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                            Dr Martyn Lloyd
                                     Jones

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                          Fiction in a time of
                                         Covid

The
March
Treasury
2021
THE MAGAZINE OF THE PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH OF WALES
The March Treasury 2021 - Dr Martyn Lloyd Jones Fiction in a time of Covid Dewi Sant
SAINT DAVID                            For details of the life of Dewi, we
                                       depend mainly on his biographer,
                                       Rhigyfarch. He wrote Buchedd

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              ho was St. David, and    Dewi (the life of David) in the 11th
              why is he so important   century. Another source is Gerallt
              to us?                   Gymro (Giraldus Cambrensis),
Saint David, or Dewi Sant, as he is    who wrote a book about his
known in Welsh, is the patron          travels through Wales in the 12th
saint of Wales. He was a Celtic        century. He also gives some
monk, abbot and bishop, who            information about Dewi's early
lived in the sixth century. During     life. Dewi died in the sixth
his life, he was the Archbishop of     century, so nearly ve hundred
Wales, and he was one of many          years elapsed between his death
early saints who were in uential       and the rst manuscripts
in sharing the Gospel among the        recording his life. As a result, it
native Celtic tribes of western        isn't clear how much is history,
Britain.                               legend or fact.
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However, both sources say that          His last words to his followers were
Dewi was a very gentle person          in a sermon on the previous Sunday.
who lived a frugal life. It is
claimed that he ate mostly
                                           Rhigyfarch transcribes his words
bread and herbs - probably                'Be joyful, and keep your faith and
watercress, which was widely             your creed. Do the little things that
used at the time. Despite this                you have seen me say and do.
supposedly meagre diet, it is
reported that he was tall and
                                         of his, Saints Padarn and Teilo, are
physically strong.
                                         said to have often accompanied
Dewi is said to have been of royal
                                         him on his journeys, and they
lineage. His father, Sant, was the
                                         once went together on a
son of Ceredig, who was prince of
                                         pilgrimage to Jerusalem to meet
Ceredigion in South-West Wales.
                                         the Patriarch.
His mother, Non, was the
daughter of a local chieftain.
                                         Dewi is sometimes known, in
Legend has it that Non was also a
                                         Welsh, as 'Dewi Ddyfrwr' (David
niece of King Arthur.
                                         the Water Drinker) and, indeed,
Dewi was born near Capel Non
                                         water was an important part of
(Non's chapel) on the South-
                                         his life - he is said to have drunk
West Wales coast near the
                                         nothing else. Sometimes, as a
present city of Saint David. We
                                         self-imposed penance, he would
know a little about his early life -
                                         stand up to his neck in a lake of
he was educated in a monastery
                                         cold water, reciting Scripture.
called Hen Fynwy, his teacher
                                         Little wonder, then, that some
being Paulinus, a blind monk.
                                         authors have seen Dewi as an
Dewi stayed there for some years
                                         early Puritan! (I wonder why we
before commencing on a life of
                                         celebrate his day with much
missionary travels.
                                         eating and indulgence?)
He travelled throughout Wales on
                                         Dewi founded a monastery at
these missionary campaigns and
                                         Glyn Rhosyn (Rose Vale) on the
established several churches.
                                         banks of the small river Alun
David was an early ‘church
                                         where the cathedral city of St.
planter’. He also travelled to the
                                         David stands today. The monastic
south and west of England,
                                         brotherhood that Dewi founded
especially Cornwall as well as
                                         was strict, the brothers having to
Brittany and Ireland. Two friends
The March Treasury 2021 - Dr Martyn Lloyd Jones Fiction in a time of Covid Dewi Sant
work hard besides Prayer, Bible                the most important aspect to
study and celebrating                  remember is that he was a Christian
Communion. They had to get
up very early in the morning for
                                          who accepted God’s call to preach
prayers and afterwards work              the Gospel, and secondly someone
hard to help maintain life at the      who was as devout in his private life
monastery, cultivating the land                          as he was publicly
and even pulling the plough.
They would also involve
                                         the new Archbishop. A great
themselves in all manner of crafts
                                         crowd gathered at the Synod and
- beekeeping in particular was
                                         when Dewi stood up to speak,
very important. The monks had to
                                         one of the congregation shouted,
keep themselves fed, as well as
                                         'We won't be able to see or hear
the many pilgrims and travellers
                                         him'. In an instant the ground rose
who needed lodgings. They also
                                         till everyone could see and hear
had to feed and clothe the poor
                                         Dewi. Unsurprisingly, it was
and needy in their
                                         decided shortly afterwards that
neighbourhood, while also
                                         Dewi would be the new
providing some medical help.
                                         Archbishop!
There are many stories regarding
                                         It is claimed that Dewi lived for
Dewi's life. It is said that he once
                                         over one hundred years, and it is
brought a young man back to life
                                         generally accepted that he died in
and milestones were erected in
                                         589 on March 1st. His last words
places where springs of water
                                         to his followers were in a sermon
appeared following miraculous
                                         on the previous Sunday.
happenings, connected to Dewi .
                                         Rhigyfarch transcribes his words
These events are arguably more
                                         'Be joyful, and keep your faith and
apocryphal than factual, but are
                                         your creed. Do the little things
so well known to Welsh-speaking
                                         that you have seen me say and
schoolchildren that it is worth
                                         do. I will now walk the path that
mentioning them here.
                                         our fathers have trod before us.
Perhaps the most well-known
                                         Do the little things.' ('Gwnewch y
story regarding Dewi's life is said
                                         pethau bychain') is today a very
to have taken place at the Synod
                                         well-known phrase in Welsh and
of Llanddewi Bre . They were to
                                         has proved an inspiration to
decide whether Dewi was to be
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many. Tradition tells us that on     Unfortunately, these were later
          Tuesday, the rst of March, in the    found to be medieval remains.
          year 589, the monastery is said to   Dewi himself would have spoken
          have been ' lled with angels as      the Britton(Brythoneg) language,
          Christ received his soul'.           the early Welsh language; the
          Dewi's body was buried in the        language that would have been
          grounds of his own monastery,        spoken throughout Wales,
          where the Cathedral of St. David     England and the southern parts of
          now stands. After his death, his     Scotland some fourteen centuries
          in uence spread far and wide -       ago. Welsh is one of the oldest
            rst through Britain, along the     living European languages, and
          Roman roads and then by sea to       although it has been oppressed
          Cornwall Brittany and Ireland.       for centuries, it has refused to die
          St David's Day, as celebrated        and is alive and growing today.
          today, dates back to 1120, when      The Welsh medium schools,
          Dewi was canonised by Pope           which have largely been set up
          Callactus the Second, and March      during the past ve decades, have
          1st was included in the Church       played an important part in a
          calendar. After Dewi's               resurgence of the language.
          canonisation, many pilgrimages       In sharing these details about
          were made to St. David's and it      Dewi, the most important aspect
          was reported that two pilgrimages    to remember is that he was a
          there equalled one to Rome, and      Christian who accepted God’s
          three pilgrimages to St David as     call to preach the Gospel, and
          one to Jerusalem. March 1st was      secondly someone who was as
          celebrated as a holy day in Wales    devout in his private life as he was
          until the Reformation. Many          publicly. Dewi’s words still ring
          churches are dedicated to Dewi,      true down through the ages. As
          and some to his mother Non.          readers of the Treasury we would
          It is not certain how much of the    be wise to remember his very last
          history of St. David is fact and     words that encourage us to ‘do
          how much is mere speculation. At     the little things’ as we go about
          the end of 1996, bones were          our lives.
          found in St. David's Cathedral
          which, it was claimed, could be      Bryn Williams
          those of Dewi himself.
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NEWSROUND                            the beginning of lockdown, their
                                           prayer was that the ‘District’
                                           would survive the obvious
      Competition Time                     di culties. It has - thank God ,
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               ould you write a short      person, the fellowship remains
               Easter-themed story of      strong.
               up to 1,000 words for the
      April issue of the Treasury? A       It is their Ernest prayer that their
      prize of £50 will be awarded to      goal of OUTREACH, hopefully,
      the winning entry submitted by       will bear fruit when life returns to
      Saturday 27th March 2021.            normal.

