one’s all.5
                                                                               42% respondents believed their job was

             BACKGROUND
                                                                               detrimental to their mental health.3                           Moreover, a significant number of people
                                                                                                                                              joining the field of social change have a

              RESEARCH
                                                                               Individuals engaged in helping professions                     history of childhood trauma, which shapes
                                                                               such as nurses, doctors, teachers etc,                         the way they identify with their work.
                                                                               are prone to a high level of trauma and                        A 2004 study by Howard Gardner argues
                                                                               depression due to the nature of their work –                   a significant number of people who join
                                                                               work which requires them to take care                          the field of social change (including social
                                                                               of others. In the humanitarian sector, human                   entrepreneurs) have deep-rooted beliefs
                                                                               rights advocates who took part in a 2015                       about society which get formed in the early
Although no definite statistics exist on the state of burnout and depression   study related to mental health and wellbeing                   stages of childhood because of traumatic or
in the field of social change, more and more studies seem to suggest that      fared in the following manner: 19.4%                           other formative experiences.6
           the level of burnout and stress in the field is on the rise.        met the criteria for PTSD diagnosis, 18.8%
                                                                               met the criteria for subthreshold PTSD,

                                                                               1
                                                                                 Charity Risk Barometer 2019 - Risk and reward in an uncertain world;
                                                                               2
                                                                                 Stepping Up or Stepping out - A Report on the Readiness of Next Generation Nonprofit Leaders, 2010;
                                                                               3
                                                                                 https://unitetheunion.org/news-events/news/2019/may/charity-workers-suffering-an-epidemic-of-mental-health-is-
                                                                               sues-and-stress-survey-reveals/;
                                                                               4
                                                                                 Joscelyne A, Knuckey S, Satterthwaite ML, Bryant RA, Li M, Qian M, et al. (2015) Mental Health Functioning
                                                                               in the Human Rights Field: Findings from an International Internet-Based Survey. PLoS ONE 10(12): e0145188.
                                                                               https://doi.org/10.1371/journal.pone.0145188;
                                                                               5
                                                                                 Maslach, Christina & Leiter, Michael. (2016). Understanding the burnout experience: Recent research and its implica-
                                                                               tions for psychiatry. World Psychiatry. 15. 103-111. 10.1002/wps.20311.
                                                                               6
                                                                                 Barendsen, Lynn & Gardner, Howard. (2004). Is the social entrepreneur a new type of leader? Leader to Leader,
                                                                               34(Fall), 43-50. Leader to Leader. 2004. 43 - 50.

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Another broad category is comprised of                       According to Beth Kanter & Aliza Sherman,
individuals who get exposed to social issues                 in their recent article8, “Those of us who
at a young age through politically active                    work in the nonprofit sector often distort our
parents or through volunteering, leading                     view of what ‘good work’ means because
to the formation of beliefs which shape the                  we think the nature of our work is about
work that they undertake.                                    sacrifice. The fact that nonprofits are often
                                                             financially strained and under constant
The consequences of burnout and stress                       constraint to do more with less amplifies this
at work can be far-reaching. A 2016 study                    phenomenon. As a result, we push through
conducted by the British Association of                      our to-do lists at the expense of taking care
Social Workers and Community Care                            of ourselves. Our organizational leaders,
                                                                                                                                     ?
found that 57% respondents resorted to                       boards, and fellow workers reinforce the
emotional eating and 35% reported using                      idea that everything about our work is
alcohol to cope with work-related stress. In                 important—everything is a level 10.
addition to this, 63% of respondents had                     And together, we create a culture of
difficulties sleeping, 56% said that they were               overwork and overwhelm.”
emotionally exhausted. Moreover, 35%
already felt unable to cope at work and 15%                  All in all, there has been an increase in the
currently take, or have taken within the past                number of people voicing the need for a
12 months, antidepressant medication as a                    work-culture which safeguards the wellbeing
result of their social work role.7                           of employees. A recent publication in the
                                                             New York Times written by Courtney E.                      UNDERSTANDING
                                                                                                                         THE CONTEXT
In itself, work can be a cause of high levels                Martin prescribes sabbaticals as the answer
of stress and exhaustion, but stress is                      to the problem of burnout in the non-profit
further exacerbated in organisations that do                 sector.9 The article argues that sabbaticals
not prioritize the wellbeing of its employees.               offer changemakers the capacity to think
                                                             clearly and expansively.

                                                                                                                                DELPHI PROCESS

                                                                                                                 The Project started with the collection of information through interviews
                                                                                                              and deep conversations with 50 leaders working in the arena of social change.

7
  https://www.communitycare.co.uk/2016/09/28/stress-impacts-social-workers-theyre-trying-cope/
8
  https://ssir.org/articles/entry/updating_the_nonprofit_work_ethic#
9
  https://www.nytimes.com/2018/01/18/opinion/productivity-saving-careers.html

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During the interviews, changemakers shared                                                             Participants held citizenship
their personal struggles and vulnerabilities                                                            of 48 different countries.
which included a lack of adequate time for
family, the inability to have conversations                                                                                                              United States of America
unrelated to work and the struggle to                        THE PARTICIPANTS
achieve happiness and balance in life; they                                                                                                              Germany
also expressed the urgency for support.              319 individuals in the age range of 18-55                             31%

