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Tamara Freeze
                WORKPLACE JUSTICE ADVOCATES, PLC
                                                                                                               March
                                                                                                                May 2020
                                                                                                                     2021

The phone, the fridge and the liquor cabinet
THE DARK SIDE OF WORKING FROM HOME
     Working from home during the            impact on the legal profession. As we         Trial lawyer blues: When you have no
pandemic undoubtedly provides us with        are still weathering the viral storm, the     one to impress
new opportunities for the more efficient     real portrait of a “WFH lawyer” is still
practice of law, from arguing virtual        emerging, and many are left to navigate             Trial wins are exhilarating and the
motions in our bunny slippers to             the “new normal” without a compass. We        dopamine release of a “verdict high” is an
objecting at a deposition on a Zoom          are the guinea pigs of this historic “mass    emotionally gratifying experience that
screen. On the other hand, the               lockdown” experiment without a helpful        many of us are determined to replicate
tautological work-from-home (“WFH”)          “WFH handbook” to give us a meaningful        someday soon. The abrupt halt on trials
agenda may also lead to the development      set of rules, guidance and resources.         and future uncertainty of the “stay
of unhealthy habits, addiction and                While we can all appreciate the          at home” orders may leave many
harmful behaviors. Round-the-clock           benefit and convenience of arguing a          accomplished trial lawyers in a void that
access to the dating and escort apps,        motion in our sweatpants from our living      they will struggle to fill. For some lawyers,
appealing social media, food, alcohol,       rooms, at the same time, having easy and      civil trials are our raison d’etre – the reason
drugs and pornography are now all            unlimited access to the apps, the fridge      to exist to the point where being a “trial
competing for our attention throughout       and the liquor cabinet could be destructive   lawyer” becomes one’s primary identity.
the day.                                     and, in most cases, has the potential to      Taking trials away from a trial lawyer is
     Other than a fleeting acknowledgment    cause significant and undetected harm.        similar to taking away top athletes’ ability
that working from home could be              There is a growing concern that prolonged     to compete at the Olympics or an actor’s
isolating and depressing, mass media and     isolation due to COVID-19 and the “stay at    lead role in a feature film. The acute need
bar associations rarely discuss the          home” orders have created a perpetual         for validation, coupled with chasing an
potential for addiction while working        witching hour for our mental health, with     exhilarating “high” from another source
from home, and the possible negative         no end in sight.                              while working from home, be it drugs,
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alcohol, pornography or social media, is a                                                   Psychologists classify this as a dependency
dangerous possibility that we should all                                                     on “external validation” – a vicious cycle
be aware of.                                                                                 that can be exacerbated by social media,
      Netflix’s “The Queen’s Gambit” is a                                                    especially when seeking repeated
highly relatable (albeit fictional) series,                                                  approval from the digital community
where an extremely successful female                                                         becomes a daily priority. Without any
chess genius, Beth Harmon, falls victim to                                                   meaningful social interaction, bar
out-of-control sexual behavior as well as                                                    association events, mixers and in-person
drug and alcohol abuse. Chess subsumed                                                       CLEs, social media has become the
her entire identity, and when she could                                                      primary source of validation and
not compete and get her “victory high” at                                                    admiration for attention addicts. From
chess tournaments, her deep isolation at                                                     obsession with “likes” on Instagram or
home in Kentucky created unfortunate                                                         Facebook to the steady stream of potential
opportunities for unhealthy habits to          media platforms reveal the harrowing          interested mates on Tinder, social media
develop without any coping tools or            truth behind intentional design of such       provides attention addicts with a
anyone to help. Her experience closely         apps to develop social media addiction:       temporary dopamine rush that they are
parallels our isolation in the legal           such as content specifically targeting your   destined to repeat. Because their self-
profession during this pandemic and            interests to other visual “hooks” to keep     worth is directly dependent on how other
serves as a cautionary tale to warn our        you on these apps as long as possible.        people perceive them, this becomes a
trial peers to avoid similar pitfalls.              Social media overload became the         dependency tool for attention addicts to
      Addictive behaviors and unhealthy        new normal during COVID-19 and a              chase new “highs.” They reach for their
habits do not develop in a vacuum. They        new tool for some to cope with boredom,       phones immediately after they wake up to
may gradually develop during stressful         isolation, low self-esteem, sometimes         see if they got another Tinder match or a
situations, mutate from an existing non-       becoming a substitute for human               new Instagram follower. Of course, it will
harmful habit, follow an emotional             interaction. Although not currently           be just a matter of time until they feel
trauma, unresolved childhood issues,           included as a diagnosis in the American       dissatisfied again, and seek out more
the loss of a loved one or a relationship,     Psychiatric Association’s Diagnostic and      followers or “likes,” or Tinder “matches”
career failure or any other demoralizing       Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders        to feel that they matter, both to
event that could affect anyone, from           (DSM-5), “social media addiction” has the     themselves and to others.
