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LEV04355 ~ Annabelle Leve - Monash University ~ INTERNATIONALISATION IN STATE SECONDARY SCHOOLS: SHARING PRIVATE STORIES (or) ~ DISCOMFORTS & SAFE SPACES ~ INTRODUCTION When researching the phenomenon of internationalisation, we are always having to adjust our thinking and responses to the rapid changes in the area. I maintain the notion of fluidity and multiplicity in all aspects of internationalisation. In the previous five years since I began working in the secondary school realm of internationalisation I have seen a great many changes. Some changes have been for the better, ‘Doing the Public Good’ and some difficulties have been addressed to the satisfaction of ‘clients and providers’. However, I have always had a sense of discomfort, of being caught up in something that sounds good in theory, but jars in reality. This paper draws from my research, a work in progress, which is my attempt to interrogate the causes of this discomfort. Only when we reflect on our initially puzzling irritability, revulsion, anger or fear may we bring to consciousness our ‘gut-level’ awareness that we are in a situation of coercion, cruelty, injustice or danger. (Harding, 1997:191) Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 1 of 15
LEV04355 ORIENTATION: This paper begins with an introduction designed to shed light on my inspiration for and my positioning within my research. A brief description of my methodology follows, and through stories of my own experiences as a teacher of International students and the stories of others, plus images from Victorian Department of Education marketing literature, I will begin to explore the various discursive constructions of the Full Fee Paying Overseas Student (FFPOS)1. The focus will be on three samples of text that represent the three discourses that will make up the data for this study. The paper concludes with a very brief outline of the aims of my research. CONSTITUTING THE SUBJECT I Public (marketing) texts From a Department of Education & Training, Victoria 2003 publication: Victorian Government Schools and You Australia is one of those countries that when you are here you feel like you’re at home and you want to stay forever. The teachers are a great help. They talk to all the students in a friendly way. This makes us feel very special. 1 I use this term intentionally. It is used as shorthand in Education Department literature found on the internet to refer specifically to full fee paying international students as distinct from other types of ‘international students’ such as short term, exchange or students in other education sectors. It helps to identify these students as an ‘othered’ other. Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 2 of 15
LEV04355 The students at school are really interested in different cultures. Your English improves all the time as the English language program at school is very good, and the support of the staff is really helpful. Life here is free. It is also relaxed. You can be yourself in Melbourne. Nobody minds if you are different and the people are very friendly and helpful. (Department of Education &Training, 2003) CONSTITUTING THE SUBJECT II Private (teacher) stories The ESL teacher & the Full Fee Payers (FFPOS) I recall a conversation I had when I was completing my TESOL practicum. My teaching Prac was carried out in a number of different contexts, with adult immigrants (AMES) and at an English Language School (ELS) for students of secondary age whose families had immigrated to Australia, and who came from a ‘Language Background Other Than English’ (LBOTE)2, many of whom arrived as refugees. It was at this ELS where I first came into contact with the ‘full fee payers’. I was told to ignore this particular group as they were only here because their parents were wealthy, and didn’t know what else to do with 2 A more frequently used but disputed term is ‘Non English Speaking Background’ (NESB), which denotes deficiency. Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 3 of 15
LEV04355 them. “They don’t want to work; they’re not interested in learning. They’re just here to have a good time.” I, along with many others who work in the TESOL area, teach for good wholesome reasons. We wanted to help people, we had good intentions, they were needy and we could help. We came with patience, determination and lots of idealism. I can’t imagine anyone doing it for the money. Gratitude perhaps, but it was never just a job. We worked with migrants, refugees, long term residents who had never learnt the English required for any kind of upward mobility. The children of migrants who spoke a different language and lived a different culture at home. We offered practical help, many of us went beyond our calling, we gave love and care and were loved in return. But here was a group of students who had some need, a degree of desire, but appeared undeserving and disinterested. They seemed more interested in developing their social lives (with each other, not with the locals) and spending their money on technological gadgetry. There was little reward for spending time with them, their families were wealthy; we could take their money and then they’ll eventually move on and we can concentrate on the deserving, the needy. Two years later I found myself working with just such students in a Secondary College. I was employed, on a casual basis, to work solely with FFPOS who were part Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 4 of 15