People who had undertaken inner work,                years agreed to participate in the Delphi             46%                                           United Kingdom
such as seeing a therapist or a spiritual            process and share their experiences
teacher, over a considerable period of               by responding to questions related to social                            8%                          Mexico
time reported improvements within their              changemaking and inner wellbeing.                                  8%
                                                                                                                   7%
lives and relationships. Additionally,                                                                                                                   Other
they observed a considerable shift in the
way they and their organisations engaged
in social change.                                          39% worked for a non-profit organisation
                                                                                                      76% of participants worked in their countries of citizenship. There were 22 countries/regions
                                                           32% identified as social entrepreneur      which none of the respondents were citizens of but worked in them, and citizens
To acquire a broader understanding of
                                                                                                      of 13 countries/regions inhabited other locations for their primary work.
the need for wellbeing in the field of social
change, the Project conducted a web-based                  25% described as social activists
Delphi process with an international group
of 300+ social changemakers. Participants                  2% identified as investors or donors
                                                                                                                        We asked, “What is the primary language, if any, you use
were recruited from the networks of the
                                                                                                                              when talking about your inner wellbeing?”
Ford Foundation and Impact Hub.                             50% of participants indicated that they primarily speak English
approach allowed respondents a chance                More than half (59%) respondents identified            to talk about inner wellbeing
to learn from the responses of others,               social change as the primary focus of their
participate in meaning-making, and support           work and 36% indicated that their work                 11% of participants indicated that they primarily speak Spanish
a learning community where participants              is in some way related to social change.
engage with one another’s responses.
                                                                                                            8% of participants indicated that they primarily speak German
In this manner, working with these networks          The detailed breakup of the ages of the
allowed the Project to test key themes such          study participants was as follows:
as exploring the need for inner wellbeing,                                                                  Other participants indicated that they primarily speak Arabic, Bengali, Croatian, Dutch,
                                                     47% were between 25-34 years old
understanding the challenges surrounding                                                                    French, Hindi, Hungarian, Italian, Japanese, Moroccan, Portuguese, Russian, Serbian,
                                                     and 30% were aged between 35-44 years.
the pursuit of wellbeing and examining                                                                      and Turkish.
the existing support initiatives.                    Out of the entire batch of respondents,
                                                     70% were female. Participants held various
Delphi also helped the Project to                    job-roles and worked in different sub-sectors
comprehend the variations in language                within the field of social change.
used to describe experiences related
to wellbeing.

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THE DELPHI PROCESS                                                THE FOUR SUBSEQUENT ROUNDS OF THE PROCESS PROCEEDED AS FOLLOWS:

                                                                                                1. Participants responded to a survey constructed by the researchers based on the initial
As shown in the diagram below, the Delphi process began with an introductory survey
                                                                                                   findings of The Wellbeing Project’s Inner Development Program.
consisting of general demographic questions as well as questions about how they describe
                                                                                                2. The results were analyzed and shared with participants so they could discover how their
their work in terms of purpose and respective roles. The five subsequent rounds had two parts
                                                                                                   responses compared to the responses of other group-members.
each and, therefore, a total of eleven surveys.
                                                                                                3. Participants were then invited to suggest additional questions related to the topic
                                                                                                   under investigation.
                                                                                                4. Researchers developed a second ‘going deeper’ survey based on the responses
                       DELPHI PROCESS ROUNDS AND TOPICS                                            of the participants.
                                                                                                5. Participants completed additional surveys. Those who completed the first round were
                                                                                                   invited to participate in the second one; those who completed the second round
                      Barriers to                         Outcomes of                              were invited to the third round and so on.
                      wellbeing                       increased wellbeing
                     Going deeper                        Going deeper
                                                                                                ADDITIONAL THEMES THAT EMERGED FROM THE DELPHI SURVEYS INCLUDE:

                                                                                                •   Dimensions of wellbeing.
                                                                                                •   Challenges in building a workplace culture that supports inner wellbeing.
                                                                                                •   Qualities of a work culture supportive of inner wellbeing.
         1                2                  3                 4                 5

Demographics and                    Support for enhancing           Wellbeing and engagement
information about                        wellbeing                         in the world
professional roles                     Going deeper                       Going deeper

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BARRIERS TO WELLBEING                               FAMILY AND CULTURE                                SUPPORT FOR ENHANCING                                OUTCOMES OF INCREASED
                                                      Many described a results-oriented focus in             WELLBEING                                            WELLBEING
Respondents mentioned multiple barriers to
                                                      their families and culture—particularly in the
wellbeing such as having to work in crisis-                                                            Delphi respondents illustrated a link               The survey participants identified several
                                                      workplace and the classroom—prioritizing
mode, experiencing a lack of purpose,                                                                  between inner wellbeing and being                   positive outcomes that resulted from their
                                                      professional over personal development,
facing difficulties in their search for a life                                                         able to experience their “whole selves”.            experience of wellbeing. The most common
                                                      undervaluing relationships and emphasizing
partner, feeling guilty about not giving                                                               They described their personal and                   were an increased sense of purpose, more
                                                      perfectionism and success. Respondents
enough time to their homes/work, being                                                                 professional lives as interconnected.               collaborative and supportive relationships
                                                      often said that they were expected to be
exhausted and overwhelmed, not having a                                                                Many maintained that relationships                  with others, and healthier management of
                                                      strong and tenacious and were forced to
safe environment for physical exercise (e.g.                                                           (with themselves and others) are critical           personal and professional boundaries.
                                                      suppress their personal needs in order to go
unsafe neighborhoods, gender violence),                                                                for supporting inner wellbeing and that
                                                      about their work.
being lonely, wanting to spend more time in                                                            many aspects of such relationships are              AN INCREASED SENSE OF PURPOSE
nature, exhibiting patterns of addiction and                                                           important; participants ascribed high values
                                                      PERSONAL AND PROFESSIONAL                                                                            Respondents described that when they felt
an array of health-related issues.                                                                     to relationships which allow them to give
                                                      FINANCES                                                                                             most well, they experienced an increased
                                                                                                       and receive love, those that support them
Respondents reported a discrepancy                    Delphi respondents spoke about the                                                                   sense of self. This was experienced as an
                                                                                                       in their personal and professional
between the importance attached to caring             significance of adequate financial health to                                                         increased awareness and expression of
                                                                                                       endeavours and finally to those which
for one’s wellbeing (75% “very important”)            their wellbeing and frequently associated                                                            needs, desires, and clarity in one’s purpose
                                                                                                       impart them with a sense of security
and the actual practice of caring for                 feelings of personal financial insecurity                                                            in life. For some, this self-clarity had positive
                                                                                                       and safety.
oneself (25% to a “great extent”). Delphi             with a perceived loss of personal freedom.                                                           ripple effects in their communications and
respondents explained the discrepancy by              Respondents were just as likely to correlate                                                         interactions with others. Others found that
suggesting that they did not possess enough           their organization’s financial prosperity and                                                        increased inner wellbeing clarified their
time to tend to personal wellbeing and that           stability to their inner wellbeing. “Worrying                                                        long-term visioning, which made it easier to
they struggled to prioritize their own needs          about financial security is something that                                                           plan for personal and professional goals.
over the needs of others.                             doesn’t happen all the time,” one respondent
                                                      wrote, “but when it does, it is a constant                                                           My purpose in life is more clear. I can feel
                                                      worry in the back of my head that can                                                                and understand things with more clarity.
                                                      affect how I react/view normal things in                                                             Life and its sensations are brighter, as well.
                                                      my everyday life.” The people who did                                                                I’m more self-confident and this has effects
                                                      not express financial concerns often cited                                                           in my relationships (I feel that I’m more
                                                      availing of external support such as financial                                                       funny and chill and people trust me) and
                                                      support from family members.                                                                         at work (I’m more proactive and thinking
                                                                                                                                                           permanently seeing the big picture of things,
                                                                                                                                                           and my colleagues trust me more).