celebrities to our friends and neighbors.      potential of becoming a serious concern
The recent disclosure of alcoholic                                                           Practical solutions to limit social
                                               among legal professionals. Researchers
violence by Shea LeBouf, as well as            have observed a dramatic increase in the      media addiction
Jeffrey Toobin’s “Zoom incident” during        use of social media in recent years. For           Everything is good in moderation,
the COVID-19 pandemic are hardly               instance, as of 2016, 79 percent of all       even Instagram models. Social media
surprising given the circumstances.            adults online used Facebook (Shannon          addiction is similar to drug addiction –
                                               Greenwood, Andrew Perrin, and Maeve           there is no bright line or loud warning
The “dopamine clicks” and social media         Duggan, Pew Research Social Media             siren to warn you when you are about to
     Social media is a powerful, unslayable    Update 2016, Pew Research Center,             go over the cliff. (New Study Suggests
beast that does not eat or sleep.              November 2016).                               Excessive Social Media Use Is Comparable To
It pervades our lives in multiple forms, be         The American Bar Association has         Drug Addiction, Jena Hilliard, September
it Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Tinder        warned that “psychological factors            4, 2019). When you wake up and the first
and the like. While drug and alcohol           associated with social media addiction        thing you do is to reach for your phone
addiction may be easier to detect,             include high stress, low empathic             to see what’s happening on Facebook,
addiction to social media is a lot less        concern, low self-esteem, low levels of       Instagram, Tinder or any other app, it
obvious, but could be just as disruptive.      conscientiousness, and increased              might be time to slow things down and
     In a way, the cards are heavily stacked   depressive symptoms.” (Social Media,          engage in some self-evaluation.
against the “WFH lawyer,” who could            Mental Health, and Lawyers’ Well-Being,            When you spend hours on social
easily browse his or her Instagram during      Krista Howard, Merab Gomez, Stephanie         media daily, you may have reached a
a Zoom deposition and scroll for hours         Dailey, and Natalie Ceballos, December 1,     point where it may be time to turn things
during the day, unable to “unplug.” In         2019.)                                        around. When social media becomes your
the new Netflix documentary “The Social              Social media addiction is even more     ongoing daily “escape,” be it from your
Dilemma,” former employees of                  dangerous for lawyers who attach their        pandemic reality, your family, your
Facebook, Instagram and other social           self-worth to the approval of others.         own negative feelings of loneliness or
Tamara Freeze, continued

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boredom, especially when your practice of      life, and safety. (https://www.healthline.     legal profession to meaningfully address.
