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Myelodysplastic Syndromes (MDS) - A Guide for Patients - Leukaemia Care
Myelodysplastic
Syndromes (MDS)

A Guide for
Patients
Myelodysplastic Syndromes (MDS) - A Guide for Patients - Leukaemia Care
Introduction

    Being diagnosed with a myelodysplastic syndrome
    (MDS) can be a shock, particularly when you may never
    have heard of it. This booklet has been written to help
    you understand more about MDS. It describes what the
    various forms are, how they are diagnosed and treated
    and also the expected outcome (prognosis). It will also
    provide information on coping with the emotional impact
    of an MDS diagnosis.
    For more information, your           Bowen, Honorary Professor of
    haematologist or clinical nurse      Myeloid Leukaemia Studies and
    specialist will be able to provide   Consultant Haematologist at St
    advice that is specific to your      James’s Institute of Oncology. The
    diagnosis.                           booklet has also been reviewed
                                         by patients and we are grateful
    This booklet has been
                                         to Chris Dugmore and Claudia
    written by Dr Sally Killick,
                                         Richards for their valuable
    Consultant Haematologist; Dr
                                         contribution.
    Dominic Culligan, Consultant
    Haematologist; Philip Alexander,     Throughout this booklet you will
    Counsellor and Cognitive             see a number of quotations. These
    Behaviour Psychotherapist;           are the real experiences of MDS
    Geke Ong and Janet Hayden,           patients and will hopefully help
    Clinical Nurse Specialists; and      you to understand your situation
    peer reviewed by Professor David     a bit better.

     If you would like any information on the sources
     used for this booklet, please email
     communications@leukaemiacare.org.uk
     for a list of references.

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In this booklet
Introduction                                                2
In this booklet                                             3
Acknowledgements                                            4
About Leukaemia Care                                        6
MDS at a glance					                                      10
Who gets MDS and why?                                     12
Signs and symptoms                                        13
Diagnosis                                                  14
What are the types of MDS?                                 17
What is the prognosis of MDS?                             19
Treatment of MDS					                                     22
The psychological impact of MDS		                         33
Living with MDS                                           44
MDS specialist centres and 			                            53
other useful organisations

Glossary                                                  58
Appendix                                                  60
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Acknowledgements

    This booklet has been compiled       assistance and advice to
    by MDS UK Patient Support Group,     patients and families affected
    Leukaemia Care and Bloodwise         by myelodysplastic syndromes.
    in a joint collaboration. Although   We offer a helpline, newsletter,
    you are reading the version          website, chat forum and meeting
    supplied by Leukaemia Care,          groups nationwide to facilitate
    all of the wording is the same       contact with other MDS patients
    in each organisation’s booklet.      and their families. Based at King’s
    This booklet does not endorse        College Hospital, MDS UK is the
    any specific product or brand        only national support group solely
    – any names mentioned are for        dedicated to MDS.
    information only.
                                         About Leukaemia Care
    Acknowledgements and further
                                         Leukaemia Care is dedicated to
    thanks to The Irish Cancer Society
                                         providing information, support
    for their permission to use
                                         and advice to blood cancer
    information and images from
                                         patients, their carers and loved
    their MDS booklet.
                                         ones.
    This booklet has been endorsed
                                         Whether they need a listening ear
    by the Leukaemia & Lymphoma NI
                                         from our Patient Advocacy team,
    charity.
                                         a buddy to chat to who has been
    Leukaemia & Lymphoma NI funds        in a similar position, a visit to
    research into the causes and         one of our support groups or good
    cures of leukaemia, lymphoma         quality, trusted information about
    and myeloma in Northern Ireland.     a diagnosis, treatment or side
                                         effects, we are here for them all.
    Contributing charities
                                         About Bloodwise
    About MDS UK
                                         We’re the UK’s leading blood
    MDS UK Patient Support               cancer research charity. We fund
    Group provides information,          research to improve treatment

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we provide anyone affected with
information and support.

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About Leukaemia Care

    Leukaemia Care is a national charity dedicated to ensuring
    that people affected by blood cancer have access to the
    right information, advice and support.

    Our services                           found on our website at www.
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Your details:

    Date of diagnosis

    My diagnosis/type of
    MDS

    Cytogenic results
    Date                   Details and           Good, normal or poor
                           chromosome affected

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Name               Contact details

Consultant
haematologist

Specialist nurse

GP

Haematology day care
unit

Haematology inpatient
ward

Emergency contact
number

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Myelodysplastic syndromes at
     a glance

     What are                                This results in the number of
                                             blood cells in the bloodstream
     myelodysplastic                         being reduced. This is referred to
     syndromes?                              as a ‘cytopenia’. Some patients
     The myelodysplastic syndromes,          have just one type of blood cell
     or MDS for short, are a group of        that is low (such as red blood
     diseases in which the production        cells), however, sometimes MDS
     of blood cells by the bone marrow       can cause a reduction in all the
     is faulty. It is a type of cancer and   types of blood cells. When this
     sometimes may be referred to as         occurs, it is called ‘pancytopenia’.
     bone marrow failure. The bone
     marrow is located inside some of        Can MDS lead to any
     your bones and it is the factory        other conditions?
     where blood cells are made. It is       In addition to low blood counts,
     here where the problem lies.            the myelodysplastic syndromes
     The bone marrow makes three             share a common tendency to
     main types of blood cells:              develop into acute myeloid
                                             leukaemia (AML) over time. In
     1. Red blood cells that carry           MDS, the bone marrow has a
       oxygen around the body                number of immature abnormal
                                             cells called blasts. In some
     2. White blood cells that fight
                                             patients with MDS the number
       infections
                                             of blasts increases with time.
     3. Platelets that prevent bleeding      Leukaemia (AML) is defined as
                                             having more than 20% blast cells.
     What causes MDS?
                                             The risk of AML occurring depends
     In MDS, the bone marrow is              on the type of MDS, but some
     usually more active than normal,        patients may never progress to
     yet the blood cells it produces         AML.
     are not healthy (we refer to that
     as ‘dysplastic’); do not work as        You can find out more about
     well as they should and many            AML in factsheets and booklets
     die either before they reach the        available from Bloodwise and
     bloodstream or shortly afterwards.      Leukaemia Care.