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Several described that this increased                  In general, when I am most well, I am much                                                           colleagues, the organization and their
sense of clarity and purpose increased                 better at drawing boundaries. I am better at                           ?                             mission according to respondents.
their capacity to cope through turbulence              not taking on work I do not have capacity for.
and feelings of instability at work or in their        I am better at encouraging colleagues to do                                                          Some spoke of how a lack of opportunities
personal life.                                         the same.                                          CHALLENGES IN BUILDING                            to take time off for themselves results
                                                                                                             A WORK-CULTURE                                 in them feeling “taken for granted” and
MORE COLLABORATIVE AND                                 Maintaining boundaries, in turn, supports                                                            becoming less creative. They also described
                                                                                                           THAT SUPPORTS INNER
SUPPORTIVE RELATIONSHIP                                their own wellbeing and contributes to a                                                             a ripple effect whereby a lack of wellbeing
                                                                                                                WELLBEING
WITH OTHERS                                            work culture that prioritizes wellbeing.                                                             support from respective organisations led to
                                                                                                                                                            feelings of frustration and disappointment, to
Increased inner wellbeing positively affected                                                           Many respondents said that they worked
                                                                                                                                                            the creation of a risk-averse culture and to
the relationships with others. Respondents                                                              for organizations which claim to care about
                                                                                                                                                            the generation of unhealthy competition.
described an increased capacity to step                                                                 the wellbeing of their employees but whose
outside of themselves to understand the                                                                 work culture fails to demonstrate any such
                                                                                                                                                            These detrimental consequences made it
viewpoints of others and gain a more holistic                                                           concern. Most recognized the requirement
                                                                                                                                                            difficult for many individuals to achieve their
perspective.                                                                                            of leadership models which place emphasis
                                                                                                                                                            targets and forced some others to leave
                                                                                                        on inner wellbeing. Leadership gets
                                                                                                                                                            their organizations.
One individual shared that when they                                                                    “so busy and they don’t know how to
experienced wellbeing, they were “slower to                                                             create a culture of wellbeing,” wrote one
                                                                                                                                                            Some participants mentioned working for
anger,” allowing them to “listen well and with                                                          respondent, “staff sees the leadership
                                                                                                                                                            organizations which offered inner wellbeing
compassion.”                                                                                            working like crazy and not taking care
                                                                                                                                                            support initiatives but described the
                                                                                                        of their own wellbeing. Verbally they
                                                                                                                                                            offered programs as either inaccessible or
Ninety percent of respondents indicated that                                                            express that wellbeing is important, but
                                                                                                                                                            unacceptable. Others declared that their
when they are feeling most well it was ‘very                                                            they don’t lead by example”. The upkeep
                                                                                                                                                            organizations create the structural potential
true’ or ‘somewhat true’ that they feel better                                                          of maintaining the wellbeing of employees
                                                                                                                                                            for inner wellbeing support but struggled to
able to support others and be more open to                                                              is directly related to the creation of more
                                                                                                                                                            foster a culture which normalized inner-work.
accepting support from others.                                                                          sustainable and collaborative organizations.
                                                                                                                                                            The major obstacles stated by them were
                                                                                                                                                            a lack of encouragement by organizational
HEALTHIER MANAGEMENT OF                                                                                 Respondents suggested that when an
                                                                                                                                                            leaders and the fear of judgment.
PERSONAL AND PROFESSIONAL                                                                               organization fails to provide the requisite
BOUNDARIES                                                                                              support needed for the cultivation of
                                                                                                                                                            One leader of a non-profit organization and
                                                                                                        the wellbeing of its employees, the
Previously, when participants discussed                                                                                                                     Delphi respondent said that it is hard for
                                                                                                        consequences are stress at home and work,
boundaries at work, they found that                                                                                                                         leaders to model healthy work boundaries
                                                                                                        decreased productivity and a sense
boundaries were easily set, but difficult                                                                                                                   because the success or failure of their
                                                                                                        of “feel[ing] eaten up by work.”
to maintain. Respondents reported                                                                                                                           organisations rested on their shoulders.
that experiencing wellbeing supported
                                                                                                        An absence of wellbeing support by
their ability to respect and maintain the
                                                                                                        enterprises negatively affected the
boundaries they set for themselves.
                                                                                                        energy-levels of its workers. It also has
                                                                                                        an adverse impact on the employees’
                                                                                                        feelings towards themselves, their

