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Spiritual
                                                      Poverty
                                                       “‘Poor in spirit’ is in part a synonym for
                                                     the people who have enough humility that
                                                  they do not operate from a sense of pride: the
                                                poor in spirit are those who recognize that they
                                               are both the beneficiaries of the help of others
                                                and part of a system in which they are to pay it
                                                  forward and help those whom they can” (Amy
                                                    Jill Levine: Sermon on the Mount: A
                                                     Beginner’s Guide to the Kingdom of Heaven).

                                                      Spiritual poverty compels us to let go of
                                                       our self-centeredness so we may be open
                                                       to becoming more God-centered. It
                                                       invites us to live with authenticity and
                                                      full obedience. God calls us to hear his
                                                      voice in the needs of our world. It
                                                    beseeches us to an emptying of self, so that
                                                  it is God’s life and love that fill us and move
       Artwork by Br. Martin Erspamer, OSB
                                              us to action.

Dead Sea Scroll, 1QM, uses the phrase “poor in spirit” juxtaposed with the “righteous of
God,” to speak of those who align themselves to God and to others, rather than to
selfishness.

“The cross is the sacrament of poverty of spirit, the sacrament of authentic humanness in a
sinful world. It is the sign that one human being remained true to his own humanity, that
he accepted it in full obedience” (Poverty of Spirit, Johannas Baptist Metz, “God Becomes
Human”).

Jesus is the ultimate example of spiritual poverty. He tells his disciples, “Blessed are the poor
in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” He is speaking to us. This issue of the
Benedictine Oblate Quarterly focuses on our call as oblates to live spiritual poverty.

                                                                        Kathleen Polansky, oblate
                                                                              New Salisbury, IN

QUARTERLY FOR BENEDICTINE OBLATES OF SAINT MEINRAD                       Summer 2021, Volume 27:3
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A POINT TO

The Rule
 PONDER FROM                                    Blessed are the Poor in Spirit:
                                                They remember all too well
                                                                      You need a good        heart. If an artisan becomes proud and
 Truly we are forbidden                                               memory to practice     ends up believing the monastery owes him
   to do our own will,                                                humility. I don’t      more than he owes the monastery, well, in
                                                                      mean you have to       that case, Benedict says he is to be
  for Scripture tells us:                                             know what              removed from practicing his craft so that
  Turn away from your                                                 happened on            he may learn again how to practice his
   desires (Sir. 18:30).                                              December 7, 1941,      humility.
And in the prayer too we                                              or on November
                                                                      22, 1963 – as          The truly humble have truly good
ask God that his will be                        Archabbot Kurt
                                                                      nation-changing as     memories. They remember their skills and
                                                Stasiak, OSB
done in us (Matt. 6:10).                                              the events on those    talents are gifts from God, not something
                                                days truly were. I’m talking about having    they have earned. And so they give those
                                                a good memory of your own history.           gifts back to God by using them for the
   We are rightly taught                                                                     good of others. Then they truly use them
 not to do our own will,                        St. Benedict’s Chapter 7 on humility is      for the greater honor and glory of God.
   since we dread what                          no humble chapter, for it can boast it is
 Scripture says: There are                      the longest chapter in the Rule. It speaks   The ultimate criterion of the success of the
                                                of “12 Degrees of Humility,” and each        work of our hands is that it serves, not the
   ways which some call                         one reminds us that God is God and           “opus mei,” my work, but the Opus Dei,
   right that in the end                        that we are not.                             the work of God.
  plunge into the depths
                                                That’s not a put-down. God values us                        Archabbot Kurt Stasiak, OSB
   of hell (Prov. 16:25).                       beyond our wildest imagination. Recall                         Saint Meinrad Archabbey
   Rule of St. Benedict, 7:19-21                Psalm 8: “What are we humans that you
                                                should keep us in mind, that you should
                                                care for us?” The answer is one we can
                                                be proud of! “You have made us little
                                                less than a god; with glory and honor
                                                you crowned us.”
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Designer: Tammy Schuetter                       Being poor in spirit runs throughout the
Oblate Director: Janis Dopp                     Rule. When speaking of “The Artisans of
Oblate Chaplain: Fr. Joseph Cox, OSB            the Monastery” in Chapter 57, for
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Spiritual Poverty: Letting go in the darkness
                       On the Fifth        hear my prayer? But this is exactly        If the reality of my relationship with
                       Sunday of Lent      where He had been waiting to meet          God is highlighted by what I hope
                       this year, Fr.      me, and I wasn’t getting it.               God will provide for me, am I trusting
                       Thomas                                                         God or myself to determine what is
                       Gricoski, OSB,      Both of the Gospels of Matthew and         best for me? Throughout the
                       preached a          Luke recount that Jesus promises the       pandemic, I have been using the
                       homily that         kingdom of heaven to those who are         Spiritual Communion Prayer of St.
                       really struck me.   poor in spirit. This has nothing to do     Gertrude when I attend the daily
Janis Dopp
                       He started out      with what we possess or not. Poverty       livestreamed Mass from Saint Meinrad
                       by saying,          of spirit is about vulnerability and the   Archabbey.
“Easter is for those who know loss.”       acceptance of our powerlessness.
That really caught my attention. He                                                   A part of the prayer reads: “Give to
concluded with the thought that            If I can allow myself to be surprised by   my heart to be perfectly in accord
“Jesus is calling us to meet Him in the    God, who loves me, has created me for      with Thee in what I place before
depths, in the darkness.”                  a specific reason, and guides me every     Thee.” With trust in God’s unending
                                           step of the way, perhaps I will not feel   love and care, this is what I long for at
I was so struck by the backdrop of         alone during times of difficulty. I have   the end of the day. Spiritual poverty is
these two phrases, and they kept           always carefully guarded my ability to     about letting go in the darkness so
resonating in my heart for days.           be in control of my life. Poverty of       that I can claim a oneness with my
Perhaps it was because I recently have     spirit, however, offers nothing but        Creator in the light.
been dealing with some health issues.      uncertainty. And yet, this is a key to
When my struggle has been the              the kingdom of heaven.                                                  Janis Dopp
greatest, I have felt alone. Did God                                                                           Oblate Director

Words of wisdom from Mother Teresa
                       Mother Teresa,      living in the world. As her guide          of bread, but there are many more
                       now known as        showed her around, Mother Teresa           dying for a little love.
                       St. Teresa of       noticed the beautiful buildings, luxury
                       Calcutta,           shops and the expensive clothes that       “The poverty in the West is a different
                       founded the         many people were wearing.                  kind of poverty – it is not only a
                       Order of the                                                   poverty of loneliness but also of
                       Missionaries of     She also noticed that no one smiled.       spirituality. It is a form of spiritual
                       Charity, who        Whether on the streets or in stores, she   poverty. There is a hunger for love, as
                       care for the        did not see one person who appeared        there is a hunger for God.”
Fr. Joseph Cox, OSB
                       blind, the          happy or joyful. She said that even in
elderly, the dying, and people             the slums of Calcutta, people smiled,                          Fr. Joseph Cox, OSB
afflicted with leprosy in the poorest      but not here. She had never seen so                                Oblate Chaplain
sections of Calcutta and other cities      much material plenty alongside
around the world.                          spiritual poverty as in the U.S.