law has been your primary source of            com/health/addiction/sex)                      This is truly unfortunate. Avoiding
validation, beware.                                  Unlike drugs and alcohol, the mental     discussions of this important subject
     These may likely be all too familiar      harm of porn or sex addiction is not           does a disservice to our colleagues,
signs of addictive, maladaptive behavior.      immediately obvious. Resultantly,              especially during these trying times of
Solutions might include time limits on         addiction to pornography is perhaps the        COVID-19. The legal community needs
social media, pausing or deleting certain      fastest-growing non-substance addiction        to address, acknowledge and provide
apps, and unfollowing certain accounts         in the United States and around the world.     resources to lawyers who may need help
that suck up most of your time. Another        (https://oconnorpg.com/pornography-            with these potentially harmful addictive
way to help curb the potential for social      addiction-signs-symptoms) Internet             behaviors.
media addiction is to adjust notification      pornography has become so widespread
settings on your devices in order to limit     because its ease of access makes regular       Psychology behind Tinder’s Skinner box
excessive exposure to social media             consumption easily habit-forming. The               Online dating sites like Match.com,
stimuli. Some social media sources allow       COVID-19 pandemic has only caused              eHarmony, Zoosk, and OkCupid are
you to manage settings that allow you to       internet pornography to become even            widely used, especially by millennials.
see certain social media posts first, or to    more popular as a maladaptive coping           However, like with social media, the
only see posts from “close friends.” It is     mechanism. According to PornHub’s own          algorithm behind these apps has a
important to accurately assess your time       data, its web traffic increased as much as     serious potential dark side. Remember
spent on these apps, as most users grossly     25% in March 2020 over the year before,        the Skinner box experiment from your
underestimate how much time they               making it one of the top 10 most visited       college psychology class?
spend on social media. [Google, for            websites in the United States (https://www.         In his experiment with lab mice,
example, has taken this into account by        nature.com/articles/s41443-020-00380-w)        scientist B.F. Skinner studied the variable
creating a “Digital Wellbeing” app which             While many frequent users may            reward system and its effect on the brain.
helps users determine how much time            discount their dependence on                   Skinner observed that lab mice
they spend using certain apps on their         pornography as simply a harmless               responded most voraciously to random
phone.]                                        pastime or a quick way to relieve stress or    reward schedules. The mice would press
                                               boredom (which can be understandable           a lever and sometimes they would get a
Addictions to sex and pornography              during this seemingly never-ending             small treat, other times a large treat, and
     Given how easy it is to access digital    quarantine), danger lies when this habit       other times nothing at all. Research by
pornography and dating apps like Tinder,       begins to gradually interfere with one’s       Psychology Today revealed that Tinder
mental health professionals are reporting      personal relationships, professional tasks     uses almost exactly the same type of
an alarming increase in sex addiction in       or family life. This addiction can also lead   algorithm to hook its users – similar to
society. The number of people in the           to embarrassing and career-ending              casino slot machines, players do not
United States living with sex addiction is     consequences, as in the unfortunate case       know when, while pulling a lever or
currently estimated at 12-30 million.          of Jeffrey Toobin’s “Zoom incident,” when      pressing a button, they will hit a jackpot.
Both men and women can be affected,            he unwittingly exposed himself during          Tinder, as it turns out, was able to
though scant research exists on female sex     a Zoom call in front of numerous               successfully re-create a digital version
addiction. Ten percent of men and seven        colleagues.                                    of the Skinner box to elicit addictive
percent of women report having                       Unfortunately, the California State      responses: Since users do not know who
significant levels of stress and dysfunction   Bar’s Lawyer Assistance Program                may accept a match and how they could
because of their sexual thoughts or            (“LAP”) website is remarkably silent on        respond, the unpredictable variability of
behaviors. (https://www.nbcnews.com/           the topic of sex and pornography               this reward system is at the core of the
health/health-news/sex-addiction-may-          addiction. There are no resources on the       app’s design.
affect-10-percent-men-survey-finds-            LAP website which address or recognize              According to a Psychology Today
n934456). This would potentially make          sex addiction as a possible problem for        study, “interacting with Tinder long
compulsive sexual behavior problems            lawyers. We have yet to see any                enough changes the brain’s response to
more common than major depression,             continuing education on this subject by        it. Neurobiological models have
which is believed to affect five percent of    the State Bar or any local bar                 suggested that the algorithm of reward
people. (Ibid.) Like drug or alcohol           association. Sex and pornography               learning is associated with dopamine. . .