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Is MDS a cancer?
                                       You do not need to
MDS is a form of bone marrow
                                       learn everything about
cancer, although its progression
into leukaemia does not always         MDS at once. You can
occur. It is included in the World     keep this booklet and
Health Organisation Classification     refer back to it, reading
of Haematopoietic (blood and           different sections as
bone marrow) Tumours.
                                       and when you’re ready.

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Who gets MDS and why?

     MDS is a rare disease. It may be       previous chemotherapy or
     diagnosed at any age but it is very    radiotherapy.
     rare in children and young adults.
     This booklet deals with MDS           ••Inherited disorders – very
                                            rarely, MDS can be inherited or
     occurring in adults.
                                            may develop from another rare
     The typical age for patients to        blood disorder. For this reason,
     develop MDS is around 75 years         young patients may be tested
     old. About 9 out of 10 patients        for any diseases that are linked
     are over 50 years at the time          to MDS. However, for the vast
     of diagnosis. Men are slightly         majority of patients, MDS will
     more likely than women to be           not be passed down to children
     diagnosed with MDS.                    and is not an inherited genetic
                                            disease.
     The cause of MDS remains largely
     unknown, although there are           ••Environmental factors –
     many research groups around the        exposure to toxic chemicals
     world who are trying to improve        such as benzene may
     our understanding of why it            marginally increase the risk of
     occurs and in whom. There are          MDS, but such exposure is now
     certain factors that may increase      uncommon.
     your chance of developing MDS
     and these include:
                                             MDS is not an
     ••Previous chemotherapy with            infectious disease and
       or without radiotherapy – this        it cannot be passed on
       treatment may have been given
                                             to other people.
       in the past (usually for other
       cancers). It is thought that the
       treatment damages the bone
       marrow and may cause MDS
       in some patients. This is called
       secondary or therapy-related
       MDS, as it is secondary to the

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Signs and symptoms

   What are the signs and                    manifest itself as a rash on your
                                             skin. These are tiny bleedings
   symptoms of MDS?                          under the skin called petechiae
   Symptoms vary from person to              and often appear where clothes
   person and depend on which                are tight fitting like around the
   blood cells have become reduced           ankles or waist. Nose or gum
   in your bloodstream. About 8 in           bleeds can also be a sign of a low
   10 patients have anaemia, whilst          platelet count.
   about 2 in 10 present to their
   doctor with infections or bleeding.       Recurrent and persistent
                                             infections are another common
   Anaemia is due to a lack of red           symptom of MDS due to low white
   blood cells (also referred to as low      blood cell counts.
   haemoglobin), which may lead to
   fatigue and shortness of breath,          Some MDS patients have no signs
   even on light exertion.                   or symptoms and are diagnosed
                                             by chance as a result of a routine
   "When I was diagnosed I was               blood test.
   surprised; I had not heard of MDS
   before. But I also felt relieved; a
   reason why I was so fatigued."              Anaemia is the most
                                               commonly experienced
   When your platelet count is low,
   you can suffer from easy bruising
                                               symptom in MDS.
   and bleeding. This can sometimes

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Diagnosis

     How are the                          condition or monitor response to
                                          treatment.
     myelodysplastic
     syndromes diagnosed?                 What does a bone marrow test
                                          involve?
     Full blood count
                                          This is usually performed as an
     Low blood counts are picked
                                          outpatient, meaning you don’t
     up by a simple test called a full
                                          need to stay in hospital overnight
     blood count (FBC). The laboratory
                                          and can go home after the
     performing the test will then
                                          procedure. A small liquid bone
     examine the blood cells on a slide
                                          marrow sample is taken followed
     (called a blood film) under the
                                          by a biopsy, generally from the
     microscope. If you are found to
                                          pelvis. The doctor will numb the
     have changes on the blood film
                                          area with local anaesthetic and
     that suggest MDS, you will usually
                                          insert a needle into the bone
     be referred to a blood specialist
                                          marrow cavity in order to take the
     (haematologist). It is important
                                          sample. The procedure usually
     to rule out other causes of a low
                                          takes around 20-30 minutes, but
     blood count so the doctor will ask
                                          you should allow an hour of your
     general health questions and give
                                          time. It may be uncomfortable at
     you a physical examination.
                                          the time, or later that evening, but
     Bone marrow test                     simple paracetamol is usually
                                          enough to relieve the pain. You
     As MDS is a disease of the bone      may be asked to lie on your back
     marrow, a bone marrow test is        after the procedure for 10 minutes
     usually needed to diagnose the       to reduce the risk of bleeding.

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A small dressing or plaster is            changes in the structure of
applied to the site.                      the chromosomes in the
                                          affected cells. In addition, there
"I remember very little from when I
                                          is a general move towards
was diagnosed as I was terrified and
                                          molecular testing (to look for
in shock."
                                          DNA mutations), which we hope
                                          will lead to more precision
How long do I have to                     and therefore make care more
wait for the results?                     personalised. However, at the
Preparing the sample and                  moment we are still learning what
analysing all the results can take        the molecular changes may mean
two to three weeks. The bone              for MDS patients.
marrow sample is examined by
                                          If the bone marrow changes are
a doctor under a microscope
                                          not clear and there is doubt about
to look for changes seen in
                                          whether or not you have MDS, your
MDS. Additional tests are often
                                          doctor may decide to monitor your
requested on the bone marrow
                                          blood counts and repeat the bone
sample, which may help to
                                          marrow test at a later stage.
make the diagnosis and provide
information about how the                 A bone marrow sample may not
disease will behave (prognosis).          be necessary in some cases, for
                                          example if the results are unlikely
These tests include cytogenetics
                                          to affect treatment decisions for
(sometimes called a ‘karyotype’),
                                          the person.
which is the study of the

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Diagnosis (cont.)

                                              You can find details of all the
                                              different support organisations
        Waiting for your test                 in Chapter 10: MDS specialist
        results may be an                     centres and other useful
        anxious time. Talk to                 organisations.
        your family and friends
        or contact patient
        support organisations
        which can assist in
        different ways. They
        can help put you
        in touch with other
        patients over the
        phone, in person or
        through online forums.

     You can read about the
     experiences of other people who
     are going through or have been
     through something similar on
     the websites of patient support
     organisations. It is important at
     an early stage to get support and
     information from recommended
     and reputable sources, as the
     internet can present misleading
     and unvetted information.