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      Treasury. By submitting an entry,             he recently published
      you agree that the Treasury will              March/April issue of the
      have the unrestricted right to                Evangelical Magazine
      publish your story. The magazine     includes an article by the recently
      will publish the winner’s name in    appointed minister, Revd Owen
      conjunction with the winning         Batstone on Growing a Jesus-
      entry. In submitting a competition   Centred Church. One of the ways
      entry, entrants agree that the       that Park End has endeavoured to
      editor may at his sole discretion    grow its members was by
      edit, adapt, abridge it for          encouraging them to Dig Deep
      publication. Should no entry         into the Bible. In the light of so
      reach a su cient standard in the     many evil habits being developed
      opinion of the Judge, we reserve     in lockdown, from alcoholism to
      the right to withhold the prize.     porn-addiction, the Bible is
                                           absolutely necessary in the battle
      Western Gwent Mission                for holiness. The church
      Partnership                          members were encouraged to
                                           read the Bible for an hour a day

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               he Partnership of           from 9pm until 10pm. Each
               churches continues to be    evening people checked in from
               very strong in desire for   across the world to ask after each
      unity, love and togetherness. At     other, pray for each other and to
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be fed from the Word of the Lord.    who work and those who don’t, so
     They nished the whole Bible in       both types of people can attend.
     169 days. The minister set o         TATL Gaming which was held
      reworks on day 100 at 10.30pm!      twice monthly before Covid-19
                                          has moved to online only. It has a
     Sand elds, Port Talbot               small following and but we have