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self-care. Leadership must make it clear,
                                                     through their own behavior, that they value
                                                     self-care such as taking advantage of paid
                                                     time off, exploring their personal interests
   QUALITIES OF A WORK                               and passions, and doing “anything else that
  CULTURE SUPPORTIVE OF                              is necessary for [employees’] physical or
                                                     mental health”.
     INNER WELLBEING
                                                     RECOGNIZING, CELEBRATING AND
Respondents engaged by organisations with
                                                     SUPPORTING THE WHOLE PERSON
work cultures supportive of inner wellbeing
identified several positive outcomes of inner        Participants disclosed making use of
work: decreased stress, increased positivity,        organizational communications and actions
personal and professional growth, increased          that are welcoming of the whole person
engagement, higher levels of productivity            within the workplace to create a space for
and commitment to work, increased                    socializing and celebrating the contributions
commitment to the organization, a desire for         of all team members.
alignment between personal values, inner
work and the organization’s mission.                 EMPOWERING PEOPLE TO
                                                     TAKE OWNERSHIP AND WORK
Participants were able to clearly identify

                                                                                                     INNER WELLBEING
                                                     COLLABORATIVELY
the different kinds of support they needed
from their organizations. They noted a gap           Encouraging development and growth,

                                                                                                       SUPPORT FOR
between what they needed and what their              creating a culture of shared ownership and
organization provided.                               rewarding high-level performance.

                                                                                                      CHANGEMAKERS
Examples of gaps are listed on the following
page:                                                LEADERSHIP OUGHT TO EXPRESS
                                                     CARE AND ACTIVELY SUPPORT INNER
ALIGNMENT BETWEEN PERSONAL                           WELLBEING
VALUES, INNER WORK AND THE WORK                      Leaders who engage with their staff about
OF THE ORGANIZATION                                  their inner wellbeing help to foster an
Many expressed a desire for the internal             organizational culture that prioritizes and
organizational culture to reflect the                supports it.
                                                                                                            INNER
                                                                                                        DEVELOPMENT
organization’s publicly stated values.

OPPORTUNITIES FOR PEOPLE TO TAKE
TIME OFF FOR THEMSELVES.
                                                                                                          PROGRAM
Some respondents reported that their
organizations encouraged people to
take time off for themselves but that their
leadership failed to model this form of

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AN INTRODUCTION                                        AN INTRODUCTION                                               THE IDP COHORT EXPERIENCE CONSISTED
TO INNER WELLBEING                                     TO INNER DEVELOPMENT                                               OF THE FOLLOWING ELEMENTS
                                                       PROGRAM
Inner wellbeing lies at the heart of the                                                                                                            RETREATS

Project. Given how the term ‘wellbeing’ is             By offering a model 18-month Inner
regularly used across the fields of social             Development Program, The Wellbeing
change and health in various contexts, the             Project delved into what happens when
Project does not prescribe to any single               changemakers are provided with inner
definition of wellbeing.                               wellbeing support and aimed to explore the                               LEARNING
                                                                                                                                MODULES
                                                                                                                                                                             INDIVIDUAL
                                                                                                                                                                             PROGRAM

                                                       shifts in the way changemakers connected
For the Project, wellbeing is an ongoing               with themselves, with others, and with the
personal journey towards wholeness and                 work they do when they are offered this
connection. It is a journey of inner work that         support. Cohort participants starting point                                PROGRAM DEAN                       PEER
                                                                                                                                  COMMUNICATION                      CALLS
entails healing, personal development and              often mirrored what we heard from Delphi
ultimately integration of self. The Project            process participants.
embraces the many and varied pathways to
inner wellbeing.
                                                       COHORT PARTICIPANTS                            RETREATS (ONE EVERY 6 MONTHS)                        PROGRAM DEAN COMMUNICATION

The goal of the Project is to help participants        The participants came from 45 different        At each of the three retreats, cohort                Each participant had regular one-on-one
explore what wellbeing means to them and               countries, ranging in age from 28 to 75,       participants worked with three facilitators          calls with the IDP Program Dean,
to be supportive of their journey by providing         with a median age of 41.                       over a period of six days, engaging                  who was responsible for tracking the
them the resources required for inner work.            The group included people from different       in group and individual exploration,                 experiences and emerging needs of
For some individuals, inner wellbeing could            professional backgrounds including             somatics (movement and bodywork)                     participants, offering counsel and support
symbolize the creation of a healthy balance            founders, executive directors, and activists   and process work.                                    in individual programs.
between personal and professional life,                and represented different sub sectors
while for others it could imply being true to          of social change including environment,        INDIVIDUAL PROGRAM                                   LEARNING MODULES
their values or being emotionally, physically          women’s rights, work in the prison system,
and mentally healthy.                                  microfinance, and grassroots community         Each participant was supported through               Participants were invited to attend webinars
                                                       work. 60% of the cohort participants           a $2000 stipend for the purpose of finding           with ‘wisdom teachers’ who hailed from
As a result, the practices that support an             were female.                                   either individual or group support for               different walks of life. Discussed topics
individual’s inner wellbeing vary depending                                                           additional inner work between retreats               included relationships, self-compassion
on his/her needs. Instilling a habit of                                                               (e.g., therapy, coaching, retreats).                 and resilience.
meditating every day, taking a walk or
spending more time with family, reflecting
                                                                                                      PEER CALLS
on one’s life, starting a journal, seeing a
therapist or exploring practices through                                                              Participants were encouraged to integrate
retreats are all examples of pursuing                                                                 their ongoing development into their work
wellbeing. Therefore, wellbeing may or may                                                            and personal lives through facilitated
not require the support of others - it can be                                                         monthly calls with 2-3 cohort members.
achieved by oneself, collectively or with the
help of professionals.