     "There is a lot of confusing and scary
     literature around, so talk with real
     people about it; it’s really helpful."

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What are the types of MDS?

    Your doctor will describe the type   included in the current 2016
    of MDS that you have, as each        classification. These are:
    type can behave differently. The
    World Health Organization (WHO)
                                         1. MDS with single lineage
                                            dysplasia (MDS-SLD)
    has developed a regularly updated
    classification for separating the    2. MDS with multilineage
    different types of MDS. This was        dysplasia (MDS-MLD)
    updated in 2016, and replaces
    the older classification of MDS in   3. MDS with ring sideroblasts
    2008. Both classifications may          (MDS-RS)
    still be referred to and therefore   4. MDS with excess blasts (MDS-
    the old classification can be seen      EB); MDS-EB-1 and MDS-EB-2
    as an Appendix at the end of the
    booklet. This system is based on     5. MDS, unclassifiable (MDS-U)
    the blood results, the appearance
    of the bone marrow, the number
                                         6. MDS with isolated del(5q) or
                                            with 1 additional abnormality
    of abnormal immature blast cells
    and any chromosome changes           Please note: Information on
    found. The immature cells are        CMML (chronic myelomonocytic
    called blasts, which may be          leukaemia) is available as a
    increased in some of the types of    separate booklet, as it now
    MDS.                                 falls under the WHO 2016
                                         category of ‘Myelodysplastic/
    There are six broad types of MDS
                                         Myeloproliferative neoplasms’.

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What are the types of MDS?
     (cont.)

                                          is missing.

       There are many types               What does high risk
       of MDS and this can be             and low risk MDS
       difficult to understand.           mean?
       Spend time talking to              It is often easier to consider
       your doctor or nurse               whether the type of MDS you have
       so you understand                  falls into what is called a LOW
       how your MDS will be               risk group or a HIGH risk group.
       treated. It’s important            The ‘risk’ refers to your chance
                                          of developing acute myeloid
       that you know and                  leukaemia (AML) and your life
       understand your exact              expectancy (survival). In the low
       diagnosis. You could               risk disease group a patient
       ask your treatment                 has about a 1 in 10 chance of
       team to write it in the            progressing to AML. The low risk
                                          group includes MDS-SLD, MDS-
       front of this booklet,             MLD, MDS-RS, MDS-U and MDS
       so that you have it to             with del(5q) either in isolation or
       hand.                              with 1 additional abnormality. In
                                          contrast, the risk of developing
                                          leukaemia is greater in the high
     The terminology used can be
                                          risk disease group (MDS-EB). The
     difficult to understand, so ask
                                          separation into these groups is
     your doctor to explain which
                                          important as the treatment of
     type of MDS you have. Dysplasia
                                          patients with low risk and high
     means that the bone marrow cells
                                          risk disease can differ. Your doctor
     are abnormal in their appearance.
                                          may use the WHO classification
     Sideroblasts are young red blood
                                          to decide whether your disease
     cells that have a very distinctive
                                          is low or high risk; although
     ring of iron granules seen under
                                          it is usually better to use the
     the microscope. MDS with isolated
                                          prognosis score discussed next.
     del(5q) means the chromosome
     tests show part of chromosome 5

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What is the prognosis of MDS?

    Prognosis refers to the expected          time your MDS is diagnosed
    outcome or survival from MDS
    and is therefore different from         •• The number of abnormal
                                              immature cells (blasts) in your
    classification. Your prognosis
                                              bone marrow at diagnosis
    can depend on many factors,
    including those not related             •• The chromosome test results
    to MDS, such as your general              from your bone marrow at
    fitness and age. However, to              diagnosis
    allow your doctor to make the
    right treatment decisions, MDS          The calculator adds together the
    doctors and scientists around           individual scores to give a final
    the world have designed a               score, which puts you into one of
    number of scoring systems to            the following IPSS-R risk groups:
    help predict how your MDS is
    likely to behave. Over time, these
                                            •• Very low
    scoring systems have evolved to         •• Low
    give more accurate estimations.
    The most commonly used                  •• Intermediate
    scoring system is the revised           •• High
    International Prognostic Scoring
    System (IPSS-R). This replaces the      •• Very high
    previous IPSS.                          The risk groups describe the
                                            expected risk of developing acute
    Can you explain the                     myeloid leukaemia (AML) and
    scoring systems in                      expected survival. This helps your
    more detail?                            doctor to identify and discuss
    The British Society of                  with you the best treatment
    Haematology MDS Guidelines              choices for you as an individual.
    recommend using the IPSS-R as a         For more information about
    scoring system (see appendix).          the risk and survival predicted
                                            in each group, see page 62
    The IPSS-R score is calculated          [appendix]. It is important to
    from:                                   understand that the expected
                                            outcomes for each group give an
    •• Your blood count results at the

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What is the prognosis of MDS?
 (cont.)

     an indication of what may happen        UK MDS Forum and
     in that group of patients as a
     collective. This gives a useful
                                             British Society of
     framework for a discussion about        Haematology (BSH)
     the future and the options for          MDS Guidelines
     treatment, but it is not possible
                                             A group of expert haematologists,
     to give a precise outcome figure
                                             with a specialist interest in MDS,
     for an individual patient. As our
                                             has prepared guidelines for the
     understanding of the molecular
                                             diagnosis and therapy of adult
     changes seen in MDS increases,
                                             myelodysplastic syndromes.
     this may allow us to more
                                             These are updated periodically
     accurately work out an individual
                                             to reflect changes in medical
     patient’s outcome and guide
                                             practice. The content of the
     treatment further.
                                             treatment section of this booklet
     Doctors sometimes refer to ‘low         is based on the BSH guidelines,
     risk’ and ‘high risk’ MDS. If doctors   the full version of which can be
     are using the older IPSS, ‘low          found online at www.b-s-h.org.
     risk’ refers to patients with Low       uk/guidelines
     and Intermediate-1 categories,
                                             It is important to understand that
     whilst ‘high risk’ refers to
                                             although guidelines represent
     patients with IPSS Intermediate-2
                                             the collected opinions of a group
     and High categories. The risk
                                             of experts based on best clinical
     designation is more difficult
                                             practice from available evidence,
     with the more recent IPSS-R,
                                             they are only guidelines. In most
     ‘low risk’ certainly including
                                             cases, a patient’s treatment will
     Very Low and Low categories and
                                             be based on these but a doctor
     ‘high risk’ including High and
                                             may decide that it is not in
     Very High categories. As yet, the
                                             the best interests of a specific
     risk designation for the IPSS-R
                                             patient to be treated exactly, or
     Intermediate group has not been
                                             even broadly, according to the
     confirmed.
                                             guidelines. If this is the case for
                                             you, then your doctor will discuss

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the reasons for this.