LEV04355 of a new “International Program”. I began with two students, a brother and sister from Hong Kong, and over the next 3 years, worked with many adolescents, in the formal role of “ESL Teacher” and the informal (largely voluntary) role of ‘Cultural Support’ for the International program. (Annabelle Leve 2004) “If you’re an international student you just want to learn what you can the best way you can, get the best marks and get out so maybe you have a more distant relationship with the ESL teacher, not as nurturing…” (respondent quoted in Brown 2003:242-3). My school employed me to address the deficiencies of the FFPOS, not to broach the institutional deficiencies in relating to and working with difference. I was not employed as a cultural intermediary, nor to touch on the institutional practices of the school. I was there simply to address the English language needs of the students, and to introduce them to ‘Australian culture’. The underlying assimilationist agenda becomes clearer through reflection from a distance (as I am no longer employed) and through research into alternative possibilities. Usher & Postmodern Research – asking questions about the text In the postmodern, there is a foregrounding of complexity, uncertainty, heterogeneity and difference. (Usher 1996:28) We create meaning through our research, we do not merely inscribe meaning to what already exists. In researching a particular topic (constructions of FFPOS in secondary schools) I Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 5 of 15
LEV04355 am not simply describing an existing phenomenon, I am creating/constructing through the choices I make in that inscription. I want to create something that will give meaning to (or rationalise) and explain my own personal responses and discomforts when immersed in the context I am both remembering and (re)creating. So in going into a school and collecting data, I am ‘borrowing’ from a context that exists in various forms, in order to construct one that exists only as my creation within my research. I could go to a number of schools in order to do this because as an observer, I am necessarily leaving in and leaving out, reinventing and transcribing what I want, in order to construct a context (‘based on reality’) in which to study my chosen phenomena. The focus of postmodern research “is not the world which is constructed and investigated by research but the way in which that world is written, inscribed or textualised in the research text.” (ibid:31) My research is as much a text requiring close analysis as the texts I am proposing to examine. As Usher points out, “…phenomena require an observer in order to be observed – so decisions about how to observe will determine what is observed.” (ibid:17 italics in original) I am creating this context as a place in which to explore elements of individual/social/institutional phenomena constructed by and within the three discourses of internationalisation that I have described above. Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 6 of 15
LEV04355 Usher lists some reflexive questions we may ask about texts, both those produced by us as researchers, and as texts being examined through our research. Why do we do research? How has our research been constructed? What is it silent about? What gives our text its narrative authority? What are the gender, race and class relations that produce the research and how does the text reproduce these relations? To what extent does research empower (and disempower) those involved in it? (Usher 1996:31) These questions necessarily include the author, the researcher. If postmodern research involves a critical stance towards created meaning (‘sense-making and sense taking’) the focus must then be on the focus must then be on the way that world has been given form both in and through the research text. Therefore my research will critique texts produced about international education, focussing particularly on Full Fee Paying Overseas Students (FFPOS) in state secondary schools. Three focus texts about FFPOS: 1. Already existing publicly available texts created to describe/explain/sell/publicise elements of the international program (marketing discourse). 2. Texts created from teacher discourses. 3. Research. Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 7 of 15