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As part of our analysis of participant experiences, we identified nine guiding principles applied   ROLE OF                                              ROLE OF
in the design of the program. These guiding principles are listed in the table below.               THE FACILITATORS                                     THE COHORT COMMUNITY

                                                                                                    Facilitators interacted with participants            The cohort community became an
                                     Understand inner development work as unique to each            during retreats and during peer calls as             inner-work support-system for each
JOURNEY-ORIENTED
                                     person, multidimensional, multifaceted and ongoing.            coordinators. While modalities varied                individual member. Participants spoke
                                                                                                    across the three cohorts, cohort members             of the many ways in which this support-
                                                                                                    acknowledged the role of facilitators,               system nurtured and modeled new
                                     Invite people to take part in inner development work while
                                     allowing them the freedom to choose how to participate         pivotal to the promotion of their inner work,        approaches to relationships with self
INVITATIONAL
                                     and engage.                                                    include the following:                               and others, by:

WELCOMING OF THE                     Place individuals, not their work, at the center. Invite       •   Creating a safe space                            •   Exploring the community and its
WELCOMING OF THE                     participants to engage without premeditated expectations
WHOLE PERSON                                                                                        •   Opportunities to safely challenge                    relationship to wellbeing
                                     about personal or professional outcomes.
                                                                                                        cultural and familial norms                      •   Experiencing the power of witnessing/
                                                                                                    •   Deep listening (to one’s body, inner                 being witnessed
                                                                                                        voices, environment, etc. )                      •   Raising awareness with regard to inner
                                     Create dedicated time and space for inner
NURTURING COMMITMENT                                                                                •   Eliciting vulnerability; taking risks                wellbeing and how a sense of wellbeing
                                     development work.
                                                                                                        and speaking up                                      influences our interactions with the
                                                                                                    •   Encouraging movement and creative                    world
                                                                                                        artistic expression                              •   Illustrating different elements and traits
                                     Create opportunities for the discovery and integration of
                                     capacity-building practices and experiences that support       •   Employing capacity-building tools,                   of relationships (with family, friends,
FACILITATING DEPTH
                                     enhanced self-care.                                                practices and strategies to support                  colleagues and peers) and elucidating
                                                                                                        inner wellbeing                                      their impact on social-change work and
                                                                                                    •   Nurturing equanimity                                 our daily interactions in general
                                     Provide a variety of therapeutic and/or healing modalities                                                          •   Depicting various elements and
PROVIDING MEANINGFUL                 and opportunities within consistent, coherent and useful
FRAMEWORKS                                                                                                                                                   qualities of organizational culture
                                     inner development frameworks.
                                                                                                                                                             (including power structures, leadership
                                                                                                                                                             models and theories of change) and
                                     Trustworthy, credible and skilled staff create and hold                                                                 demonstrating how these affect social-
CULTIVATING SPACE                    a sacred, confidential space for vulnerability, connection                                                              change work and our engagement with
                                     and inner development.                                                                                                  the world in general

                                     Provide trustworthy, credible and skilled facilitators
WISE FACILITATION                    experienced in supervising both interpersonal and
                                     intrapersonal journeys with compassion and detachment.

                                     Offer participants opportunities to be cared for by others
                                     and to cultivate care for themselves (changemakers are
ACCEPTING CARE
                                     accustomed to taking care of others. It is a challenge for
                                     many ‘givers’ to receive).

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An evaluator/researcher was introduced                The evaluation focused on the following
                                                                                  into the initiative as a participant-observer         three areas:
                                                                                  of each cohort in order to gain first-hand
                                                                                  experience of the Inner Development                   1. PARTICIPANT EXPERIENCE
                                                                                  Program and a deeper understanding of
                                                                                                                                           The evaluation provided feedback over
                                                                                  the Project and its impact, along with its
                                                                                                                                           a three-year period to assist Project staff
                                                                                  approach and terminology. Information was
                                                                                                                                           in providing meaningful support
                                                                                  gathered through observations, interviews,
                                                                                                                                           to the inner journeys of participants and
                                                                                  surveys, reflective practices and the analysis
                                                                                                                                           ultimately, to their social-change work.
                                                                                  of existing documentation provided by
                                                                                  cohort members. Across the three cohorts,
                                                                                                                                           The evaluation and learning process
                                                                                  we conducted 171 interviews and 406
                                                                                                                                           was participant-centered and involved
                                                                                  surveys. This report, prepared by TerraLuna
                                                                                                                                           documenting the process in which cohort
                                                                                  Collaborative (the Project’s research and
                                                                                                                                           members identified the experiences that
                                                                                  evaluation partner), describes and highlights
                                                                                                                                           supported their inner work.
                                                                                  the need for prioritizing wellbeing in the
                                                                                  field of social change and the ways inner
                                                                                                                                        2. IDENTIFYING AND UNDERSTANDING
                                                                                  development work can impact the sector.
                                                                                                                                           KEY CONCEPTS

                                                                                  APPROACH TO RESEARCH                                     Many terms and phrases used in this

               RESEARCH                                                           AND EVALUATION                                           project such as ‘wellbeing’ and ‘inner
                                                                                                                                           journey’ are broad terms, open to

              METHODOLOGY
                                                                                  The Research and evaluation approach                     multiple and sometimes conflicting
                                                                                  consisted of two components: evidence-                   interpretations.
                                                                                  based, principle-focused developmental
                                                                                  evaluation and interpretive longitudinal                 The evaluation process aimed to define
                                                                                  qualitative research.                                    these terms in context of this project
                                                                                                                                           through participant experiences and
                                                                                  DEVELOPMENTAL                                            perspectives.
To ascertain the impact of inner work on changemakers as well as on the process   EVALUATION
     of social change, a team of seven researchers explored the connection                                                              3. LEARNING
     between inner work and the quality and effectiveness of social change        The research and evaluation team worked                  The evaluation team supported the
         work during and following their 18-month immersive experience.           alongside the Project team to conduct                    development of the Project’s model.
              The research was adaptive and participatory in nature               surveys and provide relevant feedback.
                                                                                  In contrast to a traditional objective                   The longitudinal research explored
                                                                                  evaluation role, the research and evaluation             the effect of inner work and the linkage
                                                                                  team were active participants in the                     between inner work and the quality
                                                                                  implementation process and were asked                    of social change work.
                                                                                  to provide critical feedback rather than
                                                                                  neutral perspectives.