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               fter the major lockdown    seen some encouraging signs of
               was lifted, and churches   fruit from young people who have
               were allowed to reopen     joined in discussions about the
     we took the opportunity to do so,    Christian faith as we have gone
     and have continued to meet           through courses like Christianity
     weekly. Numbers are up and           Explored and Youth Alpha.
     down, but we do see a regular        We have missed being able to
     attendance each week, though         make the most of the usual
     not always the same number of        methods for mission and
     people. Some people watch the        evangelism and have thought
     live service on Zoom. We have        long and hard about ways to still
     just started a new series looking    achieve this within the
     at characters through the Old        boundaries of restrictions.
     Testament on two Sundays in the
     month until November. We also        At Christmas, we had planned to
     have visits penciled in from         hold an outdoor carol service,
     missionary societies such as         which was rained o in the end.
     Transform Europe Network and         We were, however, able to post
     Compassion International.              ve-hundred Christmas cards to
                                          the nearest ve-hundred houses
     We hold two Bible studies per        around the church with letters,
     week, both on a Wednesday            and we also gave out Christmas
     currently reading through            hampers to nineteen families and
     Romans. A Wednesday morning          individuals in our community with
     at the church is normally only       generous donations from the
     attended by half a dozen or so,      Social Services and from people
     and a similar amount in the          in the Port Talbot area.
     evening study and prayer meeting     We were keen to keep a link with
     which is held online with the        some of those families who are
     same content. The purpose of the     on the fringes of the church -
     two studies is to cater for those    those who would normally attend
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outreach events but not always
           the regular church meetings, so
           we came up with an idea that we
           have recently rolled out. It is to
           send out evangelistic family packs
           to all those families we are linked
           with. The latest one is a Family
           Pancake Pack. It includes an
           instant pancake mixture, a church
           postcard, an activity sheet with
           Bible verses, and a couple of little
           sweets.

           We are aware that the lockdown
           restrictions have caused more
           problems than frustration about
                                                  will continue to remain open to
           being stuck indoors; mental
                                                  ful l our purpose, witness and
           wellbeing and loneliness were
                                                  calling to be a light in the
           major issues without extended
                                                  darkness.
           lockdowns, so with such long
           periods of isolation, these issues
                                                  HOPE through COVID at
           are worsening all the time. It's not
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           only a problem for families, but

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                                                          s in many churches
           for others who live in couples or
                                                          around the country, the
           alone.
                                                          restrictions and
                                                  lockdowns have presented
           The spiritual wellbeing of even
                                                  di cult problems, and here at
           mature Christians is tested in
                                                  Tabernacle Penclawdd it has
           these times and while the Church
                                                  been no di erent.
           can be open, we strongly believe
                                                  During the rst lockdown the
           it should be open.
                                                  church reached out to its
                                                  members and friends and set up a
           We are very thankful that we can
                                                  telephone and e-mail care
           meet and aim to do everything
                                                  system, this pastoral care by the
           safely, without compromising any
                                                  Elders was invaluable.
           rules or recommendations in the
           process. With the Lord’s help we
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ZOOM became another tool to
bring people together albeit a
virtual one. We initially used
Zoom for Bible Studies and Zoom
quizzes.
Subject to very strict procedures
to keep members and visitors as
safe as possible Tabernacle
opened for private prayer in
September twice a week, enabling
those who wish to seek comfort
and solace.
At the beginning of lockdown, we
managed to record our church
services and these were put on      We have kept in touch with our
You Tube, however, as 2020          ‘Tabernacle Toddlers’ and their
developed, with the expert help     families though our Tabernacle
and dedication of Paul Daniel       Toddlers Facebook page. Here
(Evangelist with AECW) the          Bible stories and activities have
church upgraded their technical     been posted regularly. As
equipment so that regular live-     Christmas approached thirty
streaming of services became        Activity and Treat bags were
available. This way the whole       made and distributed.
community can have access and        At Christmas some members of
be connected. For those who         ‘Open the Book’ team along with
cannot attend church, we are        Revd Stuart Dainty made a three
worshipping together, but apart,    part video telling the Nativity
in the same but di erent way.       Story. This video (on You Tube)
The Blythswood Shoe Box appeal      was given to the local Primary
continued during very di cult       School along with a Nativity
circumstances, and 366 boxes        booklet for every child in the
were sent to Romania/Bosnia.        school.
The Food Bank is another            Whilst worship and safety
ministry the church seeks to        remained essential, it was
support.                            decided to hold a Candlelight
                                    Christmas Service on the Sunday
                                    before Christmas day, this was
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attended by 32 people of which         • Missed fellowship with each
10 were visitors, it was a great       other face to face.
opportunity of reaching out at         • Missed singing together.
this time. This too, was live-         • Missed our tea/co ee chats
streamed.                              after
                                       Sunday morning services.
As we move forward the links           • Missed our regular Communion
we’ve made with the more               services.
vulnerable and older members           • Missed seeing our Toddlers and
continue to be developed. Online       their parents.
worship and Bible Study/Prayer
will continue, as will our Sunday      Restrictions and lockdowns have
Morning church worship                 been hard for so many people,
following Government guidelines.       but God has been faithful. We
                                       have developed new skills, and
Things we have missed:                 new ways of working in order to
• Missed meeting for worship           get the message of the love of
regularly together.                    Jesus out to members, friends
                                       and the community

TOMORROW                               one-hundred laps of his garden
                                       and raised £39 million. He

WILL BE A                              received a
                                        well-deserved knighthood and

GOOD DAY!                              when interviewed, humbly
                                        expressed amazement at the