LEV04355 Drawing from Usher’s list of reflexive questions, I will address these texts in the following ways: 1. How do these texts constitute the FFPOS? (and why that way?) 2. What are the socially constructed (eg racial, ethnic) relationships and how are these reproduced (represented?) in these texts? 3. What are the tensions, contradictions or dissonances between these texts? 4. What future possibilities are suggested through these texts? This approach to the texts is intended to interrogate the discursive constructions of FFPOS with a view to reconceptualising and initiating a way forward, of new notions of ‘success’ for international programs within our schools. I need also to retain a reflexive stance and acknowledgment of my own role in the construction of my research text. I will include textual narratives created out of my own experiences and (re- or dis-)memberings which will reflect on and enlighten my own standpoint from which I began this research trajectory. It was from this initial standpoint that I felt my own voice being silenced. Within a critical and intellectual research environment I was able to question the institutional practices pertaining to ‘internationalisation’, yet as a teacher in that school my voice was silenced alongside the dissenting voices of other teachers. As researchers we all have an individual trajectory which shapes the research we do, the questions we ask and the way we do it. But as Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 8 of 15
LEV04355 researchers we are also socio-culturally located, we have a social autobiography, and this has an equally if not more important part to play in shaping our research and directing the kinds of reflexive questions which need to be asked but rarely are… (Usher 1996:31-32) I am no longer situated as an ‘insider’, but I retain ‘insider’ knowledges and past experiences within a secondary school context of internationalisation. The questions I am asking through my research and the position I maintain are shaped by experiences that will be made explicit as I maintain my own author-ity (ibid:30) over my research text. ASKING QUESTIONS OF THE TEXT(S) TEXT 1 Representing : Teacher discourse (private) Standing in the library, waiting to use the photocopier, I overhear a conversation between teachers. One teacher is speaking in what is clearly a very bad imitation of one of my Chinese student’s accent. He is making a very forgettable joke; I recognise this as part of regular teacher informal banter. I wonder to myself, should I say something? Should I point out the racism inherent in their talk? Should I defend my student? Should I defend all Chinese, or in fact, all students who speak with an accent or come from a non Anglo background? Should I pretend I didn’t hear (I wasn’t included in the banter) or should I Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 9 of 15
LEV04355 laugh along? Am I uptight, or ‘too intense’ as I’ve been described and just need to lighten up? Or should I use every opportunity to stand up for those who are different, those left unrepresented, undefended in ‘informal teacher discourse’ that comes across as inherently racist and essentialising. Or should I just ‘get a life’? (Leve 2004 – personal reflections) TEXT 2 Representing marketing literature (Public text) (Department of Education & Training, 2003) Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 10 of 15
LEV04355 TEXT 3 Representing: Internationalisation of Education Discourse In an effort to define Internationalisation as it relates to secondary schools, Edwards and Tudball (2002) documented responses from secondary teachers. Internationalisation was defined by one teacher as: a process whereby students are empowered to become global citizens with these characteristics: ‘tolerant, accepting, able to form cross-cultural relationships, and with developed understandings of a range of cultures’ (Edwards & Tudball 2002: 3/21) 1. How do these texts constitute the FFPOS? (and why that way?) Each of the texts constitute the FFPOS in a different way, by different interlocutors, with different intentions. Text 1: “One of my Chinese student’s accent”; Text 2: free, relaxed, ‘cool’; and Text 3: “empowered global citizens”. However, none of the texts directly address or name the FFPOS subject, nor do they specify ‘difference’ or ‘othering’ as topics underpinning the discussion. In fact, within texts 2 & 3, which I Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 11 of 15
LEV04355 deem the ‘public texts’, the FFPOS subject becomes subsumed in a discourse that is apparently inclusive, that embraces the possibility that everyone and anyone can be part of a politically neutral relationship. Text 1, ‘private teacher text’ however, denotes unequal power relationships and a more direct engagement with notions of ‘difference’ and ‘othering’. 2. What are the socially constructed (eg racial, ethnic) relationships and how are these reproduced (represented?) in these texts? Socially constructed relationships include those within the texts, or represented in the text, those who produced the text, and the viewer/reader/consumer/audience of the text. Some of the Text 1 relationships include: The ‘teachers’ and me (as a co-teacher) The ‘teachers’ and me (as a defender of difference) The ‘teachers’ and me (as a researcher) Teachers and students Students & FFPOS Teachers & FFPOS Me and ‘my’ (FFPOS) students Public/private domains (including me as intruder) The rhetorical nature of the text assumes a particular response from the reader, providing that reader thinks like me and understands my use of irony and self-depreciation. The actual response(s) of readers may be focussed on any of the relationships as outlined above (or others) which leads to the next question… Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 12 of 15