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LONGITUDINAL QUALITATIVE                           DATA COLLECTION METHODS                         A team of three people coded the transcripts           LIMITATIONS
RESEARCH                                                                                           using a coding scheme developed and
                                                                                                                                                          Given that the field of social change is large
                                                   PARTICIPANT OBSERVER                            endorsed by the TerraLuna team.
                                                                                                                                                          and sophisticated, researchers encountered
Qualitative inquiry facilitates an in-depth                                                        Some coders were observers and some
                                                   Participant-observers become familiar                                                                  several limitations during the facilitation of
understanding of human behaviour                                                                   not, allowing for an eclectic perspective
                                                   with the communities they observe in                                                                   this study. First, a study of this size could
and the motives which govern it;                                                                   in the interpretation of the data.
                                                   a more intimate and comprehensive manner                                                               not hope to capture the infinite complex
it provides rich descriptions of complex                                                                                                                  ways in which social-change leaders go
                                                   than those who simply conduct surveys           SURVEYS
circumstances that are typically                                                                                                                          about their work. Our research focused
                                                   and depart after. Consequently, a
under-explored in literature.                                                                      Paper-based surveys were designed                      primarily on cohort participants who were
                                                   participant-observer is privy to more
                                                   thorough information that would otherwise       for the purpose of gathering data from                 selected through specific social-change
Our research, conducted over three years,                                                          all cohort members participating in the                fellowship programs. We also conversed
                                                   have been inaccessible to traditional
tracked the changes in how individuals                                                             Inner Development Program during and                   with small sample-groups comprised of the
                                                   researchers; gaining intimate first hand
perceived the impact of inner development                                                          immediately following each of the retreats.            colleagues of some of the participants to
                                                   insights helps them identify specific issues.
work on their relationships (including                                                                                                                    gain an extrinsic perspective of the effects of
                                                   Each cohort had a different participant
relationship to self and work). We selected                                                        DATA ANALYSIS METHODS                                  character-shifts on the participants’ personal
                                                   observer. All three observers were members
an interpretive approach as The Project                                                                                                                   and professional lives. Second, all segments
                                                   of TerraLuna Collaborative’s research
sought to understand, instead of having                                                            All qualitative data related to the IDP cohorts
                                                   and evaluation team.                                                                                   of the Project including the research and
already defined, participants’ meaning of                                                          was processed through a qualitative analysis
                                                                                                                                                          evaluation work were conducted in English.
wellbeing, in the given context, over time.                                                        software and the texts were perused by the
                                                   SEMI-STRUCTURED INTERVIEWS                                                                             Since English was not the primary language
                                                                                                   research and evaluation team. The initial
                                                                                                                                                          of many cohort participants, certain nuances
                                                   Interviews were conducted with Inner            coding system was formed based on themes
                                                                                                                                                          of their accounts could have been lost in
RESEARCH QUESTIONS                                 Development Program cohort members,             identified through our observations and the
                                                                                                                                                          translation. Third, we dealt primarily with
                                                   facilitators and staff. All cohort members      first read-through of the texts. We used an
                                                                                                                                                          self-reported data.
The high-level research questions were:            participated in these interviews, conducted     emergent coding approach because we
                                                   by two members of the TerraLuna team.           were committed to identifying terms that
                                                                                                                                                          This report is not a how-to guide, nor is it
1. What key concepts have emerged and              (If TerraLuna researchers were participant      were meaningful to cohort participants and
                                                                                                                                                          meant to represent definitive conclusions
   what do they mean in the context of this        observers in a particular cohort, they were     to better comprehend their meanings from
                                                                                                                                                          with regard to the definition of wellbeing
   project and from the perspectives of the        deliberately not the interviewers for that      the perspective of the cohort members in
                                                                                                                                                          or the components of inner-work. This
   cohort members?                                 cohort. They took this measure to ensure        the context of this project. The application
                                                                                                                                                          report cannot verify the long-term effects
                                                   that interviews were conducted by people        of external, preset definitions would result in
                                                                                                                                                          of the Project on participants. Instead, this
2. What are the impacts of the Project’s           experiencing the community for the first        the deposition of new ones emerging from
                                                                                                                                                          report is a methodical attempt to reflect the
   Inner Development Program on social             time and to preserve the relationship of        the data.
                                                                                                                                                          participant experiences during the course of
   change-makers’ individual journeys?             the inserted participant-observers with                                                                the Project and the cohort experience.
                                                   their fellow cohort members). These audio-      The primary sources of information for this
3. How and when are individuals making             recorded interviews were performed over         report were interview transcripts and survey
                                                                                                                                                          We believe these findings will be conducive
   links between inner development and             the phone and lasted approximately 30-          responses. Wherever possible, participant
                                                                                                                                                          for the advancement of a culture of inner
   social change?                                  60 minutes. Recordings were transcribed,        quotes were used in order to preserve the
                                                                                                                                                          wellbeing support for change-makers around
                                                   de-identified and entered into qualitative      intentions of respondents.
                                                                                                                                                          the world.
                                                   analysis software.