dependence, sex addiction has the              addiction seems less important, or at          and over time, the user may begin to
potential to materially and negatively         least less well-addressed, than traditional    experience a reward response simply
impact a person’s physical and mental          drug and alcohol addiction, as perhaps         from the notification.” (https://www.
health, personal relationships, quality of     the topic is viewed as too racy for the        psychologytoday.com/us/blog/after-
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service/201805/the-science-behind-              But it’s not only about the quantity, there   dependent on the fallacy that a “few
what-tinder-is-doing-your-brain)                is also the quality of the food that we are   drinks here and there won’t hurt.”
     The purpose of this discussion is not      ingesting that causes harm. In these                There are various early warning signs
to vilify pornography or Tinder. Indeed,        stressful times, people tend to crave food    of alcohol abuse, with some being more
most millennials learned about sex from         higher in fat and sugar, in part because      obvious than others. The red flags include
adult websites and grew up with unlimited       their bodies require more energy to           making excuses for excessive drinking,
access to pornography and find their love       function when stressed, and simple            such as that it is needed to relax, to deal
interests by swiping right. It has been         carbohydrates are the fastest way to get a    with stress, to “feel normal,” to feel
normalized for millennials to look for          quick hit. (Harvard Mental Health Letter,     confident and drinking to feel better and
dates on “hookup” apps like Tinder,             2018.) Taking that into consideration,        fill a void – all these rationalizations are
Bumble or Hinge and to engage in risky          emotional eating can lead to regret,          risk factors that we are becoming more
sexual behaviors for personal validation        physical discomfort, and weight gain, as      susceptible to during this seemingly
and boost their self-esteem. While this has     the original stressors remain,                perpetual and certainly isolating
become a “new normal” for many lawyers,         independent of our eating behavior.           pandemic. Individuals with a history of
that does not necessarily mean that such        Coping mechanisms might include               emotional or other psychological trauma
behaviors are harmless. Curiously, social       recognizing triggers for emotional eating,    are at increased risk of alcohol use
isolation caused by the pandemic and            making conscious choices about your food      disorder.
working from home has dramatically              intake, getting support from friends,               Lawyers, unfortunately, are even
increased the use of “hookup” apps and          family and mental health professionals,       more at risk for alcohol abuse. Statistics
increased traffic to pornographic web           and better educating oneself on the topic.    do not lie: In a study commissioned by
sites – a starting point for addiction                                                        the American Bar Association (ABA), in
to sex and pornography.
                                                Home office “happy hours”                     collaboration with the Hazelden Betty
                                                     A bottle of whiskey next to your         Ford Foundation, 20.6% of licensed,
“Emotional eating” during the                   home office keyboard may not look like        employed attorneys showed signs of
pandemic                                        a serious threat. However, some studies       problematic drinking, compared to just
     The “stay at home” order has               reveal a rapid growth in “WUIs” –             11.8% of the total workforce with the
effectively placed all of us on an indefinite   Working Under Influence, during the           same level of educational attainment.