The UK MDS Forum is an expert
organisation open to those
healthcare workers and scientists
with an interest in MDS. The
aim of the forum is to increase
the awareness of MDS through
education and increase access
to clinical trials for patients with
MDS across the UK.

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Treatment of MDS

     How is MDS treated?                     The MDT meetings
     The way that MDS behaves varies         involve doctors, nurses
     from person to person, and              and other healthcare
     depends on the type of MDS that         professionals putting
     you have. The types of MDS have
     been described in detail earlier in
                                             their heads together
     this booklet. Treatment is based        and deciding the best
     on British Guidelines agreed by         treatment specifically
     MDS specialists, and your care          for you.
     will be discussed in your local
     multidisciplinary team (MDT)
     meeting.                              Treatment planning
                                           Once the diagnosis of MDS has
     What is an MDT?                       been made, you and your doctors
     Your diagnosis and treatment          will decide on the best treatment
     will be discussed and reviewed        for you. The treatment that you are
     by a team of clinical specialists     offered will depend on the type of
     including haematologists in your      MDS you have, your own wishes,
     local area. They are called your      your age, your general wellbeing
     multidisciplinary team (MDT).         or fitness and the IPSS-R score,
     They hold regular meetings            or in some cases the IPSS score
     which allow your case to be           (see earlier section). Before your
     discussed by many doctors and         treatment starts, your doctor or
     healthcare professionals in the       nurse will explain the benefits
     Haematology clinical team. It         and side effects of the chosen
     may also be necessary to ask for      treatment so that you can give
     an opinion outside of this group      your consent. It is likely that you
     to help either with the diagnosis     will need to sign a consent form to
     or to discuss the best form of        agree to the treatment. If you are
     treatment.                            unsure about anything, do ask,
                                           as MDS is a complicated disease
                                           to understand. The BSH MDS
                                           guidelines recommend that all
                                           patients who are newly diagnosed
                                           with MDS are discussed with a

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regional or national expert in MDS         so it can grow new healthy blood
given that the disease is rare. You        cells in the bone marrow
are entitled to ask your doctor if
                                         Unfortunately, most patients’
they have done this. The NHS also
                                         MDS cannot be cured but MDS
allows you to ask to see a regional
                                         can usually be controlled and
or national expert in MDS if you
                                         often improved.
think that this would help you.
                                         The first question that your
Not all patients need active
                                         doctor will ask themselves is
treatment, as some do not have
                                         whether there is a treatment
any symptoms. If you are not
                                         option that has a chance of curing
starting treatment, you will have
                                         the MDS. The only treatments
regular check-ups which is often
                                         that can possibly cure MDS
referred to as ‘watch and wait’ or
                                         are either a stem cell or bone
‘active monitoring’.
                                         marrow transplant from another
"The challenge is predominantly          person or, very rarely, intensive
mental since it’s very hard to accept    chemotherapy.
that I have cancer but that it isn’t
                                         If a stem cell transplant is
being treated."
                                         an option for you, you will be
Broadly speaking, treatment of           identified early so that a search
MDS will include one or more of          for donors can be started and a
the following:                           transplant considered at an early
                                         stage.
••Supportive care – this aims to
  control the symptoms of MDS            What is a clinical trial?
••Non-intensive treatment – this         Research into MDS continues
  treatment tries to slow down           worldwide to improve our
  the progression of MDS and             knowledge of why MDS occurs,
  improve your blood counts              how individual types of MDS
                                         behave and how best to treat the
••Intensive chemotherapy – this          condition. Today we benefit from
  involves giving high doses of
                                         the thousands of patients who
  chemotherapy in hospital
                                         have been part of clinical trials
••Stem cell transplant – this            and research studies in the past.
  gives your body new stem cells         The words ‘research’, ‘trial’ or ‘new

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Treatment of MDS (cont.)

     drug’ sometimes scare people, but        your research team if you have
     rest assured, patients receiving         any questions.
     new drugs in a trial are monitored
     very closely for side effects. Your      Supportive care
     doctor may discuss with you a            All patients will need supportive
     clinical trial available at your         care at some stage, either alone
     hospital; however, you cannot be         or to support other treatments
     entered into a trial without your        being given. Supportive care is
     permission. The trial needs to be        not directed at the underlying
     fully explained to you, and you          disease but rather at controlling
     need to have time to think about         the symptoms and complications
     the treatment before deciding.           caused by the disease. The nature
     This is called ‘informed consent’.       and extent of supportive care
     If you agree to be treated in a          needed depends on which blood
     clinical trial, you can still change     cells are affected and exactly
     your mind at any point and come          how low the blood levels fall.
     out of the trial. If you decide not to   Most patients will need blood
     go into a clinical trial, you will be    transfusions at some stage.
     given the best-proven treatment
     available. Please ask if there are       Treating anaemia
     any clinical trials suitable for you     Most patients (but not all)
     available in your hospital or at         diagnosed with MDS are anaemic.
     your nearest specialist centre.          This can cause symptoms such
                                              as tiredness and shortness of
     When you have a bone marrow
                                              breath, affecting your quality
     test to diagnose MDS or monitor
                                              of life. Some patients continue
     how well treatment is working,
                                              having a normal or reasonable
     your doctor may ask your
                                              quality of life despite anaemia
     permission to store some of your
                                              and so will not necessarily need
     blood or bone marrow for future
                                              treatment for the anaemia at that
     research into the biology of MDS
                                              stage. Other patients will need
     (what causes MDS). There will be
                                              blood transfusions to improve
     an information sheet for you to
                                              the symptoms caused by the
     read and you will then be asked
                                              anaemia. The haemoglobin (Hb)
     to give your informed consent for
                                              level in your blood results will
     this research. Remember to ask
                                              show your level of anaemia.