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                                       massive amount of money people
         aptain Sir Tom Moore has      had given.
         been a bright shining light
         in dark                       Captain Tom’s experiences in life
 times. He captured the hearts of      had taught him to be optimistic
many people when he decid-             about the future. In one television
 ed, at the age of ninety-nine, to     inter- view he said, “I’ve always
raise money to help the NHS            considered that if things are very
cope with                              hard, don’t worry. You’ll get
 the Covid-19 pandemic. Before         through them. Don’t give in, just
his 100th birthday he walked
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keep going and things will
      certainly get better. That’s the
      way to look at it.” In World War II
      he had served as a dispatch rider
      in the 8th Battalion, the Duke of
      Wellington’s Regiment. He was
      sent to Burma, now Myanmar,
      shortly after the Japanese had        Captain Tom spoke of his hope
      overrun a British medical station,    for the future in heaven. He was
      not only killing the handful of       not afraid of dying and often
      soldiers but bayoneting the           thought about being reunited
      doctors, orderlies and patients.      with loved ones who had died
      He and his fellow soldiers were       before him. He wrote: “So, even if
      each given a tablet of cyanide, a     tomorrow is my last day, if all
      lethal dose to swallow if they        those I loved are waiting for me,
      were captured.                        then that tomorrow will be a good
                                            day, too.” When we are trusting in
      He survived the war but never         Jesus, he promises a glorious
      forgot his fellow soldiers who        eternal home in heaven. One
      didn’t come back. In the early        hymn says,
      years after the war, he had
      di culty nding a settled job but      “Through the love of God our
      later became managing director        Saviour, all will be well. Free and
      of a concrete manufactur- ing         changeless is his favour, all, all is
      company. His rst marriage was         well.
      loveless and unhappy and ended
      in divorce, but his second            We expect a bright tomorrow, all
      marriage to Pamela was very           will be well.
      happy and they had 2 daughters.        Faith can sing through days of
      When Pamela developed                 sorrow, 'All, all is well.'
      dementia and went into a care
      home Tom, then in his mid 80's,       On our Father’s love relying, Jesus
      visited her for hours every day.      every need supplying, in our
      After Pamela died, he moved to        living, in our dying, all must be
      live with his daughter Hannah         well.”
      and her family.
                                            Revd Peter Milsom
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FORTY YEARS                               Sharing this suggestion with
                                                one of the curates at the Old
     ON: THE                                  Parish Church, Farnborough, I
     PASSING OF DR                              was met with, “Oh no, he’s a
                                                              dour Puritan!”
     LLOYD-JONES