LEV04355 3. What are the tensions, contradictions or dissonances between these texts? Each of these texts represent difference, however, whilst difference is highlighted in the first text, it is obscured in the second and third texts. The way these texts are understood requires the viewer (as interlocutor) to make assumptions. Who or what is free, tolerant, accepting, relaxed; what does it mean to ‘be yourself’? Who is that? If “nobody minds if you are different”, does that mean they are all the same? Is the guy in the picture me or you? Is he talking to the ‘other’ or is he an ‘other’? Who is being ‘empowered’ by internationalisation? 4. What future possibilities are suggested through these texts? Text 1, produced by me out of my own discomfort in not knowing how to respond, asks how I can formulate a response without further disengaging myself? Instead of feeling that I was able to engage in any way with my colleagues, I (re)assumed a position as an outsider. I did not feel that was a safe space in which to engage the notions of difference and othering and in fact this vignette was representative of the institution in which I was working at that time. The more public texts 2 & 3 have evolved through efforts of those wanting to smooth over the dissonances and tensions in engaging with difference, which is also a response to increasing marketability of international education. Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 13 of 15
LEV04355 The possibilities I am hoping to explore though my research involve the creation and utilisation of a metaphoric and dynamic ‘safe space’ that doesn’t attempt to smooth out difference, nor to negate the ‘crisis of engagement’ (Heyward, 2002) but instead provides a reflexive, unstable, fluid and shifting space in which to encounter and engage with difference in its many guises. CONCLUSION: FINDING ALTERNATIVE SPACES Through extensive exploration of established theory in relation to the discourses under investigation, my aim is to conceptualise a notion of an alternative space suitable and conducive to the development of an ethical, reflexive, but perhaps discomforting response to new ‘communities of practice’. “Today, in particular, we are witnessing the resurgence of nationalism and pan- culturalism as a reaction to the processes of globalisation and migration.” (Kostogriz, 2002) Kristen Hibler (1998) suggests the need to “provide analytic tools for assisting people … to see themselves as Others… [to] put their own culture to crisis”. (Hibler, 1998) She suggests a postmodern view of culture as “fluid and contested” and of challenging conceptions of normalcy. My research is not designed to ask questions or provide answers that will help ‘us’ to know our ‘other’, nor to theorise a welcoming comfortable non-political space in which we can all feel free to express our ‘selves’. It is, however, my hope and intention to destabilize notions of ‘normalcy’, and to notice and learn from our discomforts in order to help to create a Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 14 of 15
LEV04355 ‘safe space’ in which to encourage truly critical and inclusive practices and pedagogies within our education systems. REFERENCES Brown, J. (2003). Teaching as an Act of Identity: the Work of ESL Teachers. Unpublished PhD, Monash University, Clayton, Melbourne. Department of Education &Training, V. (2003). Victorian Government Schools and You. Melbourne: DE&T, Victoria. Edwards, J., & Tudball, L. (2002). It must be a two-way street: understanding the process of internationalising the curriculum in Australian schools. Paper presented at the AERA Brisbane, Dec 2000, Brisbane. Harding, S., & Jaggar, A. (1997). Feminisms: Oxford University Press. Heyward, M. (2002). From international to intercultural: Redefining the international school for a globalized world. Journal of Research in International Education, 1(1), 9-32. Hibler, K. (1998). Inter/cultural Communication and the Challenge of Postcolonial Theory. Retrieved 16/11/04, from http://www.arts.uwa.au/MotsPluriels/MP497third.html Kostogriz. (2002, 1-5 December 2002). Teaching literacy in multicultural classrooms: Towards a pedagogy of 'Thirdspace'. Paper presented at the Australian Association for Research in Education, Brisbane. Tsolidis, G. (2002). How do we teach and learn in times when the notion of 'global citizenship' sounds like a cliche? Journal of Research in International Education, 1(2), 213-226. Usher, R. (1996). Understanding Educational Research: Routledge. Annabelle M Leve – Monash University - Page 15 of 15
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