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Growth factors                          Blood transfusions
Blood cell numbers can                  Blood transfusions are a very
sometimes be increased by               important part of your care. They
the use of growth factors.              will be considered if you have
Growth factors are like natural         symptoms from anaemia. There
‘hormones’ that stimulate our           is no set haemoglobin level at
blood production. We all make           which a blood transfusion is
these growth factors every day.         given, but your doctor will assess
For example, erythropoietin             your symptoms and you will
(sometimes known as ‘EPO’) is a         decide together. The frequency
growth factor that increases red        of transfusions will vary between
blood cell numbers. Granulocyte-        patients; some need transfusions
colony stimulating factor (or           every few months whilst others
‘G-CSF’) increases white blood          need one every couple of weeks.
cell numbers. Not all patients          Usually, once you have started
are suitable for this treatment,        having regular blood transfusions,
and only some MDS patients will         the length of time between
respond. Your doctor can advise         transfusions will gradually get
you on your suitability for growth      shorter. If you find that your
factors. EPO is considered a safe       symptoms of anaemia come back
treatment in MDS.                       well before your next transfusion
                                        is due, contact your Haematology
Growth factors are given as an
                                        team and discuss whether the
injection under the skin. The
                                        interval between transfusions
number of injections needed
                                        should be shorter, or the number
will vary from patient to patient.
                                        of units of blood increased. This
A district nurse can give the
                                        varies between patients. An
injections, or you (or a family
                                        improvement in your symptoms
member) can learn how to give
                                        after having a transfusion may
the injections yourself. The skin
                                        not be immediate, sometimes
around the injection site may
                                        it can take a few days to start
become irritated, so it is best to
                                        feeling the benefit.
regularly change the injection
site. Do talk to your nurse(s) about
this and also the common side
effects that you may expect.

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Treatment of MDS (cont.)

                                            you are offered iron chelation
       It is important that                 therapy or not will depend on the
       you are transfused                   likely benefits versus the likely
       adequately to control                disadvantages in your individual
       your symptoms as it                  case. This will be discussed with
                                            you before you make a decision
       will help your quality               to start iron chelation. It is
       of life. Discuss this                important that you do not reduce
       with your haematology                the number of blood transfusions
       team.”                               you receive due to the concern
                                            about your iron levels, as this
                                            may not adequately control your
                                            symptoms.
     With every unit of blood you
     receive from a transfusion, you        Desferal (deferoxamine) is a
     will receive an excess amount of       drug used to treat the build-up
     iron. Over time this can build up in   of excess iron and is given as
     your body and may possibly cause       a continuous subcutaneous
     damage to certain organs, like         injection under your skin by a
     your heart or liver. Because blood     pump. There are special teams
     transfusions are rich in iron, it is   that can teach you how to
     important that you do not take         administer the drug at home.
     additional iron tablets unless your    Exjade is another iron chelator
     doctor prescribes them. There is       and comes in tablet form.
     still uncertainty about whether        However, in most cases this is
     too much iron in your body is          only available for patients who
     always harmful. The level of iron in   cannot tolerate subcutaneous
     the body will be regularly checked     Desferal, who have serious side
     if you are on regular transfusions     effects on Desferal or where it
     and treatment will be considered       is thought not to be working
     if there is a build-up of excess       adequately. Both treatments can
     iron. This treatment is called iron    have certain side effects and
     chelation; however, there remains      often need to be continued for a
     uncertainty about the benefits         long period of time to be effective.
     of removing iron. Whether              Your doctor can discuss this with

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you. Don’t hesitate to discuss your       infection, are on blood thinners
iron levels with your doctor at any       or have suffered from bleeding,
time during your treatment.               you might benefit from platelet
                                          transfusions to keep your platelet
"Having a blood transfusion is an
                                          count at a higher level. Your doctor
amazing feeling. People around me
                                          or nurse will inform you when this
could see the colour returning to
                                          is necessary.
my face. I had a shower and danced
because at last it no longer hurt to      Antibiotics
stand and wash my hair. The relief
                                          It is important for you to
was immediate."
                                          understand that patients with
Platelet transfusions                     MDS have a higher risk of
                                          developing infections. Antibiotics
About half of MDS patients will
                                          are not usually given to prevent
have a reduced platelet count
                                          infections, as they cause side
at diagnosis (this is called
                                          effects and may cause the
thrombocytopenia). The platelets
                                          bacteria to become resistant. But
may also function poorly and this
                                          if you do get an infection, this
means that bruising and bleeding
                                          should be treated quickly with
can sometimes be a serious
                                          antibiotics, and you may need
problem in MDS. If you have a
                                          to be admitted into hospital so
low platelet count, it is usually
                                          that the antibiotics can be given
advisable to avoid blood-thinning
                                          through a vein (intravenously).
agents and non-steroidal anti-
                                          Most specialist units will have
inflammatory drugs. However, this
                                          a direct phone number to call
should be discussed with your
                                          for advice in the event of a fever
doctor as there are exceptions
                                          occurring.
where the benefit you will receive
from these drugs outweighs the
risks.

Platelets can be transfused but
because they only last about four
days, they are not routinely given
even when the platelet count
is very low. But if you have an

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Treatment of MDS (cont.)
                                          progression of the disease. It
       If you are feeling                 may be considered if your blood
       unwell, check your                 counts are quite low or falling, or
                                          if there are signs that the disease
       temperature. If it
                                          is developing into leukaemia. The
       is raised, or you                  idea is to treat the disease with
       experience shivers,                as few side effects as possible,
       contact your specialist            thereby maintaining a good
       nurses at the hospital             quality of life. These treatments
                                          will not cure your MDS but may
       or call the helpline
                                          ‘modify’ the disease. These
       number you have been               treatments are usually given as
       given.                             an outpatient.