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             s a young Christian reared   Sharing this suggestion with one
             in Methodism, converted      of the curates at the Old Parish
             in Anglicanism and in the    Church, Farnborough, I was met
     process of discovering Puritanism,   with, “Oh no, he’s a dour Puritan!”
     I became aware of this London-       Brought to Christ and con rmed
     based minister known as ‘the         in this church, I had felt God’s call
     Doctor’. Called thus by his          to the Christian ministry. However,
     a ectionate admirers, the late Dr    as my growing awareness of the
     D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones                Protestant origins of the Church of
     (1899-1981) had been the minister    England was being made light of
     of Westminster Chapel for over       by this same curate, I was
     twenty years when I rst heard of     becoming drawn to the Puritans.
     him.                                 While another speaker was
                                          eventually invited to speak at the
     Commencing an engineering            carol service, I became
     apprenticeship at the Royal          increasingly intrigued to hear this
     Aircraft Establishment,              ‘dour Doctor’.
     Farnborough in 1958, I later met
     Derek Fenne (from Woking) at the     After reading a Banner of Truth
     weekly lunchtime meetings of the     Trust publication, Sermons of the
     RAE Christian Union. Then, when      Great Ejection, I was persuaded of
     the Apprentice Supervisor asked      the defects of the Church of
     me to recommend a speaker for        England from a biblical
     the Annual Apprentices Carol         perspective. Thus I set aside all
     Service in 1962, Derek—who, with     thoughts of Anglican ordination.
     his family regularly worshipped at   Then, on hearing Dr Lloyd-Jones
     Westminster Chapel—suggested         for the rst time I was determined
     the minister of his church, none     to receive his ministry for the
     other than ‘the Doctor’.             foreseeable future. So, every
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Sunday I joined hundreds of          Jones. I had the privilege of this
          others who travelled to hear the     four times during the next three
          unique and anointed preaching of     years, lining up with others to
          ‘the Doctor’. With another RAE       attend the Doctor’s ‘surgery’
          friend, Geo Timmins, I also          following every Sunday morning
          headed for Westminster Chapel        service.
          every Friday evening to attend Dr
          Lloyd-Jones’ expositions of Paul’s   My rst personal encounter with
          Epistle to the Romans. The 4.54      the Doctor occurred soon after I
          pm train from Farnborough to         left the Church of England. I
          Waterloo was a rail journey with a   asked him to read a document I
          di erence. What regular spiritual    had written to articulate my
          feasts awaited us in London!         reasons for secession, entitled
                                               Apologia: the Twentieth Century
          With several unresolved              and Seventeenth Century
          theological issues in my mind,       Nonconformity—by an Anglican.
          plus some personal problems, it      While this document had earlier
          was only a matter of time before I   incurred the displeasure of the
          sought the counsel of Dr Lloyd-      Revd Michael Baughen, then
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Candidates Secretary of the           enable me to preach as I do,” he
     Church Pastoral-Aid Society           said.
     (CPAS) and future Bishop of
     Chester, Dr Lloyd-Jones was full      Later that year, with prolonged
     of encouragement. “You have a         sleeping problems causing me to
     very clear mind,” he said, “Go on,    wake every morning feeling quite
     go on.”                               exhausted and depressed, the
                                           Doctor provided a strictly medical
     On another occasion, I was            explanation. “You are probably
     anxious to know the Doctor’s          su ering from low blood
     views on ‘the baptism of the          pressure.” He then added, “You
     Spirit’, an issue I had encountered   are in good company. Oliver
     during a nal ‘charismatic’ phase      Cromwell and Mr Gladstone
     of my Anglican years. While I had     su ered in the same way.” While
     grave reservations about              this information lifted my spirit
     ‘speaking in tongues’ and other       considerably, my later medical
     phenomena, I could not discount       history con rms the accuracy of
     a remarkable sudden experience        Dr Lloyd-Jones’ diagnosis.
     of the love of God which I had
     enjoyed a year or so before. This     Following the completion of my
     occurred while reading my Bible       apprenticeship at the RAE, I
     and praying, of all places, in a      worked as an Assistant
     railway carriage, as the train        Experimental O cer at the
     approached Tonbridge, being en        nearby RAF Institute of Aviation
     route to Mabledon near                Medicine from 1963 to 1966.
     Tunbridge Wells to attend a           Attached to the Psychology
     CPAS conference for prospective       department, I was frequently
     ordinands. On reading later the       embroiled in discussions with the
     sermons of the Puritan Thomas         generally-atheist psychologists
     Goodwin, I was convinced that         for whom I worked in the design
     his ‘sealing of the Holy Spirit’      and construction of electro-
     exposition of Ephesians 1:13 made     mechanical apparatus for their
     sense of my own experience. On        experiments. Often engaged in
     asking the Doctor about this, he      ‘apologetics’ to defend the
     encouraged me with his own            Christian Faith, these were usually
     testimony. “I have had two            good-natured debates, so much
     remarkable experiences which          so that my antagonists thought I
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would bene t from a university            Later that year, with prolonged
education.                             sleeping problems causing me to
Consequently, I applied for a
                                       wake every morning feeling quite
place at the University College of        exhausted and depressed, the
North Wales, Bangor to read           Doctor provided a strictly medical
Philosophy, Psychology and                explanation. “You are probably
History. Only having ‘O’ levels
and engineering quali cations
                                                suffering from low blood
(ONC and HNC), the University        pressure.” He then added, “You are
of Wales permitted matriculation      in good company. Oliver Cromwell
by this route without ‘A’ Levels.       and Mr Gladstone suffered in the
Anxious to discuss this academic
possibility with Dr Lloyd-Jones, I                            same way.”
sought an opportunity to talk it
over with him. He encouraged me
to go ahead. Distrustful of the      After my ordination at Primrose
value of the usual university        Hill Congregational Church,
theology degree (on account of       Northampton in 1969, I received
liberal in uences), the Doctor       further encouragement from ‘the
considered that any good             Doctor’. He preached for us on 1
intellectual training taught         November 1970. I was able to
principles which could usefully be   keep in touch with him by
applied later to more biblically-    attending the monthly meetings
orientated personal theological      in London of the Westminster
study. So, with Dr Lloyd-Jones’      fellowship. He also encouraged
blessing, I went up to Bangor in     me in my research into the life
October 1966.                        and labours of Dr Philip
                                     Doddridge of Northampton. He
In the gracious providence of        then preached at my induction to
God, there was another purpose       a new pastorate in Gateshead on
in going to North Wales. For there   Tyne in 1972. Following a later
I met my Marian, a wonderful         move to Great Ellingham in
Welsh girl from Pontlliw, South      Norfolk, we had the privilege of
Wales. We were married at the        hearing Dr Lloyd-Jones at Surrey
beginning of my nal degree year      Chapel, Norwich in 1977. This was
in 1968.                             the last time I saw and heard him.
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His caring influence for those of us
          Immersed as I was in pastoral            unashamed to be ‘his sons’ ensure
          and PhD research activities in
          distant Norfolk, I was unaware of
                                                    that his memory will remain fresh
          Dr Lloyd-Jones’ declining health.           in our hearts as long as we live.
          Then, in the early weeks of 1981,
          my friend Charles Lawrence               the future leadership of the
          informed me of the beloved               fraternal’ (pp. 745-6). According
          Doctor’s condition. Charles also         to D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones: Letters
          reported that the Doctor was             1919-1981 (1994), selected by Iain
          su ering from depression. That           Murray, these letters were indeed
          prompted me to write to him.             the last (see p. 237). Assuming
          Together with the letter, I also         that, with his rapidly declining
          sent a cassette tape recording of        strength, the Doctor would have
          the sound-track of my audio-             attended that day to the longer
          visual The Story of the Church.          and more important letter rst, it
          This simple introductory survey          is highly plausible that the other
          of two-thousand years of church          letter was dictated last. That
          history concluded with the               ‘young minister’ was me, not so
          ministry of Dr Lloyd-Jones. The          much ‘an author’ (as Iain Murray
          cassette had the desired e ect. I        indicates) but the producer and
          received a reply from him dated 11       supplier of the audio cassette.
          February.
                                                   Little did I know at the time just
          This, I believe, was the Doctor’s        how near the Doctor was to the
            nal letter, the last of eighteen I’d   end of his pilgrimage. Amazingly,
          received from him since the rst          as March 1—St David’s Day—
          in 1966. In the second volume of         approached, I had intended to
          his biography D. Martin Lloyd-           preach a Lord’s Day evening
          Jones; The Fight of Faith 1939-81        sermon on the preachers of
          (1990), Iain Murray writes that          Wales. In fact, in the course of
          ‘Among the last [letters] was one        expounding ‘The Lord gave the
          dictated on February 11 to               word; great was the company of
          encourage a young minister and           the preachers’ (Psalm 68: 11), I
          another to John Caiger, the              cited Daniel Rowland, Howell
          Secretary of the Westminster             Harris, Robert Roberts of
          Fellowship, giving suggestions on        Clynog and Thomas Charles of
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Bala, concluding with Dr Lloyd-
     Jones. Late in the day, sometime
     after our evening service had
     ended, Charles Lawrence
     ’phoned with the news, “Our
     beloved Doctor passed into the
     presence of His Lord earlier
     today.” In view of what I’d
     preached, I was quite stunned.