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PRIVACY AND ETHICS                                           Sensitivity to vulnerability
                                                             In spite of being international and constantly
TerraLuna Collaborative commits to
                                                             growing, the sphere of social change is still
facilitating research and evaluation in ways
                                                             quite small. During the compilation of our
that are respectful, ethical, rigorous and
                                                             reports, we ensured the anonymity of all
useful.
                                                             participants. The research and evaluation
                                                             process should not be a cause of any kind
Intrusiveness
                                                             of harm, be it emotional, social, economic or
Researchers participated as observers,
                                                             otherwise.
which meant cohort members did not have
to be taken out from their communities for
                                                             Informed consent
evaluation purposes. The only exceptions
                                                             We solicited informed consent from cohort
were surveys completed by them during
                                                             participants at the beginning and the end of
cohort retreats. We intentionally designed
                                                             the project and before each interview.
these surveys to be short and open-ended
so as to stimulate reflection with the hope
                                                             Useful
that such exercises would bolster the cohort
                                                             The research and evaluation should be
experience instead of taking participants
                                                             useful to social-change leaders and people
away from it.
                                                             who support and influence the arena of
                                                             social change. We inquired about people’s

                                                                                                                     INNER JOURNEY
Respect for privacy
                                                             experiences along with the meanings they
When we inserted ourselves into the cohort
                                                             attributed to them and reported our findings
experience, we observed and documented

                                                                                                                    OF CHANGEMAKERS
                                                             alongside our analysis.
patterns and themes within the groups
but refrained from recording individual
                                                             Rigorous
experiences.
                                                             We conducted rigorous, systematic,
                                                             in-depth fieldwork that yielded high-quality
                                                             data. We also coordinated a systematic
                                                             and conscientious analysis of said data to
                                                             ensure its credibility.                            During the Inner Development Program, participants were led on a facilitated
                                                             (Patton, 2015, p. 653).10                        journey to make meaningful contact with their inner selves, something they earlier
                                                                                                                                regarded as arduous or even impossible.

 Patton, Michael Quinn. (2015) Qualitative Research & Evaluation Methods: Integrating Theory and Practice.
10

SAGE Publications.

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Participants told us over and over that there is a profound interrelationship between their inner                         - UNDERSTANDING AND ACCEPTING -
development work and the actions they take in the world, and that there are distinct outcomes
for changemakers participating in the Program.

The visuals below represent the Inner Journey Outcomes of changemakers. These outcomes,
as observed during the journey, are not linear and do not forecast or determine the trajectories
of subsequent outcomes. Varying responses and results showed up throughout the journeys
of the participants and often appeared to be mutually exclusive.

                                                                                                                                 DISCOVERING AND ACCEPTING
                                                                                                                                      THE WHOLE SELF

                                                                                                                          Growing more fully and deeply to whole selfhood.
                                                                                                                           Experiencing greater awareness and presence,
                              CHANGEMAKERS’                                                                                           and less self-judgement.
                          INNER JOURNEY OUTCOMES

                             - IDENTIFYING AND SEEING -                                                                           - BEING AND BECOMING -

            SAYING YES                                EXPERIENCING AND OPENING TO                             MOVING TOWARDS                                 ALIGNING INNER WELLBEING
       AND RETURNING TO YES                           NEW RELATIONAL POSSIBILITIES                        GREATER INNER WHOLENESS                                AND OUTER ACTION

 Saying “yes” to the project’s invitation to            Experiencing and opening to new                Integrating parts of oneself that had been         Aligning (in service of the world, nation,
explore “the profound connection between                possibilities in their relationships        fragmented or denied, relief and healing from          community, or group) from a sense of
how our relationship with ourselves deeply                with (self and others), to their              burdens, and creating space for a whole          greater wholeness and awareness of new
 influences the way we are in the world”                  daily work, and to the work of             person to emerge leads to a different way of        possibilities to bringing the inner life andf
      Returning to “yes” by choosing                       changemaking in general.                   being in personal and professional spaces.             outer work into greater alignment.
       to continue the exploration.

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IDENTIFYING AND SEEING:                                                                        RETURNING TO ‘YES’

                     SAYING YES TO WELLBEING                                                                         After being accepted into the Project,                 They returned to ‘yes’ each time they
                                                                                                                     participants embarked on an 18-month                   made a decision, inspired in some way
                                                                                                                     journey that was effectively a series of               by the inner work undertaken by them as
     “There is a pervasive form of contemporary violence to which the idealist most easily
                                                                                                                     opportunities to say ‘yes’ to inner exploration        project participants, which impacted their
 succumbs: activism and overwork. The rush and pressure of modern life are a form, perhaps
                                                                                                                     (or to choose ‘no’). Participants welcomed             relationship with themselves, others, their
    the most common form, of its innate violence. To allow oneself to be carried away by a
                                                                                                                     inner work each time they showed up for a              daily work and the work of change-making in
   multitude of conflicting concerns, to surrender to too many demands, to commit oneself
                                                                                                                     retreat, joined a small group call, or engaged         general.
   to too many projects, to want to help everyone in everything, is to succumb to violence.
 The frenzy of our activism neutralizes our work for peace. It destroys our own inner capacity                       in individual inner work.
     for peace. It destroys the fruitfulness of our own work because it kills the root of inner
                               wisdom which makes work fruitful.”

                                                 ― Thomas Merton 11
                                                                                                                                                        WAYS OF SAYING ‘YES’
SAYING ‘YES’
                                                                                                                                       For participants, the act of saying ‘yes’ took several forms:
The Wellbeing Project’s invitation to                            who described feeling stagnant, burned out
changemakers was “to commit to their                             or depleted. Their passion for their work
wellness and inner development by giving                         was waning. They were worn down by the
themselves the time and attention they                           bureaucracies they have had to navigate
need to become healthier and happier as                          and drained by the seemingly endless
individuals and on that basis also become                        pursuit of funding. Through participant                                                                        TURNING
                                                                                                                                                     SHOWING UP
more effective as co-creative leaders”.                          interviews, we also know that they came                                                                        TOWARDS

“This program is for you,” the Project’s staff                   to The Wellbeing Project worn down by
wrote in their invitation letter12, “if you have                 the stress of founding and/or managing
wanted to take time for yourself, to explore                     an organization, by their having to travel
yourself; gotten to the point where you are                      constantly to promote their work, by the
looking for another way of doing things;                         ongoing internal and external pressures of                                            STAYING
                                                                                                                                                                               TRUSTING
                                                                                                                                                        WITH
wanted to work with issues or challenges                         a particular identity—of a specific kind of
that you are facing.” Each person who chose                      leader, idealist or hero. They spoke of the
to apply to the Project effectively said ‘yes’                   toll all of this had taken on their relationships
to this invitation, and we consider that ‘yes’                   with family and friends and especially with
to be the first outcome of the Project.                          themselves.