In one of her many interviews, she         She said, “The greatest disease in the
was asked about a visit that she made      West today is not TB or leprosy; it is
to the United States. She said that        being unwanted, unloved, and
New York City was the first place she      uncared for. We can cure physical
saw there. She had previously heard        diseases with medicine, but the only
about the U.S., and that it was a          cure for loneliness, despair, and
superpower, and that it was the            hopelessness is love. There are many
country with the highest standard of       in the world who are dying for a piece

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Notes for Novices:
    Poverty enables us to live in humility
                         The Franciscans     Though I love the Franciscans and           the “check engine” light in our cars
                         (Friars of the      they will always have a place in my         when we have to earn a living.
                         Sacred Heart        heart, I know God is calling me to
                         Province) have      remain stable and obedient in living        Benedictine poverty means giving our
                         long been a part    out my vow of conversatio as a              gently used clothing to the St. Vincent
                         of my family’s      Benedictine monk. I understand my           de Paul Society, making supper with
                         history, as well    calling in light of a Franciscan-like       what we have in the refrigerator
                         as my own           poverty.                                    instead of ordering a pizza, or opting
                         personal history.                                               for a car that is neither a lemon nor
    Br. Stanley Rother
                                             Bonnie Kirk, OMI, has written that          ostentatious. Poverty means living in
    Wagner, OSB
                          Beginning with     poverty “… embraces a simple lifestyle      humility, living in the truth of who
    my paternal grandfather’s parents        that frees one from the rat race, and to    God is calling each one of us to be in
    getting married at St. Augustine         share time, talent and treasure.” In        the present.
    Church at 51st and Laflin in Chicago,    Benedictine terms, poverty enables us
    my grandfather receiving all his         to live in humility, freed from the         How you will practice poverty will
    sacraments at that church, my time       ways of the world, which should not         differ from the way I practice poverty
    working at St. Peter’s-in-the-Loop       be our own (see RB 4:21).                   in the monastery. What links this
    while I was in the high school                                                       spirit of poverty is the call to become
    seminary, and even after my time as      Practicing poverty in the 21st century      more like Christ Jesus every moment
    an undergraduate at Quincy               does not have to mean living                of our lives – the same Christ who is
    University in Quincy, IL, I have seen    paycheck-to-paycheck, giving all our        true God and true human, the Risen
    the Franciscans binding themselves to    money to the poor when we have a            One in whom we find our salvation.
    “Lady Poverty.”                          family to shelter and feed, or ignoring
                                                                                                               Continued on Page 7

    Notes from Novices:
    Endurance, patience are keys to oblate life
                         As an oblate        the result of this. Is God trying to tell   Born and raised in southern Indiana, I
                         novice, the delay   me something? Is oblation really the        have been visiting Saint Meinrad since
                         in making           route God wants for me?                     I was a child. The beauty of the
                         oblations has                                                   grounds, the buildings, the relative
                         been trying.        The opening sentence of Chapter 58          isolation, its place atop a hill, and the
                                             of the Rule states, “Do not grant           liturgy have all tugged at my heart.
                          I was scheduled    newcomers to the monastic life an           When I was director of diaconate
                          to make            easy entry.” Though I am not seeking        formation for the Diocese of Gary,
                          oblation in June   entry to Saint Meinrad as a monk, I         Saint Meinrad was my first choice for
    Mark Plaiss
                          2020. When         am seeking a filial association with the    the canonical five-day retreat. It
    that was scrapped, I set my sights on    house. As a lover of the place, I have      pleased me when the candidates, most
    June 2021. Once again, postponed.        been confident that Saint Meinrad           of whom had never been to Saint
    So now I’m looking at June 2022.         was the place to seek that filial           Meinrad, found the monastery as
                                             association.                                appealing as I did.
    The reticence of Abbot Kurt to
    reopen the monastery to guests is        The COVID shutdown brought all              The interest in becoming an oblate of
    perfectly understandable. I questioned   that into question.                         Saint Meinrad was something I
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Quieting the interior noise:
The discipline of lectio divina
                       We 21st-century     away from the peace of one’s deep          In a previous Oblate Quarterly, I
                       Americans live      center. This noise comes from a            wrote of interior dispositions and
                       in a very noisy     fractured and alienated sense-of-self,     attitudes as “spiritual possessions” that
                       world. When I       an ego entangled by distracting            we attach to, maybe because they
                       imagine noisy       thoughts rooted in earthly attachments     make us feel more powerful (less
                       places, I usually   (both spiritual and material) and          vulnerable), or right (as opposed to
                       call to mind the    worldly patterns of desire.                “wrong”), or holy (as compared to our
                       busy streets of a                                              neighbor with whom we all too often
                       large American      One reason monks and nuns have             compare ourselves).
Fr. Adrian Burke
                      city. I think of     typically located their monasteries at
the traffic, the crowds of people          some distance from busy urban              These interior dispositions and
making their way to shop, to work, to      centers is to better hear the voice of     attitudes attach to our minds and
eat, chatting on cell phones or            God that speaks from a Christ-             hearts and inhibit the peace and
masking the city noise with sound          centered self. Whether the din of a        tranquility that comes from attaching
piped from cell phones into earbuds.       hectic life overloaded with demands        to Christ. To attach to Christ, we
                                           on our time or the distractions we rely    must dispossess ourselves of (detach
I think of workers tearing up streets or   on to fill unoccupied moments and          from) all that is not Christ.
sidewalks for repairs or improvements,     relieve boredom, our 21st-century
the mechanical noise of a backhoe or       lives are replete with noisy diversions    To better understand how our
the ear-jolting percussive pounding of     that can keep one from the inner           attachments and unwholesome
a jackhammer. I think of the ear-          work so necessary to connect with the      dispositions possess us and inhibit our
piercing commotion of sirens clearing      deep self – what the Cistercian monk       true freedom, we must cultivate
the way for emergency vehicles             Thomas Merton called one’s “True           interior silence. We must sift through
moving through traffic.                    Self” in Christ.                           all the interior “noise” and find our
                                                                                      way to our center, where Christ waits
Such a scene is not unusual in the         To even realize how disruptive             wrapped in silence. This requires
urban landscapes of America’s busy         interior distractions and attachments      discipline, and there is no better
cities. But, here in southern Indiana,     have heretofore been, one must             discipline than prayer for cultivating
the noises are different. Birds and        collaborate with God’s grace to            interior silence and a disposition of
squirrels and breezes through the trees    liberate the mind and recenter the         deep listening.
make the sounds of a rural landscape.      spirit on Christ, God’s Word,
                                           continually voiced from within. This       The pattern of Benedictine prayer is
Outdoor sounds here are gentle and         requires practice, a certain amount of     lectio divina. This quiet, reflective
peaceful, except for the occasional        dedicated time each day for simple,        encounter with the Word of God in
upset expressed by ubiquitous blue         quiet listening.                           Scripture opens the ears of the heart
jays or the melodious tittering of                                                    to God’s Presence voiced as Christ.
Carolina wrens driving me away from        For the Benedictine, listening is the      The liturgy follows this pattern as a
nests built in low-lying bushes or         first precept of the holy Rule: “Listen    kind of communal lectio divina in
birdhouses. From the gazebo in front       carefully to the master’s instructions     which we collectively exercise the
of the monastery, one is more likely to    and attend to them with the ear of         listening needed “to obey the master’s
hear the lowing of cattle or a rooster’s   your heart” (RB Prol. 1). So, for the      instructions.”
crow than the sounds of traffic on the     Benedictine, listening is fundamental.
highway some distance off.                 We read in the Rule regarding the          Mysteriously present in the biblical
                                           restraint of speech, “the disciple is to   texts is God’s Word voiced as God’s
Amid all that tranquility, there is        be silent and listen” (RB 6.6). Silence    Self-poured-out (Christ), which is the
another kind of “noise.” The kind that     is required, then, for the sake of
distracts us from within, pulling us       listening.                                                       Continued on Page 9