     On Friday, March 6th, 1981 a large
     crowd gathered in Newcastle
     Emlyn, Wales for the funeral of
     Dr Lloyd-Jones. At Westminster
     Chapel on Monday, April 6th a
     congregation of around 2,500
     assembled in London for a
     thanksgiving service.

     Encouraged by his life, ministry        eyes and hear the Doctor all over
     and teaching, I—like many other         again!
     ministers—was motivated to
     pursue my own ministry with             For many of us, he was the
     greater zeal. What a privilege it       ‘beloved Doctor’. We love him for
     had been to come under the              his faithfulness to Christ, for his
     Doctor’s in uence! The nal              wisdom, kindness and
      fteen years of his life had made       compassion. His caring in uence
     an indelible impression on me.          for those of us unashamed to be
                                             ‘his sons’ ensure that his memory
     It is a delight to know that all over   will remain fresh in our hearts as
     the country there were preachers        long as we live.
     in the mould of Dr Lloyd-Jones.
     For some, imitation went beyond         Revd Dr Alan Cli ord
     theology. They even copied his
     voice and mannerisms! On
     hearing particular Welsh
     preachers, one could close one’s
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      SUNDAY                               tomorrow?” “Oh, stand in a eld.”
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      SERMON                               that far removed from the thrilling
                                           existence of Owen’s cows. What’s