It is clear from the applications that the                       For applicants, saying ‘yes’ to this invitation
invitation connected with certain common                         was a step towards saying ‘no’ to an existing
experiences among applicants,                                    state of affairs.

11
     Merton, T. (1968) Conjectures of a Innocent Bystander. Image; Reissue Edition
12
     Wellbeing Project. (2015) “Wellbeing Project Invitation Letter.”

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SHOWING UP                                                                                                                 TURNING TOWARDS

      ‘Showing up,’ as participants described it,                    Participants depicted showing up differently                Participants were asked to ‘turn towards’ all                  experience, with the idea that we can listen
      implied something more than just being                         to situations unburdened by internalized                    the distinct kinds of feelings and experiences                 and receive that. And in some ways, let that
      physically present. It connoted a quality of                   expectations about what a social                            with openness. Within group settings,                          be comfortable, uncomfortable, pretty and
      presence and openness at its core, defined                     changemaker ought to uphold or sacrifice                    when others were expressing feelings or                        sweet, messy and hot and heavy, clear, like
      by retreat facilitator Chris Price as “equally                 in the service of change-making (a set of                   experiences, participants were asked to turn                   a crystal bell ringing, confused and stormy…
      meeting whatever arises with receptivity and                   expectations participants often referred to as              towards those participants without judgment,                   All of it!.” Participants were also encouraged
      equanimity.’’13                                                “the hero model”).                                          as listeners. Another guiding quote by Chris                   to reflect on their own experiences and
                                                                                                                                 Price is as follows: “We invite each person to                 feelings without judgment, an invitation
                                                                                                                                 say what is true for them—about their own                      which participants described as cathartic.

                                                 - PARTICIPANT VOICES -                                                                                                     - PARTICIPANT VOICES -

            “I’m aware of the fact that I’m showing up                “[The Project] woke me up to how important it is that       “If you’re somebody like me, who had this pride in               “I was hearing myself say things that I’ve never
        differently for myself. I’m curious whether or not             I have a loving presence. The work that I do to learn      being strong, and being resilient, and in not being            even said out loud, to any human being. I surprised
                         people see that.”                               how to have a healthy relationship with my own          a victim, and in always trying to make other people                myself, how much we bury those wounds, but
                                                                         emotions can be very powerful. I can transmit in        feel better—to fall down in front of a group and say,             they’re very much part of [us]. I didn’t know how
        “I’m showing up as more calm and loving and a                  really powerful ways. And that’s one of those things       ‘Actually, I can’t even speak because of the pain              much I carried inside ... I was stunned that all of that
         listener ... I’m showing up in a profound way in                           that helps heal the world.”                   inside me. I can’t even put words to the pain that I                was stuffed inside of me like a teddy bear.”
         painful moments ... I’m there for people, [but] it                                                                       feel now and that I’ve carried for so long, and I’m
      doesn’t exhaust me. And what I give to people, they             “[There is a] different quality in my work, in my team,     scared.’ It was huge. And that’s what was unique.”                “There is nothing the same. I inhabit my body
               say, is a level above and beyond.”                      because I make myself more visible and also more                                                                           differently. I am suddenly aware of so much more
                                                                       vulnerable, so it’s not this superhero—‘I can handle       “[I learned that] trying to escape emotions can be              sensation. I am more aware of pain and pleasure.
      “I’ve developed a practice of presence. Learning to              everything.’ But also, admit that I don’t know, or that       more painful than the pain of feeling them.”                I can literally feel synapses and cells reconnecting.”
       not bring past stories, experiences, conversations,            I need something, or that I’m not feeling strong. This
        or expectations into the present moment, but to                 gives a different quality in the team. More people         “I now feel like [wellbeing] is not so much about             “I lost my many, many occasions to live my own life.
               enter each moment as it appears.”                        show themselves also. It’s a deeper connection in         alleviating suffering. In fact, sometimes it’s turning         I was the least [important]. If you want to change the
                                                                                             the team.”                            toward suffering in a way that I had avoided it in             life of other people, you have to [look at] your own
       “Really listening and [connecting with] someone—                                                                          the past. It’s much more about how do I free myself              life. [If you do not], you are an empty soul working
      how could that ever be a bad thing? If you get better             “Some have assumed my social entrepreneur life             enough to be present to it, whether it’s physical,                              for other people.”
        at that, that’s a great thing. It’s not easy to slow            was easy—anyone can succeed with that level of              mental, or spiritual? To open myself up to my
       down and be in the present. Everything about our                funding, they said. But it has not been easy. I push       options around how to meet that—which might be                 “[My definition of wellbeing, now, is] to be connected
                 world pulls us away from that.”                        myself and my team so that we are successful in            escape, digging in, or not necessarily changing               to my potency—to my strongest, healthiest spot—so
                                                                       achieving impact. I am learning that there is another         anything, but having awareness around it.”                  that I can look at [a] challenge in the eyes, and work
       “My connections to people are much deeper. They                  way of being and working that is not exhausting.”                                                                         with it, deal with it, dialog with it, instead of being
       were never dishonest, but they’re much [deeper].”                                                                           “[What has been reinforced is] being open and                         taken by it, being surmounted by it.”
                                                                                                                                  direct ... [and] lowering resistance to dealing with
                                                                                                                                                  contentious issues.”

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     Price, C. S. (2015). Gestalt Awareness Practice: Christine Stewart Price. The Gestalt Legacy Project.

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