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Reflections on Ravens
                            A monk once          Perhaps by emptying himself and             What has happened to us? Whatever
                            came to              allowing God to fill him up, he             it is, all I know is that one way to help
                            Gandhi’s ashram      obtained courage to resist, and the         the situation and do better is to
                            and asked to         wisdom to do so peacefully.                 embrace spiritual poverty. That will
                            join. Gandhi                                                     keep me quiet when I should be quiet,
                            said, “Yes, but      My few experiences as a kinda-sorta-        and it will help me resist if that time
                            you will have to     dissident have taught me that people        ever comes.
                            put away your        outside the Church are furious right
                            robes.” The          now. They yell pretty fast. People          So I pray: God, empty me of me, fill
    Edward Castronova
                            monk replied, “I     inside the Church are angry, too, of        me with you. On days when I am most
    am a monk, my robes reflect my               course, and I get angry myself – it         afraid: O God, come to my assistance.
    Sanyas (vow).” Gandhi said, “It is not       keeps my confessor busy.                    O Lord, make haste to help me.
    about your vow or even your clothes.
    It is just that if you wear those monk       But the situation is so tense that it has          Edward (Ted) Castronova, oblate
    robes here, people will serve you. But,      gotten to where a person who publicly                            Bloomington, IN
    we are here to serve, not to be served.”     states an opinion on a certain topic
                                                 can be ostracized, yelled at, targeted
    How did this spiritual poverty               on social media, fired, or even receive
    influence Gandhi’s civil disobedience?       death threats.

    Rediscovering spiritual practices
    to enrich your faith life
                          Rediscovering          with select spiritual practices,            As our doing shifts, our being
                          the spiritual          something special can happen to and         changes. When our being develops,
                          dimension of           within our life and faith communities.      our entire life transforms. As our life
                          Christianity has                                                   changes, our community does, too.
                          given me a new,        Practices are habits of doing that          When our community changes for the
                          yet ancient way        shape being. Practices are a patterned      better, our world can, too.
                          of being a             way of life. They are traditionally
                          practicing             described as a rule of life. Somewhat                              Ron Lewis, oblate
                          Christian. The         like St. Benedict’s Rule, we become                                Bloomington, IN
    Ron Lewis
                          contemplative          what we do. We can, by God’s grace,
    dimension of spiritual practices, in         change. What we can’t do, we can ask
    addition to a daily practice, gently         for help.
    began to answer my “how” questions.
    How can I abide with God in Christ?          The menu of spiritual and
    (John 15:4). How can I become a              contemplative practices that I use and
    participant in the divine nature? (2         suggest is not exhaustive, but I believe
    Peter 1:4). How can I die to self and        that these seven practices can help
    live to God? (Galatians 2:20).               deepen our spiritual lives and flourish
                                                 in our churches: lectio divina, prayer
    I call spiritual practices the rhythms of    of the Hours, self-observation, silence,
    silence, singing love into the still space   simplicity, solitude and stillness.
    of grace within me. It has been my
    experience in my inner journey that          These seven practices can change and
    when meditative prayer is also paired        deepen our being by grace and work!