                                          Hypomethylating agents (HMA)
     Treatment extending beyond
     supportive care can be classed       Hypomethylating agents work
     as low-intensity, high-intensity     on the behaviour of cancer
     or high-intensity with a stem cell   cells at the DNA level and can
     transplant.                          turn genes on and off. Drugs
                                          such as azacitidine work to
                                          improve bone marrow function
       Fact sheets for all                and slow the progression to
       treatments are                     leukaemia. They are currently
       available. Please ask              used in high risk MDS patients
       your nurse specialist              (IPSS Intermediate-2 and High
                                          categories) who are not fit
       for the correct patient            enough for a stem cell transplant.
       information sheet                  Azacitidine is usually given as
       to help you fully                  an injection under the skin. Side
       understand your                    effects can include:
       treatment.                         •• Mild nausea
                                          •• Diarrhoea or constipation
     Non-intensive
     treatment                            •• Skin irritation at the injection
                                            site
     Low-intensity or non-intensive
     treatment aims to slow the           •• Becoming more prone to

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infections (due to lowered blood      In a small number of patients with
  counts)                               MDS, the number of bone marrow
                                        cells is unusually low (termed
Lenalidomide                            hypoplastic). This is similar to
If you have a certain type of           a blood disease called aplastic
MDS which has deletion of part          anaemia. Patients can sometimes
of chromosome 5 (this may               respond to drugs targeted at
be referred to as the 5q minus          suppressing the immune system,
syndrome or del 5q), you may be         such as anti-thymocyte globulin
offered lenalidomide if you are         (ATG) or ciclosporin.
anaemic. This is taken orally as
a capsule and works in several          Intensive
ways to suppress the MDS cells,         chemotherapy
including altering the immune
                                        If you have high risk MDS, you
system. Therefore, it is often
                                        may benefit from intensive
referred to as a type of immune
                                        chemotherapy. It is the same
modulation therapy. On starting
                                        treatment that is used to treat
the treatment, your blood counts
                                        acute myeloid leukaemia
fall before a response is seen.
                                        and aims to kill a significant
During this early stage, you may
                                        proportion of the diseased cells
need transfusions of blood and/
                                        from your bone marrow to allow
or platelets. Some patients also
                                        the bone marrow to work normally
need G-CSF. Other side effects can
                                        again (remission). The treatment
include:
                                        has a high number of side effects
•• Rashes                               so you need to stay in hospital for
                                        four to six weeks for each course.
•• Fatigue
                                        A small proportion of people
•• Diarrhoea                            may be cured by intensive
•• A small increased risk of blood      chemotherapy alone, although
  clots                                 usually when a donor is available,
                                        a stem cell transplant will follow.
As lenalidomide can cause birth         Achieving remission, even if not a
defects, you must avoid getting         cure for the disease, can improve
pregnant whilst taking the drug.        your quality of life (often almost
                                        to normal quality) as long as the
Immunosuppressive therapy               remission lasts.

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Treatment of MDS (cont.)

 How is intensive chemotherapy           •• Infections
 given?
                                         •• Bleeding
 Most chemotherapy is given
 as an infusion into a vein              •• Anaemia
 (intravenously), but sometimes          Other side effects can include:
 as a tablet. It is given as a course
 or cycle of treatment, whereby a        •• Hair loss
 combination of chemotherapy
 is given over a number of days
                                         •• Nausea
 followed by a rest period. It is        •• Vomiting
 often easier for you to have a
 Hickman line inserted, which            •• Sore mouth
 allows all the drugs to be given        •• Diarrhoea
 and blood tests to be taken. This
 is a line that is carefully inserted    •• Loss of appetite and taste
 into a large vein and can stay
 in place for the duration of your
                                         •• Skin and nail changes
 treatment.                              •• Infertility
 What are the most common                Allogeneic stem cell
 side effects from intensive             transplant
 chemotherapy?
                                         A stem cell transplant, also
 The chemotherapy used in MDS            referred to as a bone marrow
 is specially designed to kill the       transplant, offers the chance of
 cancer cells in the bone marrow,        curing the disease.
 so your blood counts will fall
 after the chemotherapy and              In an allogeneic transplant,
 remain low for a number of weeks.       healthy bone marrow or stem cells
 Healthy bone marrow cells are           are taken from another person
 also ‘stunned’ in a type of ‘friendly   whose tissue DNA is identical or
 fire’ but can recover better than       almost identical to yours. This
 the MDS cells if remission is           means the donor is compatible
 achieved. During this time there        with you. The bone marrow or
 can be serious, sometimes life-         stem cells are taken from a donor
 threatening side effects, the most      – either a family member (usually
 common of which are:                    a sibling) or an unrelated donor.

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The donor has a simple blood             of this treatment to you as an
test to see if they are matched to       individual. Always try to take a
you – they do not need to have a         family member or friend to the
bone marrow test. The results are        appointments.
usually available in two to three
weeks.                                      You can find out
As medical knowledge and                    more about stem
experience has progressed, more             cell transplants in
patients can now be considered              several booklets: ‘The
for a transplant. Reducing the
intensity of the conditioning
                                            Seven Steps’ booklets,
treatment done before the                   available from
transplant also means the side              Bloodwise and Anthony
effects from the transplant itself          Nolan, or those from
are less severe. This approach              Leukaemia Care.
is called a reduced intensity
conditioning (RIC) transplant.
About one third of patients who          Follow-up
receive this treatment are free of       Once MDS has been diagnosed,
disease over many years but the          your specialist will discuss
disease may return (relapse).            treatment options and follow-up.
This treatment has many side             For some patients, this will only
effects and it is important              mean infrequent outpatient visits
that the decision to have an             to check if the disease is showing
allogeneic stem cell transplant          signs of progressing. Sometimes
is carefully thought through             these check-ups can be shared
by your healthcare team and              with the GP. For those patients
yourself. It is also important           where the disease is thought to
to know that the side effects            be high risk or for those who have
from a stem cell transplant can          received active treatment, the
continue for a number of years           outpatient visits may be more
after the transplant. If you are         frequent. This will be individually
suitable for a transplant, you will      tailored to you.
be referred to a specialist centre
to discuss the benefits and risks

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The psychological impact of
     MDS