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                                           in your diary for next week?
              he end is in sight. We are   “Nothing much, just sitting in my
              on the edge of the           chair.” Let’s be honest: even if you
              Promised Land of milk,       are one of the eighteen million
      honey, hamburgers and haircuts.      people to have had the rst dose
      But that is for future issues of     of the Covid vaccine, that does
      “The Treasury”. What about           not mean you can tear o your
      today? What about now?               face covering and run out into the
      “What are you doing today?”          street hugging the postman and
      “Nothing much”, I hear you say.      singing “Born free!” That’s not
      “And tomorrow?” “The same”. I        how vaccines work. It’s not how
      am reminded of that wonderful        lockdowns work. And Lockdown 3
      character from The Vicar of          has been the worst movie sequel
      Dibley, farmer Owen Newitt,          ever, beyond even Disney to
      when he related to Dibley Parish     make it funny.
      Council an imaginary
      conversation between two of his      The other lockdowns seemed to
      cows. “Oh, what have you been        me to be easier. We had decent
      doing today?” “Oh, standing in a
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weather during the rst                      Manila who will have beaten us to
     lockdown: summer was                        it and can sell you one with your
     approaching, and we could all get           name on it for a few hundred
     outside. Lockdown 2, if my                  pesos.) Oh well, at least I saved
     memory serves me right, was all             money that would have been
     about the things we could do                spent on the champagne and
     indoors that we had put o                   roses.
     because of the good weather in
     Lockdown 1, such as doing jigsaws           Writing in The Times recently,
     all day or polishing the gravel in          Caitlin Moran in her weekly
     the driveway. Lockdown 3 has had            column pondered that these
     little to recommend it. T S Eliot           lockdowns have been worse for
     was wrong: April is not the                 the young people. Why?
     cruellest month. It was February.           “Because” she wrote “we older
     A winter that seemed never to               fellows have, at least, had our fun
     end, new varieties of Covid                 – we have racketed around a bit,
     springing up to make those nice             been careless, roamed from joy to
     scientists go all cautious and              joy… We older ones are lucky,
     make Chris Whitty even more                 because we all have Memory
     gloomy than Eeyore.                         Humps, like camels – where we
                                                 have stored fatty, creamy,
     Just to rub salt into the wounds,           emotionally calori c memories of
     we had Valentines Day last                  summers and parties and rst
     month. My wifey bear is 8000                jobs and train rides. In this third
     miles away, give or take. I last saw        lockdown, we can turn o all
     her and the family in January               future hopes and dreams for a
     2020. Fat lot of good my newly              while and simply redigest all the
     acquired and cherished Covid                previous hopes and dreams that
     vaccine card made to any                    came true. We can sit in a
     romantic plans. (You know the               re ective fugue state and recall it
     old joke that when Moses came               all.”
     down from Sinai with the Ten
     Commandments, they were                     Think of your own Memory
     already selling genuine copies on           Hump. It may not be that
     the streets of Hong Kong. When              dissimilar to mine: the rst kiss,
     Covid travel passports nally                travel, that favourite pet, the
     come out, I know a bloke in                 music you danced to at the
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school dance, escaping your              we older fellows have had our fun
     parents and bringing your dirty           – we have racketed around a bit,
     washing home at weekends,
     getting drunk on vodka behind
                                              been careless, roamed from joy to
     the school bicycle shed (OK, not          joy. We are lucky, because we all
     quite the same Memory Hump                            have Memory Humps
     as mine). And the bad memories
     too: the job you hated, the boy/         some idea of where they were
     girl who dumped you and made             going. He was on speaking terms
     you think “never again”. As Caitlin      with God. Yep, his sense of
     says, they all go into your Memory       direction was a lot better than
     Hump to remember during these            mine. But the others? What is the
     lockdowns of sheer nothingness.          Hebrew for “Are we nearly there
                                              yet?” “What have you been doing
     For the people of Israel, their          today?” “Oh, standing in the
     sheer nothingness after escaping         wilderness. What about you?”
     Egypt was to last forty years. I         “Oh, standing in the wilderness.”
     make that 120 lockdowns and              Which is how God decided to
     counting (oh, so that’s why it’s         punish them – forty years
     called The Book of Numbers).             standing in the wilderness, one
     Sure, it was their fault, or rather      year for each of the forty days
     their parents’ fault or their            they had spent sni ng out the
     grandparents’ fault, for not             land and the local girls. Best not
     following that most sought-after         to complain too much, I think.
     lockdown exit route, the mythical        Especially as God is always
     road map, and more directly for          watching, even behind the school
     complaining and wishing they             bicycle shed. So there they are, in
     were back in Egypt. I say their          Lockdown Number 78 having
     parent’s fault because at the              nished all their jigsaws of Mount
     beginning of this forty years of         Sinai and wondering if they are
     existential nothingness, only            nearly there yet - which clearly
     those who had stored many years          they aren’t and most of them
     of Egypt in their Memory Hump            never will be. Was it all wasted on
     would be complaining (God,               the teenagers who would nally
     Exodus to Numbers is almost as           make it to the land of milk, honey,
     long as lockdown!). Moses, bless         hamburger joints and football
     his little stone tablets, had at least   games?
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And as Caitlin Moran concluded
No, because those younger ones          in her article, these are lessons
were not just standing in a desert      the younger ones have been
doing nothing much. They were           learning in the last few months:
building memories in their              how to combat hopelessness and
Memory Humps, memories that             despair without raiding the fridge,
would equip them to be the              how to be locked indoors without
people of God when they                 asking your parents “Are we
reached the land of Big Macs            nearly there yet?” There may
(other ways of clogging your            even be some good memories
arteries are available). They           stored away in those humps too,
would survive this long                 ready to unpack when they reach
everlasting lockdown in the             the promised land of meeting
desert between the Red Sea and          friends outside, parties without
the fertile land beyond. Farewell,      Zoom and elds where they will
manna and banana bread! One             hug and do things and not just
day they would go on day trips to       stand there measuring two
Jericho while the walls were still      metres from each other. Caitlin is
standing and beat the Amorites          right: no incident is wasted if you
at football after a penalty shoot-      learn from it; they all go into the
out.                                    Memory Hump for us to mull
                                        over, young or old, long after this
Yes, Israel, the end is in sight. And   dragging time of empty
in his old age, forty years and 119     nothingness has ended.
lockdowns later, Moses would
remind them how God had                 Suddenly I am beginning to like
brought them to where they were         The Book of Numbers. It shows
now. Lessons had been learned.          us that Moses was right all along.
Tough lessons which went way            There is never an easy way to
beyond how best to do a jigsaw          build a Memory Hump, especially
puzzle or how to cut your own           in the desert where everything
hair (don’t). Lessons on how to         non-essential is closed. And
deal with waiting and isolation         especially in Lockdown 3. But one
and loneliness, lessons about how       day soon it will end, and I suspect
to see God in a desert. Lessons         we will be better people for it.
which, lockdown or not, are pretty
useful for Lent. Ask Jesus.             Revd Dr Mike Ward
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                  hree or four weeks into
                  Lockdown it started to
                  become clear that for
          many, many people, things were
          going to be ne. Lockdown
          meant staying in with family,
          downloading movies, ordering
          food deliveries, and plundering
          Amazon. But for a few people
          not only was it not bad, it was
          really pretty good. If you had
          shares in Zoom you were
          heading for a comfortable little
          payday. Conspiracy theorists
          joked that Disney must have         an apocalyptic event that has
          planned the whole thing to          wiped out most of the world it
          coincide with the launch of their   asks the reader to imagine what
          new streaming platform Disney+.     life would be like if everything
          They had hoped for 60 million       changed, everywhere.
          subscribers by 2024, launched in
          the UK in March they reached        The book is not di cult to read
          that target in May! Companies       (the publishers have done the old
          making toilet paper, face masks     student trick of trying to make the
          and yellow tape were quids in and   book seem longer by upping the
          those producing hand sanitiser      font size) so you’ll whizz through
          must have been rubbing their        the rst hundred pages without
          hands together (tsk!) with glee.    any trouble. As a Christian you’ll
                                               nd a very interesting re ection
          Author Robert Harris couldn’t       on Christianity and the church.
          have conceived of a better ad
          campaign for the launch of his      Not that Harris has done a lot of
          new book The Second Sleep. Set      work in that regard. The main
          in the 1400s in the aftermath of    character is Christopher Fairfax, a
                                              priest from Exeter. He has been
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     to take the funeral of the old        than respect or love.
     priest who has died in mysterious
     circumstances. Fairfax has been       Things change when he nds a
     sent by the Archbishop and fully      book. He knows he shouldn’t read
     intends to do what he is told but     it (the book is on a list of heretical
     of course the things he nds start     manuscripts banned by the
     to challenge his views.               church) but he is tempted.
                                           Having discovered education
     In this Harris (an author I really    Fairfax’s trust in the church begins
     enjoy) is terri cally unoriginal. I   to wane. Now he meets a man of
     feel like Robert Harris is Tony       business. Eager to move beyond
     Blair with a Mont Blanc. A classic    the constraints of small time
     left of centre author who grew up     farming and to embrace a proto-
     part of the Soixante Huite            capitalism he tells Fairfax he has
     generation. Having donated            ‘not time for the church’ though
     money to New Labour and               generously he ‘still believes in
     enjoyed that comfortable period       God’. Finally Fairfax meets a
     where centre left politics seemed     woman and in him stir passions
     to bear fruit (culminating in its     he had tried to repress. She
     full expression at the opening        comes into his bed one night at
     ceremony of the London                which point his faith is pretty
     Olympics) he has had his              much lost. Education, capitalism
     worldview shaken by 9/11, the         and sex coupled with his
       nancial crash, Brexit, Corbynism,   realisation that the church exists
     and the general turmoil of the last   to repress people and hide the
     decade.                               truth liberate him.