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Season your chant
with St. Meinrad psalm tones
                      I am an oblate       historical psalms go well with this          Try long narrative psalms in this mode.
                      of Saint             mode.
                      Meinrad and a                                                     If you are new to chanting the Opus
                      lifelong church      Notice Psalm tone II’s limited range –       Dei, listen to the monks during
                      musician who         only four pitches span its first three       livestreamed Masses and Vespers.
                      loves to cook. If    lines. It is sad (tristis) and reflective,   Chant psalms on one pitch, then
                      psalm texts are      pairing well with individual psalms of       move to two. Pick your favorite psalm
                      the meat and         lament.                                      tone. Our cathedral choir opens choir
Terry Starr           vegetables of the                                                 practice with the psalm for the
                      Opus Dei, the        Tone III is passionate. Look at the          coming Sunday using Tone VII.
psalm tones are its herbs and spices.      melody in line 6. Its dramatic
                                           downward scale, and especially its two       During the pandemic, the Memphis
Theoretically, any psalm may be sung       final notes, echo fiery Spanish              Oblate Chapter has moved from
using any of the eight customary           flamenco music. No problem singing           chanting every Saturday morning
Meinrad tones. But pairing Psalm           “By the streams of Babylon” in this          Mass to daily Lauds and Vespers on
136, in which the psalmist invokes a       mode!                                        Zoom – one person at a time. You
blessing on those who “seize and dash                                                   will be amazed at the blessing these
[the enemies’] children on the rock,”      Here’s a metaphor switch. Have you           eight musical flavors bring to your
with the sunny innocence of Mode V         ever examined a wooden puzzle box?           daily prayer.
is like pairing broccoli with chocolate.   Look at the first and last measures of
Both foods are good, but together?         Tone IV. The four note patterns                                      Terry Starr, oblate
No.                                        interlock like puzzle pieces, especially                                 Memphis, TN
                                           when only two-line verses are sung.
So, what flavors do tones I–VIII,          The last line seems suspended in mid-        Continued from Page 4
derived from ancient Gregorian modes       air, mysterious and unresolved.
                                                                                        Finally, my dear oblate novices, I have
and adapted for English by Fr.
                                                                                        some news for you. Fr. Abbot Kurt
Columba Kelly, OSB, impart to our          Mode V, the “playground mode”
                                                                                        has assigned me to finish my MA in
daily monastic psalm-meal? What            according to Fr. Columba, is easy to
                                                                                        American history at the University of
moods do these tones evoke? What           find when playing on a piano’s five
                                                                                        Louisville beginning this August. I am
makes one tone distinct from another,      black keys. Childlike and happy, this
                                                                                        excited about this opportunity, and I
giving each tone its unique musical        mode naturally accompanies Psalm
                                                                                        am grateful to my community for the
ethos?                                     130.
                                                                                        gift of finishing this degree, which I
                                                                                        started at another university seven
While reading about each tone, have        Mode VI breathes stability and
                                                                                        years ago.
at hand the written chant modes on         contentment. Lines 4 and 6 match
pages 414-415 of Liturgy of the Hours      exactly. Four of its six lines end solidly
                                                                                        What this means for you is that I will
            for Benedictine Oblates,       on its home tone, or tonic. This is
                                                                                        cease my duties as Oblate Novice
            or scan QR code 1.             musical comfort food, good for
                                                                                        Mentor on June 30. Do not fret,
            Even better, listen to a       wisdom psalmody.
                                                                                        though, Br. Michael Reyes will
            monk chant each mode
                                                                                        become the new oblate novice mentor.
            and scan QR code 2.            The second line of Mode VII sweeps
                                                                                        Janis Dopp and I rely on Br. Michael
            Look for #16, Psalm            jubilantly upward to its characteristic
                                                                                        for the diverse skills that he brings for
            Tone Demonstrations            high note. It shouts in triumph. The
                                                                                        your benefit and edification. Please
            under the heading:             Hallel psalms, Easter and Christmas
                                                                                        help me welcome Br. Michael into his
            Other.                         texts are just right for this mode.
                                                                                        new role beginning July 1.
Mode I is serious. It ranges widely for    Mode VIII narrates a story. It wanders
five lines before proceeding downward      freely, ending line 6 with a dramatic                Br. Stanley Rother Wagner, OSB
to its solemn conclusion. Royal and        five-pitch drop.                                               Oblate Novice Mentor
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Meet A Monk: Fr. Colman Grabert, OSB
                                               But was it his idea to come to Saint       used to,” he says.
                                               Meinrad College after graduating
                                               from high school in the early 1950s?       Was this an easy transition? Not
                                               “I came here because people said I         necessarily. He is not shy about the
                                               should,” he says.                          struggle. And this has not been the
                                                                                          only such challenge; Fr. Colman does
                                               Step by step, his direction became         not shy away from voicing his
                                               clearer with time. It was during his       ongoing recovery from alcoholism.
                                               first year of college that he began to
                                               get ideas about the monastic life. “I      He has lived what he shares: we must
                                               liked the feel of it,” he says. “I had     recognize our absolute dependence on
                                               great admiration of the men teaching.”     God, which can be difficult for those
                                                                                          used to being in control. The critical
                                               It soon became less of an idea and         point? “We are utterly incapable of
               Fr. Colman Grabert              more of a life direction. On August        sustaining a worthwhile life, which is
                                               15, 1960, Fr. Colman professed his         always by God’s grace.”
    Fr. Colman Grabert, former                 vows to become a monk and joined
    impressionable lover of movies and         the Archabbey monastic community.          In his low times, he has had to accept
    self-described “devout kid,” has been a    As many before him have done, he           help. “My biggest humiliation was
    monk for over 60 years and a priest        was ordained to the priesthood five        being an alcoholic. I had to let go
    for almost that long.                      years later on September 5, 1965.          completely. It took me falling on my
                                                                                          face.” When a man professes his
    The Evansville, IN, native grew up         “It’s a culture, a way of life,” he        monastic vows after many years of
    steeped in the Catholic faith, attending   explains, “to follow Christ, to seek       formation, he has not arrived and he
    parochial school under the watchful        communion and union with God.”             is not finished. At that point, “life is
    eyes of Benedictine religious sisters.     Distractions from even good things         just beginning.”
    These nuns would play a pivotal role       drop away in this single-hearted search
    in moving Fr. Colman along the path        for Him.                                   Fr. Colman gladly shares the bounty of
    to Saint Meinrad Archabbey and its                                                    his lived experience with others
    monastic community.                        Throughout his years as a monk, he         through guided retreats tailored to the
                                               has served in many capacities,             individual. They last anywhere from a
    “The sisters were great promoters,” he     including as organist, secretary to the    weekend to a full week at the Guest
    remembers. While teaching the “three       archabbot, house prefect, gardener,        House and Retreat Center. The person
    Rs” to their young charges, they also      teacher, mail deliverer and, most          on the retreat usually meets with Fr.
    shared the heritage and spirituality of    recently, as director of guided retreats   Colman once or twice a day to receive
    St. Benedict, and they talked to parents   and group retreats.                        counsel regarding current life issues.
    about their sons and to pastors about                                                 Fr. Colman assists with Scripture and
    possible vocations among the students.     It’s not so much the jobs he has held      has the retreatant keep a journal of the
                                               throughout his life; it’s more about       retreat. “I listen very carefully to what
    The seed of a vocation can take root       the changes he has gone through.           they’re saying,” he explains.
    in all kinds of soil and be nurtured by
    all kinds of experiences. One Friday       For example, at one time he played all     In his ninth decade, Fr. Colman
    afternoon before going home from           the liturgical music as principal          continues to seek God and help others
    school, Fr. Colman saw “The Song of        organist. “I liked the liturgies. They     do the same. With all the change he
    Bernadette” (1943) at the movies.          drew me in,” he remembers. It was a        has experienced, one constant remains:
    Afterward, filled with the wonder of       great place to be. With advancing age,     “It’s been God through the years …
    St. Bernadette’s visions of the Blessed    however, he had to let even that           you are where you are because this is
    Mother at Lourdes, he was awestruck        wonderful task drop away and allow         where God wanted you to be.”
    at the sight of brilliant rays             the younger men coming up through
    backlighting a bank of clouds. It was a    the community to step into that role.                      Angie McDonald, oblate
    kind of vision of his own, he recalls.     “The synapses just don’t fire like they                          Huntingburg, IN