 This chapter is about the             these emotional ups and downs is
 emotional impact of having MDS,       adjustment.
 which can be as significant as the
                                       "The diagnosis hit me like a ton
 physical impact of the illness. It
                                       of bricks. My emotions were on a
 is important to emphasise that
                                       rollercoaster."
 each person with MDS will cope
 in their own unique way, and your     Adjustment is something every
 healthcare team are experienced       person will experience as they go
 at considering your emotional         through significant life events like
 needs, as well as your physical       divorce, bereavement or illness.
 needs.                                It involves changes and losses
                                       of varying kinds and includes
 A Holistic Needs Assessment or
                                       both practical and mental
 Quality of Life questionnaire or
                                       adjustments. In the case of an
 assessment can often help to
                                       illness these include:
 identify certain problems, or help
 discuss them with staff.              •• Getting used to being monitored
 Not everything in this chapter will   •• Having medical appointments
 apply to you, but there are some        and treatments
 common thoughts and feelings
 that you could be familiar with –     •• Potential loss of – or reduction
 and, to some extent, your relatives     in – some physical capabilities
 and carers too.                         which, in turn, could affect
                                         things like employment, or
 Adjustment                              personal roles and relationships
 People living with MDS                •• Disruption to one’s usual life
 sometimes experience a range            patterns and routines
 of complex thoughts and intense
 feelings as they try to cope with     •• Questioning things normally
 the diagnosis, monitoring or            taken for granted, like good
 treatment. This is often described      health and future plans –
 as ‘being on an emotional               perhaps making people more
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Given the losses and changes           issues.
involved – which to some can
                                       "The emotions that went through my
feel frightening – and the need to
                                       body cannot be explained – there
adapt to and cope with something
                                       was anger, worry, fear and sadness.
new, adjustment can be both
                                       But the overwhelming one was
stressful and distressing. The
                                       determination that we would get
good news is, while the emotional
                                       through this."
ups and downs of adjustment
aren’t always easy, with time most
people do adapt well to their new
                                       Coming to terms with
situation.                             your diagnosis
                                       Although everyone is different,
What feelings might                    generally it is helpful to ‘process’
you experience and                     your thoughts and feelings, rather
how can you help                       than ignore them. This means
                                       thinking about your diagnosis,
yourself?                              including what it means to you
This section describes many            and how you might cope. It means
of the common emotions (and            being aware of your feelings and
related thoughts) that people with     being able to express them when
MDS might experience. Following        you want to. It can be helpful to
each description are some              talk about your situation with
suggested coping strategies.           other people, both professionals
These are drawn from evidence-         and those in your personal life.
based psychological practices, as      Writing thoughts and feelings
well as feedback from patients         down can help you to process
about what has helped them. It         them too. It is useful to strike a
is important to remember that          balance between thinking and
not everyone will experience all       talking about your situation,
of these feelings, but it is equally   and having periods in which you
important to emphasise that if         focus on other, meaningful and
you have some – or all – of them,      enjoyable things instead.
you are not alone and it is not a
sign of weakness or mental health      "It’s so important to stay positive,

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share what’s going through your mind     to change negative thoughts and
     and know that you’re not alone."         thinking patterns. In short, the
                                              way we think affects the way we
     There is a link between                  feel.
     thoughts, feelings,
     physical sensations                      Managing thoughts
     and behaviour                            Writing negative thoughts and
                                              worries down can be helpful.
     Before we move on, it is useful          You will notice that some of
     to explain that within every type        them are ‘valid’ (this means
     of mood there are four elements:         understandable and acceptable)
     thoughts, feelings, physical             given your situation, but some
     sensations and behaviours                of them are ‘catastrophic’
     (the actions we take, or don’t           (meaning they predict the worst
     take, to cope). Also, each of            case scenario) or are very ‘black
     these elements interacts with            and white’ (meaning things are
     and affects the other, as in this        all good or all bad). Here are
     diagram (above).                         some examples: "because of
     It is hard to directly ‘access’ and      this illness, my life’s ruined"; "I
     change an emotion, whereas               know the treatment won’t work";
     thoughts and behaviours and,             "nothing ever goes right for me";
     to some extent, physical states,         "everything’s awful"; "there’s no
     are more easily changed. This            hope"; "I must be a bad person".
     can help to improve emotional            Take a step back and ask yourself
     feelings. It is particularly effective   whether those thoughts are facts
                                              or opinions. Say to yourself "is

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there another way of looking at             even a little exercise, moderating
this?", or "is that actually what my        alcohol consumption, and
medical team said to me?" Write             connecting with other people will
down alternative, more helpful              help your mood. Another helpful
thoughts next to the original               behaviour is ‘pacing’. This means
worries. This is not the same as            doing a consistent amount of
‘positive thinking’, as you may             activity on a regular basis, but
have some valid concerns; it is             not overextending yourself on a
about maintaining perspective,              good day. Overextending activities
having a balanced view, and not             tends to result in people being
getting too caught up in your               so exhausted that they cannot
thoughts.                                   function for a few days.

"I think at the beginning I did bottle      "I have accepted that first thing in the
my feelings up too much, trying to          morning I am not going to leap out of
stay strong for everyone else."             bed; my whole body aches so I take it
                                            slowly. I feel human and am able to
Changing behaviour                          cope with almost anything. I still play
Some types of behaviour make                golf a couple of times a week, and,
emotional distress worse. For               being a competitive person I have to
example, when people avoid                  remind myself each time how lucky I
activity, socialising and exercise          am just to be out in the sunshine."
(even doing basic things like
having a shower and getting                 Specific emotions and
dressed) they make depression               coping strategies
worse, rather than better. And,             Shock, disbelief, helplessness
when people avoid situations that           and feeling out of control
make them anxious, this also
tends to make the problem worse,            These feelings and sensations are
rather than better.                         common when people experience
                                            something outside of the realm
Behavioural change, which                   of their normal experience, like
includes engaging in enjoyable              a diagnosis of a serious illness.
and meaningful activities, doing            The situation can feel threatening

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The psychological impact of
 MDS (cont.)

 and people wonder whether they         •• ‘Grounding’ techniques can be
 can cope. These thoughts and             useful. These are simply things
 feelings can be so overwhelming          people can do to bring their
 that people become shocked or            awareness to the reality of the
 numb as a means of protecting            present moment, in other words
 themselves. Some people describe         to feel less detached or unreal.
 a sense of unreality.                    You can find more information
                                          on grounding techniques at
 "There was a total overwhelming
                                          www.healthyplace.com
 feeling of helplessness and being
 out of control of my everyday life.    "At diagnosis I was shocked and
 But I had to carry on regardless for   upset. But I was determined to fight it
 everyone else."                        and live a long life."