house arrest, and this has profoundly           COVID-19 pandemic. About one in three         (https://www.alcoholrehabguide.org/
affected the population’s lifestyle and         Americans are drinking alcohol while          resources/alcohol-abuse-lawyers-legal-
eating habits. One study of eating habits       working from home during the current          professionals/). Fortunately, our State
conducted during the COVID-19                   COVID-19 lockdown according to a new          Bar LAP’s program offers confidential
lockdown in Italy revealed that almost          study published on the website Alcohol.       counseling and other programs to assist
half of the respondents felt anxious due        org. (Happy Hours: More People Drinking       lawyers with this type of addiction. In
to their lockdown eating habits, this           While Working from Home During                addition, “The Other Bar,” a network of
anxiety being linked to the increased           COVID-19, Tony Hicks, April 13, 2020.)        recovering lawyers, law students and
consumption of comfort food and                 Cabin fever, coupled with the moving          judges throughout the state, provides
increased food intake due to stress and         target of “stay at home” orders, are          workshops, counseling opportunities and
isolation. (Psychological Aspects and Eating    causing Americans to stockpile alcohol        other assistance to lawyers struggling with
Habits during COVID-19 Home Confinement:        and pour themselves increasing                alcohol addiction. (https://otherbar.org/)
Results of EHLC-COVID-19 Italian Online         numbers of drinks in between their
Survey, US National Library of Medicine,        Zoom meetings.                                Unhealthy relationships
July 19, 2020.) The study explained that             Isolation and easy access to alcohol          Finally, some lawyers may have found
the COVID-19 lockdown has caused                during work hours should be a cause for       themselves in toxic relationships, which
“emotional eating” – a drive to eat as a        alarm. The transition from habitual           have come to cause more harm than
reaction to negative feelings or stress,        drinker to alcoholic is similar to drowning   good. This year may be the best time to
with females displaying a higher state of       – unless someone is closely watching, it      make an affirmative decision to find a way
anxiety-related eating compared to males.       has the potential to be a silent and          out. Especially if your relationship has
     Another global study revealed that         undetected demise. In most cases, even        suffered from serious pre-existing
the pandemic has caused our population          close friends and family cannot exactly       conditions, the COVID-19 pandemic may
to consume more junk food during the            pinpoint the time and date that a habitual    be the impetus for a final rupture of the
quarantine. Either way, the alluring            drinker they knew became hopelessly           unhealthy relationship.
temptation of a well-stocked refrigerator       alcoholic. The slow descent into                   The California stay-at-home order,
while working from home is hard to deny.        alcoholism is an incremental process          intended to protect public health and
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prevent widespread infection, has             have one life to live. If you have given the   to someone, you may find a mental health
effectively trapped many men and women        relationship your best shot and you are        professional online via Heal app or via
in unhealthy or even abusive situations.      still experiencing feelings of unhappiness     www.betterhealth.com. There are many
Some lawyers may stay in abusive or toxic     and unfulfillment, you may consider            interesting podcasts on addiction,
relationships out of fear of isolation and    making an important life-changing              navigating mental health issues and
loneliness, or because of low self-worth.     decision this year to pursue a healthier,      difficult relationships, such as Sex, Love
     Other lawyers have decided to suffer     better future.                                 and Addiction with Dr. Rob or The
through their unhealthy relationships,                                                       Jordan Harbinger Show. If you are a
but have created a “deadline” to end the      What’s next?                                   Netflix fan, you may want to check out
relationship as soon as COVID-19 is                If you are going through a difficult      “The Truth About Alcohol” and the “The
over – however, this may prove to be a        time, please do not hesitate to reach out.     Social Dilemma.”
potentially dangerous solution, given that    CAALA has a Wellness Committee,
the actual “end” date of the “pandemic”       offering its members a number of                    Tamara Freeze, is a trial attorney and a
is becoming less and less certain. Some of    resources, including webinars on               founding partner at Workplace Justice
our colleagues have found themselves          substance abuse and other similar topics.      Advocates, PLC – a plaintiffs’ side all-female
trapped in oppressive living                  For alcohol abuse, there is The Other Bar      employment law firm in Beverly Hills and
arrangements with unpleasant family           – a network of recovering lawyers, law         Orange County. Ms. Freeze is a graduate of
members or significant others, lacking the    students and judges throughout the state,      University of California Berkeley School of
financial resources to move out and           dedicated to assisting others within the       Law and a former BigLaw employment defense
embark upon a healthier life. If you are in   legal profession who are suffering from        attorney. Email: tf@workplacejustice.com.
an unhealthy relationship, please do not      alcohol and substance abuse problems.
wait to get help. Remember: you only          (https://otherbar.org/). If you want to talk

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