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Workers in the Vineyard of the Lord
                      A couple of         my right, then my left. As I walked,       we turn away, hide and push God
                      years ago, I        the singing grew louder as each new        away. We find ourselves numb to the
                      attended the        group joined the previous.                 beauty that surrounds us. We find
                      Easter Vigil at                                                ourselves poor in Spirit, unable or
                      St.                 Approaching the end of Main Street         unwilling to grab the wealth of the
                      Bartholomew. I      and my turn, it had become a               gifts God has given us and the beauty
                      got home at a       beautiful symphony of sounds. Each         and love that God surrounds us every
                      little before 2     bird’s song, individual and unique,        minute of every day.
                      a.m. I was          melding together in a beautiful song,
John Brooks
                      scheduled to        showcasing the wonder, beauty and          It is easy to imagine that when we are
                      volunteer the       majesty of God’s creation. It was only     living in the sadness, sorrow,
morning shift at Brighter Days, the       as I turned, and the song faded, that I    loneliness, confusion, frustration and
homeless shelter. My shift started at 6   appreciated the transformation that        anger of life, we find our hearts cold
a.m. and, since it took about 20          had begun and was now                      and hardened to God. We become
minutes to walk from my house, I          overwhelming me.                           self-centered in our own importance,
awoke at 5 a.m. and left the house                                                   searching for anything that will fill the
about 5:30 a.m.                           It was a feeling of joy, happiness,        void, if only temporarily, of the
                                          optimism, strength and hope. Silently      emptiness, loneliness and distance we
It was a beautiful cool Easter            and alone through Lent, I had been         have accepted.
morning, but the beauty was escaping      struggling after my wife of 35 years
me because I was feeling tired and        had passed away three years before at      We only need to slow down, look
empty. But what I noticed was how         age 59. I was going through the            around and listen to find God. It was
quiet it was, just the sounds of a few    motions of life, but I was feeling         on a cool Easter morning, as I walked
cars in the distance.                     empty, alone, sad, distant and angry       feeling empty, lost and alone, that I
                                          with God.                                  found a renewed spirit of God in the
As I turned to walk down Main                                                        birds singing that lifted me from the
Street, I noticed the singing of birds    What my Easter walk taught me was          depths of sorrow to the clouds of
on my right. They subsided and birds      that when we are going through             hope and from the darkness of doubt
on my left started singing as if          difficult times in life, we miss           to the light of faith.
answering the birds on my right.          opportunities to experience the
While walking, it seemed the birds        majesty, wonder and beauty of God                               John Brooks, oblate
were following me, singing first from     that surround us. During those times,                               Columbus, IN

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creative ground of our “True Self.”       The practice of lectio divina also
That deep and responsive place where      enables us to discover in ourselves
God rests within each of us, uniting      what yet must be renounced of those           AW
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Thus, lectio divina is practical          impacts the whole of our lives as we
training in spiritual poverty. By         learn to “read” and respond to each
continually returning the distracted      situation from our deep and simple
attention back to the “silence” of the    center in Christ!
Word, we learn to be centered on
Christ, and thus more receptive and                Fr. Adrian Burke, OSB, monk
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Spiritual Direction: Doorways to Deeper Faith
                             At a 12-step                    ordinary people seeking God. When              in spades, dedicating an entire chapter
                             program,                        we seek God, God finds us. Standing            to humility and suggesting 12 steps
                             someone shared:                 aside God’s glory, the only reasonable         (RB:7). Meekness is not weakness. It
                             “When I was a                   response is to realize my spiritual            is not a victim mentality. Meekness is
                             kid, I relied only              poverty. In this spirit, the Beatitudes        tensile strength. It’s a sober assessment
                             on myself                       show with relentless logic what                of the true self (Romans 12:3), seeing
                             because there                   spiritual poverty looks like:                  both gifts and limitations. Its
                             was no one at                                                                  confidence is not having to compare
     Beverly Weinhold
                             home to help                    Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is   oneself to anyone at all.
                            me. But I’m no                   the Kingdom of Heaven.
     longer alone. Now I turn my ‘will and                   (Matthew 5:1-3)                                Blessed are those who hunger and thirst
     my life over to the care of God as I                                                                   for righteousness, for they shall be filled.
                                                             Poor in spirit isn’t about low self-
     understand God’ (Step 3).” This                                                                        (Matthew 5:6)
                                                             esteem or a pittance in my bank
     cameo captures how I see spiritual
                                                             account. It’s coming to my knees and           Coming full circle, seeing God see us,
     poverty. It is a soul shift from self-
                                                             knowing that I don’t have the power            we are poor in spirit. Mourning over
     reliance toward God dependence. No
                                                             to fix my problems, reconcile my               sin, our stance is softened. This
     longer the captain of my soul, I turn
                                                             relationships or live out my life.             meekness makes us hunger for God’s
     my life over to the care of God.
                                                             Theologian Howard Thurman calls                justice summed up in this song:
                                                             this having one’s “back against the
     I first heard the term “spiritual
                                                             wall”1. Sewing fig leaves over                 My eyes are dry
     poverty” years ago when my then-
                                                             shortcomings won’t work, which is              My faith is old
     husband and I were campus ministers
                                                             why St. Paul cried out, “Wretched              My heart is hard
     at Harvard University. A mentor used
                                                             man that I am, who will save me from           My prayers are cold
     the term to sum up the Beatitudes,
                                                             this body of sin” (Romans 7:24).               And I know how I ought to be
     saying, “Happy are the unhappy.” I
                                                                                                            Alive to You and dead to me
     struggled with the paradox. But it
                                                             Blessed are they that mourn, for they          But what can be done
     rang true.
                                                             will be comforted. (Matthew 5:4)               For an old heart like mine
                                                                                                            Soften it up
     Still curious some years later, I taught                Seeing ourselves as poor in spirit, it is
                                                                                                            With oil and wine
     a women’s Bible study on the                            only natural to mourn. The mourning
                                                                                                            The oil is You, Your Spirit of love
     Beatitudes. Reading them in the                         mentioned here is less about bereaving
                                                                                                            Please wash me anew
     context of the Sermon on the Mount,                     the loss of a loved one and more
                                                                                                            With the wine of Your Blood.3
     I saw spiritual poverty as a blueprint                  about the sorrow of repentance.
     for Christian character.                                Godly sorrow begets conversion. Like
                                                                                                            Summing up, spiritual poverty, like
     Counterintuitive to the world’s way of                  the “Man in the Mirror” song2
                                                                                                            the Beatitudes, begets blessings.
     striving for success, status and money,                 suggests: “I’m starting with the man
                                                                                                            Beyond happy, the Hebrew Scriptures
     the Beatitudes invited me to self-                      in the mirror; I’m asking him to
                                                                                                            suggest two root words for blessing:
     insight, humility and riches money                      change his ways, and no message
                                                                                                            kneel and pool. It’s a word picture of
     can’t buy. Like St. Benedict’s                          could have been any clearer; Take a
                                                                                                            camels coming home after a hard
     descending and ascending ladder, the                    look at yourself, then make a change.”
                                                                                                            day’s work and kneeling at a pool for
     way up is down (RB 7:7-8).
                                                                                                            water and rest. Now that’s a blessing.
                                                             Blessed are the meek, for they will
     The Beatitudes were taught to                           inherit the earth. (Matthew 5:5)
                                                                                                                     Beverly Weinhold, oblate novice
     followers of Christ. An overarching
                                                             Being poor in spirit and mourning                                       Louisville, KY
     theme throughout Scripture is God
     calling out a people to be holy. Like                   about it softens our hearts. Humility
     oblates, Christ’s disciples were                        makes us meek. St. Benedict saw this

     1   Howard Thurman (1976). Jesus and the Disinherited. Beacon: Boston.
     2   Glen Ballard and Siedah Garrett (1987). Producers: Quincy Jones and Michael Jackson.
     3   Keith Green (1977-1979). © Universal Music Publishing Group.