     It wont surprise you in the           We know this because he nds
     slightest to nd that Fairfax starts   that he doesn’t want to lead mass,
     out incurious. He is a liberal        he can’t summon up even the
     priest, fully able to recite the      beginnings of a sermon and his
     creeds and confessions but with       language changes; he has no
     no awareness of what they mean.       problem blaspheming by the end
     He has (Harris reminds us a few       of the book.
     times) no time for ‘zealots’. He is   Isn’t that the story we hear over
     committed to the church but           and over in media
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representations of Christianity?       care of one another, ordered
          Christians are almost always           themselves and began again.
          employed as vicars or priests, you     While they were doing that they
          rarely see a lay christian in a book   read the books they found and
          or lm. After that they are either      preserved the story they read.
          corrupt and therefore beyond
          redemption or credulous and in         Harris describes it as a matter of
          need of saving by the freeing          practicality. But it’s not hard to
          forces of modernity. What              see it as a parallel community. If
          political leaders like Blair and       Coronavirus had turned out
          Cameron and authors like Harris        di erently and we hadn’t (for the
          can’t understand is that true          most part) all been ok, where
          Christianity already understands       would people have turned? If
          these things. True Christianity        things deteriorate in the next few
          understands the power of truth,        years and we become ill or
          the importance of education, the       impoverished where will people
          value of work and aspiration and       turn? There is an historic thread
          the joy of sex but it also sees that   from the days of the apostles that
          in and of themselves they are          shows us the church exists as an
          destructive. The drift to the left     alternative community o ering
          over the last sixty years has          shelter to the lost, clothes to the
          brought positive things but also       naked, food to the hungry and
          very many negative things.             water to the thirsty. Yes there will
                                                 be those who abuse power, yes
          So why bother reading the book if      there will be those who merely
          it’s just a rehashing of a failed      parrot the creeds and never really
          argument?                              think through the reality of what
                                                 they are saying. But what The
          Simply this. Harris has to explain     Second Sleep unwittingly reveals
          why the church still exists after      is that while one community
          the apocalypse. And he explains        chases money, power and sex as a
          it by architecture. The cataclysm      way to validate the self, a second
          came. The survivors lost               community continues to look not
          everything. Looking for shelter        to self but to service for the glory
          they found old stone buildings         of God.
          (one for every parish). They hid
          there, gathered their wits, took       Revd Jonathan Hodgins
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COLOPHON

  Dewi Sant Revd Bryn Williams is minister of Capel y Drindod and Ala
                           Road, Pwllheli. Photograph: wikipedia.com

  Forty Years On Revd Dr Alan Cli ord is pastor of Norwich Reformed Church.
      He has other recorded memories on You Tube REMEMBERING DR D. M.
  LLOYD-JONES http://youtube/O8unLnuWcy0 and another, LLOYD-JONES
             SINGS DODDRIDGE: ‘O happy day, that xed my choice’ https://
                                  www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4EqzPT9Yxk
                               Photograph: Authors own; Banner of Truth.org

Captain Sir Tom Moore Revd Peter Milsom was brought up in Park End
  Presbyterian Church of Wales where he leads worship on occasions. He
           lives in Rogerstone in retirement. Photograph: wikipedia.com

   Sunday Sermon Revd Dr Mike Ward is minister in Moreton, Two Mills and
                          Clubmoor, Liverpool. Photograph: Unsplash.com

     Second Sleep Revd Jonathan Hodgins is minister and community
           chaplain in the Deeside Pastorate. Photograph: Authors own
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