 Coping strategies                      Worry, anxiety and living with
 •• Time is needed for the              uncertainty
     information to sink in and to be   MDS often carries with it a
     ‘processed.’                       degree of uncertainty which can
                                        lead to worry and anxiety. It is
 •• It can be helpful to talk things    normal to experience fear about
     through with others and to
                                        something which is threatening.
     express feelings. This helps
                                        The emotional response to
     people to make sense of their
                                        fear is anxiety, or even panic.
     situation and to think about
                                        This tends to be driven by the
     how they will cope.
                                        physical response to fear, which
 •• Having access to the right          is a release of adrenaline into
     information at this time is        the bloodstream. This leads to
     important. It can be difficult     many of the physical symptoms
     to take everything in, so it       of anxiety like increased heart
     can be useful to write down        rate and dry mouth. The mental
     questions that need answering      aspect of fear is worry. This is
     or clarifying by the healthcare    what people do as they try to
     team.                              predict and control things that
                                        might happen in the future.

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While it is normal for people to        •• A widely-used technique is
worry about their illness to some         called ‘progressive muscle
degree, excessive worry will lead         relaxation’. This gets people
to chronic anxiety and exhaustion.        to consciously tense and un-
                                          tense their muscles to induce
"I was anxious a lot and focused on
                                          relaxation.
my diagnosis and what might happen
to me. I didn’t want to die."           •• Notice your negative thoughts
                                          and worries and write them
Coping strategies                         down to challenge them.
•• Managing the physiological part
  of anxiety is key as this will help   •• Take gentle exercise.
  to reduce the level of fear and       •• Various forms of distraction, or
  stop the pulse - and thoughts -         mental exercises like Sudoku,
  from racing.                            can help.
•• To do this, it is necessary to       "Living with uncertainty has been a
  reduce hyperventilation (over         phrase which I have often used in the
  breathing) and excessive              past. But living with MDS tests it to
  adrenaline production, which          extremes. In reality, it’s very difficult
  are always present in anxiety.        to live when you are uncertain what
                                        the next few months or years have
•• Slow, controlled breathing is        in store for you. Uncertainty breeds
  the most effective method.
                                        anxiety."
  Practices like mindfulness
  and meditation can be useful,         Finally, a vital aspect of managing
  but there are also a number of        worry is to accept that some
  different breathing exercises         things you cannot know in
  that are helpful. For examples        advance or control. Also, while
  of these online, visit www.           it is possible to reduce some of
  getselfhelp.co.uk and www.            the symptoms of anxiety, it is
  patient.co.uk                         not possible to eliminate them
                                        altogether. As human beings we
•• Reducing tension in the              all live with a degree of anxiety.
  muscles is another means of
                                        A useful means of managing
  alleviating anxiety.
                                        uncertainty is to focus on the

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The psychological impact of
 MDS (cont.)

 ‘here and now’ – on the things you        common), dwelling on the
 can change, and on the things             thoughts behind it tends to
 that you find meaningful and              make the anger worse. Talk
 enjoyable in the present moment.          things through with others.

 Anger                                   •• Write down some of your
                                           thoughts and notice those
 It is common for people to
                                           that keep the anger going; try
 feel angry that they have been
                                           to change them or distance
 diagnosed with a serious illness.
                                           yourself from thoughts about
 For a number of reasons it can
                                           things that have no explanation
 feel confusing, unfair, or that it
                                           or cannot be changed.
 is outside of their control – for
 example if the illness is rare,         •• Use relaxation techniques,
 if they believe that they have a          or exercise, for managing
 healthy lifestyle, if there’s no          the physiological symptoms
 history of similar illnesses in           of anger (similar to those in
 their family, or if they believe that     anxiety, and also driven by
 they have already had too many            adrenaline).
 problems in life to cope with.
 Sometimes it can be difficult to        •• ‘Venting’ anger at others tends
 know what to do with feelings of          to be self-defeating because it
 anger or to understand at what            alienates people, rather than
 the anger is directed. As a result        eliciting feelings of compassion
 anger can sometimes get directed          from them.
 at loved ones, or even towards
 oneself.
                                         •• Self-soothe. Treat yourself to
                                           things you enjoy; treat yourself
 "At diagnosis I felt distraught,          with compassion.
 devastated and angry. It was unfair.
                                         Stress
 Why me?"
                                         We experience stress when we
 Coping strategies                       feel that we are under too much
 •• Although a sense of disbelief        pressure or have too many
     or injustice at being diagnosed     demands being made of us and
     with MDS is valid (and              that we don’t have the resources

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to cope. Understandably, people           •• Pace yourself, rather than doing
can feel like this at times when            too much or trying to cope with
they are ill and they are trying            everything at once.
to cope with the demands
of treatment as well as with              •• Take breaks and ‘time out’.
other concerns, for example               •• Ask for help and support.
financial issues, employment
and relationships. The emotional          •• Maintain a ‘here and now’ focus
symptoms of stress can include              on things that are enjoyable and
low mood, anxiety and irritability.         meaningful to you.

Coping strategies                         Useful online resources include:

•• Relaxation techniques                  ••www.helpguide.org
  (controlled breathing,
  progressive muscle relaxation)          ••www.getselfhelp.co.uk
  and/or exercise to manage the           ••www.nhs.uk/conditions/
  physical, adrenaline-fuelled              stress-anxiety-depression
  aspects of stress (which are the
  same as those in anxiety and            Guilt and blame
  anger).                                 Although becoming ill is never
                                          anyone’s fault, it is common for
•• Notice the negative thoughts           people to experience feelings
  which contribute to anxiety,
                                          of guilt and blame about their
  tension and irritability,
                                          illness. For example people might
  producing adrenaline as they
                                          question whether they became ill
  arise: "this is unbearable", "I
                                          because of something they did, or
  can’t cope".
                                          their ‘lifestyle’. Some people might
•• Challenge negative thoughts by         think that they are a burden on
  writing them down and coming            other people because they need
  up with more helpful ones e.g.          their help, or because they are
  "although this is difficult, I can      not functioning as they once
  cope (especially with support)".        did. Although these thoughts are
                                          common, they are not valid. They
•• Plan, prioritise, break things         can be part of people’s attempts
  down into manageable ‘chunks’           to find meaning in the situation,
  (writing this out is helpful).

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