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Considering the Psalms:
Psalm 34: Moving beyond our fears
I will bless the Lord at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the
Lord; let the humble hear and be glad. O magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together.
I sought the Lord, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears. Look to him, and be radiant; so
your faces shall never be ashamed. This poor soul cried, and was heard by the Lord, and was saved from every
trouble.
The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them. O taste and see that the Lord is
good; happy are those who take refuge in him.
O fear the Lord, you his holy ones, for those who fear him have no want. The young lions suffer want and
hunger, but those who seek the Lord lack no good thing.
Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the Lord. Which of you desires life, and covets
many days to enjoy good? Keep your tongue from evil, and your lips from speaking deceit. Depart from evil,
and do good; seek peace, and pursue it. …
The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous,
but the Lord rescues them from them all. He keeps all their bones; not one of them will be broken. …
The Lord redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take refuge in him will be condemned.
—NRSV Bible with the Apocrypha, eBook Kindle Edition, by Harper Bibles

                      I grew up in the    I immediately got a lecture about           Living in trepidation and being the
                      pre-Vatican II      waiting so long. I repeated, “It was four   bearer of consternation to another
                      Church. Fear        weeks.” That did not change the tenor       opposes the love that God offers. The
                      was a dominant      of the scolding. I walked away from         psalmist instructs us to look to God as
                      feature when        that sacrament for another four years.      the one who protects and sustains us.
                      confronting our                                                 Poverty of spirit invites us to empty
                      sins and God. I     Fear and criticism do not invite            ourselves and allow vulnerability so
                      recall many a       vulnerability or humility.                  God can fill us with life and love.
                      “first” Thursday    Admonishment does not encourage
Kathleen Polansky
                      of the month        openness or repentance. To open our         The practice of spiritual poverty
hoping to not be assigned to the          hearts, our wounds, our scabs, our          summons us to move beyond the self-
Monsignor’s confession line, because      transgressions to God, we must know         protection that fear instigates and
he would shout out your sins for all to   that our cry for help will not be           enter into a predisposition of self-
hear and then berate you for them.        turned against us. To have a                giving based in love. We can then
                                          relationship with God, we first need        allow others to approach us without
Upon moving and attending a public        the experience of God as love.              preconceived arguments, biases or
high school, I left the Church. College                                               condemnations, and then truly
drew me back into a new post-Vatican      We are living in a time of immense          encounter the mystery of the other.
II Catholicism – to a degree. Four        fear. Every action, every word, even
weeks after returning to the Church       every breath one breathes can bring         Turning toward God requires a
and the sacraments, I was home for        massive suffering. Distress and anxiety     relationship that is not based in fear of
the holidays and went to confession.      are reaching levels that destroy trust      censure and reprimand, but implores
                                          and compassion. People are crying out       healing and hope. Psalm 34/33 praises
When I announced that it “has been        in frustration and anguish.
four weeks since my last confession,”                                                                      Continued on Page 18

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A fresh look at the Parable of the Talents
                            When homilies       Conventional interpretations lull us        hypocrites who will weep and gnash
                            on the Parable of   into a complacent attitude that no          their teeth!
                            the Talents         longer requires engagement.
                            (Matthew 25:14-     Predictable, stale approaches render        The Parable of the Ten Virgins, or
                            30) are preached,   parables inert and incapable of             Bridesmaids, is located just before this
                            likely you’ve       provoking a change in our usual ways        Gospel passage. Its message, too, is
                            heard a pretty      of thinking, thus undermining real          about staying awake and remaining
                            standard            and lasting conversion. So, I’d like to     vigilant.
                            interpretation.     offer a different take on the Parable of
     Fr. Adrian Burke
                            The gist of the     the Talents.                                The segue into this parable is a verse
     message becomes how we are called by                                                   that begins, “For it is as if …,” a
     Christ to use our gifts and talents, our   Context for this Gospel passage is          phrase that seems to convey that the
     inventive creativity, skills, and          provided by the unit consisting of          Parable of the Talents is meant to
     proficiencies to build up God’s            Matthew’s Chapters 24 and 25. The           expound on what Jesus said about
     kingdom – to increase it, like invested    first verse of Chapter 24 has Jesus         keeping awake, for we know not the
     money that grows from interest             departing from the temple with his          hour, and I would suggest it does so
     accrued and compounded over time.          disciples in tow, and they’re awed by       by presenting an image of the cost
                                                the beautiful buildings. Jesus startles     entailed in “staying awake” – the true
     I’ve often thought how odd it is to        them by telling them that “not one          cost of discipleship.
     represent the Kingdom of God in            stone will be left upon another, all will
     terms of accruing worldly wealth. In       be thrown down!” His comment                So, what if we didn’t rush to assume
     another part of the Gospel, Jesus          troubles them and they ask him about        the standard metaphorical
     disparages mammon as an idol or false      it: “When will this happen?”                interpretation that the wealthy slave
     god, which some people choose to                                                       owner was meant to represent God?
     serve instead of the true God! Just a      Jesus addresses the need for staying        What if we examined this parable
     couple chapters earlier in Matthew’s       awake, being attentive to the times,        from another angle – that of the slave,
     Gospel, Jesus cast out of God’s            and remaining vigilant for “you know        who occupies the lowest stratum in a
     Temple those who were selling and          not the hour when the Son of Man is         worldly system of wealth-building and
     buying, making God’s house a               coming.” In a sense, Chapters 24 and        whose life is lived entirely for the sake
     marketplace, so it seems odd that, in      25 of Matthew are meant to                  of his wealthy and privileged owner?
     this passage from Matthew, he would        reinvigorate our vigilance. We still
     use the image of commercial                await the Coming – and we, too, are         How can a slave-based caste system
     “mammon-building” to describe what         urged by Jesus to stay awake!               evoke Jesus’ paradigm for the Kingdom
     staying awake for the coming of God’s                                                  of God? Given the Exodus story, so
     Kingdom amounts to!                        Jesus speaks to them privately. He          central to Israel’s identity as God’s
                                                warns about false prophets, fake            people, I’m not convinced it can.
     As a seminarian, I took a course at        “messiahs” that will come along and
     Presbyterian Seminary from Rabbi           attempt to convince you to follow           What if the rich man is not meant by
     Diamond, an expert in Jewish midrash       them. False religious leaders that teach    Jesus to represent God? What if he
     and the parabolic teachings of Jesus.      a different Gospel will lead many           represents the economically privileged
     He taught that rabbinic parables           astray. Do not believe them!                of society, those who dominate
     usually have more than one possible                                                    worldly economic systems where,
     meaning. One must not domesticate          Those who are faithful to Jesus will be     usually, the rich get richer and the
     them by reducing their meaning to          found at work when He arrives. But          poor, who often have little enough as
     only one possibility.                      the one who says, “The Master is            it is, wind up even further behind?
                                                delayed” and proceeds to abuse the
     Now I am not saying that the               other servants for personal gain will be    What if, instead, this is a story about
     conventional interpretation of today’s     severely punished when the Son of           being prepared for the coming of the
     parable is wrong – it has some good        Man arrives, cast out of God’s              True King by refusing to play the
     qualities about it – but, nonetheless,     household, like money changers from         world’s game and investing instead in
     it’s a bit stale.                          the Temple, and put with the                God’s Kingdom by saying “Enough!”

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and having the courage to stand            of Chapter 25, makes plausible this         The Word of God demands a change
against such unjust systems of             unconventional interpretation of this       of mind and heart and the self-
mammon-pursuit?                            parable. It’s the one about the sheep       renunciation required to take up one’s
                                           and the goats, which sheds light on         cross by disavowing the peace and
The personal cost would be great.          what it means, in practical terms, to       security the world gives and refusing
Removing oneself from the pursuit of       be a faithful servant “found at work,”      to invest ourselves in secular and
mammon as a means of securing one’s        remaining vigilant and awake at the         sacred ideologies. The Gospel
future will likely lead to being cast      Coming of the Lord.                         demands that we stand with the least
out, judged lazy and worthless by the                                                  of our brothers and sisters, ready to
masters of such worldly systems. As        Feeding the hungry, giving drink to         demand from the powerful and the
for the slaves in this parable, what       the thirsty, welcoming the stranger,        privileged, on behalf of the outcast,
security they enjoy is an illusion.        visiting the incarcerated, caring for the   what human dignity requires: respect
                                           sick, clothing the naked – that is the      and justice.
No matter how great the return on the      stuff of standing with the outcast and
investment, the money was not theirs.      the marginalized. If charity is the fuel    Once he is “cast out,” the so-called
They remain slaves, in bondage to the      by which our lamps remain lit, the fire     lazy slave is ready for a new Master,
system. Their “master” loves them          is our opposition to unjust worldly         one Who will raise him up with a
because they’ve earned it! Their reward    systems. Busy and vigilant disciples        message of good news and true
is rooted in placating the master.         find their “peace” secured by Christ        freedom – a new life, a new vision, a
                                           and in Christ, rather than seeking          new humanity!
Parables are meant to provoke, and         security through worldly means – we
the conventional interpretation of the     remain in Christ by striving to be          And if we, too, are willing to be
Parable of the Talents has ceased to be    Christ for others.                          identified with Christ-among-the-least,
provocative. If anything, the usual                                                    who, though cast out by the world, are
interpretation comes dangerously close     Jesus doesn’t demand destitution. He        known by God as his very children,
to giving religious sanction to worldly    said we must remain in the world, but       then we might discover what true
patterns of competition over-against       be not of the world. But that’s the rub     freedom means as those welcomed into
others.                                    – too often, from a desire to secure        his wedding banquet when the Son of
                                           one’s life in the world, we become          Man comes in glory. Now that is a
Perhaps more crucially, the                more entrenched in worldly ways of          community in which to belong.
conventional interpretation shields us     thinking and acting. Too often, we
a bit from the demands of the Gospel:      invest in worldly ideologies and                               Fr. Adrian Burke, OSB
the self-renunciation required for         identify with a particular party or in-                      Saint Meinrad Archabbey
disciples who wish to follow Jesus into    group rather than the Gospel of Jesus
a new world order, by taking up the        Christ.
cross and following Him who was cast
out and crucified.                         Too often, we act as if our salvation is
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We will need faith to be brave enough      have no further need to be saved and
to stand with those lorded over by the     imagine their task is to make others
privileged, whose resources allow them     ‘good’ like themselves!” Every in-
to work the system and “reap where         group, every political party, every
they do not sow.”                          church thinks they are the standard
                                           for what is true and good – but belief
The third and final parable in this        in our own “goodness” may, in fact,
unit of Matthew’s Gospel, at the end       be the greatest threat to our salvation.

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Prayer to St. Euphrosynos of Alexandria
     O Holy Father Euphrosynos, thou             Mother, depicted in iconic imagery        otherworldly beauty; responded to the
     began life’s journey poor, obscure and      upon the walls; with whom in              venerable. “I am Lord of this
     nameless; drifting among the lands,         enraptured mysticism pondered the         paradise,” you said, “Lord over
     seeking the spiritual simplicity of         spiritual reality of the wall-adorned     everything you see here”; and then, in
     God’s love. With saints and angels          images, eternally alive and shining       entreaty, gave the father priest a
     watching over you, thou was led by          reflectively in the candlelight,          branch of apples, picked from the
     the Spirit to monastic life, as a cook in   experienced an other-worldly radiance,    garden. O Gardener of the virtuous
     the lowest of regard; toiling day and       returning your gaze with Godly            life, till into our souls’ furrows, the
     night, in the mundane; scoffed at and       friendship and love, allowing the         radiant pure peace of the Lord’s love
     disregarded by your brother monks,          enjoyment of sublime peace and            and grace.
     not unlike Righteous Joseph with his        serene happiness of Heaven on earth.
     brothers.                                                                             O Master of Edible Delights, once the
                                                 O living icon of God’s radiant beauty,    manifested revelation of the dream
     Thou received their rebukes humbly          knead into the dough of our pliable       was made known, and with the
     and patiently, serene and unruffled,        hearts, the image, once lost, the         subsequent renown of your
     emanating the truth of your name’s          likeness of the Only Begotten.            miraculous nature and virtue, O
     meaning, “He of the cheerful soul,”                                                   Father Euphrosynos, you left the
     modeling Christ’s humility, at the feet     O perennial Feeder of the Hungry,         cenobium for the wilderness of
     of the monks in prostration, seeking        whose brother monks in the                solitary desert, in anonymity, living
     blessing from all, otherwise,               monastery never failed to laugh and       out your days in the Heaven’s dream
     detractors. O most holy banquet of          scoff at bumbling ways, seeing a          of the old saintly priest; show us the
     humility, teach us the recipes of this      dullard, fit only to be a cook; who was   way of the desert’s purifying fire of
     divine virtue.                              seen by the elderly and venerable         perfected life.
                                                 hieromonk, in a longed-for answered
     Father Euphrosynos, sanctified              dream, a vision of Heaven’s Paradise,     Pray for us to be granted the virtues
     embodiment of humble virtue, who            as the gardener of an angelic abode of    you attained, through humble service
     after laboring in the daily menial          delights; feed our dreams the sublime     of feeding the hungry, both in body
     kitchen duties assigned, and in the         delicacies of God’s holy pleasure.        and soul. Amen.
     lengthy prayer services of monastic
     life, spent your nights in the wonder       Most Holy Father of simplicity and                         Kevin Maloney, oblate
     and quiet solitude within the church,       serenity, who answered the priest in                              Louisville, KY
     among the beauty of the saints and          wondered confusion as to why the
     prophets, the Lord and His most holy        cook-monk was in this abode of such

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     pondered for years while the desire         (Hebrews 10:36). I believe oblation is    oblate. This recent pandemic drives
     grew in intensity. Currently, I live        something God has called me to,           home those two virtues.
     hours from the monastery. Would             though I must wait for it. Patience,
     oblation be workable? Through prayer        not being one of my virtues, makes        Of course, if my only hardship during
     and communication with Janis, I             this rather tough. Perhaps God is         this pandemic is a delayed oblation,
     decided yes.                                using this COVID experience to help       then I have no right to complain.
                                                 me grow in patience.                      Death, misery and anguish have been
     So here I am, an oblate in waiting.                                                   the plight of too many people during
                                                 The second passage: “And let              all this. I have simply been challenged
     Two passages from Scripture have            perseverance be perfect, so that you      to learn to endure and persevere.
     sustained me.                               may be…complete and lacking in
                                                 nothing” (James 1:4). Endurance and                     Mark Plaiss, oblate novice
     “You need endurance to do the will of       perseverance are key to the Christian                                Fox Lake, IL
     God and receive what he promised”           life, whether one is a monk or an

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Candidate feels drawn to the oblate life
I wanted to share an experience I had      lived a very stringent life as a           is to follow Him and please Him, just
recently regarding my adherence to         Benedictine monk, even founding his        as it was on St. Benedict’s heart and
the Rule and desire to join the Order      own sub-order. Through him, I              on the heart of St. Celestine V.
of St. Benedict.                           learned more about St. Benedict and
                                           his life of devotion, and I was drawn      I wish to be an encouragement, and to
On February 7, I was looking through       with a desire to become an oblate.         continue seeking our Lord, and living
drawers of various paraphernalia I’d                                                  for Jesus every day. He is worthy of
collected over the years. I did so to      What do I mean in sharing all of this?     no less than our complete and total
find my crucifix necklace, purchased       It’s because I believe that I have been    devotion to Him, for all that He has
several years ago. As I pulled it out to   led to this order. Ever since I received   done for us. And wherever you are, in
wear on the Lord’s Day, as a reminder      Christ into my heart, trusting in Him      whatever you do, live for Him so that
of what my Lord endured as the             for my salvation (cf. Ephesians 13), I     this fallen, sinful world may see the
penalty for our sins, I looked at the      have sought a deeper, fuller and richer    love of our Risen Lord, and be drawn
crucifix more carefully and made a         walk with Him. I believe becoming an       by the working of his Holy Spirit to
remarkable discovery. It is a St.          oblate is a way of entering that deeper    enter that beautiful, loving
Benedict Crucifix.                         walk with the Lord, inviting me to         relationship that we enjoy with Him
                                           remain contemplative by keeping my         today.
What is remarkable is that I did not       heart and mind focused upon Him.
know about the Order of St. Benedict                                                                  Jeffrey Kern, candidate
when I purchased the crucifix. I only      As I draw near to Him, He will draw                         Canyon Country, CA
learned about the order while              near to me (James 4:8), for He desires
researching Pope St. Celestine V, who      to sup with me, and my heart’s desire

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Remembrance of Tom Rillo
                                                                                                   Every morning before they went to
                                                                                                   work, I would join them for breakfast
                                                                                                   in the Guest House dining room.
                                                                                                   They shared and laughed about family
                                                                                                   stories and, at the same time, we
                                                                                                   discussed topics of spiritual growth.
                                                                                                   They loved their children and kept me
                                                                                                   informed of their lives.

                                                                                                   Tom said to me, “I love your stories,”
                                                                                                   and he always wanted me to share
                                                                                                   more with them. This was kind of
                                                                                                   him to do this. Then I would say, “It’s
                                                                                                   time for work!”

                                                                                                   They knew that I liked chocolates and
                                                                                                   one time when they came to work on
                                                                                                   the newsletter, they presented me with
     In this 2012 photo, Fr. Meinrad Brune, OSB, talks with Tom Rillo.                             a five-pound box of Whitman’s
                                                                                                   chocolates.
     Tom Rillo – a tall man, a wide smile,                on Benedictine topics, interviews with
                                                                                                   The oblate community provided a
     a faithful and loving husband to his                 monks and oblates, and text for
                                                                                                   rhythm of prayer in their daily lives,
     wife Joan, and a conscientious                       various pamphlets. He loved to write,
                                                                                                   by praying the Liturgy of the Hours.
     Benedictine Oblate of Saint Meinrad                  and he was good. Joan did the editing,
                                                                                                   When I would stay overnight with
     Archabbey and the Oblate                             correcting and telling her husband to
                                                                                                   them, we prayed the Hours together.
     Community. Tom passed away on                        cut the words and make it shorter. He
                                                                                                   They found in this rhythm the
     May 25, 2021, in Bloomington, IN.                    would listen to Joan. He and Joan
                                                                                                   heartbeat of Benedictine monastic
                                                          worked on the newsletter until 2017.
                                                                                                   spirituality. Being an oblate
     Tom made his oblation on May 15,
                                                                                                   strengthened Tom in soul and spirit.
     1999. Archabbot Lambert Reilly,                      They would come to Saint Meinrad
                                                                                                   He gained a love of praying the
     OSB, received his oblation. Tom took                 quarterly to create the newsletter and
                                                                                                   psalms in the Liturgy of the Hours.
     Augustine as his oblate name. He                     stay about a week to complete a draft
     mentioned that he was interested in                  copy of the newsletter, which was
                                                                                                   Their prayer life together became the
     the oblate way of life because it                    then sent to the Communications
                                                                                                   center of their lives and connected
     emphasized personal and meaningful                   Office at Saint Meinrad.
                                                                                                   them more closely with God.
     prayer and close ties to the monks.
                                                          When they were on the hill, they
                                                                                                   I rejoice, above all, in my Christian
     Tom and his wife Joan were active in                 would join the monks for the Liturgy
                                                                                                   conviction that at this moment –
     the Bloomington Oblate Chapter and                   of the Hours and Mass. For these 15
                                                                                                   Tom with Joan is more thrillingly
     attended retreats and other spiritual                years, the two of them would write
                                                                                                   alive and at peace than he has ever
     programs at the Archabbey. Then in                   and assemble the Benedictine Oblate
                                                                                                   been. For that conviction and belief, I
     2003 he offered his creative writing                 Newsletter. They were the mainstay
                                                                                                   rejoice!
     skill to Fr. Meinrad Brune, OSB, the                 and the major players in bringing the
     oblate director at that time. Tom and                issues together.                                Fr. Meinrad Brune, OSB, monk
     Joan began to assist him in writing,                                                                       Saint Meinrad Archabbey
     editing and assembling the oblate                    During their years of traveling to
     newsletter.                                          Saint Meinrad, there were some
                                                          personal and pleasant things that
     Tom did the writings: Point to Ponder                brought joy to me. Tom’s wide smile
     from the Rule, book reviews, articles                was a delight to see and experience.

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